Sashe 63
Tabarmar Kashi Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
Epilepsy qwaqwalwarta tayi mata tariyar maganarsu ta jiya da sukeyi da afifa kenan kafin ta fita,take tausayin yarinyar taji ya taba zuciyarta duk da bata iya ganin fuskarta sosai,fingers dinta guda biyu ta saka tayi zooming hoton,still dai it was blurry,hakanan kawai tayi replying status din da cewa
_"is that serious?,she's looking for a Nanny"_ sai data tura saqon kuma sai tayi shuru,ita kadai tana tunanin meye amfanin tambayar data tura. Da sauri ta koma ta jerin charts dinta da zummar gogewa,amma sai ta tarar mrs sadeeqa din tuni ta gani,har ma tana typing wani abu,hakan yasa ta haqura ta koma duba document dinta da take budewa,amma kuma hankalinta nakan inbox din mrs sadeeqa.
Har zata buda taga shigowar saqo daga mrs sadeeqa din. Sake fita tayi ta duba
"Yeah,she's my student,ina tausayinta sosai,akwai wata ne daga bangarenki?" Tausayin data darsu a zuciyarta taji ya sake motsawa,a taqaice ta tafa mata
"No,but zan bincika,i will back to you idan na samu Allah ya bata lafiya"
"Ameen,thanks for your concern". Kashe data din tayi,ya dudduba addu'o'in sosai,zuwa lokacin garin ya fara haske,sai ta kashe wayar gaba daya ta sake gyara kwanciyarta ta kwanta tana rufe idanunta da fatan samuwar baccin.
Bacci tayi sosai,har na kusan awanni hudu,wanda qarshen baccin yazo mata da mafarkin da ya sanyata farkawa. Miqewa tayi ta zauna sosai tana duban gefan afifa,bata a gurin,tabi dakin da kallo,da alama ma harta gyara dakin,gadon da take kwance a kai ne kawai bata gyara ba. Hannunta ta sanya ta tattare gashinta daya zame daga band din data matseshi dashi saboda santsinsa,ta daureshi gudi daya tana sauke qaramar ajiyar zuciya,tunaninta na komawa baya kan mafarkin da shine silar farkawarta a yanzu,zuciyarta cike fal da mamaki,to meye hadinta da yarinyar da bata taba ganinta ba sai dazu a status din mrs sadeeqa da har zata yi mafarkinta?,ko a dazun ma bata gama tantance fuskarta ba,kamar yadda a mafarkin ma bata gama ganin fuskarta sosai ba.
"La'ilaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazzalimin" ta fada a hankali,sannan ta zamo ta sauka daga gadon,har yanzu zuciyarta bata daina mamakin yanayin data ga yarinyar a mafarki ba. Kuka takeyi sosai tana riqo hannunta,yayin da ita kuma take qoqarin zame hannun nata ta tafi ta barta,daga bayan yarinyar kuma wata matace take biye da ita da sharbebiyar wuqa tana son caka mata. Da wannan tunanin ta isa toilet din,ta ciri brush ta matsa toothpaste ta fara wanke bakinta,har yanzu tana nacin son gano abinda mafarkin ke nufi amma ko daya tunaninta bai iya hasaso komai ba,to shin me ma zata hasaso din?,bayan batasan wace yarinyar ba,daga qarshe sai ta tattara tunanin ta watsar,ta barwa ranta cewa tsabar son yara da take dashi a jininta ne,da kuma yadda zuciyarta ke da rauni akan dukka abinda ya shafi yaro.
Wanka tayi gaba daya sannan ta dawo dakin tana shiryawa,afifa ta shigo da dan tray data shiryo breakfast dinta a kai,hannunta daya riqe da waya tana amsawa. Idanunta akan fuskar sãahar din harta qaraso,sai ta miqa mata wayar muryarta can qasa tace
"Please" hadi da karyar da kai gefe daya alamun roqo. Kafeta tayi da idanu tana son nuna mata bata kyauta mata ba da zata sanyata yin abinda batayi niyya ba,sai kuma daga bisani ta miqa hannu ta karba wayar,don afifa ce tafi qarfin komai a wajenta,ta kara wayar a kunnenta tana qoqarin tsane jikinta da qaramin towel.
