Sashe 40
Rawanin Zalinci Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
Already baban Zainab yasan za'ayi hakan, fin haka ma ya yi tsammani, dan yasan ta tsani kishiya, bata son maganar, yanzu shi yana cikin wani hali, duk ta in da ya je babu sauki, maman Zainab ta yi fushi, mahaifiyarsa ma ta fusata, kota ina babu daɗi, duk sai ya ji ba zai iya komawa kasuwar bama, haka zali ka ba zai iya tunkarar Maman Zainab a yanzu ba, zai barta ne sai ta huce kaɗan, yanzu ko ya tunkarata ba zata saurare shi ba, ba kuma zai sami abin da yake so ba, idan ba sa'a bama sai su yi faɗa sosai a tsakaninsu, shi mai ilimi ne, yasan idan ran mace ya ɓaci to kada ka tunkareta a lokacin, dan zaku yi ɓarattciya ne kawai, saboda a lokacin kome zaka gaya mata ba zata fahimta ba, idan ka samu ta saurareka ma kenan, zuciyar mace karama ce, kuma a kusa zuciyar take, idan ranta ya ɓaci babu abin da ba zata iya aikatawa ba, sai dai daga baya ta yi dana sani.......(Kamar aljanu haka muke idan ranmu ya ɓaci😅😅😅 mun san komai 🥱)
Dan haka sai ya koma ya kishingiɗa a saman kujerar yana tunanin rayuwa, kansa sai wani irin sara mashi take yi tamkar zata fashe gida biyu, har wani irin jiri yake gani, idanuwansa duk sun yi jajir saboda ɓacin rai, ya rasa me yake yi mashi daɗi a duniyar nan, bugu da ƙari ga auren Khadija and Haidar, sannan ga shi mamarsa ta ce nan da wata ɗaya da ita da amarya zasu koma sabon gidansa in da ya ci burin ya rayu da maman Zainab rayuwa mai daɗi, dan ta juri akwai da babunsa, ta zauna da shi tun yana talaka bai da komai, kai akwai lokacin da ita ma take ciyar da shi, harta maman Haidar ta ciyar, amma saboda rashin godiyar Allah shi ne suka saka mata ta wannan hanyar, abin sam babu daɗi, ya so ya aurar da Khadija da Zainab ga nagartattun maza da suka san ciwon kansu, sai ya zauna daga shi sai mamansu a sabon gidansu su sake more amarcinsu a karo na biyu babu kowa, babu wanda zai damesu, suyi rayuwar farinciki, ya saka mata da abin alkharin da ta yi mashi a baya, amma duk mamarsa ta rusa komai, ina shi ina soyayya mamarsa tana gidan fisabilillahi? Ai babu wannan zance!.
A haka su Khadija suka dawo daga school a tare da Sadiq da ya je ya É—auko su suka sami baban nasu.
Hajiya Zainab sarkin raki tun daga harabar gidan take kiran sunan maman tata, sai kace wata tsohuwar makauniya, sai kwala kira take yi, sai da Khadija ta ce.
"Ni kam ke kam Zainab yaushe zaki yi hankali ne? Wai ba cikin É—akin zamu shiga bane? Ki bari mu shiga mana sai ki gaya mata duk abin da zaki faÉ—a mata, amma kin wani tsaya daga tsakar gida kamar wata makauniyar da sandar dogarawarta ta É“ata kina kiran neman taimako?".
Turo bakin nan tayi kamar biro, sannan ta wuce izuwa cikin parlourn fuuuu kamar wata kumfa a saman ruwan teku, Khadija ta cika shisshigi a cewarta.
Tana shiga da ta ga babanta a kwance a saman kujera bata san time ɗin da ta saki school bag ɗin nata ya faɗi ƙasa ta ƙariso wajensa da gudu, kamar wata under 10 years tana ambatar sunansa.
"Baba, baba ya aka yi yau ka dawo da rana? Da muka tambayi kawu Sadiq ina kake ya ce mana kana kasuwa fa, ashe kana gida".
Khadijah tana ƙoƙarin cire takalmar makarantar tata a wajen ajiye takalmarsu ta tsinkayo muryar Zainab tana faɗin baba, baba, ai a ɗari ta yi maza ta ƙarisa cire takalmar ita ma ta faɗo cikin parlourn, bayin Allah suna matuƙar kaunar baban nasu sosai, dan uba ne na gari shi ɗin, yasan ciwon kansa dana iyalansa, yana koyi da fiyayyen halitta sosai da sosai.
