Sashe 100
Dabiar Zuciya Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
Tun lokacin data baro gidan bata sake samun nutsuwa ba sai data hada dukkan hanyoyin da take ganin xasu xama sanadiyyar fitowar umma samir zuwa duniyar 'yanci,tana ji a jiki da zuciyarta cewa.....zata sadaukar da dukka ranta don aiwatar da wannan aikin,babu abinda ke yawo a ranya face zallar mamaki da kuma tsanar mummy jidda,tunda take a rayuwarta....bata taba katari da azzalumin mtum kuma butulu irin Mommy din ba....don haka ko bayan ta dawo gida,bata zauna ba,ta dauko dukka wani abu da take da tabbacin zai bata gudunmawar zane.
Ana kiran assalatun farko tana kammala zanen surar fuskar raihana,ta dagashi sosai tana kallo,tunda take a rayuwarta bata taba zanen da ya kama qafar wannan a kyau ba,natasan meye dalili ba,amma ta danganta hakan da wala'alla samuwar ilimi a gareta,sabanin baya da take komai bisa radin kanta da kuma iya hasashenta.
Ajjiye takardar tayi ta nufi bandaki kai tsaye ta daura alwala,ta fito ta fidda hijabi cikin kayanta,ta mulke jikinta da turare ta hada da hijabinta da abun sallar,kusan wannan al'adarta ce a duk sanda zatayi sallah,domin samun kusaci da mala'iku.
Cikin nutsuwa ta tada sallarta,ta jima tana ganawa da ubangiji cike da tarin addu'o'i da neman dafawar ubangiji,a duk wani motsi da zatayi momma raihanan ce a idanu da xuciyarta,qila a yanzun itama tana can gaban ubangijinta,tabbas lamarinta cike yake da al'ajabi,zallar qudura ta ubangiji da buwayarsa,wanda ya nuna ikonsa da kuma qinsa ga zalunci.
Gefe daya samir ya fado mata a rai,shi kansa abun tausayi ne,ya rayu tsakanin numfashi da kuma hannun azzaluma data cutar da halitta mafi muhimmanci da soyuwa a wajensa.....sai kuma taja qaramin tsaki can qasan ranta.....data tuna abinda ya faru a dazu tsakaninsa da jauhar.....sanda suke hanyar dawowa gida,duk da cewa cike suke da farincikin farkawar daddy,amma hakan bai hana jin wani abu mara dadi na yawo saman zuciyarta ba.
Sake jan tsakin tayi,batasan me takeji cikin zuciya da ruhinta ba kan abinda ya farun,ta rasa sunan da zata bashi,bata yadda kishi bane....saboda ba haka taji ba akan wasila sanda take ganinta tare da nasiru ba,wannan din ya fita daban.....sai kuma tayi qoqarin watsa lamarin gefe ta miqe ta tada sallar asuba wadda tuni kiranta ya karade masallatan kusa dana nesa.
Qarfe bakwai da wasu 'yan mintuna ta fita daga dakinta sanye da hijabin data idar da sallar,tana son ganin bibi a yau din nan,dole saita taimaka mata da shawara,batason tayi kwaba,bibi zata fita hangen abinda ya kamata.
Ko data shiga kitchen din bata taras da kowa ba,tayi mamakin bibi da bata fito ba,amma jikinta ya bata koma yaya ne tana gab da fitowa,tunda dama tana riga duka sauran 'yan aikin fitowar,hakan ya sanya ta jawo abubuwan da take tunanin za'a iya buqata a girkin safiyar yau,ta fara gyarawa tana daga tsaye don tafi sauri.
Yadda hijabinta ke saukowa yana hanata jin dadin aikin ya sanyata zareshi ta dora saman qofar kitchen din,hakan ya bata damar yin komai da sauri.
A nutse yake takowa kai tsaye zuwa cikin kitchen din,duk da cewa safiya ce amma jikinsa wani lallausan qamshi yake fitarwa,yayi kyau cikin fararen qananun kaya da suka haskashi ainun,qal dasu kamar ba'a tabasu.
Fita ce ta kamashi bayan kiran da daddy yayi masa direct daga Asibiti,dakinsa ne ba'a gyare ba,kuma sam bayajin dadin zama a cikinsa,samun zama da baya yi ne yasa bai tsaya gyaranshi ba.
