Sashe 59
Auren Kwangila Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
Saurin russunawa tayi ta gaisheshi bako kalletaba yafice yanufi hanyar parking space yana danna dan botton din dake maqale a key din hannunshi motar tayi tsuwa.
Yaje ya bude motar yashiga ya tada yafice daga gidan.
A parking space din gidan ya tadda baby zata tafi makaranta.
Jira tayi yayi parking yafito sannan ta gaisheshi ya amsa ba yabo ba fallasa yawuce.
Binshi tayi da kallo cikeda fargabar ko sun rabun da saudart din, jitake kamar takoma ciki tajiyo amma saita haqura kawai tashiga bayan motar driver ya tada suka fice.
Ya dade zaune a falon saidai babu ummy babu alamunta dukda ya aika wata yar aiki ta sanar daita zuwanshi.
Ganin zaman yafara isarshi yasashi tashi yanufi saman.
A kofar dakin ya tsaya yafara knocking ahankali.
Shiru... hakan yasa yasake knocking nanma shiru.
Saida takusan minti daya yana knocking sannan yaji muryarta a kausashe tana tambayar waye? Bayan yasan tasan ko waye don tasan kalan knocking dinshi.
Ajiyar zuciya yayi sannan yabude baki ahankali yace
"Nine ummy" yanajin wani banbarakwai don besaba ba.
"Kaine wa?" Tasake tambaya in the same husky tone.
Shafa kanshi yayi ahankali yana murmushi, lallai ummy kenan bata gane muryarshi ba take nufi.
"Ummy Danki ne Ashraf"
Tsaki yaji taja
"Ehen lfy?"
"Lfy lau ummy"
"To ya akayi?"
Shiru yadanyi yana kallon kofar da mammaki
"Bakomai ummy" yafada a sanyaye.
Shiru ya ratsa hakan yasashi cewa
"I want to see you ummy, please ki bude"
"Kazo da takadar?"
Gabanshi ne yafadi hakan yasashi yin shiru yana kallon ruffafiyar kofar.
"A'a" yafada ahankali
"Then leave my door karka sake dawowa saida takadar kaji nagayamaka"
"Ummy..."
"Leave!!" Tayi mashi tsawa daga ciki.
Babu yadda ya iya hakan ya juya jiki a sa6ule yabar kofar yasauko qasa yana jinshi wani iri.
Komawa yayi ya zauna inda ya tashi ya zubama hanyar stairs din ido yana kallo.
Ya dade ahakan amma babu alamun saukowar ummy.
Sosai yakejin ba dadi har cikin zuciyarshi.
Yasan yanada laifi amma saka sharri da sharri ai ba haramun bane.
Kuskurenshi daya shine sako wanda bata jiba bata ganiba a abun.
And now gashi abun ya rufta dashi, shi be cika burinshi na daukar fansaba, gashi allah ya jarabceshi da mugun sonta bayan mugun tsanar dayasan tayimashi ga kuma ummy na fushi dashi.
Tunawa yayi da abinda suzy tayimashi, koyaya saudart zataji idan tasan qazafin da akayi mata?
Sai jiyai be kyauta ba, na farko ya tilasta mata aurenshi ga wulaqanci da cin mutunci dayaita mata kala and to top it all ga mummunan qazafin zina da akayimata duk don ta dalilin shi.
Daga kai yayi ya kalli agogon dake manne a bangon falon yaga har shabiyun hantsi ta wuce.
Tashi yayi yagyara zaman t-shirt din jikinshi yaqara kallon hanyar stairs sannan yanufi hanyar kofar fita.
Motarshi yabude yafada ciki sannan yarufe ya tada ta fita daga gidan.
Tuqi yake in a normal speed har yazo ya parka bakin kofar gidansu.
Tsayawa yayi yana karewa kofar gidan kallo yanajin wani iri a zuciyarshi.
Ya dade ahakan sannan dakyar ya bude murfin kofar yaziro kafarshi wajen ahankali kingin gangan jikin suka fito ya maida kofar ya rufe yana qarewa gidan kallo.
Ahankali ya zagayo yana zube hannunshi cikin aljihu harya qaraso bakin gate din sannan yasa hannu yana bubbugawa ahankali.
Saida yayi bugu uku sannan yaji motsi daga ciki haka yasa yadanja baya yana kallon kofar.
