Sashe 27
Laylerh Maleek Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
Lumshe idanunsa yayi tare da shaƙan wani dogon numfashi, ahankali yakejin mood ɗinsa na sanjawa, yayinda mayen cocaine ɗin ke ƙara ratsa cikin brain ɗinsa, sake maida kansa ƙasa yayi tare da ci gaba da shaƙan cocaine ɗin son ransa, wanda hakan yasa zuga ɗaya kwata kwata yayi mata ta ƙare, ɗan ɗgowa yayi tare da jingina bayansa da jikin kujeran da yake kai, ahankali yakejin kansa na juyawa, yayinda yakejin ita kanta duniyar nayi masa wata iri, kasancewar ya shaƙi cocaine ɗin sosai ne yasa take tasoma yi masa aiki, domin kuwa cocaine din nada ƙarfi sosai, sannu sannu hankalinsa ke ƙoƙarin gushewa.
Ganin yana shirin manta duniyar da yake ne ya sashi miƙewa tsaye daga zaunen da yake, wani irin hajijiyan daya ɗaukesa ne ya sashi saurin dafe bango, tare da soma ɗan girgiza kansa, dan ko gani sosai bayayi, adaddafe haka ya ƙarasa jikin makeken gadonsa wanda yaji farin bedsheet na alfarma, faɗawa saman gadon yayi, batare kuma daya kula ba dan ya fara fita hayyacinsa ya kwanta akan ciwon nasa, take kuwa ciwon ya fame, wanda hakan kuma yasa jini ya ɗan soma fita daga jikinsa.
Kasancewar baya cikin hayyacinsa yasa bai wani ji zafin fame ciwon nasa sosai ba.
Idanunsa dake abude ya mayar ya rufe, saboda yanda yaga gaba ɗaya duniyar na juya mai, ahankali yaji nauyin da zuciyarsa tayi yana raguwa, yayinda mind ɗinsa ke ƙoƙarin yin zeroying, take duniyar ta soma ƙoƙarin zame masa sabuwa wanda babu ɗigon damuwa acikinta, duk da kasancewar shi ba ma'abocin shaye shayen ƙwayoyi da kuma alcoholic bane, amma time to time yakan shan cocaine dan tana rage masa damuwar dake ransa, musamman ma idan kansa ya ɗau tension, duk da kuwa yasan hakan ba abu bane me kyau, saidai kuma watarana yakan kasa controlling kansa akan shan cocaine ɗin. Ahankali samun nutsuwa da kuma sanyin zuciyar da ya samu yasa shi, faɗawa cikin wani baƙon yanayi, yayinda yakejin wani irin hot feeling na ratsa duk jikinsa, cikin yanayin fitar hayyacin daya samu kansa aciki ne, ya sashi soma ganin kyakkyawar fuskarta nayi masa gizo, wanda sanadin hakanne kuma ke ƙara hura masa wutar zallan feeling din da yakeji, har takai ga kowacce gashi dake jikinsa mimmiƙewa,, yawancin lokuta baisan meyasa yake yawan jin hot feelings akan ta ba, yanayin da yake ji akanta me ƙarfi ne sosai, sometimes yakanji kamar bazai iya controlling kansa ba, wanda izuwa yanzu kuwa har hakan ya riga daya zame masa sabo, dan ayanzu feeling ɗinta ya zama kamar jini ne da yake gudana acikin jikinsa.
pillow'n dake gefensa ya ɗauka tare da yin hugging pillow'n nasa tight, sannu ahankali zuciyarsa ke saƙa masa abubuwa da yawa, yayinda kuma gaba ɗaya tunanin nasa ba acikin hankalinsa yakeyinsu ba, idanunsa dake a lumshe ya buɗe, tare da jawo wayarsa da ke aje saman wani ɗan madaidaicin stool ɗin dake gefen gadon.
Kunna wayar tasa yayi tare da ƙurawa hoton dake mamaye kan saman screen ɗin wayar idanu, ɗan ƙaramin bakin yarinyar da hoton ta ke jikin screen ɗin wayar ya ƙurawa idanu, sama da 14 minute ya ɗauka yana kallon hoton kyakkyawar yarinyar, kafun daga bisani ya ɗan lumshe idanunsa dake ɗauke da zallan maye, da kuma yanayin bacci, cikin wata irin kasalalliyar muryar sa dake ɗauke da wani irin amo yace.
