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da toh, kafin ta mike tayi mashi sallama ta fuce daga dakin. __________________________________ Lokaci aya Zuciyarta ta fara bugawa da matsanancin arfi tamkar ana buga ganga, numfashinta ya fara fita cikin sauri, yayin da kirjinta ke harbawa yana sama da asa da kokarin jawo iska a cikin hunhunta, wani irin gumine ya fara tsasstsafowa ta cikin hudojin gashin jikin ta, zufa ta soma gangarowa ta cikin nanna diyar sumar kanta tamkar yayyafin ruwan sama jikinta ne ya fara kakkarwa, Yatsun kafafunta dana hannunta suka kama kerma, idanunta suna arufe gam ta matsesu, fatar kwarin idanunta sai kerma take sakamakon kwayar idanunta dake jujjuyawa, kokari take ta bu e idanunta takasa saboda raunin da sukayi, jikinta tamkar babu jini saboda rashin kuzari, ga wata matsiyaciyar kasala data daskarar da ita daga yunkurin da take yi na son farkawa, Allah kadai Yasan tsawon makonnin da ta dauka bata acikin hayyacin ta sakamakon duguwar sumar da tayi. A kalla ta shafe awa cikin mayuwacin hali tana kokarin arfafa kanta donta samu damar bu e idanunta, ta ko'ina ba sau i, jikinta tamkar an daddaure shi da igiyar kaca, sai faman jijjiga jikin takeyi donta samu kwarin gwiwar tada kanta. La66anta dake a bushe amas fatarsu ta faffashe hada busasshan igon jini, da yar ta iya moving dinsu ta furta"GABRIEL" kwata kwata sautin muryarta baya fita, cigaba da ambaton sunan tayi duk da radadin da makoshinta keyi mata mai azabar zafi, meyasa ta ambaci sunanshi? A karo na farko data dawo hayyacinta? Saboda shi ne aranta. Lokaci aya ba zato ba tsammani kwatsam tayi wani yunkuri da iya karfin ta na karshe ta daddage ta banbare kanta daga jikin abunda take a kwance tayi wata irin zabura ta mi e zaune tana faman jan numfashi, sannu A hankali ta bu e idanunta wani irin duhune bakikkirin ya mamaye ganinta, bata ganin komai tamkar ta makance, batasan a ina take ba? Meya faruwa da ita? ta manta komai, kamar tayi loosing memory din ta, tayi matu ar rudewa ta rikirkice tunaninta ya gushe, daddafe kanta tayi da tafukan hannayenta cikin rawar murya ta furta"A ina nake? wa ya kawo ni nan? Meya faru dani? Babu mai jina ne? Kuyi min magana bana ganin komai, ko dai na makance ne...." sautin muryarta baya fita dakyau. Kamar ta fasa ihu haka take ji, saboda takasa gane meke faru da ita? A ina take. A lokacin da batay tsammani ba, kwatsam ba zato ba tsammani, wani siririn haske ya kurdado ta saman gurin da take, Waro idanu waje tayi cikin tashin hankali da tsantsar rudani take kallon hasken, A hankali hasken ya fara mamaye akin har saida ya kara e cikin sa tamkar da rana. Idanunta suka washe, amatu ar ru e take kallon inda hasken ya fito ashe fitilune na saman ceilling din dakin, da sauri ta dubi inda take a zaune, Metal bed ne (gadon arfe) irin kirar zamanin da na kaka da kakanni, Gadon Yana da girma da tsayi, ga wata lumbutsetsiyar katifa tattausar gaske mai dadin zama hada matassan kai guda biyu, daga saman gadon Yana da rumfa hada labulaye a kewaye da shi, kamar irin gadon sarakuna Gaba aya ta ru e ta rasa gane waya kawo ta dakin? Da sauri ta kalli kayan jikinta, farar riga ce shara shara kamar matacin kwakko, komai na jikinta ana gani, rigar tana da