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dole yay paying all rashin da tayi nasa, itama yanzu dole tai punishing insa da jikinta, Hannu ta sanya a hankali da niyyar zame jikinta, da sauri taji ya ara ame ta, yana ara tura fuskarsa tsakiyar irjinta, kana a zafafe yake sauke wasu tagwayen ajjiyar zuciya wanda suke fita da sautin Muryarsa mai kama data Mayun wacin zaki! A hankali kuma ya ware la ansa wanda suke auke da danshin Salivas insa, ya ha e da danshin hawayen da suke sauka daga saman idanunsa ne, A hankali ya ara sauke ajjiyar zuciya lokacin da yake ara ware jajayen la ansa masu kauri da wani sanyi, Dai-dai tsakiyar irjinta wanda suka an bayyana dalilin zame saman rigar da yay ya sauke mata wani irin amintaccen sumbata, kafin a hankali ya tsuke bakinsa ya ri e fatar wajan a bakinsa sosai ya shiga yi mata wani irin tsotsa mai tafiya da hankali dukkan macan da akaiwa, bare kuma sabuwa aya mai jini a jika like Julde.. Wani irin bugawa zuciyoyinsu sukai a lokacin guda, yayinda gaba ayansu suka rungome junansu, saboda wani irin abu mai wahalar fassaruwa ya shiga gilmawa a cikin zuciyar kuwannan su, Julde wacce irjinta ke tsananin harbawa, Zuciyarta na wani irin tsalle tana runtse idanunta, A hankali kuma wallar dake cikin idanunta suka sauko mata, abubuwan da suke mata yawo a jiki sun girmi dukkan tunaninta, wani irin zabura tayi lokacin daya kifa tafin hannunsa a saman lafaffan cikinta, wani irin mi ewa tsigar jikinta sukai, ga kuma wani irin abu da taji a jikinta wanda bata ta a jin irinsa ba ko makamancin hakan ba. Tabbas ba zata jure yadda yake mata ba, domin a ko wanne kalar salo da yay mata ji take Tamkar numfashinta zai bar Zuciyarta ne,wani rin abu ta keji na tsarga nata wanda dalilin hakan Zuciyarta ke son bada ita ta hanyar sallama masa ragamar gangar Jikinta baki aya. Wata iriyar zabura tayi tare da tattaro dukkan arfinta ta hanka a sa baya, Idanunsa a lumshe ya anyi baya domin bashi da wani arfi ko kuzarin da zai hana kansa matsawa daga gare ta, jikinta ne ya fara rawa cikin tarin fargaba ta fara kiciniyar gyara zaman rigar ta. Abu Maleek narkakkun idanunsa da suke a lumshe ya bu e tare da sauke su a kanta, wata iryar harbawa J insa tayi da sauri ya sanya hannunsa ya dafe saman mararsa dalilinsa na son hana Jalal insa fito da ayin ta a fili, Wani irin fusga numafashin sa yay, wanda hakan yasa a wahalarce ya janye jajayen idanunsa daga kanta yana ara matse mararsa da hannunsa dake wani zabura tana kumbura, shi kansa bai san lokacin da abin nasa yay worse haka ba, shi bai ma auko ta da niyyar yin wani abu ba, Amma ina gama aya ya kasa ri e kansa saboda wata fitinanniyar wutar sha'awar ta dake ara zautar masa da tunaninsa. Ita kowa dake zaune bayan ta gyara zaman rigar ta da an saci kallonsa ganin ya dawo da kallonsa gareta ne yasa, tai asa da kanta, Tana ara ha e yatsun hannunta wanda sukai sharr dasu saboda henna in da suka sha, Cikin gwama numafashi ya ara narkewa jikin kujerar tare da an tattaro dukkan arfinsa ya matsa zuwa gare ta, Runtse idanunta tayi irjinta ya shiga agawa, gaba aya Ballowo inta ya sauya sauyin da yake neman tsoratar da ita, Cikin wani irin sabon yanayi garesa ya ha a numafashi waje guda, la anta masu kauri wanda suke jajirrr ya kalla,kana a hankali kamar wanda ake jansa da mayan arfe ya ara matsawa kusa da ita, a hankali kuma ya aga afarsa guda aya da yar ya aza bisa cinyarta, A gigice tace. "Innalillahi wa'inna ilaihir" Idanunsa da suke a lumshe ya ware tare da kallonta baya jin zai iya magana dan haka ya an zame ka an tare da aza kansa bisa shoulder inta, Da sauri ta ara runtse idanunta tare dasa hannunta ta ture kansa tare da yun urin kauce masa,cikin zafin nama irin na masu buga ball ya sanya hannunsa duk biyun ya jawota jikinsa tare da mannata a saman irjinta, a an zauce ta tura fuskarsa tsakiyar irjinta tare da sanya tattausan hannunsa mai fidda wani zufa a asan wuyanta, a hankali ya fara tura hannunsa zuwa cikin sumar kanta ciki wani awataccen salo ya zare ribbon dake aure da gashin nata, nan take sumar kan nata ya baje ya rufe mata fuskarta, hakan yasa gaba aya shima Abu Maleek ba'a ganin nashi fuskar duk gashinta ya rufe fuskokinsu. Wani irin danna hannunsa yay a cikin sumar kanta, tare da ago kansa ya ri e faffa an ququnta da hannunsa qam qam babu wani damar sakewa, no way to run! A hankali ya danna hancinsa bisa sumarta ya shiga sha ar dad amshin dake fita ta cikin gashinta, ga wani santsi da gashin yay wanda ya ara zautar da Ballowo, Wani sound ya sauke mai kama da gurnani, a hankali ya janye hancinsa tare da zame fuskarsa daga saman sumarta, raunatattun idanunsa