Sashe 14

'' A..aabeedah?" ta kira a rarrabe,da farko bansan mezan faɗa ba, dalilin wanka na da kuka na, ganin hankalin su ya tashi nace cikin Muryar kuka '' jini nane yazo ina tsaka da aiki shine mutane suke ta min dariya,na kunya ta Mama!!" bayani na yasa Mama sauke wani irin nannauyan ajiyar zuciya a bayyane ta miƙe tana ƙara kallo na sai kuma tace '' kin tabbata?" gyaɗa mata kai nayi amma kamar bata yarda ba'' muje in duba!"

zaro ido Asma'u tayi nima haka murya na rawa Asma'u tace '' Mama me zaki duba?" kallon da Mama ta watsa mata yasa tayi shiru..ban faÉ—a muku ba ko? haka Mama take idan har bata yarda ba saita duba ba tun yau ba haka take mana tun muna yara..na É—auka yanzu tunda mun girma zata dena ashe ba haka bane...wasu abubuwan basa canja wa

a kunyace na shiga É—akin itama ta shigo,kasa motsi nayi duk kunya ta kamani '' Mama wallahi ba abinda kike tunani bane ''

'' me nake tunani?" ta tambaya tana min wani kallo ƙasa nayi da kaina kafin na kwanta ɗin,ɗage rigar tayi nikam na runtse idona..wani irin azababbiyar kunya na kamani

dumƙe zanen gadon nayi a hannu na ina cije baki can naji tace '' shike nan!" miƙewa nayi zaune na kasa kallon ta '' ba wai nayi hakan bane dan in kunya taki ba,ko don Ban yarda dake ba,a'a ni uwace dole in tabbatar da lafiya da ingancin rayuwar ya'yana Abeeda...idan wani abu ya same ku bansan ya zanyi da kaina ba ku riƙe min Mutuncin kanku ina roƙon ku!" ta faɗa tana kallona da kuma Asma'u dake tsaye bakin ƙofa

dukan mu kawunan mu ƙasa muka amsa da '' insha Allah !'' fita tayi zuwa tsakar gida tana tattara kayan dake nan takai su kitchen,

wata doguwar rigar atampa da ta ƙoƙe na ɗauko nasa sannan na duba cikin kayan mu wani pad da aka taɓa bamu a makaranta na ɗauka tareda baƙin pant nasa na haye gado na kwanta...da ƙarfe biyun dare na farka nakasa komawa..sai tunani nake daban daban mezan cewa Mama? ya zamuyi da abinci daya kusa ƙarewa? abubuwa da yawa suka shamin kai

da safe bayan sallar asuba nida kaina nayi share share na haɗa mana abun kari, Asma'u ta shirya zuwa makaranta amma ni? '' yau bazaki tafi makarantar ba?" Mama ta tambaya tana kallona '' ban jin daɗi Mama!" na bata amsar a gajarce '' Allah ya sawaƙe!" Asma'u ta faɗa na amsa da Ameen,bayan ta gama ta ɗauki jakarta da hijabi ta tafi makaranta

wanke wanke nayi sannan na koma ɗaki,ji nayi fuska ta na ƙaiƙayi na sosa.. can naji ta ƙara fara ƙaiƙayi fiye da ɗazu na dinga sosawa kafin nayi amfani da ruwan gishiri na wanke fuska ta '' Abeeda ko zakiyiwa manager'n wurin aikin ku magana ya baki wani abu daga sallary'n ki kinga shima garin kwakin ya kusa ƙarewa!" Mama ta faɗa daga kitchen,dum! naji gabana ya faɗi murya na rawa nace '' ai basuyin haka Mama..jiya na tambaya'' nayi ƙaryar wani irin nauyi na sauka cikin zuciya ta kamar an ɗaura dutse

'' Allah ya kyauta '' na amsa da 'Ameen ' tareda faÉ—awa saman gado inaji duniyar tayi min zafi ya zanyi ne?