Qaramar kofar gate din aka bude sannan fuskar buzun ta bayyana.
Tsayawa yayi yana qaremashi kallo shima ashraf hakan take awajenshi.
"Lfy?" Inji buzun yana dan leqen motar bayan ashraf
"Lfy lau, barka"
"Barka dai" buzun ya amsa.
Dan sa hannu ashraf yayi yana dan sosa kai
"Erm s..Saudart nanan?"
Qara qaremashi kallo yayi wanda har hakan yafara kule ashraf.
"A'a tafita, lfy?"
"Lfy" ashraf ya amsa sannan yajuya yanufi motarshi yana jan guntun tsaki.
Binshi buzun yayi da kallo harya bude yashiga ya tada yatafi sannan ya ta6e baki ya maida kofar ya rufe.
Tuqi yake amma yarasa inda kuma zai nufa, anya ma buzun nan gaskiya ya fadamashin batanan din? To mema ya hanashi tsayawa confirming?
Tsaki yasake ja, he can't believe yau yaje kofar gidan babban maqiyinshi haryasa hannu yayi knocking din kofarshi.
Karya corner yayi ya dauki hanyar bakery dinta yana addu'ar allah yasa tanacan.
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
Zaune take kan kujerar office dinta hannunta riqeda pen jujjuyashi take a paper.
Haka kawai taji yau tana sha'awar zuwa bakery din, tagaji da zaman kadaici da yawan tunani shiyasa ta yanke shawarar zuwa bakery din ko zata samu sauqi amma tunda tazo bata iya komaiba sai zaunen datayi tana jujjuya pen tana karanta wasikar jaki.
Yau ne wa'adin data dibarma sadeeq yacika, amma babu alamun nasara.
Yanzu ya zatayi? Tasan ko giyar wake tasha bazata iya kai case dinnan court ba don kamar ta kwancema kanta zane a kasuwa ne.
Bakowa takejiba sai mamy, koya ta tuna daita saitaji zuciyarta tayi rawa saboda fargaba.
Sosai take cikin damuwa dukda tana qoqarin dannewa ko don daddy daya fita shiga damuwa yake kuma blaming din kanshi a koda yaushe.
Knocking akayi a kofarta hakan yasa ta saki nannauyan ajiyar zuciya takoma ta jingina da kujerar.
"Yes? Come in"
Ahankali aka turo qofar aka shigo.
Maryam ce sanye da apron fari hannunta riqeda da littafi da pen.
"Unhun?" Inji saudart tana lumshe idanu.
"Ma'am kinyi baqo"
Tsaki tadanja, itafa bata cikin mood din ganawa da baqi
"Ok su shigo but please duk wanda tasake zuwa ace banzoba ok?" Tafada tana dan dafe kai.
"Ok ma'am" tafada tana fita daga office din.
Jimm kadan aka sake bubbugo kofar.
Tsaki tadanja
"Come in"
Maryam ce tasake shigowa da mutum biye a bayanta.
Saida mutumin yashigo sannan tajuya tafita.
Dagowa tayi daga rubutun datafara kafin su shigo tadan kalleshi ta maida idonta kan littafin tana cewa
"You are welc..." cak maganarta ta tsaya da wani abu yazo mata a brain.
Saurin dagowa tasakeyi cikin rashin gasgata da mammaki bayyananne.
Dumm.. gabanta ya yanke yafadi ganin shi dinne jingine da kofa ya harde hannunshi ya zubamata piercing eyes...✍
Ummin fasihu ce🧚🏻♀️
👰🏻🤵🏻AUREN KWANGILA👰🏻🤵🏻
(Contract marriage)
Allah ka qaramana zaman lfy a qasarmu🤲
Allah ka ji6anci lamuranmu, karka barmu da kanmu🤲
Story written by Ashaanty love💖
(Ummin fasihu)
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Mutuwar zaune tayi tana kallonshi idanunta adan ware alamun mammaki qarara a fuskarta.
Binshi tayi da kallo daga sama har qasa.
Sanye yake cikin qananun kaya, tsadadden jeans trouser da top ash mai quntun hannu wanda ya tsaya daidai damtsenshi sai hular da rigar kedashi daya saketa baya, sosai packs dinshi suka bayyana tacikin rigan kasancewar rigar tadan kamashi.
