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Ban san lokacin dana saki wayar hannuna akan carpet din dakin ba, na jingina bayana da allon gado ina kallon wayar kamar wadda aka turo mata da ranar mutuwar ta, hoton Muneer ne shi da wata tsaleliyar yarinya ya dora a shafin shi na instagram, a kasan hoton naga yasa *Finally Engaged Alhamdulillah..., getting married in the next 6 months!*. Ban taba sanin cewa numfashin mutum ya kan dauke, zuciyar mutum ta daina bugawa ba alhalin mutum na raye sai a lokacin, lokacin da nayi kokarin warto numfashi na sai gani a tsakiyar carpet din dakin dafe da kirjina, Zufa ta shiga keto min ta ko'ina, jikina rawa yake yi kamar mazari. Allah kadai Yasan iya adadin lokutan dana kwashe cikin wannan hali. Kamar wadda aka zungura nayi zumbur na tashi tare da daukar wayata, ban damu da cewa lokacin karfe sha daya da rabi bane, abinda na sani kawai shine ina so inji daga bakin Muneer, cewa da gaske aure zai yi, wata zai aura ba ni ba. Na kalli Hafsy da take barcinta cikin natsuwa bana so in katse mata barcinta saboda nasan a yadda nake ji na ba zan taba yin kasa da muryata ba, ji nake kamar in bude baki inyi ta kwarara ihu har sai mutanen Duniya sun ji halin da nake ciki. Falo na fita, wutar falon a kashe take duk da haka akwai haske wanda kwayayen waje suka samar. Number Muneer na danna, take ta shiga ta fara kara. Kai kawo nake a tsakiyar falon na kasa zaune na kasa tsaye har tayi karan ta gama bai dauka ba, na sake danna mishi wani kiran, sai dana jera mishi missed calls takwas ina kirgawa ban kuma yi niyar dainawa ba, nayi imani a lokacin idan zai kwana bai daga kiran ba nima haka zan kwana ina kiran shi ba tare da gajiyawa ba. Ana tara ne ya daga cikin muryar barci, "hello Nafeesah lafiya??" sai na ma rasa abinda zan ce mishi, wani irin kuka yake shirin kufce min na datse hakorana ina maida shi ta karfi, Muneer bai kai wannan matsayin ba kuma, kuka akan namiji? Har abada! Ya sake cewa "Nafeesah, are you ok??" cikin gritted teeth nace "Muneer, you evil bastard!!" shiru ya biyo baya da alamun he was in shock, I couldn't suppressed my anger shi yasa, "what?! Excuse me??!" ya fada shockingly, cikin rawar murya mai cike da bacin rai nace "You betrayed me Muneer!! Kayi wasa da zuciyata ka maida ni sakara, abinda ka mun ka kyauta kenan? Kana ganin hakan dacewa ne?" yace "me kike fada ne haka Nafeesah? Me na miki? Ta yaya na yaudare ki??" cikin karaji nace "kasan ina son ka Muneer!! You know it all along amma what? Aure?? Baka yi tunanin halin da zan shiga ba?" yace "I never Loved you Nafeesah!! Saboda kawai kina so na sai kiyi tunanin zan tauye kaina da rayuwata saboda ke? Why would I?? I mean ban taba cewa ina sonki ba, in fact, ban taba nuna signs na so a gare ki ba ko na taba?" kai na nake girgizawa cikin tsananin bacin rai da bakin ciki, ni Namiji yake gayawa baya so na da Babbar murya!! Muryata ta fara rawa, nace "ka cuce ni Muneer! Kaki ka so ni ka hana ni inso wadanda ke so na, you are one big devilish bastard on earth!" yace "enough Nafeesah! I've heard enough please, bani nace ki so ni ba, ban taba rokon ki akan ki so ni ba don haka you have no right da zaki saka ni a gaba cikin daren nan kina zagina da tuhumata akan laifin da ban sani ba kin gane?" na gyada kaina a hankali kamar wadda take gaban shi, nace "you are right Muneer!! You are right!! Laifina ne, ni naki yarda inji maganar mutane da kashedin da suke min, duk a tunanina kana so na ashe yaudarar kaina kawai nake yi..... Sai da safe kawai, sai dai I'm not sorry about waking u up, ina maka fatan uncomfortable sleep through out the night!!" na kashe wayata gaba daya. Zubewa nayi a kasan falon saboda yadda kafafuna suka yi sanyi, zuciyana kuna take yi kamar wadda ake soyawa. Duk yadda naso akan in daure kukan da yake tuko ni kasawa nayi, gani nayi idan ban yi kukan ba zuciyata zata iya fasa kirjina ta fito. Kuka na fashe dashi sosai kuma da karfi, a wannan lokacin ban damu ba wai Don mutane sun san cewa ina kuka saboda Namiji yayi dumping dina. Sai da nayi kuka na mai isa ta sannan na tashi ina hardewa da layi na shiga dakina, a dakin ma wani sabon kukan na dasa. Bakin cikin dake raina was incomparable da ko wani irin halin bakin ciki dana taba shiga a rayuwata, wallahi ko a cikin mafarki ban taba zaton cewa ni Nafeesah za a samu wani namiji a duniyar nan da zai daga baki yace baya so na ba sai gashi wanda na kwashe shekara curr cikin son shi da mafarkin kasancewar shi uban yaya a gare ni ya daga baki ya fadi kalma mafi munin saurare a gare ni, Lallai Duniya mai cike da abubuwan mamaki. Sai gabannin Asubahi barci ya suraro ya sace ni ina xaune a kasa na jingina kaina da jikina da gado.

*♡Jeedderh♡*
[11/28, 21:34] 💖💖💖💖💖: *NI DA ABOKIN BABA NA....!*

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_'Some nights I can hear you., Screaming on the phone over something that he did....., And I wonder what can I do to make you throw him out so you can let me in.....!'_
A song by *Shayne Ward* Titled *'Melt the Snow'*. I hope you will enjoy listening to it.