Sashe 121

Gaba daya ya wani narke saman sofa din bayan ya miqe qafafunsa saman table din gabansa daya dora system dinsa. Tun dazun ya kunna system din amma ya gaza saka mata password ya budeta. Sai yau yakejin ya kamata ko farouq yasan inda yake,don yayi imanin ko kowa bai nemesa ba anni zata nemesa,zata kuma damu da rashin ganinsu. Gilmawarta kadai a gabansa yana debe hankali daga gangar jikinsa,a kwanakin nan shi kansa yasan mahaukacin so yake mata wanda baisan adadinsa ba. Idan ya kebe yana salla,yana yawan tuhumar kansa wanne irin so yake mata wannana?,abu daya ke sanya masa relief addu'o'in daya debe tsahon rayuwarsa yana yi akan. "Ya Allah,idan ka tashi dasamin soyayyar wata 'ya mace.....ka jarabceni da soyayyar da zan iya.....ka dasamin soyayyar macen data dace dani ta dace da rayuwar 'ya'yana,macen da zata soni itama sama da yadda nakeson kaina....macen da ni karan kaina takeso ba abinda na mallaka ba.....macen da zata fifitani sama da kowa da komai....tsaftatacciyar mace.....kamila aaqila....aabida,ya Allah,kada ka jarabceni yadda ka jarrabi mahaifina......ubangiji ka azurtani nida dan uwana da matayen da zasu rufe ciwukan da suke cikin zukatanmu kaman yadda kayi mana baiwa da samun anni". Idan ya tuna wannan addu'ar sai yaji son da yakewa sabreen din ba komai bane.....yayi imanin Allah bazai wofantar da addu'ar da aka dauki tsahon lokaci ana qwanqwasa qofarsa saboda ita ba. Duk wasu kaya nata tunda sukazo wajen tayi bankwana dasu,daga kayan safiya zuwa na dare duka tana shigarta ne a bisa zabinsa. Tun tana dojewa har ta fara ragewa,don idanma tace zata musa shi zai tubeta ya kuma sanya matan. Yayi amfani sosai da damarsa......yayi amfani da tsoronta da gurin ya mata wani irin sabo da kwana a jikinsa,ya sanya wata shaquwa me qarfi a zuciyarta da wannan. Ranar farko da hakan ta fara kasancewa..... Tayi wani irin bacci da idan zata iya tunawa irin baccin qarshe da tayi saman cinyar ummenta ranar da asthma dinta ya tashi. But bacci cikin jikinsa yana da wasu qa'idoji da ta kasa kiyayesu har yanzu. Wani sabon abune kwanciya hakanan ba tare data rabawa jikinta komai ba....shi kuma kullum sai ya maimaita mata bayan ya maidata yadda yake "That's my rules". Daga qarshe wayo yake mats,wayon da yake sanyawa washegari ta tashi da matsananciyar kunyarsa da bata iya hada idanu dashi. Duk yadda taso ta gano yadda yake iya cimmata ya firgitata ya fiddata daga saitinta ta kaucewa wannan abun amma ta gagara......wani lokaci har jira takeyi yayi wani motsi don tayi masa tawaye.....to amma da an iso gurin sai ya sanyata ta manta wacece a ina kuma take?,sai bayan qura ta lafa ta isheshi da kukan banza da qorafi. Wani lokaci ya biye mata ya lalace wajen rarrashi.....wani lokaci kuma yaja hancinta "Har yanzu baki fara koyan maida martani ba......am dreaming about it,saikin gama kwashe alkhairan kuma ayitamin kukan abunga...." Gulma tason yakeson cewa,fadi ne kawai bazaiyi ba. "Sabrrrr" Ya kirata jikinsa yana sake macewa. Wani irin Palazzo ne a jikinta da wata 'yar top data zauna mata sosai a jikinta,ta kuma bayyana masa albarkatun qirjinta yadda yakeso. Kanta yasha hair pins wanda shi ya zauna ya shiryata,ya kuma gyara mata kan yadda yakeson gani. Yasha wahala sosai wajen nesanta kanshi da mata,ya kame kansa,ya runtse ganinsa ya kuma kiyaye al'aurarsa.....wannan ya sanya yaci alwashin ko meye dake burgeshi game da mace sai yayi qara'insa a jikin matarsa......sai ya kalla yadda ranshi keso. Yana