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*H U G U M A*
*_TABARMAR ƘASHI_*💔
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Kamar yadda tayi tsammani mahmud ne,ajiyar zuciya mai nauyi ya fara saukewa
"Kiyi haquri,duk yadda naso nayi miki yadda kikaso,zuciyata ta gaza bani hadin kai,na mugun jarrabtata da sonki har bansan iyaka ba" bakinta ta tabe,tana jin kamar ta saki wayar ta tarwatse,da wadan nan kalaman nasa gwara ya sakar mata ihu a kunnenta yafi mata sauqi,amma hakanan ta daure ta amsa a taqaice
"Is okay,bana dan jin dadi ne,that's why na kashe wayar"
"Ya salam" ya fada cikin nuna kulawa
"Me ya sameki?"
"Noo,lite headache ne,amma i feel better"
"To alhamdulillah,kibar wayar a kashe ki samu ki huta sosai,idan inason jinki zan kira ta line din afifa,bata wayar zamuyi magana" batace komai ba ta zare wayar ta miqa mata tana harararta,tana danne dariya ta karba,batasan me ya gaya mata ba,taga ta miqe ta fita,ta bita da kallo tana tabe baki taci gaba da shiryawa.
Tana cikin saka kaya afifan ta dawo,ta koma ta zauna tana ci gaba da cin abincinta,saita fasa daurin dankwalin da tayi niyya,dama can dankwali asara ne cikin dinkunanta,ta qaraso gaban afifan bayan ta jawo stool ta zauna ta sanya hannu suka fara ci tare. Har suka danyi nisa babu me cewa da dan uwansa wani abu,afifa ta karanci yau mutanen ne a kusa,ita kuma bakinta magana ce fal,don haka ta koma ta zauna sosai tana kallon sãahar
"Na baki shawara?" Dubanta sau daya tayi sannan tace
"Bani mana,is ether na dauka ko na bar miki kayarki"
"Alright,ammm......magana ta gaskiya na jima banga soyayya me zafi irin wadda mahmud yakeyi miki ba....."
"Tam, contract din kuma da kika karba kenan da safen nan,ko azahar batayi ba?" Dole ba tare data shirya ba dariya ta qwace mata sosai
"Allah ya isa bestie,wait......wai me kika mayar dani?"
"Me dalili,naga alama sana'ar da kikeso ki koma kenan" wannan karon ma saida wata dariyar mai sauti ta kufce mata har tana shirin qwarewa,a nutse sãahar din ta tsiyaya ruwa ta miqa mata
"Maza karba kisha kada ki wuce gana ya rasa campaign officer dinsa" tana dariyar tana sha,har taji dai dai ta ajjiye,tayi gyaran murya kadan tana dubanta da idanunta da suka tara hawaye
"Seriously nake miki magana,amma naga kinason ki maida abun wani joke,don Allah bestie ki manta da komai,ya kamata kiyi moving forward mana,kina tunanin zamanki a haka adam bazaiyi tunanin shi kike jira ba?,har yanzu soyayyarsa ta hanaki kallon kowa bare ki aureshi?"
"Soyayya?" Ta furta kalmar kamar ranar ta fara jinta,kai afifa ta jinjina
"Yes" wani qaramin murmushi me ciwo sãahar din ta saki,sai kawai ta miqe
"Banda bayan soyayya dake tsakanin namiji da mace,kawai nau'ikan soyayya kala kala, kamar wadda ke tsakanin 'yan uwa da iyaye,da nace Allah ya tsinewa soyayya albarka" ido afifa ta zaro,ta kuma hangame baki yana kallon sãahar,wadda tayi furucinta hankalinta kwance,saima ta gyada kai ta juya tana nufar qofa
"Naga alama tunda kika samu annual leave din nan rashin aikin yi ya sameki,shi yasa kika amsa contract daga wajen gana,to wallahi ke dashi ba wanda zaya matsamin" tana kaiwa qarshe ne dai dai sanda take fita a dakin gaba daya.
Gurin ummee tayi tafiyarta,wunin ranar gaba daya taqi tsaiwa sauraron bayanan mahmud. Saidai wani abun mamaki,duk bayan wasu mintuna sai yarinyar da ko sunanta bata sani ba ta fado a ranta,hakanan maganar da sukayi da mrs sadeeqa,wunin ranar har yamma,batayin minti arba'in cikakke bata fado mata a rai ba.
