Sashe 158
Kurkukun Kaddara Takun Farko Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
"Zan shiga da ita sashen toilet, dan Allah ku kula da majnoon, yana buƙatar ku atare dashi" amsa mata su ka yi da toh, zuciyoyin su duk ba daɗi, ran su yana basu cewar kamar wani mummunan abu zai faru" Deeja ce ta ɗauki majnoon ta nufi cikin ɗakin su, suma sauran suka bi bayanta, ya rage saura Angel da Unaiza.
"Bazan iya tafiya ba, idan zaki iya ki goya ni a bayanki muje" juya wa Angel tayi tare da zuƙunnawa tace mata ta hau, baiwar Allah da ƙyar ta iya hayewa saman bayanta ta ƙanƙameta, Su hanna sai satar kallon su suke yi, Miƙewa Angel tayi ɗauke da ita a bayanta ta nufi sashen toilet da ita, koda suka shiga ciki tace mata ta buɗe toilet tafi so suyi nisa da kowa, bayan Angel ta buɗe toilet ɗin ta shiga ciki da ita, A jikin bango ta sauke unaiza da ke ta faman yin nishi, ta sanya jamlock ta rufe ƙopar kafin ta dawo ta zauna suna fuskantar Juna,
"Pls ki daina zubar da hawayen ki unaiza, kina ƙara karya min zuciyata," runtse idanuwanta tayi sosai, hawaye ne masu ɗumi su ke tsattsafowa daga cikin su, ba tare da ta buɗe idanuwanta ba tace "Angel inaso ki fahimtar dani komai agame da gidan nan, saboda inaso insan dalilin daya sa kika ce mahaifina ne mugu wanda yai silar sadaukar dani, ki bani hujjojin da zasu sa in gamsu da maganarki........." hannu Angel ta ɗaura saman fuskarta tana share mata hawayenta ayayin da ta soma magana cikin tausasa harshe
"Farkon zuwana gidan kurkukun ƙaddarar nan, Sato ni aka yi cikin Mota, a lokacin na gudo daga hannun fulanin daji......" Labari Angel ta fara bata dangane da rayuwarta, tun daga kan haihuwarta da mahaifiyarta tayi ta barta acikin kwamin wanka har zuwa rayuwarta a hannun fulanin Daji, da gudowarta daga wurinsu, da sace ta da aka yi, har izuwa ga rayuwarta cikin gidan kurkukun ƙaddara, tunkan ta ƙarasa bata labarin taga unaiza ta fashe da wani irin kuka na fitar hayyaci, Da sauri Angel ta daddafe kafaɗunta da hannayenta biyu tana lallashinta haɗi da tambayarta me yasa ta kuka?
Daƙyar Unaiza ta sassauta da yin kukun nata, muryarta a raunane take faɗin"Daddyna ya cuce ni! Ya karya min zuciyata! Ya gama da rayuwata......"
Mamakine ya kama Angel jin abunda tace tun kafin ta bata hujjojin da zasu sa ta yarda da cewa shine ya yaudareta sai gashi tana ambaton ya cuce ta ya gama da rayuwarta..., "Unaiza meyasa kika ce haka?" Angel ce ta jefa mata tambayar, Cikin ƙunar rai tace "Angel ni ba musulma bace! Bani da addini, daddyna da kanshi yace min karna kuskura ince zanyi addini ko wani kala ne saboda ba gaskiya bane, babu wani wanda ake bautamawa, nasha tambayar shi ince ya ake safkar da ruwan sama? da sauran abubuwan ban al'ajabi sai yace min they are natural babu wani wanda ya ke yin su, Angel na ta6a kama shi yana yin ibada irin wadda musulmai suke yi, idan bazan manta ba, da safe ne na shiga bedroom ɗinsa na same shi saman carpet, mamaki ya kama ni ganin yana zuƙunnawa ya duƙa ya ɗaura goshi saman carpet, sai mamaki ya kama ni sosae, har zuwa nayi gaban shi na tsaya ina yi mashi magana bai tanka min ba, na zauna agaban shi saman carpet ɗin wanda hakan yasa shi katse abinda ya ke yi, tunkan yayi min magana nace daddy what are u doing? meyasa kake duƙawa ka kai goshin ka ƙasa? A time din bansan menene ba, fuskar shi ɗauke da murmushi yace min motsa jiki ya ke yi, fuskata ɗauke da murmushi nace mashi daddy amma wani kalar motsa jiki ne wannan da ban sani ba? yace min ba buƙatar in sani, saboda yana da wahala manya su ke yin shi, koda nayi yunƙurin ƙara tambayar