ankare da ita a takure taka,yasan zaayi hakan,don shima ko sau daya bai bari idanunsa sun huta da kallonta ba. Duk sanda yaga dari darinta akan sakin jiki ga d'a namijin da ya kasance mijinta sai yaji wani qunan rai da bacin rai ga wadanda suka dinga sadakar mutuncinta,suka kuma dangantata da sunan KARUWA. "Zo kiji" Ya fada a galabaice yana miqa mata hannunsa sanda tazo gilmashi. Baima bata lokacin tunani ba ya sanya hannunsa ya jawota saman cinyarsa yadda ya saba mata. Sam bata masa nauyi wajen dauka ko jawowa,kaman wata leda yake daukanta. Matseta yayi a jikinsa yana rungumeta sosai,ya kuma dauko system din ya aza saman cinyarta yana saka password dinsa. "Massages nakeson dubawa amma gaba daya kin hanani sukuni.....sai rarrabamin hankali kike,gwara ki zauna mu duba tare,wataqila nafi samun nutsuwar dubawar" "Me nayi kuma?" Ta tambaya a shagwabe. Hancinta yaja yana kashe mata idanu "Aah hajiyata....komai mafa kinyi.....satar da kikayi a gangar jikin muhammad fu'ad.....zuciyarsa dinnan ta tafi kenan,bana jin zata dawo masa har abada" Ya fada yana sakinta gami da fara buda saqon farko wanda ya sakashi sakin murmushi ganin saqonnin farouq a jejjere a jejjere. Na qarshen ya fara budawa wanda bai wuce mintuna talatin da turowa ba. _"You're rocking the boat,you're fanning the flames.......dude.....ka shiga hankalinka ka dawo gida.....yaqi zai barke tsakanin ummominka.....am serious dude"_ shine saqon qarshe daya gani mintuna talatin baya. Dan murmushi ya saki yana tabe baki,yasan abinda farouq zai masa qarya.....ya kuma san wanda bazai masa qarya ba,wannan state ment din nashi yasan real ne ba wasa yake masa ba,sai ya danna replies ya soma bashi amsa _"Step back BB.....leave them.....nasan anni ba zata biye abun yayi worst ba.....ina nan ina neman hadin kan DUNIYATA.....zamu hadu a airport ranar Tuesday to makka in sha Allah"_ yana tura masa ya koma duba ragowar saqonni masu muhimmanci yana ragewa,saidai kusan bayan kowanne minti daya sai ya tura kansa cikin rigar ta. Tureshi tayi har sau biyu,ana ukun yayi warning nata "Idan kika sake ban yafe ba" Idanunta dukka ta fidda idanunta waje tana dubansa a mamakance,rai ya hada "Yes....aikin karanta walau alattanur ko wajen rumaisa?" Qasa tayi da kanta tana tunawa da hadisin,ya kuma aza mata wata irin kunyarsa sosai. Yadda yaga tayi ya masa dadi.......da gaske karatun yana kama zuciyarta har haka,tsaf fa zai iya komawa wajen malam ci gaba da daukan karatuttukan da zasu sanyashi sake sanyata ta sake zama sassanya.....buqatar maje haji sallah. Yadda tayin ya bashi daman dauke hannuwansa daga can system din ya maida inda yafi muradi da wani tattausan yanayi yana sake shigewa jikinta. "So kike na zama dan is......" Batasan ta saka tafin hannunta saman bakinsa ba.....batasan sadda hakan ta kasance ba sai data tsinciki narkakkun idanunsa cikin nata,hakan sai ya zama kaman wani lasisi ta bashi kenan daya sakashi yunqurawa dauke da ita,daidai sanda saqon farouq da mamakin fu'ad din ya kasheshi ya shigo system din,ta baya ya saka qafa ya tureta ba tare daya damu da idan ta fadi zata iya fashewa ba "Just leave me have this moment,don't dampen the mood" Yayi maganan kaman wanda yasha giya ya maku,saidai duk da hakan abun mamakin shine,sanda ya mata masauki saman tattausan gadon da harshensa dake hardewa yace da ita. "Let me relish this moment,and then I'll tell you more about fu'ad. Ya kamata kisan waye fu'ad......am ready to make you DUNIYATA da gasken