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jata jikinsa yana fitar d wani zazzafan numfashi,ya gama kashe mata jiki da tsoro itama,dole ta jingina da jikin nasa tana jin yadda zukatansu ke wani irin gudu,musamman shi da bugun zuciyarsa ke shiga cikin kunnenta sosai saboda kan nata dake kwance a qirjinsa. Duk da ruwan dake zuba saman kansu yana kwaranyewa a sassan jikinsu gaba daya amma hakan bai hanashi tantance dumin hawayenta saman fatar jikinsa ba. Ya gaza bude idanunsa,sau hannunsa guda daya yake shafar sassalkan gashinta daya watsu har gadon bayanta,ya kuma manne sosai saboda ruwan dake zuba "Am sorry......I'm genuinely sorry,My apologies from the bottom of my heart" Ya fada yana kissing goshinta softly. Ture fuskarsa tayi tana sake qayyade adadin rashin imaninsa......tadai san saboda itace kawai ya gwada mata wannan rashin tausayin,banda haka ta tabbatar inda duka mata haka sukeji ba abinda zai sanya su zauna ko suci gaba da yin aure. "Leave me" Ta fada tana qoqarin tashi daga jikinsa. Hannunsa ya sanya ya damqota sosai yana cewa "I can't......ko mutuwa bata isa ya rabani dake ba sabrrrrrr.....zan yita baki haquri har ranar da numfashina ya fita daga gangar jikina......zanta baki haquri ko sau dubu a rana kikeso.....karki wahalar damu gaba daya ta hanyar cewa na barki ko na nisanceki.....don wallahi wallahi wallahi bazan iya ba......i can't do it" Ya qarasa fada yana sake matseta jikin bango sosai sannan ya fara tsarkake jikinsa idanunsa a kanta. So yake qarfi da yaji sai ya cire kowacce kunya daga idanunta,tsaiwarsa haka a gabanta tana jin shine abu mafi girma firgici da razani da suka taba gani. Cikin mintuna kadan ya gama ya kashe shower din,ya jawo babban towel ya wareshi. Ta dauka zai rufa ne ko ita ya bata daman rufawa.....maimakon haka sai ya jawota jikinsa ya bude towel din ya nadesu su biyun a ciki. Shi da ita ba wanda numfashinsa baiso yin qaura ba saboda yadda jikinsu ya sake gauraya dana juna "Shshshsh" Ya fada yana qoqarin daidaita numfashinsa,don bayason tace komai,hannunsa ya sanya a gadon bayanta ya matseta cikin jikinsa gami da rabata da qasa kaman yadda zaka rungumi yaro a haka suka fita a toilet din. Batasan da gangan yayi ba?,oho.....amma gaba daya suka zube a gadon yana fadawa samanta. Ya aje mata nauyinsa sosai har sai da numfashinta ya fara nauyi "Oh....sorry" Ya furta yana dagata gami da bar mata towel din a tare da ita. Rintse ido tayi tana qin dubansa,bai damu ba ya jawo boxer dinsa dake yashe a gefe tun dazun ya saka,ya sanya hannu ya sauketa zuwa sofa bed ya fara tattare comforter da bedsheets din harma da pillow case din,don bayason anni ta sake dawowa idanunta su gani. Toilet ya koma ya shiga sheqa musu ruwa,jikinsa yayi wani irin sanyi ganin yadda ruwan ke wanko jinin. Da gaske ya shigeta ne da tabbaci da yaqinin ta riga ta saba......ya kuma samu qofar a kulle gam....dole taji ciwo koma wanne iri akace masa taji. A yadda yakejin cikakkiyar lafiya a jikinsa ya sani,koda bazawara ce yaje mata da irin yanayin jiya lallai saita yabawa aya zaqinta ballantana ita din da take sabon hannu. Luggage dinta ya bude,ya fidda mata kaya bayan ya saka wata sassauqar riga a jikinsa over sized shirt da wandonta. Fara ce qal data dace da black trouser dinsa. Sama sama yake jinsa shima,saidai abinda ke gabansa ya shafe komai. Da rinannun