Dan qaramin tsaki yaja,yana jin kawo yanxu ya kamata kowa ma ya daina shiga masa daki,lokaci matsayi da kuma shekarunsa yaci ace akwai wata mace by his side.
Dai dai sanda yakai qarshen tunanin idanunsa suka masa maraba da ita yana gab da qarasawa kitchen din,sai ya rage hanzarinsa ya soma takawa a hankali zuwa ciki.
Ko baa gaya masa ba koda kuma bai kalli fuskarta ba yasan tayi nisa a tunani,duk kuwa da cewa aiki take sosai cikin kuzari,bin bayanta yayi da kallo,tana sanya da wasu silk sleeping dress riga da wando milk color,wanda suka kwanta a fatarta da jikinta,hakan ya bawa mazaunanta damar fitowa sosai,ta bayan qasan dankwalinta sassalkan gashinta ya leqo,ta motsa kadan zuwa gefanta tana zuba mai cikin frying pan,abinda ya bawa jikinta damar shaking.
Tsigar jikinsa ce ta xuba,tun daga saman kansa fuskarsa har yatsan qafarsa,yadan matse idanunsa kadan,saidai kafin yakai ga budesu sautin qaramar qara ta fito daga bakin kaltum din hade da yin tsallen daya sanyata yin kyakkyawan masauki a jikinsa.
Tsam ya riqeta cikin jikin nasa,kamar wanda ke sauraron faruwar hakan,abinda ya sanyata waiwayo da sauri cikin tsoro,sai suka hada idanu,sauke kanta qas tayi da sauri saboda wani bugawa da taji zuciyarta ta fara yi,a hankali tadan soma takawa da baya don xame jikinta daga tsakanin hannayensa,sai taji ya fincikota da sauri,abinda yasa ta qarasa fadawa jikinsa gaba daya,kanta yayi masauki a faffadan qirjinsa.
Dukkansu wuta ce ta dauke musu na wasu sakanni,kafin taji heavy voice dinsa data ratsa kunnenta,ta shiga aika mata da saqo qwaqwalwarta
"Kinyi gudun fallatsin mai,zakije kuma ki daki pan din ya dawo miki jikinki gaba daya...." Har yanxu bugun zuciyarta daduwa yake,musamman da taji hannunsa saman bayanta yana shafawa daga sama zuwa qasa
"Wa yace miki ana shigowa gaban wuta da silk material?" Ya fada da wata sassanyan murya can qasa,ba zata iya amsa mishi ba,sai kanta data girgixa masa,tuni qafafunta suka fara shaking,bata sani ba ko abinda yaji kenan,saiya saketa a hankali ta zame ta koma gefe tana juyar da fuskarta daga sashen da yake tsaye.
Second kusan biyar ba wanda ya iya cewa komai
"Bani ruwa" muryarsa ta ratsa shurun,saita juya a hankali zuwa sashen da suka girke na'urar sanyaya abu,tana jin yadda qafafunta sukayi sanyi laqwas.
Binta yayi da kallo,komai na jikinta na bayyana kanshi,sai yanzun ya gasgata zancan jawahir,tana boye komai ne don kada asan tana dashi,to amma dasu tazo ko kuma a nan ta samu?.
Feeling din da yakeji ke qara yawa,gashi ita kuma tafiya take kamar ba zata kai ba,saboda ta sani a karan kanta duk sanda ta motsa din sai jikinta ya amsa,saboda yanayin kayan jikinta,don bata tsammaci xai ritsata haka ba,shi yasa ta fito haka,da babu abinda zaisa ma ta cire hijabinta.
Binta yayi a baya,duk wani daukewa da saukewar qafarta yana binsa da kallo,yana noticing canje canje da dama tattare da ita,wanda rashin nutsuwarsa kan ciwon daddy da jinyarsa,kawo yau dan daukewar idanunsa daga kanta yaga abubuwa daban daban tattare da ita.
Cikin rashin sani dukkansu suka kai hannunsu saman mabudin fridge din,hakan ya bawa hannuwansu daman haduwa waje daya,hannunta a qasa nasa saman nata,ya dan lumshe ido cikin mamakin yadda dumin hannun nata yake ratsashi,duk da sanyi sanyi safiya da yake kadawa,da kuma na hadarin daya hado a jiyan bai kai ga zub da ruwan ba ya baje ya bada iska har kawo safiyar yau din.