shi sai yayi saurin janyo ni jikin shi yana shafa min bayana da hannayen shi, dama haka ya ke yi min da zarar na fara jera mashi tambayoyin da su ka shafi rayuwar shi wanda baiso na sani, Sai ya haɗa jikina da nashi yana shafa ni, ko ya haɗa bakina da nashi, da zarar yayi min hakan nake rasa natsuwata saboda bani da linzami, ina da ƙarfin sha'awa da idan ta motsa kamar in zauce, shiyasa idan na rasa wani a kusa dani nake biya ma kaina buƙata da kaina..........." Dafe kai Angel ta yi sakamakon sara mata da ya ke yi, zuciyarta har tashi ta ke yi, Jikin ta ya hau tsuma, tayi mamakin yadda mahaifin unaiza ya zalunce ta, ya hana ta sanin komai game da addinin shi da ahalin shi, ya barta a cikin duhun jahilci,
Daƙyar ta iya buɗe baki tace "Kinsan cewa abubuwan da kike yi basu da kyau? Allah ya haramta su? Zunubi ne mai girma," girgiza kai tayi"Ni bansani ba, saboda ba'a ta6a fadamin cewa babu kyau ba, tun kafin na mallaki hankalina nasha kama daddyna da mommyna suna saduwa da junan su a cikin ɗakin su, baya gajiya duk in yazo ƙasar mu, kullum ne sai sunyi safe rana da dare, idan nasan za su yi ko bacci bana yi idan ya kasance dare ne, wani time ɗin a ƙarƙashin gadon su nake 6oyewa da zarar naji zasu fara nake fitowa in zauna ina kallon su kamar na samu tv ba tare da sanin su ba, tun daga nan ne abun ya fara burgeni, da na fara mallakar hankalina, nan fa na fara neman wanda zan fara yi dashi, irin abunda naga iyayena su na yi,........"
Numfasawa ta yi kafin ta ɗaura da cewa"mutun na farko da ya fara kar6ar budurcina idan bazan manta ba, daddyna ne yazo dashi gidan mu, matashin saurayi jinsin baƙar fata ne, ya gabatar min dashi a matsayin ɗan uwana ranar nayi murna saboda shine mutun na farko dana fara gani cikin dangin shi, saboda ƙaunar da na ke yi mashi yasa na liƙe mashi na hana shi sakat ko toilet zai shiga saina bi shi, daƙyar yake koro ni waje ya rufe toilet din, Idan dare yai kafin ya kwanta nake riga shi hawa gadon shi a ɗakin da ya sauka cikin gidanmu, haka zai ruƙo hannuna ya fitar dani waje yana nuna min cewa babu kyau mace da namiji su ke6e amma na gaza fahimtar shi, ranar da abun ya faru, sai da na bari dare ya ratsa na samu damar shiga ɗakin shi ya manta bai rufe ƙopa ba na hau saman gadon shi, na same shi kwance daga shi sai short a jikin shi nan take naji sha'awar shi ta kamani, sai na dinga tunanin yadda naga mommyna tana yima daddyna idan suna having sex, anan nima na soma gwadawa dashi Cikin bacci ya ji ina laluban jikin shi, a lokacin na shammace shi nayi mashi abunda ni kaina nasa bazai iya janye ni daga jikin shi ba, na riga dana sanya mashi ƙwaɗayin son kasancewa dani, a lokacin ina da shekara 14 aduniya Angel, nasan za ki yi mamaki, silar abunda ya faru tsakanina dashi a daren ranar har jinya nayi gadon asibiti, kamar bazan rayu ba, naci baƙar wahala har bansan inda kaina yake ba, har ɗinki aka yi min saboda yadda ya shige ni, nayi tunanin daddyna zai dauki mataki akan bunda yayi min duk da laifina ne amma bani da hankali ae bansan zan cutu ba nidai kawai nayi abunda raina ke so ne bansan haka abun yake ba, Angel daddyna ko zagin shi baiyi ba, dana ji sauƙi bayan jinyar da nasha ta wata biyu, na nuna inaso abi min hakkina sai ce min yai inyi haƙuri ai ya nemi yafiyar shi, tafiya ma zaiyi ya bar ƙasar, in kwantar da hankalina bazan sake ganin shi ba idan ya tafi, jin hakan yasa na haƙura, da jikina ya warware sosai na dawo dai dai naci gaba da yin rayuwata kamar yarda na saba har lokacin bai tafi ba, ɗan uwan nawa yana nan yana rayuwa a gidan mu duk da bamu magana