idanunta ta dubeshi sanda ya aje mata kayan,tana so ne ya matsa ya bata waje ta shirya amma bataga alamun xai matsa din ba,hasalima tsaye yake a kanta ya zube duka hannayensa a aljihun wandonsa kaman zai lasheta,ya zube mata nauyayan idanunsan nan yana jin kamar ya buda qirjinsa ya fiddo mata mahaukaciyar soyayyar data sakar masa. "Ka fita zan shirya" Ta fada a taqaice ba tare data kalleshi ba,hannayensa ya fidda daga aljihunsa ya juya a hankali ya fita. Duk yadda taso ta miqe sosai don ta shirya amma hakan ya gagareta,ba zata iya tsaiwa normal kaman kowa ba,abinda ya sanya hawaye yaci gaba da zuba a idanunta,saita dinga jin data sani ta barshi ya taimaka mata,amma kuma batason komai da zai dinga hadata dashi. Da qyar ta lallaba ta saka underwears dinta ta maida rigar,sannan ta lallaba hannun damanta ta kwanta tana ci gaba da fitar da ruwan hawaye. A nutse anni ta murda qofar tana shigowa da sallama,wata kunya ta taso ta lullubeta,saita rufe idanunta tamkar me bacci,tana fata annin taji kaman baccin takeyi ta juya ta barta. "Sannu....." Anni ta fada a hankali da alama ta fahimci ba baccin takeyi ba. "Zaki iya tashi?,doctor zata shigo ta dubaki". Kai kawai ta gyadawa anni ba tare data iya furta komai ba,ta motsa a hankali tana tunanin yadda zata tashi din. Matsawa annin tayi ta kamata a nutse tana cewa "Yi a hankali" Tausayinta yana kama annin. Yanayin yanayine bame dadi ba,iya yau kawai ta fahimci yaron nata yadda jikinsa ke agine hakama komai nasa "Allah ya baki ikon jurewa" Annin ta fada cikin ranta. Sai a yanzu ta fahimci dalilin da yasa yake kaucewa abubuwa da dama,azumin litinin da alhamis akai akai,harma wani lokaci yakanyi azumin annabi dawud,yau yayi gobe ya huta. Wani lokaci takance "Ka dinga hutawa mana me babban suna......ga azumi ga aiki,shi kansa aikin busy din da kake sakawa kanka pressure din tana yawa". Sau tari murmushi kawai yakeyi ko ya kafa mata hujja da *_DUNIYATA LITTAFIN KUDI NE(PAID BOOK),KAI TSAYE KI TUNTUBI WANNAN NUMBER_* 08187255862 _Zafafabiyar_ 78 "Ba isashen time na tsayawa cin abincin,wani lokaci azumin yafi,idanma banyi ba coffee ne sai ruwa sai fura ko yoghurt ". A yau ta fahimci ainihin dalilinsa,saita dinga furta " Alhamdulillah" Qasan zuciyarta. Da gaske Allah ya tsare mata yaranta gabansu da bayansu kaman yadda take yawaita addua a dukka salllolinta na nafila ko na farilla. Tayi imanin inda wani ne ya samu cikakkiyar dama irinta fu'ad din,tarin dukiya kyau ilimi da suna da yayi a duniya ba irin haramtattun ayyukan da bazai aikata ba,ta sani akwai dubban mata dake a shirye su bada kansu ga irin wadannan mutanen,koda ba zasu samu komai ba a wajensu daukaka ce ace yau suna tare dasu. Sai data zaunar da sabreen yadda zataji dadin zaman sannan ta juya a hankali tana fita parlor din. Minti daya ta dawo tare da baquwar fuskar. Dr fadwa siririya fara tas,duba daya zaka fahimci shekarunta duka duka ba zasu haura arba'in ba zuwa da biyu. Anni tana gaba dauke da tea tray,Dr fadwa na biye da ita. Qasa sabreen tayi da qwayar idanunta,ba zata iya kallonsu ba dukka su biyun,har Dr fadwa dake matsayin baquwa a idanunta. Ajiye tea tray din anni tayi tana duban Dr fadwa. Kai Dr fadwa ta gyadawa anni,sai annin ta maida dubanta ga sabreen "Ga likita na.....zata dubaki in sha Allah,ki saki jikinki.....itama 'yar gida ce" Kai ta dagawa anni a hankali,tana