Sashe 60
Diyam Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
Aka daura aure Saturday, Sunday kuma aka kawo amarya. Duk yan uwa sunzo walimar dana shirya, anci ansha sai kuma aka karbi amarya. Ni dai ina dakina basu kawo ta ba nima banje ba har aka gama kowa ya watse. Na shirya Subay'a nima na shirya muka yi kwanciyar mu sai na jiyo hayaniyar maza a waje, ni na manta ma ashe ana siyan baki. Sukayi ta hayaniyar su suka gama suka tafi ninina ta karanta novel din da Rumaisa ta turo min kafin ta tafi, sai ga Saghir ya shigo dakin. Ya hawo kan gadon ya karbi wayar daga hannuna yace "uwargida ran gida" sai abin ya bani dariya ma, yace "ki fito kiga amaryar ki. In ba kyason ta kuma kinyi alkawarin kula dani yadda ya kamata a yau zata koma gidan su" na mike ina saka hijab nace "ta sha zamanta. Tunda ba'a kaina zata zauna ba ni kuwa ina ruwana da ita?" Sai na wuce na barshi a nan. Ina shiga palo na ganta a xaune tana kallon kofar dakina. But unlike abinda Saghir yace na cewa nafita komai ni sai naga kamar ta fini komai except kyawun fuska. Ta fini shekaru, daga gani ta fini ilimin boko, ta fini girman jiki dan duk abubuwan da Saghir yake yawan complain cewa bani dasu ita tana dasu sosai. Tasha heavy make up da wani uban attach har gadon baya. Rigarta kusan rabin kirjinta a waje, na tambayi kaina "a haka akayi siyan bakin?" Na zauna nace "sannu amarya" ta kalleni tana yamutsa fuska tace "yauwa, sannu" Saghir ya shigo ya zauna a kusa da ita, kamar jira take yi sai ta dora kanta a kafadarsa hannunta kuma a kirjinsa. Nayi murmushi ina kallonsu, yace "Halima ga Fauziyya, Fauziyya ga Halima" ya kama jawabin zaman lafiya, baya son hayaniya waye da waye ya gama sai yace "to yanzu amarya zata gama kwana bakwai dinta da musulunci ya bata a matsayin ta na budurwa, daga nan sai kuma ayi maganar rabon kwana. Sai dariya taso kubce min na rufe baki na juya fuska, yace "kina da magana ne, Diyam?" Na girgiza kai, yace "no ki fadi abinda yake ranki, naga kamar kina dariya" nace "kawai dai naji kace budurwa ne, ni kuma da na ganta na dauka bazawara ce" sai tayi sauri ta mike zaune sosai tace "excuse me? Shi da zai aure ni bai gaya miki budurwa zai aura ko bazawara ba?" Nace "ba muyi wannan maganar dashi ba kuma to be frank bani da problem da koma wacece, Allah ya bada zaman lafiya, aci sati daya lafiya, sannan akan sati dayan na kara muku shekara daya kyauta from me to you" sai na mike nace "Allah ya bamu alkhairi".
Ina shiga daki yana shigowa shima, ya jawo ni tace "what? What was that? Wacce maganar banza naji kinyi a gurin can?" Nace "kyauta nayi maka ko ba ka so? Ji nake mai kula da kai a gado kake nema kuma gashi ka samu, ko shekarar tayi kadan ne in kara muku wata?" Sai na kwace jikina nace "and don't touch me kasan ba kwana na bane yau" na haye gado naja bargo.
Ya tsaya yana kallona sai yace "yanzu har tsanar da kika yi min ta kai haka? To shikenan, saki kike nema na sani kuma ba zaki samu ba. Naji, Fauziyya zata kula da gado na amma duk abinda ya danganci aikin gida ke zaki ke yi, wanke wanke, shara, girki da komai" na gyara kwanciya nace "done. Shekara ta nawa ina wanke wanke da shara da girkin? Dan dai karin kwano daya ai ba zai gagare ni ba". Na rufe ido nace "in zaka fita dan kashe mana fitila Please".
