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ne da yake da abun bayarwar ba muna maza b......." Tun daga tsakiyar kanta jijiyar dake aike da saqo ta harbawa kwanyarta saqon KINYI KUSKURE!. Da wani irin hautsinannen yanayi ya waiwayo yana fuskantarta bayan kalamanta sun masa shamaki daga fitar daya fara niyyar yi "Me kika ce?......ragowar wasu?......mema kika ce rannan?,bani da abun baki ko?......kina tunanin zan hada jikina dake ne?. Araharki tayi yawa da ko da wasa ban sha'awar kasancewa tare dake,saidai a yau har cikin raina nakeji ya kamata na karbi sadakina......har kuma cikin raina nakeji ya kamata na banbance miki tsakanin ragowar wasu da wadanda suke da abun bayarwa dama wanda basu dashi.....tare da hakan ina me baqinciki da zaki zama mace ta farko da zata karbi budurcin muhammad fuad" Maganarsa taxo qarshe daidai da sanda shima ya kaita qarshe,ya kuma hadeta da bangon daya zama guri na qarshe da zata sanya qafafunta. Hannu daya ya saka ya soma tsinke button din gaban rigarta na sama,yayi wani irin tsalle yana fita daga gaban rigar tata ya fadi saman marble din dakin. Kafin tayi wani yunqurin ya sanya hannu ya tsinke na biyu,na uku ya biyo bayansa a jejjere da wani irin sauri idanunshi na kafe tsakiyar nata. Caraf ta kama yatsunsa tana riqewa da wani irin kalar tashin hankali,ganin button daya ya rage farar vest din dake manne a fatar jikinta ta bayyana. "Kada ke ketamin haddina......kada ka tab......" Kalmar keta haddin data fada ta zafafeshi da kyau,sai yaji kaman ta gama raina masa wayo. Shi daya biya sadaki shi ake kirawa keta haddi?,cikin qasa sa second biyu ya raba rigar da jikinta ya kuma tsinke hannuwan vest din jikinta ya zameta zuwa saman cikinta. A firgice ta nemi dunqulewa waje daya,saidai ya rigata ta hanyar lalubar tafukan hannayenta ya sanya nasa a ciki ya kuma kafesu da bango,har a lokacin cikin idanunta kawai yake kalla,yanason magana amma kowacce kalma ta gagara fita a bakinsa,yanason ya koya mata darasi fiye da yadda take tsammani,yanaso ya kashe bakin nan gaba daya,ta yadda koda da wasa akace mata ta yiwa wani me suna muhammad rashin kunya ba zata fara ba. Tsoron da yake gani a yanzu cikin idanunta ko kadan bai sanya a ransa na gaske bane,yafi kallon hakan da zallar rainin hankai kawai dason kad'ar da hankalinsa. Hannayen nata ya saki da sauri ya riao qugunta d wani irin zazzafan riqo,ya kawo fuskarta saitin tasa kafin yaja da baya yana sanya fuskarsa cikin wuyanta yana sauke mata wani irn numfashi me dumi daya gigitata lokaci guda. Ba ita daya ta gigice ba.....duk wani kwantaccen tsumi dake jikinsa sai daya motsa,ya kamo numfashinsa da qyar sanda ya cusa fuskarsa tsakanin breast dinta. Wani lallausan qamshi dake fita tsakaninsu yaqarasa wargaza lisaafinsa,ya kuma tayar da aikin qwayoyin da yasha ba tare da saninsa ba. Hannunsa ya sanya ya fara murza fatar jikinta,daga kafadarta zuwa yatsun hannunta sannna ya zurasu cikin nasa ya damqesu waje daya. Qafafunsa yaji ba zasu iya daukansa ba,baya so kuma ya rasa qarfinsa ko daya ko yaji wani softness akan hukuncin da zai mata. Yanason ya bata babban darasin da bazata iya gogeshi ba,yanason ya goge duk wani raini da take masa.....sassaucin da yake gwada mata yanason ta fahimci adalci ne irin nasa da ganin damarsa......daga qarshe yanason ya banbance mata karatun maza suna suka tara. Rabata yayi da qasa yana jefata saman gadon. Tayi juyi da zummar kifewa ta sauka a gadon da muryarta da take wani irin shaking "Banaso......nace