jin takun anni da fitarta a dakin,ta kuma ja qofar ta rufe musu. Dubanta Dr fadwa take tana kuma karantarta. Ko ba'a gaya mata ba ta fahimci ita din bame saurin sakewa da mutane bace,ta miqa hannu a nutse ta kama hannunta ta sanya a nata,abinda ya sanya sabreen daga kanta ta kalleta da risunannun idanunta. Da sassauqan turanci take tambayarta da sakakkiyar murya. "Kinci abinci?" Kai ta girgiza mata a hankali. Ba zata iya tuna wani abincin kirki da taci ba,tun na dazun kafin su fita,ko acan wajen cin kifi ma bata saki jiki taci komai ba,kasancewar ita ba ma'abociyar cin abinci cikin jama'a bane. Kai tsaye Dr fadwa ta jawo tea tray din zuwa saman cinyarta tana matsawa dab da sabreen "Ki saki jiki kici abinci......sai na dubaki,kada ki damu da yawa......hakan yana faruwa ga 'ya'ya mata da yawa,musamman da yake yadda kowacce mace halittanta daban,haka kowanne namiji shima nashi halittan daban......fashewar budurcin mace yana iya kawo fitar jini.....amma komai zai zama daidai kinji?" Kai ta daga a hankali,ta kuma miqa hannu tana karbar mug din da anni ta hada mata tea me dumi sosai da kauri. Ita kanta tasan ba komai a cikinta,ballantana kuma da abun ya faru sai taji kamar anyi mata yasa,kamar an kwashe 'ya'yan hanjinta gaba daya,kamar iska tana turata zuwa gaba. Kadan kadan take shan tea din,dr fadwa bata matsa wajen kallonta ko yi mata wata tambaya ba ta daban,ta bata time sosai tana duba wayarta har taga ta ajiye. Wayar ta bari ta daga kai tana kallonta,batasha da yawa ba amma saita qyaleta don tasan lallai yanayin bame dadi bane. Kauda tray din tayi ta matso kusa da ita tana dubanta "Sunana fadwa kefa?" "Ameenatu" Ta furta idanunta suna dan lumshewa "Sabreen sunan inkiya?" Kai ta gyada,saita fidda takarda fara ta rubuta sunan akai. "Eheennn......ina ne yake miki ciwo yanzu?" Shuru tayi don tamabayar tayi mata nauyi da yawa,uwa uba ma gurare da yawa ciwon suke mata,tun daga lips dinta......qirjinta....hatta da tafukan hannunta da suka sha murxa zafi zafi takeji suna mata. "Ki sake sosai kiyimin bayani,shi yasa madam ta fita ta bamu guri......zai iya zama ciwo me zafi nan gaba idan baki bayani ba". Hannu tasa ta nuna mata wajen ba tare data iya kallon idanun fadwa ba. "Alright......zan duba wajen idan ba damuwa?" Ta fadi da nufin neman izini. Dif tayi abun yana mata wani iri,shikenan ita kuma jikinta ya zama wani budadden guri? "Kiyi haquri....saboda lafiyarki,bazai dauki lokaci ba" Ta fada da sigar lallashi. Kai ta gyada mata a sanyaye. "Kin shirya?" Dr fadwa ta fada tana kallonta sanda ta kwanta kamar yadda ta kwatanta mata. Kai ta gyada mata tana rufe idonta saboda kunya. A hankali ta fara dubata cikin qwarewa da nutsuwa yadda ba zata fama mata ba. "Oh my god.......subhanallah" Abinda ta fada kenan tana maida mata doguwar rigarta. "Kin masa gardama ko musu?" Dr fadwa ta fada tana kallon fuskar sabreen din da tuntuni ta canza kala zuwa red. Tambayar sai ta zama kaman ta bata license din sabon kuka,ita me zata ce mata?,batasan ma me tayi ba.....musu ko taurin kan batasan wanne ne tayi a ciki ba,batasan wanne ne ya faru ba. "Irinsu sir.......ba kasafai za'ayi musu musu a irin wannan lokacin a wanye lafiya qalau ba.....next time kada ki qara musu ko gardama,mijinki yana da duk wani personality da kowacce 'ya mace zatayi alfaharin samunsa a matsayin miji,.....kulawa da tattali