bada daɗewa ba Asma'u ta dawo kasancewar yau juma'a,tana murmushi ta shigo gidan '' Mama an taso!" ta faɗa tare da ɗaukar buta ta shiga toilet,'' sannu da zuwa'' Mama ta bata amsa daga inda take zaune nikam kwance nake saman gado na juya baya duk da ba bacci nake ba ga ƙaiƙayin fuska daya shamin kai

shigowa tayi ta zauna bayan ta cire hijab tana murmushi tace '' Mama akwai wani spelling bee competition da za'ayi a makarantar mu kuma an zaɓe Ni!" Mama tayi dariya tace '' haba dai?" Itama Asma'u tana dariya ta bata amsa da '' Eh'' sannan ta ɗaura da faɗin '' akwai kyauta kuma,wanda yayi na ɗaya za'a bashi miliyan ɗaya da gida irin na yan gayu,na biyu dubu ɗari takwas da gida shima amma baikai na ɗaya ba,na uku da na huɗu suma. haka...mama wallahi duk gidan na huɗu shine mara kyau...nidai ban sonshi... kuma dubu ɗari biyu kawai za'a bashi'' juyowa nayi ina kallon ta da murmushi nace '' nikam da zan shiga gidan na huɗu nake so...'' katseni tayi da faɗin '' yo ke ana maganar masu ƙwaƙwalwa ina ke ina sako baki Tuwo?''

'' ba'a son wulaƙanci!" Mama dake sauraren mu ta faɗa tana ranƙwashin Asma'u '' Ouch!" Ta shafa wurin tare da turo baki

juyar da kaina nayi ina kallon gadon mu hawaye suka ciko idona maganar ta tayi min zafi amma ya na iya? da gaskiyar ta...kuma ma wane abune na iya? meye amfani na?...ciwo zuciya ta tafara na lumshe ido na hakan yaba hawayen dake maƙale damar silalowa ban san meya faru ba amma dai nasan bacci ya kwashe ni..da ƙarfe biyar na farka kitchen nashiga na jiƙo gari ba suga

nazo na zauna ƙarƙashin baranda inda su Mama Asma'u kwance a ƙafarta tana shafa gashinta,suna magana akan abinda ban sani ba

kallon su nake su biyun kamar su sak kamar an tsaga kara an ajiye kawai Mama tafi Asma'u tsufa ne, itama gashinta har ya wuce wuyanta amma ƙila saboda tsufa bai kai yawan na Asma'u ba sannan duk furfura ta cikashi

'' ya dai da kallo? kinga yan mata kyawawa biyu ko?" Asma'u tayi maganar tana ɗadɗage min gira da wani murmushi maƙale a fuskar ta

ji nayi na kasa shan garin sai juya shi nake tashi zaune tayi tana kallon Mama tace '' wai ita wannan dawa take kama? kodai da baba take kama? Amma baba yana da kyau kuma kema Mama kina da kyau amma Abeeda... hideous!" sanin bana jin turanci yasa Asma'u ƙarasa maganar da turanci amma daga yanda take kallo na zan iya cewa na fahimci abinda take nufi '' kedai Asma'u Allah ya shirye ki.. Tuwo tana da kyau wallahi kawai dai itace bata ganin hakan!" Mama ta faɗa tana tashi daga wurin ta ɗauki buta tashige baye

murmushi wanda ya É“oye asalin zafin da zuciya ta take min nayi nace '' Asma'u zaki yarda dani cewa zaifi idan mutum na da kyakkyawar zuciya da mummunar fuska sama da ace yanada kyakkyawar fuska da mummunar zuciya!" dariya Asma'u tayi sosai

'' pftt! babu wanda zai zaɓi hakan Tuwo,kowa yana so yayi kyau wa'yanda keda irin wannan tunanin.. they're losers! sun san basu da kyau shine suke fakewa da kyakkyawar zuciya bla bla bla.... kamar dai ke yanzu!'' Maganar ta kamar an daɓa min wuƙa a ƙahon zuciya.....