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By
Maman Maama
Episode Forty Six: New Saghir
Jin yayi shiru kuma bai fita ba yasa na bude idona, na ganshi still a tsaye yana kallona, muna hada ido yace "me nayi miki me zafi haka Diyam? Still akan wannan dan iskan yaron ne ko? Saboda kina sonsa ne yasa kika tsane ni irin haka ko?" Na yaye abin rufar nace "don't bring Sadauki into this, babu ruwan Sadauki da tsakanin mu" yace "saboda an miki auren dole ne dani? It that it? Nima in kika tuna ba son auren nake yi ba lokacin da aka yishi" na girgiza kaina nace "ba dan an tilasta min aurenka bane ba Saghir. Su kansu wadanda suka tilasta min auren naka Inna da Alhaji ai ban rike su a zuciyata ba, babu komai a yanzu tsakanin mu sai kyautatawa da tausayi" yace "ni kuma fa Diyam? Menene nawa a ciki? Nasan ba kya sona but me yasa ba zaki bani dama ba?"
Na mike tsaye ina jin zuciyata tana karyewa nace "you......raped......me" sai jikinsa yayi sanyi, nace "in ka manta da dakin nan yana magana zai tuna maka, na nuna gado na nace "here, anan ka dasa irin kiyayyar ka a zuciyata. I was only 14 years then, ranar baffana kwanansa 47 a kasa and you raped me".
Hawayene kawai suke bin fuskata, ya diririce "Diyam na baki hakuri ai, I was drunk, I wasn't....." Nace "shine excuse dinka? Giya ce excuse dinka? Bayan kuma har yau shanta kake yi? How can you raped me and then expect me to enjoy sexual relationships da kai? Tun ranar gini ai tun ranar zane. Ka dasa tsiron ƙinka a raina sannan kazo ka zuba masa taki when you killed my babies" sai kuka ya kwace min "you killed my babies and you left me to die a asibiti".
Sai ya taho da sauri ya jawo ni ya rungume ni, na fara ture shi amma yaki sakina har na hakura nayi ta kuka na a jikinsa. Yayi kissing forehead dina yace "Diyam ba zan iya dawo da baya ba, amma nayi alkawarin gyara gaba. Kome kike so zan yi miki Diyam in dai zan goge baya, banda saki because I can't. I love you".
Knocking kofa akayi "Darling?" Fauziyya ta fada daga waje, na ture shi na hau kan gado na lulluba har kaina. Ina jinsa ya hawo yayi kissing Subay'a sannan ya fita gun darling din tasa.
Da safe tun dan tashi da assuba ban koma ba, fuskata duk ta kumbura tayi min nauyi saboda kukan da nasha jiya da dare na tausayin kaina da rayuwata. Yaushe zanji dadin aure ne ni? Na gabatar da adduoi na kamar kullum, ina rokon Allah ya bani ikon cin wannan jarabawar da nake ciki ta auren Saghir, idan har zama da Saghir shine mafi alkhairi abu a rayuwata Allah ya rage min kiyayyar sa daga zuciyata. Sannan kuma nayi addu'ar Allah ya bamu zaman lafiya da amarya. Dalilin da yasa na yarda da auren Saghir shine, ina ganin yin auren nasa wata hanya ce ta rage wa ksina tarin zunubin da nake dauka na gudunsa da nake yi, at least in da wata matar nasan wannan responsibility din ya ragu daga kaina.
Ina gamawa na sauka kitchen na fara fere dankali, sai ga murja nan ta shigo mu ka gaisa ta dauka ta fara tayani muna hirar mu, har muka gama na fara soyawa ita kuma tana soya kwai sai ga Saghir nan ya shigo, har yayi wanka yayi kwalliya, murja ta gaishe shi ta fita sai ya jawo stool ya zauna yana kallona "barka da assuba" nace ina kallon sa, yayi murmushi "good morning. Ina jin yunwa a bani abinci" nace "wai da so nake in hada muku kai da Fa'iza sai akai muku sama" yace "Fauziyya ba Fa'iza ba" na dafe kai "sorry. Fauziyya" ya girgiza kai "bacci take, ni kuma yinwa nake ji. Zubo min inci anan kawai" na zuba masa a plate na dora fork na mika masa, ya karba yace "naga Subay'a yau bacci take tayi" na hado masa tea na kawo masa na koma na cigaba da aikina shi kuma yana ci. Sai daya gama ya mike yazo bayana ya rungume ni yana shanshana gashina yace "am sorry Diyam kinji? I promise insha Allah zan saka ki murmushi more than yadda na saka ki kuka" ya juyo dani yace "da ace ina da dama da sai na bude nan" ya dora hannunsa a kirjina "na saka soyayya ta a ciki na rufe da kwado" na ture hannunsa ganin yana neman wuce gona da iri nace "stop it. Amarya tana sama tana jiranka" sai yayi murmushi kawai yace "zan fita. Sai na dawo".