masu kama dana an maye ya sauke mata a saman fuskarta, A hankali ya tsurawa la anta idanu, yana tunanin how soft and sweet it will be, domin a azo bai tantance yadda ya jisu ba, Lumshe idanunsa a hankali yake maida wallar dake cikin idanunsa, domin baya son a yanzu ta fahimci cewa itace rauninsa, Uwa uba bai gama tantance abinda yake ji game da ita ba, so ne ko kuma tausayi ne? Ko kuma amanar da ake bashi yake son kula da ita? Wannan abubuwan guda uku sune suke yiwa zuciyarsa kai komo till now kuma bai san inda ya ajjiye Julde a zuciyarsa ba, kawai what all his know shine she's so special to him. Ajjiyar zuciya ya sauke kafin ya ara sanya tafin hannunsa yay copping face insu waje guda ba, qam qam haka Julde ta runtse idanunta, tare da wani fisgar wahaltaccen numafashi wanda yake Shirin tafiya da dukkan nutsuwarta, a hankali rawar da jikinta yake ya tsananta, sam ba zata jure wannan ha uwar numafashi da gamayyar gangar jikinsu suke ba, hakan yasa ta fara fidda wani kalar numfashi jikinta ya shiga ari, hawayen da suke ma ale a cikin idanunta suka gangaro zasu sauka a fuskar Abu Maleek, Da wani irin sauri ya ara manna fuskarsa akan nata, cikin wani irin sabon kuma ba on yanayi a gare su duk su biyun ya zaro tattausan tongue insa tare da manna shi a saman innocent face inta. Wata kasalalliyyar ajjiyar zuciya suka sauke a tare, lokacin tattausan tsinin harshen Abu Maleek ya sauka a saman fuskarta, a hankali ya sauke Ajjiyar zuciya yana mai ware fitinannun idanunsa akan yana kallon wani zallar kyau data ara kamar balarabiya, Tsananin mamaki da kuma tarin Al'ajabin daya sanya hawaye suke fita daga cikin idanunta ya sanya ya an sauke numfashi a hankali, tare da ara manna kan harshansa a saman uncin ta, wata zazzafar iska ya fesar lokacin da anon hawayenta ya dira a saman harshansa, yayinda ya kejin wasu masifaffun abubuwa nayi masa yawo a saman jijiyoyin kansa abinda bai ta a tunanin kasancewa dashi ba kenan. Ajjiyar zuciya Julde ta sauke,tare da yin shiru, irin shirun nan dake nuna mutum kamar ya zauce ta zama kamar wata statue, al'amarin Ballowo inta ya ara mata Mamaki domin bata ta a sanin haka yake ba sai yanzu, Ba tare da saninta ba sai ji tayi idanunta na bu e wa a hankali, tare da sauke ganinta a saman fuskarsa, cikin Sa'a idanunta ya sauka a cikin nasa, lumshe idanunsa yay bazai jure kallo daga cikin idanunta, A hankali kuma ya fara sarrafa harshansa akan fuskarta yana bin duk inda hawayen yake sauka tare da lashe sa zuwa cikin bakinsa, asa ya farayi da bakinsa zuwa saman la anta ganin abinda yake shirin yine ya sanya tai saurin zame fuskarta cikin ha e fuska tare da tattaro nutsuwarta tace. "Unlock the door please" Lumshe idanunsa yay saboda wata kasala da Muryarta ta haifar masa, lips insa ya ware tare da fara tsotsar su, hakan da yay ba aramin ta siri yay akan Julde ba, domin ji tayi, Wani abu ya fara mata yawo a saman mararta, ga wani tashi da tsigar jikinta keyi suna zubewa, jikinta ta cure waje guda tana sauke ajjiyar zuciya, a hankali ta lumshe idanunsa saboda saukar Muryarsa da taji yana fa "Na... naahh" Ya fa a a raunace da wani iriyar murya mai cike da tarin damuwa da kuma so da aunar wani abu dake tattare da ita, Shiru tayi masa, duk da cewa ta jisa saboda bata shirya nuna masa kanta a yanzu ba, Jin tayi shiru ne ya sanya Abu Maleek bu e gajiyayyun idanunsa wanda suka janye tare da yin wani jaaa, babu komai cikinsu sai zallar fitina, da tarin kwa ayi. A hankali ya sanya hannunsa tare da matso da ita dab dashi, yana sha amshin Jikinta dake fita yana ratsa cikin hancinsa,. Hannunta dake cikin nasa ya manna a cikinsa, hakan yasa Julde tai saurin bu e idanunta jikinta ya shiga kyarma, Kallonta yay tare da aga mata gira ha i da kashe mata ido guda aya, ya wani fito da harshen sa waje ya shiga karka a wa, a tsorace ta bu e baki tace. "Stop it, nifa ba ar iska bace" Ta fa a hawaye na saukar mata, domin duk Cucuu inta ya firgitar da ita, Numafashi mai zafi Abu Maleek ya sauke kafin ya ara matsota jikinsa yana lura da yadda Jikinta ke rawa amma hakan baya damunsa, cikin wani irin narkakken Murya mai bala'in da i a kunanta ya manna bakinsa a saman kunanta kana a hankali kuma yace. "Ni kuma ta taccen an guguwa ne ba an iska ba yarinya" Ya fa a yana wura mata iskar cikin bakinsa tare da fito da tongue insa ya lashi fatar kunanta tare da an tsotsa, Abubuwa ta keji ta tsinin harshen Cucuu inta yana ratsa cikin jikinta, al'amarin daya sanya bu ewar dukkan wata ofa dake saman fatarta kenan, ara kame Jikinta tayi waje guda azaba goma da Ashirin ta saukar mata, yayinda kuma zuciyarta ke rimarta gangar Jikinta ke son rinjayar ta zuwa