Sashe 4

"Naga Abincin ku a falo, kaɗan aka taɓa kaci kuwa?"

"No, naje gurin friend É—ina bayan sallar juma'a a can nai lunch"

"Anyway shikenan, idan kan be dena ciwo ba se a tafi Asibiti"

Ya jinjina mata kai tare da lumshe idanunsa, ina ma ba weekend za'a shiga ba ya samu ya kuma ganin Farhan, ya rarrasheta.

A ɓangaren gidan dr. Kuwa wato ango sha guɗa Usman, Amarya ta fara fuskantar ƙalubale daga gareshi, duk da irin tarin soyaya da sukai a waje, ta kasa gane kansa yadda yakamata.

Usman wani irin mutum ne me murÉ—aÉ—É—en hali, gani take kamar ta dena burgeshi gaba É—aya, da yawa wasu halayen bata san yana da su ba se yanzu, miskili ne na gasken gaske, idan har tai masa laifi ko zata mutu baze ce mata kin min laifi kaza ba, sedai tagavya canza gaba É—aya ga zuciyar tsiya, nan da nan damuwa ta isheta, taga tamkar canza mata Ussyn a kai ba shine wanda sukai soyayya ba.

Wayarta ta É—akko ta fito falo ta zauna, ta buÉ—e ta shiga contact É—inta ta fara duba lambobi, tana zuwa kan wata lamba da aka saka my other half tai ajiyar zuciya da alama, lambar take nema.

Nan take ta dannan kira ta shiga sauraren a É—au wayar.

"Salamu Alaikum"

Jidda tace "wa'laikum salam, ba dai bacci kike ba?"

"Wallahi ba bacci nake ba, nayi aikin gida ne na gaji, ya akayi ne Amarya?"

Jiki a sanyaye Jidda tace "Besty dama haka auren yake?

"Kai Jidds, yaushe a kai Auren da kike wannan zancen?"

"Besty na kasa gane kan dr. Gani nake kamar an canzamin shi, gaba ɗaya na dena burgeshi, duk rawar kan nan da yake a kaina babu, in yi kwalliya in tsuke, amma ko kallo ban isheshi ba na rasa meye matsalar" ta ƙarasa maganar cikin damuwa.

Wadda ta ke kira da besty ta gyara zama tace "Jidda kenan, lokacin da nake miki gargaɗi ina ɗoraki a hanya gani kuke Kamar ban waye ba, ban iya soyaya ba, ta yaya ba zaki gundure shi ba, bayan tun kuna waje kan kuyi Aure kin saba tura masa hotunan ki da ƙananan kaya, har video Call kuke da sleeping gown a jikinki, to me zaki da zako burgeshi kuma? Muna school idan yazo hugging ɗin sa kike, you even kisses his cheeks, idan nai Magana se kuce ni 'yar ustazai ce, to ga abunda nake gaya miki nan, abunda zeyi ɗokin kin gama nuna masa a waje, to what next kuma?"

Cikin sanyin jiki Jidda tace "hakane besty, wallna gani, kuskure dai na riga nayi shi, amma yanzu meye mafita, ke kaÉ—ai na gayawa halin da nake ciki"

"Mafita ɗaya ce, ke dama ɗabi'arki ce zama da English wears kullum kamar 'yar turawa, tunda he's no more appropriating ita, ki koma masa ƙabilarki ta Hausa Fulani, ki duba kayan lefenki ki dinga masa wankan atamfa da leshi, idan yaso ki dinga saka English wears ɗin lokaci zuwa lokaci, Sannan shaƙuwar da ku kai a waje kar ta sa ki dinga kallonsa kamar mate ɗinki, ko ki dinga masa magana ba wani respect, no matter how close you are to each other, he deserves a respect from you shi namiji namji ne, ki dena wannan maganar taki cikin gadara, ki fara da jarraba wannan mu gani, se muga meye next abun yi"

"Ka besty i love You lodi lodi, ina yinki Sisyna, insha Allah zan jarraba Allah yasa a dace"

"Ameen Allah ya daidaita, kice ina gaishe shi"

"To zeji insha Allah"

Jidda ta fara tunanin maganganun bestyn ta, wato duk abun nan da suke a school suna ganin wayewa ce ashe yana da negative impact a gaba? Dama duk abun nan da take dan burge Usman kuma a kirata wayayyiya ze zo ya dena burgeshi? In Kuwa hakane Lallai a rayuwar ƙuruciya ana tafka shiirmen da ze zo ya zamewa mutum abun dana sani a gaba.

