Sashe 56

Shigarsu masaukin ke da wuya ya faɗa toilet ya yo wanka ya fito daga shi sai trouser yana goge ruwan da ke jikinshi da towel, ya kalleta a rakuɓe bakin gadon tana ta baccinta, cike da mamakin wannan bacci da take yawan yi ya duƙo ya sumbaci ƙwayar idonta da karan hancinta, amman ko motsi bata yi ba bale tasan me yake yi, ya saka hannu biyu ya tallafota jikinshi ta faɗo masa yaraf kuma still har lokacin baccin take yi, cikin fargaba ya ɗago fuskarta yana ƙare mata kallo sannan ya kai bakinshi cikin nata tare da jarumtar tsotso halshenta, sai gata da saurin buɗe idonta da suka yi jawur saboda baccin da ta sha ta saukesu duka a kanshi, ba shiri ta ƙwace daga gareshi tana ƙarewa ɗakin kallon sannan ta dawo da kallonta gareshi tace

"Safiya ta waye ne?"

Ya yi ƴar dariya ya ce

"Zata waye dai yanzu insha ALLAH, ki je kiyi wanka kiyo arwallah ga toilet cen ki zo mu yi sallah mu ci abinci"

Dije ta dafe goshinta saboda juyawar da taji kanta yana yi sannan ta nufi inda ya nuna mata ɗin, tsawon minti sha biyar tana toilet ɗin har sai da ya gaji da jiranta ya leƙo sai gata cikin bahon wanka tana bacci, da alama ma ko wankan ma bata fara yi ba, ya tako a hankali zuciyarshi sai nazarin dalilin wannan baccin nata yake yi amman ya kasa gano mafarinshi, ya ɗauki tsawon minti biyar tsaye a kanta yana ƙarewa cikar ƙirjinta kallo, ya lumshe ido tare da sauke ajiyar zuciya ya ranƙwafo ya saka hannu ya shafosu duka biyu ta zabura ba shiri, tare da saurin buɗe idonta cikin firgici da tsoron ganinshi a kanta, ta yi saurin ƙanƙame jikinta tana ɓata fuska, da wata murya mai cike da kasala tace

"Don Allah ka je ni dai yanzu zan yi wankan in fito?"

Ba shiri ya yi guntun murmushi ya yi kamar bai jita ba ya fara ƙoƙarin yi mata wankan tana zillewa, saboda inda yake son ya taɓo ta rufe da hannunta ta dunƙulewa waje ɗaya, ganin zata ɓata masa lokaci ne ya sake yin wata arwallah ya fice yana faɗin, idan bata yi sauri ta fito ba har ya dawo to shi zai yi mata wankan da kanshi, ai kuwa jin haka yasa a gurguje ta yi wankan ta fito ɗaure da towel iya cinya ta kwaso kayanta tana raɓe raɓe jikin gini.

Fitowarta yasa ya yi saurin ɗauke kanshi saboda baya son sake wata arwallah bayan wadda ya yi a yanzu, saboda yanayin da yake ji game da ita abu kaɗan ne zai janyo masa shiga wata sabuwar duniyar, ta mayar da kayanta suka yi sallolin da basu yi ba, bayan sun ƙare ne ya sata suka yi nafilar godiyar ALLAH, tare da zubawa kansu da aurensu addu'o'i kala kala, Dije iyakacinta cewa "Ameen" saboda haka kawai ta tsinci kanta cikin wani tsoron da bata san ko na minene ba, uwa uba yanayin da take jin jikinta yasa bata da wani kuzarin kirki, don ko abincin da abun shan da aka kawo masu ma da ƙyar taci har sai da taga zai yi mata ɗuren dole sannan ta ware ta tsakura, bayan sun kammala ne Dije ta je ta wanko bakinta ta haye gado tare da duƙunƙunewa cikin dogon hijabinta.

