Sashe 104
Maimoon Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 3 min read
Episode Sixty Four : The Past and the Future
Na jima a haka ina kuka mai tsuma zuciya, jikina har rawa yake yi. Why is my life almost so complicated, me yasa komai ni baya zuwa min da sauki. I hate hurting Ibrahim. Ya sha wahala sosai akan soyayyata, he deserves happiness from me now, but I can't give it to him because it is not mine, it belongs to somebody else. Ina jin wayata tana ta ringing, kira na wajan goma kenan, amma ba zan iya dauka ba saboda ba zan iya magana ba. Da zuciya ta da kaina gabaki daya sun toshe kaina sam babu wani abinda yake fahimta, abinda nake tunawa shine naga Ibrahim, kuma soyayyata da na gani a idonsa ta ninka wacce na san yana yi mini a da kafin mu rabu. A hankali na fara abinda na saba yi indai ina so in saisaita tunani na, na fara kiran sunayen Allah daya bayan daya idona a runtse, a hankali nutsuwa ta fara shigomin kuka na ya fara tsayawa. Na bude ido na ina kallon titi, gari ya fara duhu dan tini anyi sallar magrib. Na fara tunani straight. So Ibrahim did came back like he promised he would. Saura kwana goma bikina, bikina da Sultan. Ibrahim har yanzu yana so na, yana sona fiye da yadda ya soni a baya. But ya dawo rayuwata a little bit too late. My heart already belongs to another. I loved him before. Nayi masa son da a lokacin nake tunanin ba zan taba yiwa wani irin sa ba. But it is all gone now. Sultan ya cike dukkanin guraben da suke a zuciyata. Ibrahim Yace Allah ya hada mu ne a yau saboda we have a future together, in haka be kuwa to ba zabi na bane kenan. Even if da akwai sauran son Ibrahim a raina to yana can kasan zuciya ta wanda tono shi sai an dauki lokaci, and time is what we don't have. Even if an tono soyayyar Ibrahim a raina ta yaya zan iya facing iyayena ince musu na fasa auren Sultan wani kuma daban nake so? Komai sanyin Daddy na tabbatar sai naga bacin ransa ballantana Mommy da inajin sai ta kaini psychiatric hospital. I can't even imaging tunkarar Sultan da maganar wai na fasa aurensa saboda wani tsohon saurayina da muka rabu kusan seven years back. Duk wanda yaje ya gaya wa sultan wannan maganar will be committing suicide. I can't even imaging my life without Sultan. Choosing Sultan over Ibrahim is not a choice, it is a necessity. Kamar yadda Ibrahim ya fada hakane, God have reasons for everything He did. Tunda Allah ya hada mu yau to da akwai wani abu daya boye a cikin haduwar tamu, ko da kuwa ba aure bane. I just hope that whatever God has planned for us zai kawo happiness a rayuwar Ibrahim sannan kuma ba zai wargaza rayuwar ta da Sultan ba.
Na jima a haka ina kuka mai tsuma zuciya, jikina har rawa yake yi. Why is my life almost so complicated, me yasa komai ni baya zuwa min da sauki. I hate hurting Ibrahim. Ya sha wahala sosai akan soyayyata, he deserves happiness from me now, but I can't give it to him because it is not mine, it belongs to somebody else. Ina jin wayata tana ta ringing, kira na wajan goma kenan, amma ba zan iya dauka ba saboda ba zan iya magana ba. Da zuciya ta da kaina gabaki daya sun toshe kaina sam babu wani abinda yake fahimta, abinda nake tunawa shine naga Ibrahim, kuma soyayyata da na gani a idonsa ta ninka wacce na san yana yi mini a da kafin mu rabu. A hankali na fara abinda na saba yi indai ina so in saisaita tunani na, na fara kiran sunayen Allah daya bayan daya idona a runtse, a hankali nutsuwa ta fara shigomin kuka na ya fara tsayawa. Na bude ido na ina kallon titi, gari ya fara duhu dan tini anyi sallar magrib. Na fara tunani straight. So Ibrahim did came back like he promised he would. Saura kwana goma bikina, bikina da Sultan. Ibrahim har yanzu yana so na, yana sona fiye da yadda ya soni a baya. But ya dawo rayuwata a little bit too late. My heart already belongs to another. I loved him before. Nayi masa son da a lokacin nake tunanin ba zan taba yiwa wani irin sa ba. But it is all gone now. Sultan ya cike dukkanin guraben da suke a zuciyata. Ibrahim Yace Allah ya hada mu ne a yau saboda we have a future together, in haka be kuwa to ba zabi na bane kenan. Even if da akwai sauran son Ibrahim a raina to yana can kasan zuciya ta wanda tono shi sai an dauki lokaci, and time is what we don't have. Even if an tono soyayyar Ibrahim a raina ta yaya zan iya facing iyayena ince musu na fasa auren Sultan wani kuma daban nake so? Komai sanyin Daddy na tabbatar sai naga bacin ransa ballantana Mommy da inajin sai ta kaini psychiatric hospital. I can't even imaging tunkarar Sultan da maganar wai na fasa aurensa saboda wani tsohon saurayina da muka rabu kusan seven years back. Duk wanda yaje ya gaya wa sultan wannan maganar will be committing suicide. I can't even imaging my life without Sultan. Choosing Sultan over Ibrahim is not a choice, it is a necessity. Kamar yadda Ibrahim ya fada hakane, God have reasons for everything He did. Tunda Allah ya hada mu yau to da akwai wani abu daya boye a cikin haduwar tamu, ko da kuwa ba aure bane. I just hope that whatever God has planned for us zai kawo happiness a rayuwar Ibrahim sannan kuma ba zai wargaza rayuwar ta da Sultan ba.