gaske.......inason kisan komai nawa da gaske......". *_DUNIYATA LITTAFIN KUDI NE(PAID BOOK),KAI TSAYE KI TUNTUBI WANNAN NUMBER_* 08187255862 _Zafafabiyar_ 105 _Barkanmu da dawowa,fatan munyi sallah lpy,ubangiji ya maimaita mana cikin lafiya aminci da kwanciyar hankali_ Batasan me yake tsarga mata ba duk sanda ya kirata ta DUNIYATA ba,wani irin feeling takeji yana motsa zuciyarta,wanda tun tana qaryatawa har ta soma yarda tana jin wani abu a ran nata duk sanda ya ambaci sunan. Yafi mata dadi ya kirata DUNIYATA akan ya kirata my world. Susutacciya ya maidata yadda ta fahimci ya soma maidata a wadannan kwanakin,lallai so yake sai ya matso komai a kansa dake cikin zuciyarta. Ta sani tabbas muddin zaici gaba da wannan salon......muddin zaici gaba da tafiyar da ita da wannan tsumammen yanayin to ba shakka zata gaza boye duk wani abu dake zuciyartata kuwa.......yana kuma dab da maidata mahaukaciya da gasken gaske,zata rasa duk wannan dauriyar tata da basarwa da takeyi. D'aya bayan daya ya dinga zare hair pins din da dama shi ya zauna ya jera mata su,duk daya idan ya zare yana ware gashinta me tsaho baqi da santsi,wanda zuwa yanzun hair mist dinsu shi da ita ya zama guda daya,kaman yadda mayataccen mouth fresh dinsu ya zama products daya. Kusan komai nata cikin kwanakinnan ya canza mata zuwa kalar wanda yakeso,qamshinta,creams lip gloss da komai ma......komai kuma me tsada ne fiye da tunaninta,ranar data duba kudin perfume din daya sauya mata zaune kawai tayi tana binsa da kallo ba tare da yasan ma me ake ba. Su huda na wata duniyar duk da tayi imanin suna cikin kulawa......amma ita tana nan tana rayuwar da take ganin tafi qarfin matsayinta?. Sai daya zare mata duk pins din,sannan ya kutsa yatsunsa cikin sumarta yana barbazata yadda yakeso,ta fahimci tana daya daga cikin abubuwan da suke matuqar burgeshi ga diya mace. Kaman yasan abinda yake saqawa muryarsa me kama data mashaya ta sauka a kunnenta "I love it duniyata......kina da komai da nakeso..... Please ki sake bani dama na gina miki wasu dabi'u.......na dade ina kame kaina daga kallon Haram da kuma zina.......i only want my pure halal.......please ki qarasa mallakamin kanki da rayuwarki gaba daya I want the best from you,i want the best relationship with you" Ya qarashe maganar yana mata wata kyakkyawar runguma kafin ya fara maidata birkitacciya yana cireta daga ainihin tunani nutsuwa da saitinta. Batasan wanne abu daban yake buqata daga gareta ba.....batasan wanne best yake nema ba bayan duka fitar da ita daga tsarinta da yakeyi. Yana sakata jin wani irin nauyi da kunya da bata taba tsintar kanta a ciki ba. Ko yanxun da qura ta lafa tana gaban madubi yana tsaye a bayanta yana bata dan kunnenta tana maidawa daya bayan daya,ya kafeta da idanu murmushi na fita daga kan fuskarsa qasa qasa. Idan yana kallon fuskarta a irin wannan yanayin sai komai ya dinga dawo masa. Idonsa ya lumshe yana jin zuciyarsa kaman zai fashe don tsananin cika da qaunarta da sukayi,yadda yakeji a duk sanda suka kasance da juna.....yasha imagination abun idan tana participating itama,yana kwadayin yaga wannan lokacin. Taku uku ya qara ya hade tazarar dake tsakaninsu,ya dora fuskarsa saman kafadarta yana dubansu a tare shi da ita ta fuskar madubin. "Idan Allah ya bamu 'ya'ya......wanne irin kyau xasuyi my world?". Wani kunya ya saukar mata,tayi qasa da kanta qaramin murmushi yana subuce mata. Shima murmushin ya saki,a duk sanda kunya haka ta bayyana saman fuskarta tana