Ta idar da sallar la'asar tana yiwa ummee din gyaran wardrobe dinta kiran yaa Saifullahi ya shigo wayarta,cikin girmamawa ta daga kiran ta kara a kunnenta,ta gaidashi a aladabce,saboda shine babba duka gidan,kuma hatta da yaa muhyi yana bashi girma,duk da cewa shike binsa,akwai girmama na gaba sosai a tsakaninsu
"Kina gidan inna ummee dinne?,akwai baqo da zayazo ya sameki,abba yace a shaida miki" gabanta ne ya fadi,rudewa kuma ta sameta lokaci guda,har ta kama sunansa ba tare data shirya ba
"Mahmud?"
"Eh fa,da wani abu?" Ya tambaya kai tsaye da seniority din nan nasa
"A'ah,daman.....dama munje therapy saloon ne"
"Alright,zai kiraki yanzun saiki gaya masa" daga haka ya yanke wayarsa abinsa.
Wayar ta jefar gefe kamar zata saki kuka,da qyar ta tsara qaryar gashi kuma da alama haqanta bai cimma ruwa ba. Bata gama wannan tunanin ba kiran mahmud din ya shigo,kamar ta dora hannu aka tayi kuka haka ta daga kiran.
Akwai wani irin farinciki sosai cikin muryarsa
"Can I get the address?,saina sameku a can?"
"no,mu hadu a gida kawai after one hour" kamar zai zuba ruwa a qasa yasha haka yaji,cikin madaukakin farinciki yace
"Thank you,thank you so much" bata tsaya jin qarashen godiyar tasa ba ta yanke kiran tana gunaguni,ta ajjiye wayar gefe tana dafe kanta.
Ko kwalli bata sanyawa idanunta ba haka ta fito,afifa tayi tayi amma tayi biris da ita,daga baya ma cewa tayi
"Idan kika matsamin Allah sai na fasa fita"
"Allah ya baki haquri masifaffiya" sai taja bakinta tayi shuru,tasan kadan daga aikinta.
Tun kafin ta isa afifa tasa an cika shi da kayan motsa baki kala kala,tahowarta ya sanyashi miqewa,bai zauna ba har sai data zauna sannan ya zauna yana mata barka da fitowa,ta danne zuciyarta ta gaidashi,abinda ya masa dadi sosai. Duk yadda yasan zai sha kanta sai da yayi,tana zaune tana saurarensa har ya gama,sannan ta motsa labbanta
"Inda zakayi haquri da hakan yafi,saboda tuni na rufe babin soyayya daga rayuwata" kai ya girgiza
"Banajin zan iya,banajin zan iya daina sonki,kiyimin alfarma ki amincemin ki aureni,zan iya zama dake a hakan koda ke baki sona" tsam ta miqe,saboda ta fuskanci mahmud din yayi nisa,kuma bayajin kira sam. Ta bude bakinta da niyyar magana ya zaid ya iso wajen.
Yanayin yadda taga suna gaisawa da shi cike da sanayya mutunci da girmama juna ya daga hankalinta,sanda suka gama gaisawan da tambaye tambayen juna sai zaid din ya kalleta
"Ki riqeshi da kyau,mutumin kirki ne sosai" maganar tayi mugun tabata,har kuma mahmud yayi mata sallama ya wuce bata sake fahimtar abinda yake fada ba. Haka taci gaba da kasancewa har zuwa dare,tabbas!,ba shakka komai zai iya faruwa,muddin mahmud yaci gaba da samun irin wannan soyayyar daga wajen 'yan gidansu,idan tace komai,tana nufin komai din,ciki harda tausata ta karba aurensa ba tare data shirya ba!.
Wannan sautin da ya tsarga daga cikin kwanyarta shi ya sakata miqewa zumbur ta zauna saman gadonsu,afifa dake gaban system tana wani aiki ta waiwayo tana dubanta,saita maida kai tana ci gaba da aikinta ganin ta dauko wayarta itama ta bude. Tun bayan tafiyar mahmud ta fahimci tana cikin damuwa,ta riga da tasan damuwarta na meye,so shi yasa ma bata tambayeta akan komai ba.