Ita ta zare hannun nata,kana da sauri ta miqa hannunta ta zaro hijabinta da suka kawo gab dashi ta sanya,yayin da shi kuma ya buda ruwan ya kafa kansa yana sha cike da nutsuwar nan tasa,ka kace wani abu me maiqo yaci daga tashinsa,sai da yasha da yawa sannan ya ajjiye,yana amsa gaisuwarta,wanda tuni ta koma ga dankalinta da har ya fara ja,Allah yasa bai qone ba.
Gefanta ya ajjiye keys din dakin nasa
"Zan fita,ki shiga ki sharemin dakin,after kin gama komai"
"To" ta amsa a sanyaye tana gyada kanta.
Ya juya yana niyyar fita a kitchen din jauhar ta sako kai,fuskarta cike da murmushi cikin salo nason janye hankali tace dashi
"Hi sweet baby,good morning"
"Morning babe" ya amsa mata da muryar nan tasa dake sake narkar da zuciyar mata da yawa
"Ina zaka haka da sassafen nan" agogonsa ya kalla,bayason ta tsaidashi,ita har yanzu ta kasa fahimtar cewa yana mata kara ne,amma gaba daya ita din ba tsarinsa bace,bayason mace irin jauhar kwata kwata,yaga yaran masu kudi bila adadin....yaga gidajensu na aure.....sam rayuwarsu batayi masa ba,qalilan ne a cikinsu suke iya kula da gidansu dama mijinsu,suie kuma iya sauke responsibilities dinsu
"Wani waje me muhimmanci" sai ta dan bata rai
"Har unguwa ta fini muhimmanci kenan?" Ta fada a shagwabe,sai kaltum ta ajjiye spoon din hannunta,a hankali kuma a nutse taxo ta kewayesu ta fice bayan ta kashe wutar suyar,haka kawai takejin qirjinta na mata nauyi,yanayin kuma kamar yafi qarfin zuciyar tata,ba zata iya dauka ba.
Da kallo duka suka bita,kafin samir din ya fara takawa shima yana bin hanyar da kaltum din tabi a yanzun
"Ina sauri ne.....idan na dawo ma tattauna" ya fada yana dan qara speed nashi.
Haka kawai yaji hankalinsa ya dauko ga fitarta,har ya nufi motarsa ya bude sai ya mayar ya rufe,ya dawo zuwa cikin gidan a nutse,bayan ya jefa hannayensa duka a aljihun wandonsa.
Tsaye ya hangeta gaban qaramar bishiyar ayaba dake gidan,baya ganin fuskarta amma yana iya hangen bayanta,baiyi magana ba yaci gaba da takawa,yasan ba zataji takunsa ba,saboda grass carpet ne lallausa shimfide a wajen.
Dab da bayanta ya tsaya
"Girkinki na can yana jiranki.....karki makara" ya fada cikin voice dinsa,ba shakka tayi mamakin zuwansa inda take,hakan yasa gabanta faduwa,a hankali cikin dabara ta fara qoqarin daidaita mood na fuskarta
"Ok to" ta amsa masa,sannan ta tsaya na wasu mintuna da take qiyasta cewa ya tafi daga wajen,saita juyo da confidence dinta,abinda yasa goshinta ya daki qirjinsa kenan,sai taja baya da sauri tana furta
"Otchhh....." Tana dan mulmula wajen,bawai don taji xafi ba,a'ah,ta fada ne kawai sabo batason yaga yanayin da fuskarta ke ciki.
Maimakon yadda ta zata,zai mata sannu ne ya tafi,sai taga ya sake matsowa da dan hanzari,yana son kamo fuskarta don ganin inda ta buge din yana fadin
"Oh....sorry" qememe taqi bashi dama,sai tayi saurin cewa
"Ba wani xafi bane me yawa....."
"Ok....let me see" kafin ta qara yunqurin yin wani abu harya dago fuskar tata,ta hanyar kamo habarta,cikin second guda qwayar idanunsu suka manne waje daya.