Yar sumar kanshi a kwance luff sai qyalli take, sosai yaqara mata kwarjini da haiba
Shima a 6angarenshi kallonta yake yana jin wani irin shauqin dabe ta6a jiba na dibarshi yayinda qaunarta ke qara hauhawa acikin birnin zuciyarshi.
Jiyake kamar ya saceta ya gudu don kwana biyun nan dayai beganta ba gani yake an chanzata.
Sanye take cikin baqar Arabian gown datasha stones agaba kanta yane da gyalen rigar, fuskarta daukeda simple makeup daya qara fiddo ainahin natural beauty dinta.
Ita tafara janye idanunta akanshi tana blushing sanadin tunawa da abinda yafaru tsakaninsu a haduwarsu ta qarshe.
Nan take ranta yaqara dagulewa, ranta na 6aci.
Maida hankalinta tayi ga rubutun datake wanda ayanzu batamasan me take rubutawa ba.
Dagowa yayi daga jinginar dayayi da kofar yana kallon yadda taqara tamke fuska tana cigaba da rubutunta.
Takowa yayi ahankali cikin usual takunshi na qasaita harya qaraso gaban table dinta.
"May I?" Yafada yana kama kan kujerar dake facing din table dinta.
Bata dagoba haka zalika bata ansaba amma hankalinta kacokan na kanshi tana sauraron duk wani motsi nashi.
Murmushi yasaki sannan yaja kujerar baya ya zauna ya jingina daita hannayenshi harde a faffadan qirjinshi yana zubamata idanunshi masu mugun takurata.
Jinta tayi duk atakure don sosai idanunshi ke piercing har cikin zuciyarta don har rawa rawa hannunta datake rubutunda ma bata san nami takeba keyi amma haka ta daure taqi dagowa dukda tanajin yawon idanunshi a fuskarta.
Binta fuskarta yake da kallo yana inspecting every part of the face, jiyake kamar yau yafara ganinta.
Baya tunanin yata6a ganin macen data kaita komai.
She's just too perfect, damn perfect.
Jin kallon nason yin yawa yasata dagowa at last ta kalleshi.
Sarqewa idanunsu yayi waje guda wanda saida hakan ya haifarmata faduwar gaba sai tayi saurin janye idanun nata gefe tana tsuke fuska.
"Yes? How may i help you Mr?" Tafada in a harsh voice.
Murmushi yayi mai sauti wanda hakan yasata kalloshi takuma kauda kai.
"Good Afternoon ma'am" yafada in a cool voice yana kafeta da idanu.
Wani banbarakwai taji wanda hakan yasa tasake dagowa ta kalleshi.
Yau ita A.A ke gaisarwa? Harda wani *ma'am*?
Hmm wani sabon salon wulaqancine da izgilanci halan? Anyway koma mezaiyi ko zece bazai dameta ba itadai burinta ta rabu da alaqaqai daganan yaje ya rungumi transformer for all she care.
"Yes? Get straight to the point, as you can see am busy" tafada avoiding his gaze.
Guntun murmushin nan na gefen baki yayi.
Bata chanza ba, she's still the proud cute princess, the angry bird.
"Am sorry" ya furta ahankali.
Dagowa tayi ta kalleshi again cikin mammaki.
Wait kodai a make yake? Tambayar datayima kanta kenan.
"Am so sorry...very sorry" yasake fada wanda kallo daya zaka mashi kasan har cikin zuciyarshi yake fadin haka.
Shiru tayi tana kallonshi batareda ta iya cewa komaiba tana wondering acikin zuciyarta anya A.A data sanine wannan? The proud rude A.A?
Ganin yadda ta kafeshi da idanu yasa yayi dan murmushi wanda yaqara mashi kyau sosai
Ya miqa hannu ahankali ya amshi pen din hannunta yajawo file din gabanta yana dubawa.
Galala tabishi da kallo kamar wata doluwa tana kallon the amaziest thing she've ever saw.
Juya file din yayi baya inda ke blank babu rubutun komai akai ya dora pen asama yanadan cije qasan le6enshi.
"Am sorry.. for everything" yafada yana kanshi aqasa yana rubutu itakau saudart ta maidashi t.v ko kyaftawa batayi.