Shima cikin ɗoki ya kimtsa sannan ya hawo gadon shima ya tura kanshi cikin hijabin nata ta ƙarfi, dole ta yi saurin miƙewa zaune tana kallonshi ta ɓata fuska tace

"Bacci nike ji fa?"

Ya yi saurin cire mata hijabin yace "to cire wannan kayan zafin nima shi nike ji, saboda haka ki kwanta mu yi abunmu kawai"

Dije ta yunƙura zata sauko ya yi saurin riƙo hannunta yace, "ina zaki je kuma?"

Tace "ƙasa zan sauka nafi jin daɗin kwanciya a ƙasan" yace "Ok to mu je ɗin nima daman na yi niyyar kwanan a ƙasan"

Dije ta zumɓuro baki tace, "to ka je cen Ni in kwanta a nan ɗin"

Ya yi murmushin gefen baki yace, "ai kuma na gama kwanan tuzurantaka tunda har ina tare da ke"

Dije ta yi saurin kallonshi ta ce

"Ban gane ba me kake nufi?"

Yace "ina nufin a yau zan san wacece matar da na aura? Kuma wacece Dijen Baffah?don naga idan ban yi da gaske ba so kike yi ki sakani shiga uku"

Ta yi saurin faɗin "shiga uku kamar ya?"

Ya janyo hannunta ya ɗora a kan jarumarshi da ta ke miƙe samɓal yana faɗin, "kin jita ko? To a haka zata kwana matuƙar ba'a bata abincinta ba" cike da firgici tayi saurin janye hannunta tare da saukowa gadon da ƙarfi,tana yi masa kallon mai cike da mamakinshi tace

"Ashe haka kake daman??"

Ya sauko ya nufota yana faɗin "ai har na wuce haka ɗin in kuma kina shakku to yanzu zan tabbatar maki da gaskiyar komi"

Dije tana ja da baya yana biyota sai ga wasu hawaye ƴanmatan hawaye suna kwaranya akan fuskarta tana faɗin, "yanzu don ALLAH ni ina nasan inda zan samo abincinta?"

Safwan cikin wani tsauƙin wutar sha'awarta da ke fisgarshi ya yi saurin damƙota ya haɗata da jikinshi, cikin marairece ya ce, "ke fa kika ce kare da kuɗinshi dole ne a bashi rubutunshi ya sha, ko kin manta kince ko malami yana so ko baya so dole ne sai ya bada tunda ya karɓe kuɗin??"

Dije ta zaro Ido jikinta yana rawa tace, "to kai karen ne da zaka kawo wannan maganar yanzu?"

Ya yi guntun murmushi yace, "idan dai akanki ne to ki ɗauka na ma fi ƙaren matsala, saboda haka ki taimaki kanki kada ki baiwa kanki wahala a banza, don wannan karon bazan taɓa ɗaga maki ƙafa ba haka kawai in kwana ina haɗiyar ƙwayun Bature, tunda dai har ina da maganin da yafi shan ƙwayar a kusa dani to ba shakka dole in mori aurena"

Hawaye suna zuba akan fuskarta tace, "mi kake nufi? WALLAHi ka san dai ni ban san komi ba akan hakan"

Ya fisgota jikinshi da ƙarfi ya fara cire mata kayan jikinta duk da tirjiyar da take yi, cikin kuka ta ce

"Tace don ALLAH kada ka cutar da ni"

Cikin wata maƙalalliyar muryar da ta sha jaraba ta ƙoshi ya ce, "to ki taimaki kanki kawai idan bakya son in wahalar da ke"

Sai da ya cire komi nata tass! sannan ya fara aika mata da saƙo tun a tsayen, Dije ta fara ruɗewa tana roƙonshi ya yi haƙuri duk abunda yake so zata yi masa, jin hakan yasa ya janyota zuwa kan gadon shima ya yi tik! cike da jin wani masifar tsoronshi ta rufe ido tace

"Na shiga ukuna ni kam yau naga bala'i"

Ya kanne dariyar da ta so bashi ya janyota jikinshi tana tirjiya ya fara mamayeta da kalolin soyayyarshi, tun tana kuka har ta yi shiru tana sauraren saƙon da yake aikawa zuciyarta da sassan jikinta, jikinta ko'ina sai rawa yake yi gogan kam wani kalar nishi kawai yake fitarwa saboda yanda yake bi da salo salo, cikin ƙwarewa yake ta aikin lashe ko'ina na jikinta tamkar wane maye.