Daga Sadik har Farhan sukuku su kai Weekends É—in, damuwar Sadik É—aya kukan da suka rabu tana yi, ya dimga fatan Allah yasa karta rabu da shi a dalilin abunda ya faru.
Sedai baze iya misalta zallar nishaɗin da tsananin shauƙin soyayyar da ya shiga ba, a lokacin da yake sumbutar Farhan, wani abu ya dinga ji from no where yana ratsa ilahirin jikinsa, dan gaba ɗaya mantawa yai da batun wani ƙyanƙyami ko wani abu me kama da haka, hakan ya ƙara kwaɗaita masa son Auren Farhan, sabida wani irin sonta da ya ƙara shigarsa.
Amma ba ya jin ze kuma yadda ya aikata makamancin wannan kuskuren, dan shi kansa yayi nadamar biyewa su Nas ya aikata abunda be taɓa aikatawa ba a rayuwar sa.

Duk yadda ta so jin tsanar Sadik a ranta saboda abunda yai mata amma abu ya gagara, sam ba taji ta tsane shi a zuciyarta ba, mussaman idan tai la'akari da shima be san abunda su Nas suka shirya ba, sedai a jikinta tana jin abunda suka aikata ɗin ba daidai bane, kuma kasancewar sun aikata a gaban mutane, ba za'a taɓa dena kallon su da abun ba.

Ba zata iya misalta yanayin da ta shiga a lokacin da abun ya faru ba, dan Tamkar a mafarki haka ta dinga ganin lamarin, kuma ta kasa tantance halinda ta shiga, saboda taji wani abu da jikinta be taɓa bata ba a tsawon rayuwarta se a wannan karon da abunda ya faru ya faru, lokaci lokaci idan ta tuna abunda ya farun ta kanji ta tsani komai, sedai ƙarƙashin zuciyarta na hasaso mata wani yanayi ne me wuyar mantawa.

Ranar Monday kuwa Sadik shirin Makaranta yake, amma cike da zullumin yadda ze tunkari Farhan ta saurare shi.
Itama nata É“angaren tunanin yadda zata shiga makarantar take tayi ido huÉ—u da wanda akai abun a gabansu, dan tana ji a jikinta ta rasa wata kima da daraja da take da ita a idon wasu daga cikin abokan karatun nata.
Jibtaka tamkar ta fasa zuwa makarantar, amma idan ta fasa tasan se a tambayi ba'asin hakan, dan haka jiki a sanyaye take aiwatar da shirin makarantar.

Seda aka gama Assembly sannan ta shiga makarantar, ta wuce ajinsu tana sussunkuyar da kai, duk wanda suka je gurin tsirarun mutane ne, dan a 'yan ajinsu Lilly ce kawai taje se wasu daga 'yan ajinsu Sadik se Khairat, du du du ba su fi su goma ba, amma gaba É—aya ta rasa sukuni.

Sadik na shiga ajinsu suka hau yi masa ihu da shewa.

Be kula su ba yaje ya nemi guri ya zauna a mazauninsa, Nas da Amin sukaje suka zauna kusa da shi, Nas yace "Mazaa, ya ake ciki ne? Munyi ta kiran wayarka ba ta shiga, kuma ka barmu a gurin partyn ba ka dawo ba, ya kaji abun?"

Sadik ya É—ago idanunsa ya kalli Nas, kallon da Nas É—in ya kasa tantance kallon meye.