da juna, amma muna zama wuri ɗaya, sai gashi mun koma muna cigaba da neman juna ni da shi, har ta kai ga bana jin daɗin jikina idan bamuyi ba, duk rana muna yi sau uku, abun da zai baki mamaki momnyna tasan komai ranar data kama mu naked atsakiyar gado mun yi tunanin zata yi mana faɗa, amma sai tace mu kwantar da hankalin mu abune mai kyau mu cigaba da faranta ma juna, wannan maganar da tayi ne ya ƙara bamu ƙwarin gwiwar cigaba da neman juna, ina matuƙar ƙaunar shi ya saba min da komai nashi, ya 6ata ni fiye da tunanin ki, duk da nice sila, lokacin daya tashi tafiya nigeria kamar inyi hauka naso daddyna ya barni in bishi amma ya hanani, a ƙarshe sai da aka rufe ni cikin ɗaki tukunna aka samu damar fitar dashi daga cikin gidan mu, Angel bayan tafiyar shi na kasa samun natsuwa, na soma bibiyar masu aikin gidan mu suka din ga bani haɗin kai, a ƙarshe ta kai ga hatta daddyna yana biyan buƙatar shi dani, da ita kanta momnyna babu wanda bai ta6a jikina acikin su, musamman ƙirjina da suka fi jan hankalin su...,...............'
Bata ƙarasa maganar ba Angel ta fashe da kuka tana ambaton “Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhir raji'un!!! Unaiza iyayenki sun cuce ki, wlh sun zalunce ki, basu baki tarbiya ba, sai dai suka ba ki gudunmuwa wurin lalata rayuwarki, Unaiza ba ki yi dacen iyaye ba, a labarin da kika bani na fahinci cewa basu ƙaunar ki dama can sun haife ki ne don su sadaukar dake zuwa ga kurkukun ƙaddara, Mahaifinki Ya hana ki yin addinin shi ne saboda ana shi wayon don kada Allah ya kama shi da laifin zaluntar ki da ya yi aranar gobe ƙiyama, yayi tunanin cewa babu hisabi tsakanin ki dashi tunda ke ba musulma bace, tun da baki da addini baza a Tuhume shi akan ki ba da yake shi wawane, daƙiƙi, jahili shiyasa ya hana kiyi addinin musulunci, ya barki acikin duhun jahilci, ban ta6a ganin Jaki irin daddynki ba!........." cikin shessheƙar kuka ta ƙarasa maganar,
"Bazan iya tafiya ba, idan zaki iya ki goya ni a bayanki muje" juya wa Angel tayi tare da zuƙunnawa tace mata ta hau, baiwar Allah da ƙyar ta iya hayewa saman bayanta ta ƙanƙameta, Su hanna sai satar kallon su suke yi, Miƙewa Angel tayi ɗauke da ita a bayanta ta nufi sashen toilet da ita, koda suka shiga ciki tace mata ta buɗe toilet tafi so suyi nisa da kowa, bayan Angel ta buɗe toilet ɗin ta shiga ciki da ita, A jikin bango ta sauke unaiza da ke ta faman yin nishi, ta sanya jamlock ta rufe ƙopar kafin ta dawo ta zauna suna fuskantar Juna,
"Pls ki daina zubar da hawayen ki unaiza, kina ƙara karya min zuciyata," runtse idanuwanta tayi sosai, hawaye ne masu ɗumi su ke tsattsafowa daga cikin su, ba tare da ta buɗe idanuwanta ba tace "Angel inaso ki fahimtar dani komai agame da gidan nan, saboda inaso insan dalilin daya sa kika ce mahaifina ne mugu wanda yai silar sadaukar dani, ki bani hujjojin da zasu sa in gamsu da maganarki........." hannu Angel ta ɗaura saman fuskarta tana share mata hawayenta ayayin da ta soma magana cikin tausasa harshe
"Farkon zuwana gidan kurkukun ƙaddarar nan, Sato ni aka yi cikin Mota, a lokacin na gudo daga hannun fulanin daji......" Labari Angel ta fara bata dangane da rayuwarta, tun daga kan haihuwarta da mahaifiyarta tayi ta barta acikin kwamin wanka har zuwa rayuwarta a hannun fulanin Daji, da gudowarta daga wurinsu, da sace ta da aka yi, har izuwa ga rayuwarta cikin gidan kurkukun ƙaddara, tunkan ta ƙarasa bata labarin taga unaiza ta fashe da wani irin kuka na fitar hayyaci, Da sauri Angel ta daddafe kafaɗunta da hannayenta biyu tana lallashinta haɗi da tambayarta me yasa ta kuka?