maka bana so.....ni ba 'yar iska bace" Wani malalacin murmushi ya qwace masa tamkar wanda ya bugu sosai da kayan maye,wanj gefen na zuciyarsa kuma na masa ciwo da kalmarta. Auren nasa ne iskanci?,bayan duk wani yawo data gama yi lungu da saqo?,shi zata rainawa hankali ta nuna batasan komai ba banda ma lallai ta rainashi?,ai ya zama dole ya goge wannan rainin daga rana irin ta yau. "Zaki gane waye dan iskan gaske tsakanina dake" Ya fada yana tarota,yayin da rub da cikin ya zame masa kaman wata sassauqar hanya ta rabata da bra dinta,ya kuma birkitota idanunsa suna sauka akan qirjinta. Kaman an jona masa wuta haka yaji,a lokacin da take sanya duka tafukan hannayenta tana rufe qirjin nata kuka yana qwace mata. Baqinciki yadda ya tsiraitata yana kamata,bata tsira da komai ba sai fatar jikinta,siraran tafukan hannayen nata basu wani rufe abun arziqi a jikinta ba,sai ta fara yunqurin jawo duvet,abinda ya bashi daman kauda hannayen nata ya kuma maye gurbinsu da faffadan qirjinsa. _na gaji,tun safe nake qoqarin hada muku pages dinnan don na burgeku ,muje zuwa a gobe in sha Allah_ _wallahi wallahi duk wadda ta fitarmin da pages dinnan bazan iya yafe mata ba,yadda zata daukeshi ta fiddashi ubangiji ya qwace abunda tasha wahala a kansa daga hannunta *_DUNIYATA LITTAFIN KUDI NE(PAID BOOK),KAI TSAYE KI TUNTUBI WANNAN NUMBER_* 08187255862 _Zafafabiyar_ 74 Nauyinsa gaba daya ya aza mata,abinda ya sanya numfashinta yin nauyi,yayin da nasa numfashin ya soma qoqarin yin qaura daga gangar jikinsa. Shi daya yasan kalar abinda yaji sanda farar jikinsa ta manne da tudun qirjinta. Karon farko a rayuwarsa da ya taba jin wani abu makamancin wannan.....karon farko da wani abu me kama da wannan ya taba gilmawa rayuwarsa. Baisan yadda zai iya controlling feelings dinsa ba a irin yadda wani magnet yake jansa ba. Hannunsa dukka biyun ya sanya ya riqe kanta cikin tafukan hannayensa yana kallon fuskarta. Idanunsa ya sauka akan pink lips dinta da suka sake zama pink sosai. Magana takeyi da alama amma kunnuwansa basa tantance abinda take fada. Motsasun da takeyi sai suka zame masa kaman wata tsokanarsa takeyi......shauqinsu ya kamashi sosai saboda irin nau'in siraran lips din da yake muradi ne......amma kuma sai wani abu yazo ya tsaye masa a wuya sanda zuciyarsa ta darsa masa "Ko mutum nawa ne suka dora bakinsu akai?" Yana kaiwa qarshen maganar ya dora lips din nata saman nashi,ya kuma lalubo na qasa ya riqeshi gam tsakanin harshensa. Kaman ya samu lollipop haka ya dinga sarrafashi,cike da wani irin zafin zuciya da yakejin yana watsuwa saman qirjinsa. Tun kwanyarsa na darsa mana adadin mazan da suka kai jikinsu da bakinsu wajen da duk hannu da bakinsa zaikai har ya birkice gaba daya. Zuciyarsa tayi wani irin rauni......rauni na baqinciki,bangare daya kuma wani irin zazzafan shauqi na azalzalar zuciyarsa. Komai kwanyarsa sai ya cakude......haduwar abubuwa guda biyu a gangar jikinsa duka lokaci guda,sai ya dinga ji kaman zai zaunce......kaman gangar jikinsa da qwaqwalwarsa ba zasu iya daukan komai ba. "Ka rabu dani......bace banaso......bana so......ka sakeni......ba 'yar iska bace ni" Maganganunta na qarshe kenan da yaji ta furtasu labbanta suna rawa kaman yadda kowanne sashe na jikinta yake rawa,idanunta sun fito sosai sun qara girma kaman yadda wani irin hawaye me dumi ya cikasu fal har ya gaza adanasu suka fara zirarowa. Labbanta qirjinta dama wasu sasassa na jikinta dukka radadi suke mata. Komai yana mata da wani irin zafi