Jin muryar Zeezeensa yasa ya buÉ—e idanuwansa da suke jajir da su kamar wuta.
ÆŠan zaro idanu Zainab ta yi kafin ta ce. "Baba baka da lafiya ne?".
"Kai'na ne yake mun ciwo Zeezeena, shi ne yasa kika ga na dawo kasuwa da wuri, jeki ki cire uniform kuyi wanka kuzo mu ci abinci a tare, yau a gida ma zan ci abincin rana".
Da yake har yanzu yarinta sosai yana a kanta, sai ta miƙe cike da murna yau zasu zauna da babansu da rana su ci abinci, ɗakinsu ta nufa tana yi mashi addu'ar Allah ya sawwaƙa mashi ciwon kan nasa.
Khadijah dake a tsaye a bakin kofar shigowa tana kallonsu ne ta ƙariso cikin parlourn, a ƙasa saman carpet ta zauna kusa da baban nata, gaisuwa ta fara ɗaga mashi cikin nutsuwa kafin ta ɗaura da cewa.
"Baba ka dai'na sakawa ranka damuwa, zai iya taɓa lafiyarka, ni nasan kana damuwa ne a kan ni da yaya Haidar, to na yi maka alkawari zan zauna da shi kuma na yi hakuri, amma sai ka dai'na damuwa ka ji?".
Khadijah ba dai hankali ba, akwai shi kam, ga nutsuwa, bata shiga harkar kowa, kawar da kai da kawaici duk ta haÉ—a.
Miƙewa zaune ya yi, cikin sanyin murya ya fara saka mata albarka kafin shi ma ya ɗaura da cewa.
"Mamana ba zaki auri Haidar ba In Sha Allah, saboda ba shi ne irin mijin da Manzon Allah Sallallahu alaihi Wasallama ya ce mu zaɓawa ƴaƴanmu ba, dan haka ni ba zan aura maki shi ba, ina jiran ne kawai ki rubuta Exams naki ki gama sai na san abin yi, dan haka ki kwantar da hankalinki ki rubuta Exams kuma ki ciyo mun first class kamar yadda kika saba kin ji ko?".
Haƙiƙa ya gaya mata hakan ne kawai domin ta nutsu ta rubuta Exams nata na karshe a secondary school da kyau, tabbas bashi da mafita a kan aurenta da Haidar, amma kuma baya taɓa sarewa wajen cewa ba zai aura mata shi ɗin ba, a kullum yana da kwarin gwiwar cewa Allah zai kawo mashi mafita ya kawo sanadiyar hana auren, amma for now dai bashi da wata hanya ko wata zaɓi, kawai gaya mata yake yi ba zata aure shi ɗin ba dan hankalinta ya kwanta.
"To baba ta ya za'ayi na dai'na damuwa na kwantar da hankalina bayan kai da kanka da kake cewa na dai'na damuwar kana cikin damuwa? Ni nasan yanzu haka damuwar ce ta ja maka wannan ciwon kai da har ka dawo gida da ranar nan bayan baka saba dawowa da rana ba, hankalina ba zai taɓa kwanciya ba matuƙar iyayena suna a cikin damuwa".
Tana magana idanuwanta a cike tab da kwallah.
"Mamana kada ki damu, muma daga ni har mamarki mun dai'na damuwa a yanzu, kema ki kwantar da hankalinki, yanzu dai jeki ki cire uniform ki yi wanka kuzo muci abinci a tare, na yi maki alkawarin ba zaki sake ganin damuwa a saman fuskata ba kin ji ko?".
Jinjina kai ta yi tana mai ƙoƙarin goge hawayen da suka cika mata idanun.
"Baba kafin na cire uniform É—in bari na sayo maka maganin ciwon kai É—in, idan mun ci abinci sai ka sha ka kwanta ka yi barci zuwa la'asar zaka ji sauki ko?".
