Sashe 153

wucewar daƙiƙa ɗaya taji yana neman ɗauke bakinsa, da sauri tasa hannayenta a gaban rigarsa ta dawo da shi.
jikinsa na rawa kamar mazari ya ɗauketa idanuwansu duk a rufe, amma a haka ya ƙarasa gado ya kwantar da ita yana zare towel ɗin jikinta a zafafe yayi wurgi da shi.

tuni kukanta ya ƙaru, but bata tunanin a yanzu zata iya hana shi duk yanda ya so yayi da ita, domin ita kanta ta fara jin daɗin yanayin na su, abin da yake buƙata ita ma shi take buƙata a yanzu.
Fillo ta lumshe idanu jin skin ɗinsa ya haɗu da nata, haɗuwar da tasa Turaki ƙara burkicewa, gently ya shiga shafa jikinta ya fara yi mata wani salo, wannan salon nasa shi ɗaya, salon da taji yana neman ɗaukarta ya kaita saman gajimare.

a san da taji hannayensa a waji waje da bai taɓa zuwa ba, a lokacin numfashinta ya fara katsewa, tasirin abin da yake aiwatarwa na bin kowacce jijiya ta jikinta. wani abu yake yi mata da bata taɓa experiencing ba tun da ta zo duniya.

cikin wata iriyar murya taji yana faÉ—in,"help me, Fulani help me please".
a wannan lokacin kuka sosai Fillo ke yi, so take ta hanasa zuwa inda yake ta rawar ɗarin ya shiga amma sai taji ta kasa, roƙo da magiya kawai take yi akan ya ƙyaleta amma sam Turaki bai san tana yi ba.

daga lokacin da taji ya fara adu'ar saduwa da iyali, daga lokacin firgicinta ya ƙaru, ta daina ji ta daina gane komai, domin abin da yake shirin yi ya shallake tunaninta, ba irin wannan abun da yay mata bane wancan ranar, duk yadda ta tsammaci abun ya wuce tunaninta, motsi wannan ta kasa balle ta samu ƙarfin ture shi, sunan Ummi da Kaka da Maama da Mum da shi kansa ɗin kawai take aikin kira akan su zo su ceceta.

and cikin abin da bai fi ƙiftawar ido ba Turaki ya rabata da virgin ɗinta, ƙofar da sai da ya sha baƙar wahala kafin ya shigeta, lamarin da yay kacakaca da duk wani lissafi da tunanin Fillo.

abu ɗaya ne ta san da shi, wanannan daren, wannan abun da ya faru, abubuwa ne da za su kasance a cikin ƙwaƙwalwarta, ɓangaren tunaninta, wurin da ba za su taɓa gogewa ba har abada.
[9/7, 01:48] Halimahz: *LULLUƁIN BIRI*

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agogon dake manne a bangon ɗakin, tsintsiyar jikinsa ta kaɗa cikin sautin dake ba da ƙarar ɗil, ɗil, ɗil. sakanni 1,2,3 su ka wuce kafin ya shiga bugawar daƙiƙu 1,2,3 har zuwa biyar.

sautin ƙarar ya shiga cikin kunnuwan Turaki kaɗai, kuma a wannan lokacin komai ya lafa, komai banda sautin kukan Fulani da ke tashi.

dogayen gashin idon Turaki su ka ɗaga, kafin murfin idanuwansa su ka buɗe, ya waiga ya kalli Fillo, ya rungumota tsam a ƙirjinsa, numfashi kawai yake saukewa tamkar wanda yay tseren gudu tun daga china, magana yake so yayi but sam ya kasa, ji yake tamkar yau ne rana ta farko, kamar today is the first day he knows the virginity of a woman in his life, sai ya lumshe idonsa, abu ɗaya ne yake da akwai, daɗin wannan ya fi wancan.

yana jin yanda hawayenta ke sauka a jikinsa, sautin kukanta na fita ɗauke da tsabar wahala, hawayen da suka wanzar da wani bala'in tausayinta a ransa, ya ɗago hannu da ƙyar zai goge mata hawayen sai yaji ta ture hannun a zuciye.

ya buɗe idonsa ya kalleta sai yaga idonta a rufe yake, sai uban hawaye dake silalowa ta gefen idonta kamar an kunna famfo, da ma ya lafiyar kura balle an taɓota, yay wani irin murmushi da zai iya cewa bai taɓa yin irinsa ba, ƙara tsamketa yay a jikinsa har sanda baccin wahala ya ɗauketa.

kissing lips dinta yay kafin ya zare ta daga jikinsa, ya sauka akan gadon yaje ya kunna fitila don ba ya jin lamp É—in dake kusa da gadon iyaka haskenta zai wadatar da shi wajen kallonta.
ya kalli agogo yaga ƙarfe ɗaya da rabi, dawowa yay ya zauna, yay tagumi yana kallon fuskar Fillo da tayi jawur kamar jini zai fito, dogayen gashin idonsa suka ƙifta a hankali, ya kamo hannunta ya riƙe yana kallon fuskarta da tayi looking so innocent.

hawaye duk ya bushe a fuskar, wani irin azababben sonta da ƙaunarta yaji suna fuzgarsa, ya san yana sonta tun a lokacin da bai san ya kamu ba, but a yanzu sai yake jin tamkar wani sabon son nata aka dasa a zuciyarsa, gaba ɗaya ta gama mallake zuciyarsa a yau, he was in a state of indescribable joy.

ya san yayi farin ciki da yawa a rayuwarsa, iyaka adadin farin cikin da ba zai ƙirgu ba, but bai taɓa tunanin cewa akwai wani farin ciki a duniya na daban ba kamar wanda yake ji a yanzu, sai yanzu ya shaida farin cikin duniya daban, haka ma farin cikin aure tare da wadda kake so daban.

kallonta yake yi tamkar yau ya fara ganinta, sai ƙyalli take yi, she looks so gorgeous and affectionate.
ya ɗora yatsansa saman lips ɗinta da ta turo gaba ta taɓe su, yay murmushi, in ban da bacci take yi ya san dole ma sai tayi masa tsiwa.

