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Na fito jaye da trolley dina, Anty Ameenah tana zaune akan kujera a falonta ta kalleni tana murmushi, "tun kafin yamma tayi har kin gaji damu koh Nafeesah?" na girgiza kai ina murmushi nima "haba Anty ba haka bane, karfe hudu fa tayi already kuma kinsan akwai tafiya a gaban mu" tace "haka dai kika ce. Mun gode sosai duk da haka" na fara tafiya yayin data tashi ta biyo bayana. Abbu yana tsaye a jikin motar shi Toyota yana jiran fitowar mu. Hasken ranar dake haska shi ya kara haskaka shi cikin shigar Dogon wandon jeans baki da bakar shirt, hakan ya haskaka shi ba kadan ba. Kyawun shi da cikar kamalar shi suka kara fitowa sosai, ban san cewa na shagala a kallon shi ba sai da naji Anty Ameenah ta dan zungure ni, a matukar kunyace na sadda kaina kasa. Ya Allah! Abinda Bawan nan naka yake saka ni yi!! Ya bude booth muka saka akwatina a ciki. Na bude gefen mai zaman Banza na shiga na zauna, Anty Ameenah ta leko tana min addu'ar a sauka lafiya har Abbu ya shiga shima ya tashi motar muka tafi. Tuki yake yi a nutse kuma cike da kwarewa, baka jin motsin komi a cikin motar kamar babu abu mai numfashi a ciki. Ya kunna kira'ar Sudeis cikin Suratul Maryam, na dan kwantar da kaina a jikin kujerar. A matukar takure nake ji na, it felt so awkward for me, to be hooked up with someone you so much cherish, wanda nake hangowa a matsayin mijin da zan aura, wanda da kyar nake hana kaina throwing my self to him a duk lokacin dana ganshi, yanzu da muke tafiyar nan sai nake jin wani iri a jikina, gashi duk yadda naso koda barci ne inyi abun yaci tura. Muna barin cikin gari Abbu ya ware injin mota, lokaci zuwa lokaci za a kira shi a waya ya daga da wannan damar nake samu in kare mishi kallo. Abbu is really good looking and handsome man. Wajen karfe shida muka fara shiga Kaduna, na dan sauke ajiyar zuciya a hankali ina jin kamar in bude idona in ganni a tsakiyar gidanmu. Well, it has really been a hell of a ride (-Justin Bieber). Can u believe that tunda muka shiga mota kalma daya bata hada mu dashi ba?? Suddenly naga yayi parking din motar a gefen hanya, wani dan karamin daji ne gab da za a shiga Kaduna. Inda yayi parking din motar gaban wata korama, reflection din rana da take kokarin faduwa ya fita zane a Vikings, the view was wow! Gashi wajen babu hayaniya sai ta ababen hawa dake ta wucewa a guje. Na daga idona na kalleshi cike da mamakin dalilin da yasa muka tsaya anan, idanun shi suna ga koramar dake gaban mu, he seems out of the world, ya shige duniyar tunani. Na dan yi gyaran murya tare da cewa "Abbu.., laa.... fiya muka.... tsaya??" a hankali, bai kalleni ba, haka bai yi magana ba. Sai na tsaya kawai ina son in ga abinda xai faru. Lokaci mai tsayi muna a yanayin da muke har hasken rana ya fara daukewa duhu ya fara shigowa, tsoro ya fara shiga ta. Abbu ya kira sunana a hankali kamar mai rada, "Nafeesah!!" na kalli sashen da yake tare da amsawa, shiru ya sake biyo baya na kimanin minti guda. Kamar daga sama, kamar a duniyar mafarki naji saukar maganar, "Nafeesah! Zaki Aure ni??!". Tsabar firgita da mamaki sai da kaina ya buge da glass din motar, ban damu da zafin da naji ba Abbu kawai nake kallo kamar wata sabuwar mahaukaciya ko kuma shine nake wa kallon sabon mahaukaci?? Ganin expression din dana nuna yasa ya dan kauda fuskar shi daga kallona, "Nasan baki taba tsammanin faruwar hakan ba Nafeesah, na sani. Ni kaina nayi hesitating fada miki maganar nan yafi sau dari, sai dai I couldn't anymore. Auren ki nake son yi Nafeesah da gaske, ina kuma fatan cewa zaki aminta da hakan?" ya juyo ya kalleni. Allah ne kadai yasan yanayin da nake ciki a lokacin, baki nake so in daga a lokacin in amsa mishi da YES! Da duk karfin da Allah ya bani, in gaya mishi nima burina kenan sai dai ina! Na