Amin yace "wallahi you did it in the most passionate way, naji haushi da ka hana É—aukar hotuna ku bada kala fa"

Nas yace "ai mun tabattar da namiji ne yanzu, yanzu zaka fara soyayyar morewa ba irin wadda kake yi ba da, ta ƙauyanci, nasan ko yanzu ka samu chance you want do it again ko ba haka ba?"

"Shut up!" Sadik ya faɗa da ƙarfi yana dukan benci.

"Dan Allah ku ƙyaleni inji fa abunda ya dameni, ku tashi ku ban guri"

Binsa su kai da kallon mamaki, meke damunsa hakane?

Kasa jurewa yayi, ya tashi ya nufi ajinsu Farhan amma ya tarar Madam Joy na ciki na musu lesson dan haka ya koma ajinsu.

Bayan fitar Madam Joy, Lilly taje in da Farhan ke zama ta zauna a kusa da ita tace "mutuniyar ya gajiyar taro?"

Wata ƙwalla ce ta zowa Farhan, da tuna a gaban Lilly Sadik yai kissing ɗinta, ta san maybe Zuwa yanzu duk ta gama bawa 'yan ajin labari.

Lilly tace "yana ga kamar zaki kuka? Meyafaru?"

Aikuwa maganar Lillyn tasa hawayen da Farhan ke maƙalewa ya gangaro kan kuncinta.

"Yasalam, Farhan menene?"

Cikin kuka Farhan tace "bakomai"

"Bakomai amma kike kuka?"

Farhan ta jinjina mata kai.

Lilly tace "anyway shikenan, bari in ƙyaleki kar in takura miki"

Har Lilly ta miƙe Farhan ta riƙo hannunta, ta dawo ta zauna tace "ya akayi?"

"Fatima dan Allah kin gayawa wani abunda ya faru agurin nan?"

Lilly ta riƙe hannun Farhan tace "i understand you ƙawata, karki damu ni ba wanda na gaywa, ni ba haka nake ba, and is something common in this school, no one will cares, amma duk da haka ni ban gayawa kowa ba, in abunda ya saki kuka kenan ki kwantar da hankalinki"

Farhan ta jinjina kai tace "Nagode sosai"

"Bakomai karki damu"

Ana haka, aka kaɗa jiniyar fita break, Lilly ba ta jira kowa ba ta ɗau littafinta, da kayan ciye ciyenta ta tafi ofishin malam Nazir, fan wata irin ƙishirwar ganinsa ke damunta, tun incident ɗin nan da yafaru, idan har bata sa shi a idonta ba, ba ta jin daɗi.

Kan tai sallama yaji ƙamshin turaren ta "Assalam Alaikum" tai Sallama.

Be É—ago ya kalleta ba ya amsa.

"Good morning Sir"

"Morning how are you?"

"Fine Alhamdilillah"

Ta ja kujerar da ta saba zama ta zauna, ta fara ƙoƙarin kwafar note ɗin ta, so take ko sau ɗaya su haɗa ido, amma yaƙi kallonta aikinsa kawai yake, wanda seda hakan ya ɗan bata haushi.

Sir Nazir kam yana sane yaƙi kallonta, saboda ya kasa gane kansa akan 'yar ƙaramar yarinyar nan.

Yayi rayuwar University cikin manya manyan 'yan manta, yai yawace ywacensa, amma be taɓa cin karo da wadda yake jin wannan bugun zuciyar akanta ba se wannan yarinyar me shegen iyayin tsiya.

Yayi mata kyau sosai, ji take tamkar ta gaya masa yayi kyau, amma tai shiri da bakinta tana tunanin me za tai wanda zesa ya kulata?

Can tai gyaran murya, tare da miƙa hannunta kusa da inda hannunsa yake ta ɗau biro.

ÆŠagowa yai suka haÉ—a ido, ta É—anyi luuu da nata idanun cikin wata irin murya tace masa "Nawa biron ya tsaya, shine na É—auka aron naka"

A hankali ya jane idonsa daga nata, ya cigaba da abunda yake yi.