"For coming into your peaceful life... for not releasing how worthful you are... for the harrasment and tough time i made you went through... for everything.
Yaje ya bude motar yashiga ya tada yafice daga gidan.
A parking space din gidan ya tadda baby zata tafi makaranta.
Jira tayi yayi parking yafito sannan ta gaisheshi ya amsa ba yabo ba fallasa yawuce.
Binshi tayi da kallo cikeda fargabar ko sun rabun da saudart din, jitake kamar takoma ciki tajiyo amma saita haqura kawai tashiga bayan motar driver ya tada suka fice.
Ya dade zaune a falon saidai babu ummy babu alamunta dukda ya aika wata yar aiki ta sanar daita zuwanshi.
Ganin zaman yafara isarshi yasashi tashi yanufi saman.
A kofar dakin ya tsaya yafara knocking ahankali.
Shiru... hakan yasa yasake knocking nanma shiru.
Saida takusan minti daya yana knocking sannan yaji muryarta a kausashe tana tambayar waye? Bayan yasan tasan ko waye don tasan kalan knocking dinshi.
Ajiyar zuciya yayi sannan yabude baki ahankali yace
"Nine ummy" yanajin wani banbarakwai don besaba ba.
"Kaine wa?" Tasake tambaya in the same husky tone.
Shafa kanshi yayi ahankali yana murmushi, lallai ummy kenan bata gane muryarshi ba take nufi.
"Ummy Danki ne Ashraf"
Tsaki yaji taja
"Ehen lfy?"
"Lfy lau ummy"
"To ya akayi?"
Shiru yadanyi yana kallon kofar da mammaki
"Bakomai ummy" yafada a sanyaye.
Shiru ya ratsa hakan yasashi cewa
"I want to see you ummy, please ki bude"
"Kazo da takadar?"
Gabanshi ne yafadi hakan yasashi yin shiru yana kallon ruffafiyar kofar.
"A'a" yafada ahankali
"Then leave my door karka sake dawowa saida takadar kaji nagayamaka"
"Ummy..."
"Leave!!" Tayi mashi tsawa daga ciki.
Babu yadda ya iya hakan ya juya jiki a sa6ule yabar kofar yasauko qasa yana jinshi wani iri.
Komawa yayi ya zauna inda ya tashi ya zubama hanyar stairs din ido yana kallo.
Ya dade ahakan amma babu alamun saukowar ummy.
Sosai yakejin ba dadi har cikin zuciyarshi.
Yasan yanada laifi amma saka sharri da sharri ai ba haramun bane.
Kuskurenshi daya shine sako wanda bata jiba bata ganiba a abun.
And now gashi abun ya rufta dashi, shi be cika burinshi na daukar fansaba, gashi allah ya jarabceshi da mugun sonta bayan mugun tsanar dayasan tayimashi ga kuma ummy na fushi dashi.
Tunawa yayi da abinda suzy tayimashi, koyaya saudart zataji idan tasan qazafin da akayi mata?
Sai jiyai be kyauta ba, na farko ya tilasta mata aurenshi ga wulaqanci da cin mutunci dayaita mata kala and to top it all ga mummunan qazafin zina da akayimata duk don ta dalilin shi.
Daga kai yayi ya kalli agogon dake manne a bangon falon yaga har shabiyun hantsi ta wuce.
Tashi yayi yagyara zaman t-shirt din jikinshi yaqara kallon hanyar stairs sannan yanufi hanyar kofar fita.
Motarshi yabude yafada ciki sannan yarufe ya tada ta fita daga gidan.
Tuqi yake in a normal speed har yazo ya parka bakin kofar gidansu.
Tsayawa yayi yana karewa kofar gidan kallo yanajin wani iri a zuciyarshi.
Ya dade ahakan sannan dakyar ya bude murfin kofar yaziro kafarshi wajen ahankali kingin gangan jikin suka fito ya maida kofar ya rufe yana qarewa gidan kallo.
Ahankali ya zagayo yana zube hannunshi cikin aljihu harya qaraso bakin gate din sannan yasa hannu yana bubbugawa ahankali.
Saida yayi bugu uku sannan yaji motsi daga ciki haka yasa yadanja baya yana kallon kofar.
Qaramar kofar gate din aka bude sannan fuskar buzun ta bayyana.