Kamar wani magnet ke jansu haka kowannensu yakeji,cikinsu babu wanda ya iya janye idanunsa daga cikin na dan uwansa,wasu abubuwa yake karanta masu yawa tattare da ita,duk yadda kaltum taso tayi hakan kuwa amma abun ya gagareta,har sai daya sakar mata fuskar don kansa cikin sanyin jiki ya ja da baya yana cewa
Ana kiran assalatun farko tana kammala zanen surar fuskar raihana,ta dagashi sosai tana kallo,tunda take a rayuwarta bata taba zanen da ya kama qafar wannan a kyau ba,natasan meye dalili ba,amma ta danganta hakan da wala'alla samuwar ilimi a gareta,sabanin baya da take komai bisa radin kanta da kuma iya hasashenta.
Ajjiye takardar tayi ta nufi bandaki kai tsaye ta daura alwala,ta fito ta fidda hijabi cikin kayanta,ta mulke jikinta da turare ta hada da hijabinta da abun sallar,kusan wannan al'adarta ce a duk sanda zatayi sallah,domin samun kusaci da mala'iku.
Cikin nutsuwa ta tada sallarta,ta jima tana ganawa da ubangiji cike da tarin addu'o'i da neman dafawar ubangiji,a duk wani motsi da zatayi momma raihanan ce a idanu da xuciyarta,qila a yanzun itama tana can gaban ubangijinta,tabbas lamarinta cike yake da al'ajabi,zallar qudura ta ubangiji da buwayarsa,wanda ya nuna ikonsa da kuma qinsa ga zalunci.
Gefe daya samir ya fado mata a rai,shi kansa abun tausayi ne,ya rayu tsakanin numfashi da kuma hannun azzaluma data cutar da halitta mafi muhimmanci da soyuwa a wajensa.....sai kuma taja qaramin tsaki can qasan ranta.....data tuna abinda ya faru a dazu tsakaninsa da jauhar.....sanda suke hanyar dawowa gida,duk da cewa cike suke da farincikin farkawar daddy,amma hakan bai hana jin wani abu mara dadi na yawo saman zuciyarta ba.
Sake jan tsakin tayi,batasan me takeji cikin zuciya da ruhinta ba kan abinda ya farun,ta rasa sunan da zata bashi,bata yadda kishi bane....saboda ba haka taji ba akan wasila sanda take ganinta tare da nasiru ba,wannan din ya fita daban.....sai kuma tayi qoqarin watsa lamarin gefe ta miqe ta tada sallar asuba wadda tuni kiranta ya karade masallatan kusa dana nesa.
Qarfe bakwai da wasu 'yan mintuna ta fita daga dakinta sanye da hijabin data idar da sallar,tana son ganin bibi a yau din nan,dole saita taimaka mata da shawara,batason tayi kwaba,bibi zata fita hangen abinda ya kamata.
Ko data shiga kitchen din bata taras da kowa ba,tayi mamakin bibi da bata fito ba,amma jikinta ya bata koma yaya ne tana gab da fitowa,tunda dama tana riga duka sauran 'yan aikin fitowar,hakan ya sanya ta jawo abubuwan da take tunanin za'a iya buqata a girkin safiyar yau,ta fara gyarawa tana daga tsaye don tafi sauri.
Yadda hijabinta ke saukowa yana hanata jin dadin aikin ya sanyata zareshi ta dora saman qofar kitchen din,hakan ya bata damar yin komai da sauri.
A nutse yake takowa kai tsaye zuwa cikin kitchen din,duk da cewa safiya ce amma jikinsa wani lallausan qamshi yake fitarwa,yayi kyau cikin fararen qananun kaya da suka haskashi ainun,qal dasu kamar ba'a tabasu.
Fita ce ta kamashi bayan kiran da daddy yayi masa direct daga Asibiti,dakinsa ne ba'a gyare ba,kuma sam bayajin dadin zama a cikinsa,samun zama da baya yi ne yasa bai tsaya gyaranshi ba.
Dan qaramin tsaki yaja,yana jin kawo yanxu ya kamata kowa ma ya daina shiga masa daki,lokaci matsayi da kuma shekarunsa yaci ace akwai wata mace by his side.