dogon hannu, tsayin ta bai wuci Iya gwiwar ta ba. Sumar kanta kamar an kifa mata yayi, ta bushe ba gyara duk gashin ya yamutse, arin saukowa tayi daga kan gadon sai dai ta kasa saboda tsayinsa bata san ya zatay ba, matsawa tayi daga bakin gadon ta le asa cikin sa'a ta ga matakala irin ta bene mai hawa shida, numfashi ta an ja tare da sauke ajiyar zuciya, a hankali ta aura ramammun kafafuwanta kan matalar farko ta yunwa zata mi e aikuwa wani irin jiri ya kwashe ta saboda rashin kwarin jikinta gaba aya ta kundumo asa timmm! ba karamin dakuwa tayi ba, amma saboda karfin hali da kwarin gwiwa irin nata ta daddage ta mi e tana faman fitar da numfashi mai haki kamar wadda tasha uban gudu ewa tay tsaye tana kallon katafaren akin mai girman gaske, gado aya ne aciki sai book shelve ma'ajiyar littattafai, da tsoffin akwatinan karfe daga gani tsohuwar ajiya ce, ga wardrobe mai girma ta jikin bango, wurga idanu tayi kan tukwanan kasa da ta gani girke a kasa, aya saman aya an jera su daurin aurin sunyi sauro a jikin bangon da suke, hada kwaryaye rufe da faifan su, hada tukwanan furanni masu ban sha'awa daga gani koma wanene mamallakin akin ma'abocin son kayan laka ne ko kuma makerin su ne. A hankali ta auke idanunta daga kan tukwanan ta bi bangon dakin da kallo, zanunnuka ta gani masu ban sha'awa, a hankali take tafiya tana nufar tsakar dakin tana cigaba da kallon abun mamaki da al'ajabi gami da rudani ita dai batasan waya kawota cikin shi ba! Ta manta komai. tana cikin jujjuya idanu karaf ta hango Madubi zagayayye yana da mari i dake ajiye kasa...takawa tayi cike da fargaba ta nufi madubin yayin da zuciyarta ke cigaba da harbawa da karfi da karfi..tsayawa tayi agaban madubin tana kallon fuskarta, ta tsorata da ganin ramar da tayi, kashin wuyanta ya kwambare kamar zai fasa fatarta, ziraran yatsun hannunta ta daura akan wuyan tana shafa kashin kafin ta motsa yatsun a hankali ta shafa fuskarta, manyan idanunta dara dara launin brown ta zare su tana bin kanta da kallo, tana iya hangen dukiyar fulaninta sun rame sun kanjame bayan ada ba haka take ba, tana da kira irin ta karfafan mata ma su jini ajika amma yanzu ta rame ta bushe ta fa a kamar ba ita ba. da zata iya tuna mummunan abunda ya faru da ita har zuciya zata iya hadiya ta mutu saboda tana da fusatacciyar zuciya, idan ta rikice babu mai iya sarrafa ta. ta jima tana kallon kanta a cikin madubin, jiri jiri ta fara gani a idanunta da sauri ta dafe cikinta dake yi mata kukan yunwa ga wani kishin ruwa na fitar shari'a, makoshinta ya bushe amas ko yawun da zata hadiya ta samu relief din kishin babu shi abakinta. juwa ce ta kwashe ta gaba aya jikinta ya rinjayeta ta yanke jiki ta fa asa a sume.. Saurari Littafin Kurkukun addara Takun farko Kada a manta ayi mana subscribe like da kuma comment sannan a yi share. Domin samun sabbin littafi idan Mun ora. Cikin abunda baifi minti ashirin ba kacal, taji safkar ruwa mai sanyi kan fuskarta, dogon numfashi taja ha i da sauke ajiyar zuciya sam takasa ta6uka komai, ko yatsan hannunta bata iya motsawa saboda rashin kwarin jiki. cikin mawuyacin hali ta an yi karfin halin bu e idanunta biji biji take kallon mutumin dake tsaye akanta batasan wanene ba. Cikin disasshiyar murya ta