"No one like you AYSH! I love your smile, your voice and your eyes, I love your ......" shiru yayi tare da kasa ƙarasa maganar dake cikin rai da kuma zuciyarsa, ɗaura wayar tasa yayi akan ƙirjinsa, tare da ƙurawa zanen pop'n dake cikin ɗakin idanu, yanayin yanda mood ɗinsa ya sanja lokaci ɗaya ne yasa ƙarara zaka iya fahimtar cewa, akwai wani abu dake kwance acikin zuciyarsa, wanda yake jin tsoron furtawa, tabbas yayarda cewa akwai wani abu dake sukan zuciyarsa, wanda kuma asannu hakan ke neman haukata tunani da nutsuwarsa, jin tunani na neman fasa masa ƙwaƙwalwarsa ne, ya sashi ɗan soma jujjuya kansa, baiwani ɗau lokaci ahaka ba kuwa, bacci ɓarawo ya ɗaukesa.
Laylerh.
Juyi kawae take tayi akan ɗan madaidaicin gadonta, duk kuwa ga yanda taso bacci ya ɗauketa hakan ya ci tura, domin kuwa da zaran ta lumshe idanunta, hoton fuskar Maleek ne keyi mata gizo, wanda hakan ke ƙara narkar mata da zuciya, yayinda wani irin sassanyar ƙauna haɗi da shauƙinsa ke mamaye gaba ɗaya illahirin jikinta, lallai ta yarda da cewar akwai wani abu adangane dashi, dake shumfuɗe acikin zuciyarta, wanda take da fata da kuma burin sanin ko menene shi, sake gyara kwanciyarta tayi tare da yin hugging ɗin pillow'n da take kai.duk yanda kuwa taso ta saki zuciyarta hakan ya faskara, kasancewar damuwa da kuma fargaba sun riga da sunyi tasiri acikin tunaninta, dalilin haka kuwa yasa taji komai na duniyar baya yi mata dadi, lumshe idanunta da suka ɗan kumbura tayi tare da sakin ajiyar zuciya me ƙarfi, ƙoƙarin tsaida duk wani tunani dake cikin ƙwaƙwalwarta tayi, duk da cewar yin hakan abune me wuya, amma dole ne tayi hakan matuƙar tanaso ta rumtsa. har yanzu ita yarinyace, dalilin haka yasa brain ɗinta bazata iya ɗaukar wata damuwa me nauyi ba.
Haka ta dinga juyi akan gadon, dicikin sa'a kuwa ko 15 minute bata É—auka ba bacci me nauyi ya É—auketa.
Washe gari.
7:00 am daidai ta farka daga nannauyan baccin daya É—auketa daren jiya, Kasancewar kuma bata samu baccin da wuri ba, shiyasa ta É—an makara yau É—in.
Ahankali ta buɗe idanunta wanda suka yi luhu luhu saboda kukan da tasha jiya, duk da cewar bata wani jin kuzari me ƙarfi ajikinta amma ahaka ta daure ta nufi toilet, koda ta ƙarasa toilet ɗin kayan jikinta ta rage tare da haɗa ruwan ɗumi tayi wanka, tana gama wankan kuwa ta zura wata ƴar baby pink bathrobe ajikinta tare dayin brush kana kuma ta ɗauro alwala, ganin tagama gudanar da abun da zatayi acikin toilet ɗinne, yasa batare da ta jira komae ba ta fice daga cikin bathroom ɗin.