Kai tsaye ta kirayi layin mrs sadeeqa,bugu daya tal ta daga,da alama tana kusa da wayar,cikin mamakin ganin kiranta da kuma zumudi hadi da girmama suka fara gaisawa,tana tambayarta tsaffin dalibanta su fadeel
_"is that serious?,she's looking for a Nanny"_ sai data tura saqon kuma sai tayi shuru,ita kadai tana tunanin meye amfanin tambayar data tura. Da sauri ta koma ta jerin charts dinta da zummar gogewa,amma sai ta tarar mrs sadeeqa din tuni ta gani,har ma tana typing wani abu,hakan yasa ta haqura ta koma duba document dinta da take budewa,amma kuma hankalinta nakan inbox din mrs sadeeqa.
Har zata buda taga shigowar saqo daga mrs sadeeqa din. Sake fita tayi ta duba
"Yeah,she's my student,ina tausayinta sosai,akwai wata ne daga bangarenki?" Tausayin data darsu a zuciyarta taji ya sake motsawa,a taqaice ta tafa mata
"No,but zan bincika,i will back to you idan na samu Allah ya bata lafiya"
"Ameen,thanks for your concern". Kashe data din tayi,ya dudduba addu'o'in sosai,zuwa lokacin garin ya fara haske,sai ta kashe wayar gaba daya ta sake gyara kwanciyarta ta kwanta tana rufe idanunta da fatan samuwar baccin.
Bacci tayi sosai,har na kusan awanni hudu,wanda qarshen baccin yazo mata da mafarkin da ya sanyata farkawa. Miqewa tayi ta zauna sosai tana duban gefan afifa,bata a gurin,tabi dakin da kallo,da alama ma harta gyara dakin,gadon da take kwance a kai ne kawai bata gyara ba. Hannunta ta sanya ta tattare gashinta daya zame daga band din data matseshi dashi saboda santsinsa,ta daureshi gudi daya tana sauke qaramar ajiyar zuciya,tunaninta na komawa baya kan mafarkin da shine silar farkawarta a yanzu,zuciyarta cike fal da mamaki,to meye hadinta da yarinyar da bata taba ganinta ba sai dazu a status din mrs sadeeqa da har zata yi mafarkinta?,ko a dazun ma bata gama tantance fuskarta ba,kamar yadda a mafarkin ma bata gama ganin fuskarta sosai ba.
"La'ilaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazzalimin" ta fada a hankali,sannan ta zamo ta sauka daga gadon,har yanzu zuciyarta bata daina mamakin yanayin data ga yarinyar a mafarki ba. Kuka takeyi sosai tana riqo hannunta,yayin da ita kuma take qoqarin zame hannun nata ta tafi ta barta,daga bayan yarinyar kuma wata matace take biye da ita da sharbebiyar wuqa tana son caka mata. Da wannan tunanin ta isa toilet din,ta ciri brush ta matsa toothpaste ta fara wanke bakinta,har yanzu tana nacin son gano abinda mafarkin ke nufi amma ko daya tunaninta bai iya hasaso komai ba,to shin me ma zata hasaso din?,bayan batasan wace yarinyar ba,daga qarshe sai ta tattara tunanin ta watsar,ta barwa ranta cewa tsabar son yara da take dashi a jininta ne,da kuma yadda zuciyarta ke da rauni akan dukka abinda ya shafi yaro.
Wanka tayi gaba daya sannan ta dawo dakin tana shiryawa,afifa ta shigo da dan tray data shiryo breakfast dinta a kai,hannunta daya riqe da waya tana amsawa. Idanunta akan fuskar sãahar din harta qaraso,sai ta miqa mata wayar muryarta can qasa tace
"Please" hadi da karyar da kai gefe daya alamun roqo. Kafeta tayi da idanu tana son nuna mata bata kyauta mata ba da zata sanyata yin abinda batayi niyya ba,sai kuma daga bisani ta miqa hannu ta karba wayar,don afifa ce tafi qarfin komai a wajenta,ta kara wayar a kunnenta tana qoqarin tsane jikinta da qaramin towel.