da zata iya kiransa na mugunta kai tsaye. Wani mahaukacin tsoronsa tuni ya gauraye jikinta da zuciyarta. Tsoron abinda ta fuskanci yana da niyyar yi.....wani abu guda daya wanda ko a irin mafarkan da mutane keyi ita bata taba mafarkin faruwarsa a kanta ba. "Why?" Ya tambaya da tasa muryar dake rawa kaman wanda kejin sanyi. Ya ware mata idanunsa da farinciki ya koma kaman an diga manja. Labbansa da suka sake zama red sosai shima dukkansu rawa suke,da alama akwai abinda yake da niyyar fada me nauyi daga zuciyarsa amma sunwa lips dinsa girman da lafazin ya kasa fita. "Why?!.....me yasa baki jirani ba?" Ya sake fada wannan karon a gigice sannan kuma a tsawace,kaman mawunyacin zaki. Tsawar tasa ta qara gigitata,ta rasa me ya kamata tayi sai kawai ta saki kuka. "You're just 25yrs old.....me yasa baki jira rana irin na yau ba?,waye da waye ya taba tabaki?.......na rantse sai nayi ajalinsu......saina kashesu!" Ya fada da wata birkitacciyar murya da zata tabbatar maka tabbas ba'a hayyacinsa yake ba......hakanan kuma fushine danqare a zuciyarsa. "Me yasa suka shigamin gona ta?,me yasa kika basu dama?,me yasa?......Bari naji meye sukaji?,bazan qyalesu ba!" Ya fada a zafafe cikin fitar hayyaci yana zamewa kadan daga jikinta tare da rage daidaita tsahon nasu da yayi. Hannunsa ya aza saman cikinta ya kuma fara saukar dashi zuwa qasan mararta. Wani numfashi taja me tsaho har wani rami dake qashin wuyanta yana lobawa ciki. Duk yadda hannayenta ke rawa batasan da sauran ragowar qarfinta ba sai da taji hannunsa a wajen da ba wata halitta data taba bari takai wajen ba,ta yiwa hannunsa mummunan riqo da muryarta dake rarrabewa. "Kk.....kak....karka....yimin haka......kayi haquri please,don Allah". "Ina da abun bakin ai?,baki sani ba?" Ya tambayeta yana dage dukka girarsa akan fuskarta rinannun idanunsa na qara girma. "Nas......na" "Shshsshshh" Ya fada tana dora dogon yatsansa akan lips dinsa yana ci gaba da duban tsakiyar idonta. "Don't tell me kin sani......zakifi ganewa idan kika gani a aikace...." Ya fada lokaci guda yana ture hannunta. "Don All........" Ta sake yunqurin masa magiya.....wannan karon kuka take da gaske,saidai baima barta ta qarasa ba ya maida gurbin maganar tata da cewa "Karkimin magiya ko ki hadani da Allah.......nima dan iskanne......ya kamata nabi sahun sauran ko?......but definitely saikin bambance tsakanina dasu......." Ya fada yana ture hannun nata da gasken gaske wannan karon,ya kuma maqaleshi a inda bata da damar motsawa. Tana jin sanda iska ta qara yawaita a gurin,alamun dake nuna hijabin dake wajen ya yaye. Ta runtse idonta da qarfi tana jin zuciyarta tana tsintstsinkewa gaba daya,wani abune da bata taba imagining ba kaf rayuwarta "Ban taba bawa kowa kaina ba.....ban taba bari ko yatsana an riqe ba.....na rantse maka......ka yarda dani" Ta fadi tana fata da yaqinin ya qyaleta,wanda ko a iya hala ya barta ta tabbata ya gama da ita......ya kalli jikinta yadda ranshi keso ta cikin hasken fararen qwayayen dakin,wadanda suka yiwa dakin qawanya tarwai kaman rana. Wai inji bahaushe yace ko a jikinsa wai an mintsini kakkausa,sam baima fahimci bayaninta ba.....don a sannan ba wannan bane a gabansa.........yanaso ne ya huce duk wani haushinsa a kanta......koda tayi mu'amala da maza million......yanason dasa mata stamp dinsa......wanda zata mutu tana tunawa MUHAMMAD JADDA daban yake da sauran maza,sau daya tak a rayuwarsa yakeson ya aje mata wannan tarihin da zai kasa goguwa a ranta,daga rana irin ta