A kiɗimewa ya ke tsotse twins ɗinshi da yake masifar so a jikinta, Dije tsoron Allah ya kamata sai faɗin take yi

"Wayyo Uwata wayyo Ubana wayyo ALLAHna Ni Dije yau ina ganin abunda ya fi ƙarfina, wayyo don ......."

Bakinta da ya cafke ne yasa ta yi shiru dolenta cikin wannan salon ya mamayeta ya nufi ƙofar babban birni fadarta, sai dai jin wajen a rufe ruf! ba hanya yasa shi ƙara yin ƙaimi wajen samun hanyar ɓullewa ta ƙarfin tsiya, saboda yanda yake ji a tattare da ita ko da bindiga aka ce ya barta a wannan lokacin to sai dai a kasheshi amman ba zai iya ɗaga mata ƙafa ba,, cikin nasarar cin yaƙin ne ya fasa bututun maji daɗinta ya afka iya ƙarfinshi, Dije kam ziyartar wata uwar azabar da ta sauka cikin ƙwaƙwalwarta tasata kurma wani uban ihu, ya yi saurin toshe bakinta da nashi cikin kiɗimewa da gushewar hankali a jikinshi, sannan ya fara kai da komo cikin natsuwa kafin ya fara HAUKACE mata, don kuwa zaƙin ɗanɗanon ni'imarta da yake ji yana ratsa jikinshi da ƙwaƙwalwarshi yasa ya ruɗe mata ya gigice, ya rasa tunaninshi kwata kwata ya dinga haƙar gonarta ba ji ba gani.

Bata da damar yin ihu ko wata doguwar magana ya riga da ya toshe bakinta da nashi, amman dole da azaba ta kai mata geji ta fisge bakin ta ƙarfin tsiya ta dinga ihu da kururuwar neman agaji, shima kanshi ihun yake yi yana surutai marasa kan gado, waɗanda idan za'a titsiyeshi bai san ma me yake faɗa ba.

Safwan kam ya haukace iya haukacewa akan sabon lambun Dijengalar Baffah sai kwasar ni'imarta yake yi yana sambatu, don kuwa ya ɗauki tsowon lokaci yana abu ɗaya har sai da yaga ta some masa ne sannan ya saurara mata dole ba don ya so ba, jikinshi yana rawa ya ɗebo ruwa ya zuba mata sannan ta dawo hayyacinta tare da fasa wata uwar ƙara, saboda zabura da tayi yasa ta ji wani masifar zafi ya ziyarci ƙasanta, dole ya koma aikin lallashi amman ita kam kukanta kawai take yi iya ƙarfinta tana kiran Baffahnta da Innarta akan su taimaketa, sai dai ya kasa controlling kanshi akanta ya sake mamayarta ya koma faɗawa fadar gwamnatinta, ai ko ta ƙara fasa wata ƙarar saboda azabar da ta sake ziyartarta, haka suka cenye wannan daren yanata abu ɗaya, tun tana da ƙarfin yin kukan har ta kai ma ko muryarta bata iya fitowa, sai zubar hawayen kawai take yi murya ta disashe, bai fahimci irin ɓarnar da ya yi ba har sai da ya gama shan shagalinshi ne ya ga jini malale akan gadon tamkar an saka wuƙa an yankata.

Sannan hankalinshi ya tashi cikin rawar jiki ya zo zai tallabeta ta buge masa hannu da sauran ƙarfin da ya rage mats, ta kalleshi da kumburarrun idanuwanta tace

"Ka zo ka ƙarasa kasheni kawai tunda daman cen gurinka ka rabani da rayuwata ne"