Tsayawa yayi yana qaremashi kallo shima ashraf hakan take awajenshi.
"Lfy?" Inji buzun yana dan leqen motar bayan ashraf
"Lfy lau, barka"
"Barka dai" buzun ya amsa.
Dan sa hannu ashraf yayi yana dan sosa kai
"Erm s..Saudart nanan?"
Qara qaremashi kallo yayi wanda har hakan yafara kule ashraf.
"A'a tafita, lfy?"
"Lfy" ashraf ya amsa sannan yajuya yanufi motarshi yana jan guntun tsaki.
Binshi buzun yayi da kallo harya bude yashiga ya tada yatafi sannan ya ta6e baki ya maida kofar ya rufe.
Tuqi yake amma yarasa inda kuma zai nufa, anya ma buzun nan gaskiya ya fadamashin batanan din? To mema ya hanashi tsayawa confirming?
Tsaki yasake ja, he can't believe yau yaje kofar gidan babban maqiyinshi haryasa hannu yayi knocking din kofarshi.
Karya corner yayi ya dauki hanyar bakery dinta yana addu'ar allah yasa tanacan.
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
Zaune take kan kujerar office dinta hannunta riqeda pen jujjuyashi take a paper.
Haka kawai taji yau tana sha'awar zuwa bakery din, tagaji da zaman kadaici da yawan tunani shiyasa ta yanke shawarar zuwa bakery din ko zata samu sauqi amma tunda tazo bata iya komaiba sai zaunen datayi tana jujjuya pen tana karanta wasikar jaki.
Yau ne wa'adin data dibarma sadeeq yacika, amma babu alamun nasara.
Yanzu ya zatayi? Tasan ko giyar wake tasha bazata iya kai case dinnan court ba don kamar ta kwancema kanta zane a kasuwa ne.
Bakowa takejiba sai mamy, koya ta tuna daita saitaji zuciyarta tayi rawa saboda fargaba.
Sosai take cikin damuwa dukda tana qoqarin dannewa ko don daddy daya fita shiga damuwa yake kuma blaming din kanshi a koda yaushe.
Knocking akayi a kofarta hakan yasa ta saki nannauyan ajiyar zuciya takoma ta jingina da kujerar.
"Yes? Come in"
Ahankali aka turo qofar aka shigo.
Maryam ce sanye da apron fari hannunta riqeda da littafi da pen.
"Unhun?" Inji saudart tana lumshe idanu.
"Ma'am kinyi baqo"
Tsaki tadanja, itafa bata cikin mood din ganawa da baqi
"Ok su shigo but please duk wanda tasake zuwa ace banzoba ok?" Tafada tana dan dafe kai.
"Ok ma'am" tafada tana fita daga office din.
Jimm kadan aka sake bubbugo kofar.
Tsaki tadanja
"Come in"
Maryam ce tasake shigowa da mutum biye a bayanta.
Saida mutumin yashigo sannan tajuya tafita.
Dagowa tayi daga rubutun datafara kafin su shigo tadan kalleshi ta maida idonta kan littafin tana cewa
"You are welc..." cak maganarta ta tsaya da wani abu yazo mata a brain.
Saurin dagowa tasakeyi cikin rashin gasgata da mammaki bayyananne.
Dumm.. gabanta ya yanke yafadi ganin shi dinne jingine da kofa ya harde hannunshi ya zubamata piercing eyes...✍
Ummin fasihu ce🧚🏻♀️
👰🏻🤵🏻AUREN KWANGILA👰🏻🤵🏻
(Contract marriage)
Allah ka qaramana zaman lfy a qasarmu🤲
Allah ka ji6anci lamuranmu, karka barmu da kanmu🤲
Story written by Ashaanty love💖
(Ummin fasihu)
068
Mutuwar zaune tayi tana kallonshi idanunta adan ware alamun mammaki qarara a fuskarta.
Binshi tayi da kallo daga sama har qasa.
Sanye yake cikin qananun kaya, tsadadden jeans trouser da top ash mai quntun hannu wanda ya tsaya daidai damtsenshi sai hular da rigar kedashi daya saketa baya, sosai packs dinshi suka bayyana tacikin rigan kasancewar rigar tadan kamashi.