Kamar zai ce mata ta bari, sai kuma ya tuna Khadija ba kamar Zainab take ba, Zainab ne zai cewa ta bar abu ba zata tambaye shi dalili ba zata bari, ita kuwa Khadija yanzu idan ya ce ta bari ma wani sabon rigima ne, dan sai ta ce mashi lallai sai ya sha magani ko kuma ta tsayar mashi da kuka, zaman lafiyar dai kawai ya barta ta je ta sayo ɗin, baya son fitarta, amma da yake lallaɓata yake son yi yanzu ta kwantar da hankali ta yi karatu, sai ya kyaleta ta je ta sayo ɗin, tun da shagon babu nisa, idan ya ce ta bari ya sayo ma zata ce a'a ya kwanta kansa na ciwo, su Zainab kam an tafi wanka, sai murna take yi yau zata ci abinci a tare da babanta da rana. Hmmmmm Allah ka bamu ƴaƴa waɗan da zasu iya fahimtar farincikinmu da kuma bakincikinmu ba sai mun gaya masu ba!.
Har ta kai bakin kofa zata fita sai kuma ta juyo tana faÉ—in.
"Baba ina mama kuma?".
"Mamanku tana ciki tana barci".
Ya bata amsa yana ƙoƙarin ciro kuɗi daga aljihun dakakkiyar shaddar jikinsa.
Shiru Khadija ta ɗan yi tana tunanin, hakiƙa zuciyarta ta gaya mata ba lafiya ba, ace babanta ya dawo mamanta tana cikin ɗaki tana barci? Bata taɓa ganin hakan ba, idan ma barcin ne wlh a tare suke yi, dole dai akwai abin da yake faruwa, dan mamanta da zarar babanta ya dawo to tana tare da shi, duk abin da zai buƙata ita zata yi mashi cikin ƙanƙanin lokaci cikin kuma kulawa da nutsuwa, hakan ne ma yasa shi ma baban nasu baya son yi mata abin da bata so, yana burin ganinta cikin farinciki.
"Ga kuɗin maganin karɓa ki je ki sayo ki dawo da wuri".
Muryar baban nata ya katse mata tunanin da ta afka.
Shi ma ya lura ta luluƙa duniyar tunani, kuma dama yasan halinta sarai da shegen iya saurin gano abu.
"Baba akwai kuÉ—in break da kawu Sadiq ya bani da safe a hannuna, zan sayo maka da shi".
Ta faÉ—a tare da sa kai ta fice da wuri. Da kallo kawai ya bita yana mamakin halin Æ´ar tasa, akwai hankali da nutsuwa, Maman Zainab ta iya tarbiya!.
Ita kuwa maman Zainab kuka ta je ta ci mai isarta, a haka har barci ya É—auketa a saman bed É—in, shi ne yasa kuka ji ta shiru.
Hajiya Zeezee sarkin wanka tuni ta yi wanka ta hau shiri abinta, ita dai bata san dawar garin ba, sai murna take baba ya dawo da rana, bata san wannan dawowa tasa tamkar bom ne da zai tarwatsa masu farincikinsu ba, ance ƙuruci dangin hauka, to shi ne a kan Zeezeen babanta.
Dan haka sai ya koma ya kishingiɗa a saman kujerar yana tunanin rayuwa, kansa sai wani irin sara mashi take yi tamkar zata fashe gida biyu, har wani irin jiri yake gani, idanuwansa duk sun yi jajir saboda ɓacin rai, ya rasa me yake yi mashi daɗi a duniyar nan, bugu da ƙari ga auren Khadija and Haidar, sannan ga shi mamarsa ta ce nan da wata ɗaya da ita da amarya zasu koma sabon gidansa in da ya ci burin ya rayu da maman Zainab rayuwa mai daɗi, dan ta juri akwai da babunsa, ta zauna da shi tun yana talaka bai da komai, kai akwai lokacin da ita ma take ciyar da shi, harta maman Haidar ta ciyar, amma saboda rashin godiyar Allah shi ne suka saka mata ta wannan hanyar, abin sam babu daɗi, ya so ya aurar da Khadija da Zainab ga nagartattun maza da suka san ciwon kansu, sai ya zauna daga shi sai mamansu a sabon gidansu su sake more amarcinsu a karo na biyu babu kowa, babu wanda zai damesu, suyi rayuwar farinciki, ya saka mata da abin alkharin da ta yi mashi a baya, amma duk mamarsa ta rusa komai, ina shi ina soyayya mamarsa tana gidan fisabilillahi? Ai babu wannan zance!.
A haka su Khadija suka dawo daga school a tare da Sadiq da ya je ya É—auko su suka sami baban nasu.