Dai dai sanda yakai qarshen tunanin idanunsa suka masa maraba da ita yana gab da qarasawa kitchen din,sai ya rage hanzarinsa ya soma takawa a hankali zuwa ciki.
Ko baa gaya masa ba koda kuma bai kalli fuskarta ba yasan tayi nisa a tunani,duk kuwa da cewa aiki take sosai cikin kuzari,bin bayanta yayi da kallo,tana sanya da wasu silk sleeping dress riga da wando milk color,wanda suka kwanta a fatarta da jikinta,hakan ya bawa mazaunanta damar fitowa sosai,ta bayan qasan dankwalinta sassalkan gashinta ya leqo,ta motsa kadan zuwa gefanta tana zuba mai cikin frying pan,abinda ya bawa jikinta damar shaking.
Tsigar jikinsa ce ta xuba,tun daga saman kansa fuskarsa har yatsan qafarsa,yadan matse idanunsa kadan,saidai kafin yakai ga budesu sautin qaramar qara ta fito daga bakin kaltum din hade da yin tsallen daya sanyata yin kyakkyawan masauki a jikinsa.
Tsam ya riqeta cikin jikin nasa,kamar wanda ke sauraron faruwar hakan,abinda ya sanyata waiwayo da sauri cikin tsoro,sai suka hada idanu,sauke kanta qas tayi da sauri saboda wani bugawa da taji zuciyarta ta fara yi,a hankali tadan soma takawa da baya don xame jikinta daga tsakanin hannayensa,sai taji ya fincikota da sauri,abinda yasa ta qarasa fadawa jikinsa gaba daya,kanta yayi masauki a faffadan qirjinsa.
Dukkansu wuta ce ta dauke musu na wasu sakanni,kafin taji heavy voice dinsa data ratsa kunnenta,ta shiga aika mata da saqo qwaqwalwarta
"Kinyi gudun fallatsin mai,zakije kuma ki daki pan din ya dawo miki jikinki gaba daya...." Har yanxu bugun zuciyarta daduwa yake,musamman da taji hannunsa saman bayanta yana shafawa daga sama zuwa qasa
"Wa yace miki ana shigowa gaban wuta da silk material?" Ya fada da wata sassanyan murya can qasa,ba zata iya amsa mishi ba,sai kanta data girgixa masa,tuni qafafunta suka fara shaking,bata sani ba ko abinda yaji kenan,saiya saketa a hankali ta zame ta koma gefe tana juyar da fuskarta daga sashen da yake tsaye.
Second kusan biyar ba wanda ya iya cewa komai
"Bani ruwa" muryarsa ta ratsa shurun,saita juya a hankali zuwa sashen da suka girke na'urar sanyaya abu,tana jin yadda qafafunta sukayi sanyi laqwas.
Binta yayi da kallo,komai na jikinta na bayyana kanshi,sai yanzun ya gasgata zancan jawahir,tana boye komai ne don kada asan tana dashi,to amma dasu tazo ko kuma a nan ta samu?.
Feeling din da yakeji ke qara yawa,gashi ita kuma tafiya take kamar ba zata kai ba,saboda ta sani a karan kanta duk sanda ta motsa din sai jikinta ya amsa,saboda yanayin kayan jikinta,don bata tsammaci xai ritsata haka ba,shi yasa ta fito haka,da babu abinda zaisa ma ta cire hijabinta.
Binta yayi a baya,duk wani daukewa da saukewar qafarta yana binsa da kallo,yana noticing canje canje da dama tattare da ita,wanda rashin nutsuwarsa kan ciwon daddy da jinyarsa,kawo yau dan daukewar idanunsa daga kanta yaga abubuwa daban daban tattare da ita.
Cikin rashin sani dukkansu suka kai hannunsu saman mabudin fridge din,hakan ya bawa hannuwansu daman haduwa waje daya,hannunta a qasa nasa saman nata,ya dan lumshe ido cikin mamakin yadda dumin hannun nata yake ratsashi,duk da sanyi sanyi safiya da yake kadawa,da kuma na hadarin daya hado a jiyan bai kai ga zub da ruwan ba ya baje ya bada iska har kawo safiyar yau din.