Cikin yanayin hanzari da kuma gudun kada ta makara zuwa makaranta, ta shumfuɗa sallaya tare da tada sallah'n asuba, duk da cewar ma tasan ta makara, koda ta idar da sallan kuwa bata tsaya yin wani ƙyale ƙyale ba, versiline kawai ta shafa ajikinta sai kuma wata haɗɗɗiyar powder silk da ta shafa akan fuskarta, sai kuma peach colour lip stick da ta shafa sama sama akan laɓɓanta, wanda hakan ya ƙara fitar da asalin kalan shape da kuma kyawun bakinta. Ƙarasawa gaban drawer'nta tayi aɗan hanzarce ta ciro kayan uniform ɗin ta, ɗan madaidaicin sket na uniform din ta fara sawa, kafun ta saka rigar uniform ɗin, ko da yaushe uniform ɗin nata ƙara yi mata kyau suke, yayinda komai nata ke sake bayyana gwanin ban sha'awa, dan sosai uniform ɗin nata ke bayyana zallan ƙuruciyarta, saboda zamowarta me kyaun jiki dana sura ne, yasa ko cikin shigar uniform ɗin shape ɗinta kasa ɓoye kansa yake, wanda kuma hakanne kejan hankalin maza dayawa zuwa gareta.
Ahanzarce ta saka white socks aƙafanta tare da goya ƙatuwar school bag ɗinta akan shoulder nta, duk da cewar simple meckup tayi, amma hakan bai hana cute face ɗinta bayyana ba, musamman ma shining lips ɗinta da yasha oil lipstick, mathematical text book ɗinta ta ɗauka cikin ɗan hanzari ta nufi hanyar fita daga ɗakin, kasancewar 20 minute kaɗai ya rage mata.
Acan Falo kuwa Abbou Jaheed ne zaune kan ɗaya daga cikin haɗaɗɗun kujerun falon, hannunsa riƙe da jaridan Daily Trust.
Gefensa kaÉ—an kuwa Momy ce ke tsugune tana haÉ—a masa black coffee, sanin cewar bata da wata dama na sanya kokwanto acikin zuciyar Abbou'n sama da wannan lokacin ne yasa, ta É—an É—ago da kanta ta kallesa, cikin son nusar da manufarta da kuma sauya salon magana tace. "Alhajina inason magana dakai."
Jin abun da ta faÉ—a ne yasa Abbou Jaheed É—agowa ya dubeta, cikin kulawa yace.
"Inajinki."
Ganin daman da take buri da fatan samu na shirin samuwa alokaci ɗaya ne yasata gyara zama, tare da duban Abbou Jaheed ɗin, cikin ƙasa da murya tace.
"Akan maganan auren Laylerh da Najeeb ne, duk da nasan cewa bani ce na haifeta ba, amma sai nake ganin yana da kyau nasan duk wani plan da kake shiryawa akanta, saboda kamar ƴa haka na ɗauke ta, sannan kuma ina ganin kamar babu dacewa acikin haɗin auren Laylerh da kuma Najeeb da kake ƙoƙarin yi, baka tunanin cewa ko akwai wani wanda Laylerh keso ba Najeeb ba daya kasance zaɓinka."
Da katawa da karatun jaridan Abbou Jaheed yayi, tare da zubawa Momy idanu, mamaki da kuma shayin kalamanta ne suka shiga yi masa yawo acikin ƙwaƙwalwarsa, lokaci ɗaya yaji yanaso ya fahimci wani abu daga cikin kalaman ta, hakanne kuwa ya sashi ɗan gyara zama tare da numfasawa, cikin yanayin sa na dattako yace. "Bana tunanin na aikata ba daidai ba akan maganar auren Laylerh da Najeeb, kuma har abada banajin zanyi dana sanin haɗa wannan auratayyan danayi, kuma alƙawari ne na ɗaukawa kaina cewar matuƙar ina darai da numfashi Laylerh bata da wani miji sai Najeeb."
ÆŠan numfasawa yayi tare da gyara zamansa.
Daidai lokacin ne kuma Laylerh ta ƙaraso cikin falon, wanda shigowarta cikin falon ne yasa Abbou Jaheed dakatawa daga abun da yakeson faɗa, tare da zuba mata idanu, har ta ƙaraso inda yake, ɗan durƙusawa tayi, cikin yanayin girmamawa tace. "Barka da sapia Abbou." Murmushi Abbou Jaheed ɗin yayi mata tare da jinjina mata kai, cikin kulawa yace. "Yauwa Laylerh barka, fatan kin tashi lapia?."
Murmushin daya bayyana kyawawan fararen haƙoranta tayi, cikin sanyi tace. "Lapia ƙalau."