Hajiya Zainab sarkin raki tun daga harabar gidan take kiran sunan maman tata, sai kace wata tsohuwar makauniya, sai kwala kira take yi, sai da Khadija ta ce.
"Ni kam ke kam Zainab yaushe zaki yi hankali ne? Wai ba cikin É—akin zamu shiga bane? Ki bari mu shiga mana sai ki gaya mata duk abin da zaki faÉ—a mata, amma kin wani tsaya daga tsakar gida kamar wata makauniyar da sandar dogarawarta ta É“ata kina kiran neman taimako?".
Turo bakin nan tayi kamar biro, sannan ta wuce izuwa cikin parlourn fuuuu kamar wata kumfa a saman ruwan teku, Khadija ta cika shisshigi a cewarta.
Tana shiga da ta ga babanta a kwance a saman kujera bata san time ɗin da ta saki school bag ɗin nata ya faɗi ƙasa ta ƙariso wajensa da gudu, kamar wata under 10 years tana ambatar sunansa.
"Baba, baba ya aka yi yau ka dawo da rana? Da muka tambayi kawu Sadiq ina kake ya ce mana kana kasuwa fa, ashe kana gida".
Khadijah tana ƙoƙarin cire takalmar makarantar tata a wajen ajiye takalmarsu ta tsinkayo muryar Zainab tana faɗin baba, baba, ai a ɗari ta yi maza ta ƙarisa cire takalmar ita ma ta faɗo cikin parlourn, bayin Allah suna matuƙar kaunar baban nasu sosai, dan uba ne na gari shi ɗin, yasan ciwon kansa dana iyalansa, yana koyi da fiyayyen halitta sosai da sosai.
Jin muryar Zeezeensa yasa ya buÉ—e idanuwansa da suke jajir da su kamar wuta.
ÆŠan zaro idanu Zainab ta yi kafin ta ce. "Baba baka da lafiya ne?".
"Kai'na ne yake mun ciwo Zeezeena, shi ne yasa kika ga na dawo kasuwa da wuri, jeki ki cire uniform kuyi wanka kuzo mu ci abinci a tare, yau a gida ma zan ci abincin rana".
Da yake har yanzu yarinta sosai yana a kanta, sai ta miƙe cike da murna yau zasu zauna da babansu da rana su ci abinci, ɗakinsu ta nufa tana yi mashi addu'ar Allah ya sawwaƙa mashi ciwon kan nasa.
Khadijah dake a tsaye a bakin kofar shigowa tana kallonsu ne ta ƙariso cikin parlourn, a ƙasa saman carpet ta zauna kusa da baban nata, gaisuwa ta fara ɗaga mashi cikin nutsuwa kafin ta ɗaura da cewa.
"Baba ka dai'na sakawa ranka damuwa, zai iya taɓa lafiyarka, ni nasan kana damuwa ne a kan ni da yaya Haidar, to na yi maka alkawari zan zauna da shi kuma na yi hakuri, amma sai ka dai'na damuwa ka ji?".
Khadijah ba dai hankali ba, akwai shi kam, ga nutsuwa, bata shiga harkar kowa, kawar da kai da kawaici duk ta haÉ—a.
Miƙewa zaune ya yi, cikin sanyin murya ya fara saka mata albarka kafin shi ma ya ɗaura da cewa.
"Mamana ba zaki auri Haidar ba In Sha Allah, saboda ba shi ne irin mijin da Manzon Allah Sallallahu alaihi Wasallama ya ce mu zaɓawa ƴaƴanmu ba, dan haka ni ba zan aura maki shi ba, ina jiran ne kawai ki rubuta Exams naki ki gama sai na san abin yi, dan haka ki kwantar da hankalinki ki rubuta Exams kuma ki ciyo mun first class kamar yadda kika saba kin ji ko?".
Haƙiƙa ya gaya mata hakan ne kawai domin ta nutsu ta rubuta Exams nata na karshe a secondary school da kyau, tabbas bashi da mafita a kan aurenta da Haidar, amma kuma baya taɓa sarewa wajen cewa ba zai aura mata shi ɗin ba, a kullum yana da kwarin gwiwar cewa Allah zai kawo mashi mafita ya kawo sanadiyar hana auren, amma for now dai bashi da wata hanya ko wata zaɓi, kawai gaya mata yake yi ba zata aure shi ɗin ba dan hankalinta ya kwanta.