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Daga ƙarshe dai Asma'u ta fito fili ta faɗa Ni,mummuna ce..haɗiye abinda ya tsayamin a maƙoshi nake ƙoƙarin yi amma na kasa '' wai kin ko kalli madubi duk yau? Ni sai naga kamar pimples ɗin...'' kafin ta kai ƙarshe da gudu na na isa ɗaki na tsaya gaban madubi

hawaye masu yawa kamar ambaliya suka fara bin fuskata ashe ƙaiƙayin dana ke ji bahaka kawai bane..ƙurajen sun wani fito ɓula ɓula a gaba ɗaya fuskata babu inda babu su... musamman goshina sunyi daɓa daɓa

faɗuwa nayi wurin na fashe da kuka '' meyasa? meyasa hakan ke faruwa dani..!! ada akwai inda babu su amma yanxu akwai su ko ina bazan taɓa magance su ba!" sosai nake kuka kamar raina zaifita

shigowa Asma'u tayi tana kallo da murmushi tace '' nikam Alhamdulillah..sai Godiya!" takoma waje ta zauna cikin nishaÉ—i..

fara karanto min list zuciya ta tayi '' da farko kinyi addu'a ba'a karɓa ba,bakida shape bakida kyau ,baki zama me Godiya ba,bakida sef istim,an kore ki daga aiki ,cikin ki ƙatoto bakida gashi..dadai sauransu kuma fa kinyi addu'a! inaa sallar daren da kikayi? ina addu'oin da kikayi? ina sadaƙar da kika bada...amma har yanzu babu abinda ya canja sai ƙara lalacewa da abubuwa suke tuwo anya ma addu'ar kina karɓuwa? anya ma zaki samu Abinda kikayi addu'a akai kuwa? zaifi dacewa ma idan kin dena addu'ar da sallar daren duka dan ba amfani!" Wannan tunanin ya ƙara haifar min da wani ƙunci a zuciyata

meyasa? meyasa duk wannan gaskiya ne..meyasa ko abu guda danayi addu'a da fatan samu ban samu ba? Tun ina jss nake ta addu'a akan kusan komai danake kuka akanshi yanzu amma babu abinda ya canja meyasa? Ga mutane da yawa ko rabin abinda nake basayi amma suna samun biyan buƙatar su...ji nayi daga yanxu bazan sake addu'ar ba idan har BAZAN samu Abinda nake so ba

'' bazan sake yin addu'ar ba,ƙaramin ƙunci ha...''

'' kul Abeedah!" Mama ta katseni daga bakin ƙofa,ɗago jajayen idanuna nayi ina kallon ta taƙara so ciki ta zauna kusa dani '' ashe bakida hankali baki da wayo ban sani ba? shi Allah'n kike cewa bazaki sake yiwa addu'a ba? toh ai kanki kika yi mawa! shi Allah baya da buƙatar Addu'ar ki shashasha kawai!" nan Mama ta canja min ta dinga yi min faɗa ta inda take shiga bata nan take fita ba

'' akan wani banzan kyau da wani banzan abinda kike sha'awa zaki kafirce ma abinda Allah Yayi miki? ya baki lafiya,ya baki gida ci da sha kina raye kina da uwa da ƙanwa amma akan wani ɗan ƙanƙanen abinda ƙila ma ba alkhair bane gareki kike nan kina faman kushe abinda yayi maki? wai Abeeda bakisan a yanda kike ɗin nan kinfi wasu ba? waya faɗa maki cewa pimples da rashin diri shike nuna asalin ƙimarki...'' shiru nayi ina kallon Mama ina ajiyar zuciya

ina ma ace Mama zata fahimce Ni? abun... babu wanda yasan yanda ake ji sai wanda ke fuskantar hakan yanda nake ji na muzanta yanda mutane ke ƙara sani ina tsanar kaina yanda maganganun su ke tasiri akai na,,,inama ace inada sef istim...