Murmushi Abbou Jaheed ɗin ma yayi, saboda ganin murmushin ta da yayi a yanzu yasa shi jin wani irin ƙwarin guiwa, wanda acikin ƴan sakannin da suka wuce yanzun ya soma ƙoƙarin rasa su, saidai ganin yanda fuskarta ke asake ya sashi jin dadi acikin zuciyarsa, tare da sake tabbatar wa aransa cewa Laylerh bata da wani miji sai Najeeb.
Ganin yana shirin manta duniyar da yake ne ya sashi miƙewa tsaye daga zaunen da yake, wani irin hajijiyan daya ɗaukesa ne ya sashi saurin dafe bango, tare da soma ɗan girgiza kansa, dan ko gani sosai bayayi, adaddafe haka ya ƙarasa jikin makeken gadonsa wanda yaji farin bedsheet na alfarma, faɗawa saman gadon yayi, batare kuma daya kula ba dan ya fara fita hayyacinsa ya kwanta akan ciwon nasa, take kuwa ciwon ya fame, wanda hakan kuma yasa jini ya ɗan soma fita daga jikinsa.
Kasancewar baya cikin hayyacinsa yasa bai wani ji zafin fame ciwon nasa sosai ba.
Idanunsa dake abude ya mayar ya rufe, saboda yanda yaga gaba ɗaya duniyar na juya mai, ahankali yaji nauyin da zuciyarsa tayi yana raguwa, yayinda mind ɗinsa ke ƙoƙarin yin zeroying, take duniyar ta soma ƙoƙarin zame masa sabuwa wanda babu ɗigon damuwa acikinta, duk da kasancewar shi ba ma'abocin shaye shayen ƙwayoyi da kuma alcoholic bane, amma time to time yakan shan cocaine dan tana rage masa damuwar dake ransa, musamman ma idan kansa ya ɗau tension, duk da kuwa yasan hakan ba abu bane me kyau, saidai kuma watarana yakan kasa controlling kansa akan shan cocaine ɗin. Ahankali samun nutsuwa da kuma sanyin zuciyar da ya samu yasa shi, faɗawa cikin wani baƙon yanayi, yayinda yakejin wani irin hot feeling na ratsa duk jikinsa, cikin yanayin fitar hayyacin daya samu kansa aciki ne, ya sashi soma ganin kyakkyawar fuskarta nayi masa gizo, wanda sanadin hakanne kuma ke ƙara hura masa wutar zallan feeling din da yakeji, har takai ga kowacce gashi dake jikinsa mimmiƙewa,, yawancin lokuta baisan meyasa yake yawan jin hot feelings akan ta ba, yanayin da yake ji akanta me ƙarfi ne sosai, sometimes yakanji kamar bazai iya controlling kansa ba, wanda izuwa yanzu kuwa har hakan ya riga daya zame masa sabo, dan ayanzu feeling ɗinta ya zama kamar jini ne da yake gudana acikin jikinsa.
pillow'n dake gefensa ya ɗauka tare da yin hugging pillow'n nasa tight, sannu ahankali zuciyarsa ke saƙa masa abubuwa da yawa, yayinda kuma gaba ɗaya tunanin nasa ba acikin hankalinsa yakeyinsu ba, idanunsa dake a lumshe ya buɗe, tare da jawo wayarsa da ke aje saman wani ɗan madaidaicin stool ɗin dake gefen gadon.
Kunna wayar tasa yayi tare da ƙurawa hoton dake mamaye kan saman screen ɗin wayar idanu, ɗan ƙaramin bakin yarinyar da hoton ta ke jikin screen ɗin wayar ya ƙurawa idanu, sama da 14 minute ya ɗauka yana kallon hoton kyakkyawar yarinyar, kafun daga bisani ya ɗan lumshe idanunsa dake ɗauke da zallan maye, da kuma yanayin bacci, cikin wata irin kasalalliyar muryar sa dake ɗauke da wani irin amo yace.