"To baba ta ya za'ayi na dai'na damuwa na kwantar da hankalina bayan kai da kanka da kake cewa na dai'na damuwar kana cikin damuwa? Ni nasan yanzu haka damuwar ce ta ja maka wannan ciwon kai da har ka dawo gida da ranar nan bayan baka saba dawowa da rana ba, hankalina ba zai taɓa kwanciya ba matuƙar iyayena suna a cikin damuwa".
Tana magana idanuwanta a cike tab da kwallah.
"Mamana kada ki damu, muma daga ni har mamarki mun dai'na damuwa a yanzu, kema ki kwantar da hankalinki, yanzu dai jeki ki cire uniform ki yi wanka kuzo muci abinci a tare, na yi maki alkawarin ba zaki sake ganin damuwa a saman fuskata ba kin ji ko?".
Jinjina kai ta yi tana mai ƙoƙarin goge hawayen da suka cika mata idanun.
"Baba kafin na cire uniform É—in bari na sayo maka maganin ciwon kai É—in, idan mun ci abinci sai ka sha ka kwanta ka yi barci zuwa la'asar zaka ji sauki ko?".
Kamar zai ce mata ta bari, sai kuma ya tuna Khadija ba kamar Zainab take ba, Zainab ne zai cewa ta bar abu ba zata tambaye shi dalili ba zata bari, ita kuwa Khadija yanzu idan ya ce ta bari ma wani sabon rigima ne, dan sai ta ce mashi lallai sai ya sha magani ko kuma ta tsayar mashi da kuka, zaman lafiyar dai kawai ya barta ta je ta sayo ɗin, baya son fitarta, amma da yake lallaɓata yake son yi yanzu ta kwantar da hankali ta yi karatu, sai ya kyaleta ta je ta sayo ɗin, tun da shagon babu nisa, idan ya ce ta bari ya sayo ma zata ce a'a ya kwanta kansa na ciwo, su Zainab kam an tafi wanka, sai murna take yi yau zata ci abinci a tare da babanta da rana. Hmmmmm Allah ka bamu ƴaƴa waɗan da zasu iya fahimtar farincikinmu da kuma bakincikinmu ba sai mun gaya masu ba!.
Har ta kai bakin kofa zata fita sai kuma ta juyo tana faÉ—in.
"Baba ina mama kuma?".
"Mamanku tana ciki tana barci".
Ya bata amsa yana ƙoƙarin ciro kuɗi daga aljihun dakakkiyar shaddar jikinsa.
Shiru Khadija ta ɗan yi tana tunanin, hakiƙa zuciyarta ta gaya mata ba lafiya ba, ace babanta ya dawo mamanta tana cikin ɗaki tana barci? Bata taɓa ganin hakan ba, idan ma barcin ne wlh a tare suke yi, dole dai akwai abin da yake faruwa, dan mamanta da zarar babanta ya dawo to tana tare da shi, duk abin da zai buƙata ita zata yi mashi cikin ƙanƙanin lokaci cikin kuma kulawa da nutsuwa, hakan ne ma yasa shi ma baban nasu baya son yi mata abin da bata so, yana burin ganinta cikin farinciki.
"Ga kuɗin maganin karɓa ki je ki sayo ki dawo da wuri".
Muryar baban nata ya katse mata tunanin da ta afka.
Shi ma ya lura ta luluƙa duniyar tunani, kuma dama yasan halinta sarai da shegen iya saurin gano abu.
"Baba akwai kuÉ—in break da kawu Sadiq ya bani da safe a hannuna, zan sayo maka da shi".
Ta faÉ—a tare da sa kai ta fice da wuri. Da kallo kawai ya bita yana mamakin halin Æ´ar tasa, akwai hankali da nutsuwa, Maman Zainab ta iya tarbiya!.
Ita kuwa maman Zainab kuka ta je ta ci mai isarta, a haka har barci ya É—auketa a saman bed É—in, shi ne yasa kuka ji ta shiru.
Hajiya Zeezee sarkin wanka tuni ta yi wanka ta hau shiri abinta, ita dai bata san dawar garin ba, sai murna take baba ya dawo da rana, bata san wannan dawowa tasa tamkar bom ne da zai tarwatsa masu farincikinsu ba, ance ƙuruci dangin hauka, to shi ne a kan Zeezeen babanta.