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*H U G U M A*
*_TABARMAR ƘASHI_*💔
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Kamar yadda tayi tsammani mahmud ne,ajiyar zuciya mai nauyi ya fara saukewa
"Kiyi haquri,duk yadda naso nayi miki yadda kikaso,zuciyata ta gaza bani hadin kai,na mugun jarrabtata da sonki har bansan iyaka ba" bakinta ta tabe,tana jin kamar ta saki wayar ta tarwatse,da wadan nan kalaman nasa gwara ya sakar mata ihu a kunnenta yafi mata sauqi,amma hakanan ta daure ta amsa a taqaice
"Is okay,bana dan jin dadi ne,that's why na kashe wayar"
"Ya salam" ya fada cikin nuna kulawa
"Me ya sameki?"
"Noo,lite headache ne,amma i feel better"
"To alhamdulillah,kibar wayar a kashe ki samu ki huta sosai,idan inason jinki zan kira ta line din afifa,bata wayar zamuyi magana" batace komai ba ta zare wayar ta miqa mata tana harararta,tana danne dariya ta karba,batasan me ya gaya mata ba,taga ta miqe ta fita,ta bita da kallo tana tabe baki taci gaba da shiryawa.
Tana cikin saka kaya afifan ta dawo,ta koma ta zauna tana ci gaba da cin abincinta,saita fasa daurin dankwalin da tayi niyya,dama can dankwali asara ne cikin dinkunanta,ta qaraso gaban afifan bayan ta jawo stool ta zauna ta sanya hannu suka fara ci tare. Har suka danyi nisa babu me cewa da dan uwansa wani abu,afifa ta karanci yau mutanen ne a kusa,ita kuma bakinta magana ce fal,don haka ta koma ta zauna sosai tana kallon sãahar
"Na baki shawara?" Dubanta sau daya tayi sannan tace
"Bani mana,is ether na dauka ko na bar miki kayarki"
"Alright,ammm......magana ta gaskiya na jima banga soyayya me zafi irin wadda mahmud yakeyi miki ba....."
"Tam, contract din kuma da kika karba kenan da safen nan,ko azahar batayi ba?" Dole ba tare data shirya ba dariya ta qwace mata sosai
"Allah ya isa bestie,wait......wai me kika mayar dani?"
"Me dalili,naga alama sana'ar da kikeso ki koma kenan" wannan karon ma saida wata dariyar mai sauti ta kufce mata har tana shirin qwarewa,a nutse sãahar din ta tsiyaya ruwa ta miqa mata
"Maza karba kisha kada ki wuce gana ya rasa campaign officer dinsa" tana dariyar tana sha,har taji dai dai ta ajjiye,tayi gyaran murya kadan tana dubanta da idanunta da suka tara hawaye
"Seriously nake miki magana,amma naga kinason ki maida abun wani joke,don Allah bestie ki manta da komai,ya kamata kiyi moving forward mana,kina tunanin zamanki a haka adam bazaiyi tunanin shi kike jira ba?,har yanzu soyayyarsa ta hanaki kallon kowa bare ki aureshi?"
"Soyayya?" Ta furta kalmar kamar ranar ta fara jinta,kai afifa ta jinjina
"Yes" wani qaramin murmushi me ciwo sãahar din ta saki,sai kawai ta miqe
"Banda bayan soyayya dake tsakanin namiji da mace,kawai nau'ikan soyayya kala kala, kamar wadda ke tsakanin 'yan uwa da iyaye,da nace Allah ya tsinewa soyayya albarka" ido afifa ta zaro,ta kuma hangame baki yana kallon sãahar,wadda tayi furucinta hankalinta kwance,saima ta gyada kai ta juya tana nufar qofa
"Naga alama tunda kika samu annual leave din nan rashin aikin yi ya sameki,shi yasa kika amsa contract daga wajen gana,to wallahi ke dashi ba wanda zaya matsamin" tana kaiwa qarshe ne dai dai sanda take fita a dakin gaba daya.
Gurin ummee tayi tafiyarta,wunin ranar gaba daya taqi tsaiwa sauraron bayanan mahmud. Saidai wani abun mamaki,duk bayan wasu mintuna sai yarinyar da ko sunanta bata sani ba ta fado a ranta,hakanan maganar da sukayi da mrs sadeeqa,wunin ranar har yamma,batayin minti arba'in cikakke bata fado mata a rai ba.