Ita ta zare hannun nata,kana da sauri ta miqa hannunta ta zaro hijabinta da suka kawo gab dashi ta sanya,yayin da shi kuma ya buda ruwan ya kafa kansa yana sha cike da nutsuwar nan tasa,ka kace wani abu me maiqo yaci daga tashinsa,sai da yasha da yawa sannan ya ajjiye,yana amsa gaisuwarta,wanda tuni ta koma ga dankalinta da har ya fara ja,Allah yasa bai qone ba.
Gefanta ya ajjiye keys din dakin nasa
"Zan fita,ki shiga ki sharemin dakin,after kin gama komai"
"To" ta amsa a sanyaye tana gyada kanta.
Ya juya yana niyyar fita a kitchen din jauhar ta sako kai,fuskarta cike da murmushi cikin salo nason janye hankali tace dashi
"Hi sweet baby,good morning"
"Morning babe" ya amsa mata da muryar nan tasa dake sake narkar da zuciyar mata da yawa
"Ina zaka haka da sassafen nan" agogonsa ya kalla,bayason ta tsaidashi,ita har yanzu ta kasa fahimtar cewa yana mata kara ne,amma gaba daya ita din ba tsarinsa bace,bayason mace irin jauhar kwata kwata,yaga yaran masu kudi bila adadin....yaga gidajensu na aure.....sam rayuwarsu batayi masa ba,qalilan ne a cikinsu suke iya kula da gidansu dama mijinsu,suie kuma iya sauke responsibilities dinsu
"Wani waje me muhimmanci" sai ta dan bata rai
"Har unguwa ta fini muhimmanci kenan?" Ta fada a shagwabe,sai kaltum ta ajjiye spoon din hannunta,a hankali kuma a nutse taxo ta kewayesu ta fice bayan ta kashe wutar suyar,haka kawai takejin qirjinta na mata nauyi,yanayin kuma kamar yafi qarfin zuciyar tata,ba zata iya dauka ba.
Da kallo duka suka bita,kafin samir din ya fara takawa shima yana bin hanyar da kaltum din tabi a yanzun
"Ina sauri ne.....idan na dawo ma tattauna" ya fada yana dan qara speed nashi.
Haka kawai yaji hankalinsa ya dauko ga fitarta,har ya nufi motarsa ya bude sai ya mayar ya rufe,ya dawo zuwa cikin gidan a nutse,bayan ya jefa hannayensa duka a aljihun wandonsa.
Tsaye ya hangeta gaban qaramar bishiyar ayaba dake gidan,baya ganin fuskarta amma yana iya hangen bayanta,baiyi magana ba yaci gaba da takawa,yasan ba zataji takunsa ba,saboda grass carpet ne lallausa shimfide a wajen.
Dab da bayanta ya tsaya
"Girkinki na can yana jiranki.....karki makara" ya fada cikin voice dinsa,ba shakka tayi mamakin zuwansa inda take,hakan yasa gabanta faduwa,a hankali cikin dabara ta fara qoqarin daidaita mood na fuskarta
"Ok to" ta amsa masa,sannan ta tsaya na wasu mintuna da take qiyasta cewa ya tafi daga wajen,saita juyo da confidence dinta,abinda yasa goshinta ya daki qirjinsa kenan,sai taja baya da sauri tana furta
"Otchhh....." Tana dan mulmula wajen,bawai don taji xafi ba,a'ah,ta fada ne kawai sabo batason yaga yanayin da fuskarta ke ciki.
Maimakon yadda ta zata,zai mata sannu ne ya tafi,sai taga ya sake matsowa da dan hanzari,yana son kamo fuskarta don ganin inda ta buge din yana fadin
"Oh....sorry" qememe taqi bashi dama,sai tayi saurin cewa
"Ba wani xafi bane me yawa....."
"Ok....let me see" kafin ta qara yunqurin yin wani abu harya dago fuskar tata,ta hanyar kamo habarta,cikin second guda qwayar idanunsu suka manne waje daya.
Kamar wani magnet ke jansu haka kowannensu yakeji,cikinsu babu wanda ya iya janye idanunsa daga cikin na dan uwansa,wasu abubuwa yake karanta masu yawa tattare da ita,duk yadda kaltum taso tayi hakan kuwa amma abun ya gagareta,har sai daya sakar mata fuskar don kansa cikin sanyin jiki ya ja da baya yana cewa