ma manta yadda ake yin magana a dan lokacin. Wasu kyawawan mintuna biyu suka wuce a haka, wasu masallatan har an fara kiran sallar magriba. Abbu yace "look Nafeesah! M not forcing you into this kin gane? Zan baki lokaci kiyi tunani da kanki don bana so in tauye miki hakkin ki Nafeesah, idan nayi haka na cuce ki. I just..... M just tired Nafeesah. I want us to get married ASAP. Hell, idan kika amsa min yanzu m ready to marry you tomorrow Nafeesah.... Na baki lokaci ki samu time ki yanke shawara akan abinda kike gani sai dai kada ya dauki lokaci pls, sannan ina so kiyi duba da Allah da soyayyar da Iyalina suke nuna miki Nafeesah, we really need u in our lives". Da wannan ya tashi motar muka kara gaba, duk yadda naso in dawo cikin natsuwata abin yaci tura, yes! I was shocked beyond my imagination. Har yayi parking a kofar gidanmu, ina jin yana gayawa Mai gadi da yake kokarin buddy kofa ba shiga ciki zai yi ba, Mai gadin yazo ya bude saitin kofar da nake yana jera min sannu da hanya. Kamar wadda aka daddaba daga barci, sai lokacin duniyata taci gaba da juyawa da dai tsayawa tayi cak. Na zura kafana daya waje da niyar fita, Abbu ya tsayar dani ta hanyar kiran sunana. Na dakata ba tare dana juya na kalleshi ba, bani da kuzarin kallon shi, ina tsoron abinda kallon fuskar shi zai haddasa min. Nasan zan iya amsa mishi da yes a take a lokacin. Yace "please think about US carefully Nafeesah, ina fatan jin daddadan labari daga gare ki" na karasa cira daya kafar na fita daga motar. Mai gadi ya maida mishi murfin motar ya rufe, ya sungumo trolley dina ya biyo ni dashi. Da kyar nake daga kafa ta. Taimakon Allah ne kadai ya kaini cikin gida, Mommy ta fito da saurinta tana min oyoyo, gani na a haka sai data yi turus. Ta matso tana tambaya na lafiya na lau kuwa? Da kyar na iya daga baki nace mata "gajiya" tace "shine kuma kika yi zuru-xuru haka? Wuce kije kiyi sallah kici abinci sai ki kwanta" babu musu na shige dakina. Na dauro alwala nayi sallah, yadda nake jin cikina a cike nasan babu abinda zan iya ci a lokacin. Ko kayan jikina ban cire ba na haye gado tare da lashes wutar dakin. Ina jin lokacin da Mom ta leko dakin ta maida min kofar dakin ta rufe. A gajiye nake, barci nake ji, sai dai awa daya kenan da kwanciyata babu alamun barci a tattare dani. Maganganun Abbu suke replaying a cikin kwalwa ta over and over, for once in my life da naji farin ciki yana so ya saka ni kuka, sai dai shima kukan yaki zuwa. Ya Allah!! What in the world am I suppose to do??! Ranar nasan dama babu barci, ina zan iya barci dama idan har na cigaba da hango ni zaune akan gado a cikin gidan Abbu lullube da gyale???

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Da murmushi na tashi akan fuskata, rabon da inyi barci mai dadin na yau har na manta. Naje nayi brush na fito falo, babu kowa a falon dama nasan ba lallai in ga kowa ba saboda karfe goma sha daya na safe ne lokacin. Break fast na fara yi kafin na shiga dakin Mommy na gaida ta. Tace inje in shirya zata aikeni gidan Aunty Uwani, da saurina naje na watsa ruwa na shirya na fito. Turaren wuta ne da kayan labule da bed sheets ban san dai kona waye ba sai da naje can take ce min na diyar kanwar mijinta ne. Can kuryar dakinta na shige na nade akan gado ina kara tunanin makomar zancen Abbu a cikin raina, wani bangare yana shawarta ta da in kira shi a yanzu in fada mishi na amince, wani kuma yana gaya min hakan bai dace ba, wani kuma yana ce min in dan bashi lokaci dai gabadaya na rasa wanda zan dauka, a haka barci ya dauke ni saboda rashin barcin da ban samu a daren jiya ba, sai wajen karfe uku Anty Uwani ta tashe ni nayi sallah, bayan la'asar na musu sallama na wuce gida. Ina zuwa na ba mommy sakon data bani in kawo mata na wuce daki, ba a jima ba na fito muka shiga kicin da ita muka fara girki.