Yar sumar kanshi a kwance luff sai qyalli take, sosai yaqara mata kwarjini da haiba
Shima a 6angarenshi kallonta yake yana jin wani irin shauqin dabe ta6a jiba na dibarshi yayinda qaunarta ke qara hauhawa acikin birnin zuciyarshi.
Jiyake kamar ya saceta ya gudu don kwana biyun nan dayai beganta ba gani yake an chanzata.
Sanye take cikin baqar Arabian gown datasha stones agaba kanta yane da gyalen rigar, fuskarta daukeda simple makeup daya qara fiddo ainahin natural beauty dinta.
Ita tafara janye idanunta akanshi tana blushing sanadin tunawa da abinda yafaru tsakaninsu a haduwarsu ta qarshe.
Nan take ranta yaqara dagulewa, ranta na 6aci.
Maida hankalinta tayi ga rubutun datake wanda ayanzu batamasan me take rubutawa ba.
Dagowa yayi daga jinginar dayayi da kofar yana kallon yadda taqara tamke fuska tana cigaba da rubutunta.
Takowa yayi ahankali cikin usual takunshi na qasaita harya qaraso gaban table dinta.
"May I?" Yafada yana kama kan kujerar dake facing din table dinta.
Bata dagoba haka zalika bata ansaba amma hankalinta kacokan na kanshi tana sauraron duk wani motsi nashi.
Murmushi yasaki sannan yaja kujerar baya ya zauna ya jingina daita hannayenshi harde a faffadan qirjinshi yana zubamata idanunshi masu mugun takurata.
Jinta tayi duk atakure don sosai idanunshi ke piercing har cikin zuciyarta don har rawa rawa hannunta datake rubutunda ma bata san nami takeba keyi amma haka ta daure taqi dagowa dukda tanajin yawon idanunshi a fuskarta.
Binta fuskarta yake da kallo yana inspecting every part of the face, jiyake kamar yau yafara ganinta.
Baya tunanin yata6a ganin macen data kaita komai.
She's just too perfect, damn perfect.
Jin kallon nason yin yawa yasata dagowa at last ta kalleshi.
Sarqewa idanunsu yayi waje guda wanda saida hakan ya haifarmata faduwar gaba sai tayi saurin janye idanun nata gefe tana tsuke fuska.
"Yes? How may i help you Mr?" Tafada in a harsh voice.
Murmushi yayi mai sauti wanda hakan yasata kalloshi takuma kauda kai.
"Good Afternoon ma'am" yafada in a cool voice yana kafeta da idanu.
Wani banbarakwai taji wanda hakan yasa tasake dagowa ta kalleshi.
Yau ita A.A ke gaisarwa? Harda wani *ma'am*?
Hmm wani sabon salon wulaqancine da izgilanci halan? Anyway koma mezaiyi ko zece bazai dameta ba itadai burinta ta rabu da alaqaqai daganan yaje ya rungumi transformer for all she care.
"Yes? Get straight to the point, as you can see am busy" tafada avoiding his gaze.
Guntun murmushin nan na gefen baki yayi.
Bata chanza ba, she's still the proud cute princess, the angry bird.
"Am sorry" ya furta ahankali.
Dagowa tayi ta kalleshi again cikin mammaki.
Wait kodai a make yake? Tambayar datayima kanta kenan.
"Am so sorry...very sorry" yasake fada wanda kallo daya zaka mashi kasan har cikin zuciyarshi yake fadin haka.
Shiru tayi tana kallonshi batareda ta iya cewa komaiba tana wondering acikin zuciyarta anya A.A data sanine wannan? The proud rude A.A?
Ganin yadda ta kafeshi da idanu yasa yayi dan murmushi wanda yaqara mashi kyau sosai
Ya miqa hannu ahankali ya amshi pen din hannunta yajawo file din gabanta yana dubawa.
Galala tabishi da kallo kamar wata doluwa tana kallon the amaziest thing she've ever saw.
Juya file din yayi baya inda ke blank babu rubutun komai akai ya dora pen asama yanadan cije qasan le6enshi.
"Am sorry.. for everything" yafada yana kanshi aqasa yana rubutu itakau saudart ta maidashi t.v ko kyaftawa batayi.
"For coming into your peaceful life... for not releasing how worthful you are... for the harrasment and tough time i made you went through... for everything.