furta"ruwa!ruwa!ruwan, zan sha! Kishi nake ji..." dakyar sautin muryarta ke fita tana tsaka da sambatu taji an kanga mata wani abu kamar bakin gorar ruwa saitin bakin ta, wani irin sanyine ya ratsa zuciyarta, lokacin da ruwan ya ji e makoshinta nan da nan ta fara kwankwa arshi makoshinta har wani sauti yake badawa kwat kwat...!! "Ki sha A hankali kada ki sha e" cikin kunnanta ta tsinkayi muryar dattijuwar dake mata magana. Sai dai kwata kwata bata fahimtarta, tafi bu atar ruwan fiye da komai ayanzu kamar rayuwarta ta dogara akan shi. saida tasha mai isarta kafin ta fara numfarfasawa tana haki, wata irin nutsuwace ta shige ta, hatta bugun zuciyarta da fitar numfashinta sun daidaita, ganinta dawo daidai sannu a hankali take kallon fuskar tsohuwar da ta tallabe kanta akan kirjinta, hannunta yana ru e da gorar ruwa, tana asanye da alkyabba fara sol mai hula, tsohuwace tukuf fuskarta duk tamoji tamoji, gashin kanta fari fat hurhura ta mamaye ko'ina na gashin, hatta gashin jagirarta fari ne fat, daga ganin tsohuwar tayi gwagwarmaya a duniya, tsufanta bai boye kyawunta ba, bakowa bace wannan face Tsohuwa *KHALA* dattijuwar arzi i, fara mai farar aniya, tsohuwa mai zuciyar imani, macace mai tausayi da jinkan mutane, abun da zai baka mamaki tana aya daga cikin Elders na kurkukun addara sune masu fada aji, tana da arfin iko, amma meyasa ta fita daban acikin su Gabriella ta tsareta da idanu tana binta da kallon kurulla, fuskarta da alamun ru kamar yadda take kallonta haka itama tsohuwa khala take kallon ta. la66anta na kerma ta furta"wacece ke? Wa ya kawo ni nan? Meya faru da ni? Ki fadamin ina son sani" shiru tsohuwar tayi nata ce mata komai ba. "Kinyi shiru baki ce mun komai ba, meyasa kike kallona? Wacece ke?....." ta fa a arude tana tararraba idanu. Tattausan murmushi ne ya bayyana akan fuskar dattijuwar, cikin sanyin murya ta furta"Sunana Khala, nasan baki sanni ba, kuma baki ta6a jin labari na ba, yau ne karo na farko da kika fara ganin fuska ta..." cike da dattako tayi maganar. an dakata tana kallon gabriella. "Yau tsawon makonni Ina jinyarki, Due to the traumatic brain injury that put you in a coma, I know you can't remember what happened to you because you've lost your memory..." tun da ta fara magana Gabriella ta nutsu tana kallonta. "naji dadin samun lafiyarki, inatayaki murna" Saurari Littafin Kurkukun addara Takun farko Kada a manta ayi mana subscribe like da kuma comment sannan a yi share. Domin samun sabbin littafi idan Mun ora. ta fad'a fuskarta auke da annurin farin ciki, ita dai gabriella takasa gane komai, gaba daya arude take da tsohuwar, bata fahimtarta "Naji kin ambaci nayi jinya tsawon makonni bana acikin hayyacina, meya faru dani"? Girgiza kai khala tayi"I won't tell you because I don't want you to remember what happened to you, ko dan saboda lafiyarki, a yanzu nafi bukatar kwanciyar hankalinki, saboda ina da buri akanki"! Aru e Gabriel take kallonta, harta bu e baki zata tambayeta wata irin yunwa ta mur a cikin ta, da sauri ta dafe cikin da hannu tana faman yamitsa fuska ta kalli khala"ki taimaka min da abinci, yunwa nake ji..." Ajiye gorar ruwan hannunta tayi, tare da taimaka mata ta zauna dakyar, Sandar ta dake ajiye kasa ta auka, ta mike tare da