Daƙyar Unaiza ta sassauta da yin kukun nata, muryarta a raunane take faɗin"Daddyna ya cuce ni! Ya karya min zuciyata! Ya gama da rayuwata......"
Mamakine ya kama Angel jin abunda tace tun kafin ta bata hujjojin da zasu sa ta yarda da cewa shine ya yaudareta sai gashi tana ambaton ya cuce ta ya gama da rayuwarta..., "Unaiza meyasa kika ce haka?" Angel ce ta jefa mata tambayar, Cikin ƙunar rai tace "Angel ni ba musulma bace! Bani da addini, daddyna da kanshi yace min karna kuskura ince zanyi addini ko wani kala ne saboda ba gaskiya bane, babu wani wanda ake bautamawa, nasha tambayar shi ince ya ake safkar da ruwan sama? da sauran abubuwan ban al'ajabi sai yace min they are natural babu wani wanda ya ke yin su, Angel na ta6a kama shi yana yin ibada irin wadda musulmai suke yi, idan bazan manta ba, da safe ne na shiga bedroom ɗinsa na same shi saman carpet, mamaki ya kama ni ganin yana zuƙunnawa ya duƙa ya ɗaura goshi saman carpet, sai mamaki ya kama ni sosae, har zuwa nayi gaban shi na tsaya ina yi mashi magana bai tanka min ba, na zauna agaban shi saman carpet ɗin wanda hakan yasa shi katse abinda ya ke yi, tunkan yayi min magana nace daddy what are u doing? meyasa kake duƙawa ka kai goshin ka ƙasa? A time din bansan menene ba, fuskar shi ɗauke da murmushi yace min motsa jiki ya ke yi, fuskata ɗauke da murmushi nace mashi daddy amma wani kalar motsa jiki ne wannan da ban sani ba? yace min ba buƙatar in sani, saboda yana da wahala manya su ke yin shi, koda nayi yunƙurin ƙara tambayar shi sai yayi saurin janyo ni jikin shi yana shafa min bayana da hannayen shi, dama haka ya ke yi min da zarar na fara jera mashi tambayoyin da su ka shafi rayuwar shi wanda baiso na sani, Sai ya haɗa jikina da nashi yana shafa ni, ko ya haɗa bakina da nashi, da zarar yayi min hakan nake rasa natsuwata saboda bani da linzami, ina da ƙarfin sha'awa da idan ta motsa kamar in zauce, shiyasa idan na rasa wani a kusa dani nake biya ma kaina buƙata da kaina..........." Dafe kai Angel ta yi sakamakon sara mata da ya ke yi, zuciyarta har tashi ta ke yi, Jikin ta ya hau tsuma, tayi mamakin yadda mahaifin unaiza ya zalunce ta, ya hana ta sanin komai game da addinin shi da ahalin shi, ya barta a cikin duhun jahilci,
Daƙyar ta iya buɗe baki tace "Kinsan cewa abubuwan da kike yi basu da kyau? Allah ya haramta su? Zunubi ne mai girma," girgiza kai tayi"Ni bansani ba, saboda ba'a ta6a fadamin cewa babu kyau ba, tun kafin na mallaki hankalina nasha kama daddyna da mommyna suna saduwa da junan su a cikin ɗakin su, baya gajiya duk in yazo ƙasar mu, kullum ne sai sunyi safe rana da dare, idan nasan za su yi ko bacci bana yi idan ya kasance dare ne, wani time ɗin a ƙarƙashin gadon su nake 6oyewa da zarar naji zasu fara nake fitowa in zauna ina kallon su kamar na samu tv ba tare da sanin su ba, tun daga nan ne abun ya fara burgeni, da na fara mallakar hankalina, nan fa na fara neman wanda zan fara yi dashi, irin abunda naga iyayena su na yi,........"