Ta idar da sallar la'asar tana yiwa ummee din gyaran wardrobe dinta kiran yaa Saifullahi ya shigo wayarta,cikin girmamawa ta daga kiran ta kara a kunnenta,ta gaidashi a aladabce,saboda shine babba duka gidan,kuma hatta da yaa muhyi yana bashi girma,duk da cewa shike binsa,akwai girmama na gaba sosai a tsakaninsu
"Kina gidan inna ummee dinne?,akwai baqo da zayazo ya sameki,abba yace a shaida miki" gabanta ne ya fadi,rudewa kuma ta sameta lokaci guda,har ta kama sunansa ba tare data shirya ba
"Mahmud?"
"Eh fa,da wani abu?" Ya tambaya kai tsaye da seniority din nan nasa
"A'ah,daman.....dama munje therapy saloon ne"
"Alright,zai kiraki yanzun saiki gaya masa" daga haka ya yanke wayarsa abinsa.
Wayar ta jefar gefe kamar zata saki kuka,da qyar ta tsara qaryar gashi kuma da alama haqanta bai cimma ruwa ba. Bata gama wannan tunanin ba kiran mahmud din ya shigo,kamar ta dora hannu aka tayi kuka haka ta daga kiran.
Akwai wani irin farinciki sosai cikin muryarsa
"Can I get the address?,saina sameku a can?"
"no,mu hadu a gida kawai after one hour" kamar zai zuba ruwa a qasa yasha haka yaji,cikin madaukakin farinciki yace
"Thank you,thank you so much" bata tsaya jin qarashen godiyar tasa ba ta yanke kiran tana gunaguni,ta ajjiye wayar gefe tana dafe kanta.
Ko kwalli bata sanyawa idanunta ba haka ta fito,afifa tayi tayi amma tayi biris da ita,daga baya ma cewa tayi
"Idan kika matsamin Allah sai na fasa fita"
"Allah ya baki haquri masifaffiya" sai taja bakinta tayi shuru,tasan kadan daga aikinta.
Tun kafin ta isa afifa tasa an cika shi da kayan motsa baki kala kala,tahowarta ya sanyashi miqewa,bai zauna ba har sai data zauna sannan ya zauna yana mata barka da fitowa,ta danne zuciyarta ta gaidashi,abinda ya masa dadi sosai. Duk yadda yasan zai sha kanta sai da yayi,tana zaune tana saurarensa har ya gama,sannan ta motsa labbanta
"Inda zakayi haquri da hakan yafi,saboda tuni na rufe babin soyayya daga rayuwata" kai ya girgiza
"Banajin zan iya,banajin zan iya daina sonki,kiyimin alfarma ki amincemin ki aureni,zan iya zama dake a hakan koda ke baki sona" tsam ta miqe,saboda ta fuskanci mahmud din yayi nisa,kuma bayajin kira sam. Ta bude bakinta da niyyar magana ya zaid ya iso wajen.
Yanayin yadda taga suna gaisawa da shi cike da sanayya mutunci da girmama juna ya daga hankalinta,sanda suka gama gaisawan da tambaye tambayen juna sai zaid din ya kalleta
"Ki riqeshi da kyau,mutumin kirki ne sosai" maganar tayi mugun tabata,har kuma mahmud yayi mata sallama ya wuce bata sake fahimtar abinda yake fada ba. Haka taci gaba da kasancewa har zuwa dare,tabbas!,ba shakka komai zai iya faruwa,muddin mahmud yaci gaba da samun irin wannan soyayyar daga wajen 'yan gidansu,idan tace komai,tana nufin komai din,ciki harda tausata ta karba aurensa ba tare data shirya ba!.
Wannan sautin da ya tsarga daga cikin kwanyarta shi ya sakata miqewa zumbur ta zauna saman gadonsu,afifa dake gaban system tana wani aiki ta waiwayo tana dubanta,saita maida kai tana ci gaba da aikinta ganin ta dauko wayarta itama ta bude. Tun bayan tafiyar mahmud ta fahimci tana cikin damuwa,ta riga da tasan damuwarta na meye,so shi yasa ma bata tambayeta akan komai ba.
Kai tsaye ta kirayi layin mrs sadeeqa,bugu daya tal ta daga,da alama tana kusa da wayar,cikin mamakin ganin kiranta da kuma zumudi hadi da girmama suka fara gaisawa,tana tambayarta tsaffin dalibanta su fadeel