"No one like you AYSH! I love your smile, your voice and your eyes, I love your ......" shiru yayi tare da kasa ƙarasa maganar dake cikin rai da kuma zuciyarsa, ɗaura wayar tasa yayi akan ƙirjinsa, tare da ƙurawa zanen pop'n dake cikin ɗakin idanu, yanayin yanda mood ɗinsa ya sanja lokaci ɗaya ne yasa ƙarara zaka iya fahimtar cewa, akwai wani abu dake kwance acikin zuciyarsa, wanda yake jin tsoron furtawa, tabbas yayarda cewa akwai wani abu dake sukan zuciyarsa, wanda kuma asannu hakan ke neman haukata tunani da nutsuwarsa, jin tunani na neman fasa masa ƙwaƙwalwarsa ne, ya sashi ɗan soma jujjuya kansa, baiwani ɗau lokaci ahaka ba kuwa, bacci ɓarawo ya ɗaukesa.
Laylerh.
Juyi kawae take tayi akan ɗan madaidaicin gadonta, duk kuwa ga yanda taso bacci ya ɗauketa hakan ya ci tura, domin kuwa da zaran ta lumshe idanunta, hoton fuskar Maleek ne keyi mata gizo, wanda hakan ke ƙara narkar mata da zuciya, yayinda wani irin sassanyar ƙauna haɗi da shauƙinsa ke mamaye gaba ɗaya illahirin jikinta, lallai ta yarda da cewar akwai wani abu adangane dashi, dake shumfuɗe acikin zuciyarta, wanda take da fata da kuma burin sanin ko menene shi, sake gyara kwanciyarta tayi tare da yin hugging ɗin pillow'n da take kai.duk yanda kuwa taso ta saki zuciyarta hakan ya faskara, kasancewar damuwa da kuma fargaba sun riga da sunyi tasiri acikin tunaninta, dalilin haka kuwa yasa taji komai na duniyar baya yi mata dadi, lumshe idanunta da suka ɗan kumbura tayi tare da sakin ajiyar zuciya me ƙarfi, ƙoƙarin tsaida duk wani tunani dake cikin ƙwaƙwalwarta tayi, duk da cewar yin hakan abune me wuya, amma dole ne tayi hakan matuƙar tanaso ta rumtsa. har yanzu ita yarinyace, dalilin haka yasa brain ɗinta bazata iya ɗaukar wata damuwa me nauyi ba.
Haka ta dinga juyi akan gadon, dicikin sa'a kuwa ko 15 minute bata É—auka ba bacci me nauyi ya É—auketa.
Washe gari.
7:00 am daidai ta farka daga nannauyan baccin daya É—auketa daren jiya, Kasancewar kuma bata samu baccin da wuri ba, shiyasa ta É—an makara yau É—in.
Ahankali ta buɗe idanunta wanda suka yi luhu luhu saboda kukan da tasha jiya, duk da cewar bata wani jin kuzari me ƙarfi ajikinta amma ahaka ta daure ta nufi toilet, koda ta ƙarasa toilet ɗin kayan jikinta ta rage tare da haɗa ruwan ɗumi tayi wanka, tana gama wankan kuwa ta zura wata ƴar baby pink bathrobe ajikinta tare dayin brush kana kuma ta ɗauro alwala, ganin tagama gudanar da abun da zatayi acikin toilet ɗinne, yasa batare da ta jira komae ba ta fice daga cikin bathroom ɗin.
Cikin yanayin hanzari da kuma gudun kada ta makara zuwa makaranta, ta shumfuɗa sallaya tare da tada sallah'n asuba, duk da cewar ma tasan ta makara, koda ta idar da sallan kuwa bata tsaya yin wani ƙyale ƙyale ba, versiline kawai ta shafa ajikinta sai kuma wata haɗɗɗiyar powder silk da ta shafa akan fuskarta, sai kuma peach colour lip stick da ta shafa sama sama akan laɓɓanta, wanda hakan ya ƙara fitar da asalin kalan shape da kuma kyawun bakinta. Ƙarasawa gaban drawer'nta tayi aɗan hanzarce ta ciro kayan uniform ɗin ta, ɗan madaidaicin sket na uniform din ta fara sawa, kafun ta saka rigar uniform ɗin, ko da yaushe uniform ɗin nata ƙara yi mata kyau suke, yayinda komai nata ke sake bayyana gwanin ban sha'awa, dan sosai uniform ɗin nata ke bayyana zallan ƙuruciyarta, saboda zamowarta me kyaun jiki dana sura ne, yasa ko cikin shigar uniform ɗin shape ɗinta kasa ɓoye kansa yake, wanda kuma hakanne kejan hankalin maza dayawa zuwa gareta.