Numfasawa ta yi kafin ta ɗaura da cewa"mutun na farko da ya fara kar6ar budurcina idan bazan manta ba, daddyna ne yazo dashi gidan mu, matashin saurayi jinsin baƙar fata ne, ya gabatar min dashi a matsayin ɗan uwana ranar nayi murna saboda shine mutun na farko dana fara gani cikin dangin shi, saboda ƙaunar da na ke yi mashi yasa na liƙe mashi na hana shi sakat ko toilet zai shiga saina bi shi, daƙyar yake koro ni waje ya rufe toilet din, Idan dare yai kafin ya kwanta nake riga shi hawa gadon shi a ɗakin da ya sauka cikin gidanmu, haka zai ruƙo hannuna ya fitar dani waje yana nuna min cewa babu kyau mace da namiji su ke6e amma na gaza fahimtar shi, ranar da abun ya faru, sai da na bari dare ya ratsa na samu damar shiga ɗakin shi ya manta bai rufe ƙopa ba na hau saman gadon shi, na same shi kwance daga shi sai short a jikin shi nan take naji sha'awar shi ta kamani, sai na dinga tunanin yadda naga mommyna tana yima daddyna idan suna having sex, anan nima na soma gwadawa dashi Cikin bacci ya ji ina laluban jikin shi, a lokacin na shammace shi nayi mashi abunda ni kaina nasa bazai iya janye ni daga jikin shi ba, na riga dana sanya mashi ƙwaɗayin son kasancewa dani, a lokacin ina da shekara 14 aduniya Angel, nasan za ki yi mamaki, silar abunda ya faru tsakanina dashi a daren ranar har jinya nayi gadon asibiti, kamar bazan rayu ba, naci baƙar wahala har bansan inda kaina yake ba, har ɗinki aka yi min saboda yadda ya shige ni, nayi tunanin daddyna zai dauki mataki akan bunda yayi min duk da laifina ne amma bani da hankali ae bansan zan cutu ba nidai kawai nayi abunda raina ke so ne bansan haka abun yake ba, Angel daddyna ko zagin shi baiyi ba, dana ji sauƙi bayan jinyar da nasha ta wata biyu, na nuna inaso abi min hakkina sai ce min yai inyi haƙuri ai ya nemi yafiyar shi, tafiya ma zaiyi ya bar ƙasar, in kwantar da hankalina bazan sake ganin shi ba idan ya tafi, jin hakan yasa na haƙura, da jikina ya warware sosai na dawo dai dai naci gaba da yin rayuwata kamar yarda na saba har lokacin bai tafi ba, ɗan uwan nawa yana nan yana rayuwa a gidan mu duk da bamu magana da juna, amma muna zama wuri ɗaya, sai gashi mun koma muna cigaba da neman juna ni da shi, har ta kai ga bana jin daɗin jikina idan bamuyi ba, duk rana muna yi sau uku, abun da zai baki mamaki momnyna tasan komai ranar data kama mu naked atsakiyar gado mun yi tunanin zata yi mana faɗa, amma sai tace mu kwantar da hankalin mu abune mai kyau mu cigaba da faranta ma juna, wannan maganar da tayi ne ya ƙara bamu ƙwarin gwiwar cigaba da neman juna, ina matuƙar ƙaunar shi ya saba min da komai nashi, ya 6ata ni fiye da tunanin ki, duk da nice sila, lokacin daya tashi tafiya nigeria kamar inyi hauka naso daddyna ya barni in bishi amma ya hanani, a ƙarshe sai da aka rufe ni cikin ɗaki tukunna aka samu damar fitar dashi daga cikin gidan mu, Angel bayan tafiyar shi na kasa samun natsuwa, na soma bibiyar masu aikin gidan mu suka din ga bani haɗin kai, a ƙarshe ta kai ga hatta daddyna yana biyan buƙatar shi dani, da ita kanta momnyna babu wanda bai ta6a jikina acikin su, musamman ƙirjina da suka fi jan hankalin su...,...............'
Bata ƙarasa maganar ba Angel ta fashe da kuka tana ambaton “Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhir raji'un!!! Unaiza iyayenki sun cuce ki, wlh sun zalunce ki, basu baki tarbiya ba, sai dai suka ba ki gudunmuwa wurin lalata rayuwarki, Unaiza ba ki yi dacen iyaye ba, a labarin da kika bani na fahinci cewa basu ƙaunar ki dama can sun haife ki ne don su sadaukar dake zuwa ga kurkukun ƙaddara, Mahaifinki Ya hana ki yin addinin shi ne saboda ana shi wayon don kada Allah ya kama shi da laifin zaluntar ki da ya yi aranar gobe ƙiyama, yayi tunanin cewa babu hisabi tsakanin ki dashi tunda ke ba musulma bace, tun da baki da addini baza a Tuhume shi akan ki ba da yake shi wawane, daƙiƙi, jahili shiyasa ya hana kiyi addinin musulunci, ya barki acikin duhun jahilci, ban ta6a ganin Jaki irin daddynki ba!........." cikin shessheƙar kuka ta ƙarasa maganar,