ƙarfe uku da rabi hannun Fillo ya miƙe ya sauka akan cinyar Turaki, ta buɗe idanuwanta da suka yi mata mugun nauyi, ƙwayar idonta ta sauka akan fuskarsa. a san da su ka haɗa ido sai tayi saurin runtse ido ta juyar da kanta gefe.

sabon kuka ne yake so ya ƙwace mata, so take ta motsa ta miƙe amma bata jin zata iya, every part of her body feels as if it is not her own, she is feeling pain everywhere, she wished ace bata yarda ta amince masa ba, kawai sai ta sa ki wani marayan kuka tana jin yacca take zugi ke ziyartar ƙasanta.

sautin kukan nata ya tafi ya zarce har cikin ƙuryar zuciyar Turaki ya matse zuciyarsa, zuciyar tayi rawa, da sauri ya ɗagota ya rungumeta yana shafa bayanta, shi kansa ya san dole tayi kuka, ya san bai yi mata ta sauƙi ba, bai ma san ta inda zai soma lallashinta ba, jinsa yake kamar babu wasu kalamai akan harshensa.

jin yanda hawayenta ke sauka akan fatarsa yasa ya dagota daga kafaÉ—arsa, sai kawai yasa harshensa yana goge ma ta hawayen, muryarsa na karyewa yake faÉ—in,"i am sorry wifey, you must pass this stage kafin kika zama cikakkiyar mace".

yaji ta ɗora hannunta akan ƙirjinsa, kafin muryarta ta fito cikin rauni tana faɗin,"mutuwa zan yi".
da sauri ya shiga girgiza mata kai yana faÉ—in,"not now, you will not die Wifiey, please don't say it again".

ta ƙara cewa,"jikina duk ciwo, ba zan iya motsawa ba".

ta faɗa tana ƙara fashewa da kuka sosai, from the way tayi maganar za kasan a cikin ciwo take.
"zai daina ciwon yanzu insha'Allah, my only wish is you stop crying".

lallashinta kawai Turaki ke yi amma kamar yana tunzurata, Kukanta har cikin ransa yake ji, duk tausayinta ya lulluɓe shi, ji yake ina ma da damar da zai maida ciwon jikinsa.
duk ya rasa yanda zai yi mata, cikin kansa ya zama babu komai balle yay tunanin wata dabara, kamar bai san wa ni abu da zai yi mata taji sauƙin ciwon ba, ranar da ya kusancin Ilham tashi yay ya barta balle ya iya tuna wani abu guda ɗaya da yaga ta yiwa kanta ko kuma shi ɗin yay mata.

kuma kamar zai yi kukan shi ma, ya É—auko wayarsa ya danna kiran lambar Zaytuna, har sau biyu bata É—aga ba.

sai ya kira ta Bello, sai da kiran ya kusa katsewa sannan ya É—aga, kuma sai bayan Bello ya É—aga tukunna ya fara tunanin me zai faÉ—a masa?, yace masa me?.
yay guntun tsaki, yana jin Bello na ta hello hello MT lafiya a wannan daren, amma bai iya ce masa komai ba, sai kawai yay cilli da wayar ba tare da ya kashe ba.

sai a yanzu yaji ƙwaƙwalwarsa na karanta masa abin da ya kamata yayi, ya kwantar da ita cikin sauri ya shiga toilet ya kunna ruwan zafi, ya fito a daidai lokacin da kiran Bello ya shigo wayarsa, ya ɗauki Fillo sanna ya ɗau wayar ya kara a kunnensa.
ko abin da Bello ke cewa bai tsaya saurare ba yace masa,"after warm water then what?".

Bello yace,"Allah ya saka min kawai".
sannan ya kashe wayar bayan yaja dogon tsaki, Turaki na shirin ajiye wayar sai ga text É—in Bello ya shigo. _sodium bicarbonate, salt and veniger._

yana karantawa ya mayar da Fillo ya kwantar, a wannan uban daren ya fita yaje part É—in Ilham, dan acan ne yaga veniger da bakin soda, daga kitchen É—inta ma ya É—auko gishiri.
yana dawowa ƙarar text na ƙara shigowa. _just use salt and veniger is oak._
ya jefar da robar baking soda É—in sannan ya shiga toilet ya kashe ruwan da ya kunna yake ta zuba, ya zuba abin da zai zuba ya sirka ruwan sannan ya fito.

yana kama blanket zai ɗaga ta damƙe tana girgiza masa kai,"please".
ya rufe ido ya buɗe,"babu abin da zan ƙara miki Angel".

sannan ta iya sakin blanket ɗin ya ɗauketa, yana sakata acikin ruwan ta fashe masa ta wani irin kuka tana riƙe shi, sai yaji kamar ya fito da ita, but he has no other choice.

"sorry Angel, i know it is painful but that will only make you feel better".

azabar duniya ta ishi Fillo, ta ƙara damƙo shi zata fito ya daɗa mayar da ita, kuka take sosai tana faɗin zata mutu, a sitz bath ɗin nan dai gaba ɗaya ta ruɗa Turaki ta gama gigita shi.

kuma duk uwar masifar da ta dinƙa masa akan ita ya fita ya ƙyaleta bata son ganinsa amma yaƙi fita, har sai da ya tabbatar ta ga su tukunna ya cirota yay mata wanka da kansa, anayi tana kai masa duka, bayan an gama sannan ya naɗota a towel kamar new born Baby ya fito da ita.