Ahanzarce ta saka white socks aƙafanta tare da goya ƙatuwar school bag ɗinta akan shoulder nta, duk da cewar simple meckup tayi, amma hakan bai hana cute face ɗinta bayyana ba, musamman ma shining lips ɗinta da yasha oil lipstick, mathematical text book ɗinta ta ɗauka cikin ɗan hanzari ta nufi hanyar fita daga ɗakin, kasancewar 20 minute kaɗai ya rage mata.
Acan Falo kuwa Abbou Jaheed ne zaune kan ɗaya daga cikin haɗaɗɗun kujerun falon, hannunsa riƙe da jaridan Daily Trust.
Gefensa kaÉ—an kuwa Momy ce ke tsugune tana haÉ—a masa black coffee, sanin cewar bata da wata dama na sanya kokwanto acikin zuciyar Abbou'n sama da wannan lokacin ne yasa, ta É—an É—ago da kanta ta kallesa, cikin son nusar da manufarta da kuma sauya salon magana tace. "Alhajina inason magana dakai."
Jin abun da ta faÉ—a ne yasa Abbou Jaheed É—agowa ya dubeta, cikin kulawa yace.
"Inajinki."
Ganin daman da take buri da fatan samu na shirin samuwa alokaci ɗaya ne yasata gyara zama, tare da duban Abbou Jaheed ɗin, cikin ƙasa da murya tace.
"Akan maganan auren Laylerh da Najeeb ne, duk da nasan cewa bani ce na haifeta ba, amma sai nake ganin yana da kyau nasan duk wani plan da kake shiryawa akanta, saboda kamar ƴa haka na ɗauke ta, sannan kuma ina ganin kamar babu dacewa acikin haɗin auren Laylerh da kuma Najeeb da kake ƙoƙarin yi, baka tunanin cewa ko akwai wani wanda Laylerh keso ba Najeeb ba daya kasance zaɓinka."
Da katawa da karatun jaridan Abbou Jaheed yayi, tare da zubawa Momy idanu, mamaki da kuma shayin kalamanta ne suka shiga yi masa yawo acikin ƙwaƙwalwarsa, lokaci ɗaya yaji yanaso ya fahimci wani abu daga cikin kalaman ta, hakanne kuwa ya sashi ɗan gyara zama tare da numfasawa, cikin yanayin sa na dattako yace. "Bana tunanin na aikata ba daidai ba akan maganar auren Laylerh da Najeeb, kuma har abada banajin zanyi dana sanin haɗa wannan auratayyan danayi, kuma alƙawari ne na ɗaukawa kaina cewar matuƙar ina darai da numfashi Laylerh bata da wani miji sai Najeeb."
ÆŠan numfasawa yayi tare da gyara zamansa.
Daidai lokacin ne kuma Laylerh ta ƙaraso cikin falon, wanda shigowarta cikin falon ne yasa Abbou Jaheed dakatawa daga abun da yakeson faɗa, tare da zuba mata idanu, har ta ƙaraso inda yake, ɗan durƙusawa tayi, cikin yanayin girmamawa tace. "Barka da sapia Abbou." Murmushi Abbou Jaheed ɗin yayi mata tare da jinjina mata kai, cikin kulawa yace. "Yauwa Laylerh barka, fatan kin tashi lapia?."
Murmushin daya bayyana kyawawan fararen haƙoranta tayi, cikin sanyi tace. "Lapia ƙalau."
Murmushi Abbou Jaheed ɗin ma yayi, saboda ganin murmushin ta da yayi a yanzu yasa shi jin wani irin ƙwarin guiwa, wanda acikin ƴan sakannin da suka wuce yanzun ya soma ƙoƙarin rasa su, saidai ganin yanda fuskarta ke asake ya sashi jin dadi acikin zuciyarsa, tare da sake tabbatar wa aransa cewa Laylerh bata da wani miji sai Najeeb.