Tare da murja muka gama aiyukan mu kamar kullum, sannan naje nayi wanka nayi wa Subay'a muka sauko muka fara cin abinci sai ga amarya ta sauko. Tana ta wani yayyatsina fuska, sai kawai na tsaya ina kallonta. Babu makeup din jiya, wannan ya sake fito da kamanninta sosai, sai nayi realizing ai na santa ma, tana daya daga cikin matan da suke zuwa har gida neman Saghir shi kuma yana ce min abokan aikin sa ne. Tazo ta zauna murja ta gaishe ta sai naga tana kallona irin kamar tana jira in gaisheta din nan tunda tana ganin ta girme ni. Nace "Subay'a ki gaishe da auntyn ki. Fa'iza ga Subay'a, koda yake nasan kin santa ma ai tun sanda kike zuwa" sai ta bini da kallo kawai. Na tashi na barta a dining nace "ga abinci nan Bismillah"
Na koma sama ina mamakin wannan rayuwar. Ni in nice Saghir ya zanyi in auri saura na, ai sabuwa zanso wadda ban taba testing ba, no wonder yazo yana shashshafa ni da sassafe.
Ina shiga daki yana shigowa shima, ya jawo ni tace "what? What was that? Wacce maganar banza naji kinyi a gurin can?" Nace "kyauta nayi maka ko ba ka so? Ji nake mai kula da kai a gado kake nema kuma gashi ka samu, ko shekarar tayi kadan ne in kara muku wata?" Sai na kwace jikina nace "and don't touch me kasan ba kwana na bane yau" na haye gado naja bargo.
Ya tsaya yana kallona sai yace "yanzu har tsanar da kika yi min ta kai haka? To shikenan, saki kike nema na sani kuma ba zaki samu ba. Naji, Fauziyya zata kula da gado na amma duk abinda ya danganci aikin gida ke zaki ke yi, wanke wanke, shara, girki da komai" na gyara kwanciya nace "done. Shekara ta nawa ina wanke wanke da shara da girkin? Dan dai karin kwano daya ai ba zai gagare ni ba". Na rufe ido nace "in zaka fita dan kashe mana fitila Please".
[2/17, 8:57 PM] +234 818 247 0922: â¤ï¸ DIYAM â¤ï¸
By
Maman Maama
Episode Forty Six: New Saghir
Jin yayi shiru kuma bai fita ba yasa na bude idona, na ganshi still a tsaye yana kallona, muna hada ido yace "me nayi miki me zafi haka Diyam? Still akan wannan dan iskan yaron ne ko? Saboda kina sonsa ne yasa kika tsane ni irin haka ko?" Na yaye abin rufar nace "don't bring Sadauki into this, babu ruwan Sadauki da tsakanin mu" yace "saboda an miki auren dole ne dani? It that it? Nima in kika tuna ba son auren nake yi ba lokacin da aka yishi" na girgiza kaina nace "ba dan an tilasta min aurenka bane ba Saghir. Su kansu wadanda suka tilasta min auren naka Inna da Alhaji ai ban rike su a zuciyata ba, babu komai a yanzu tsakanin mu sai kyautatawa da tausayi" yace "ni kuma fa Diyam? Menene nawa a ciki? Nasan ba kya sona but me yasa ba zaki bani dama ba?"
Na mike tsaye ina jin zuciyata tana karyewa nace "you......raped......me" sai jikinsa yayi sanyi, nace "in ka manta da dakin nan yana magana zai tuna maka, na nuna gado na nace "here, anan ka dasa irin kiyayyar ka a zuciyata. I was only 14 years then, ranar baffana kwanansa 47 a kasa and you raped me".
Hawayene kawai suke bin fuskata, ya diririce "Diyam na baki hakuri ai, I was drunk, I wasn't....." Nace "shine excuse dinka? Giya ce excuse dinka? Bayan kuma har yau shanta kake yi? How can you raped me and then expect me to enjoy sexual relationships da kai? Tun ranar gini ai tun ranar zane. Ka dasa tsiron ƙinka a raina sannan kazo ka zuba masa taki when you killed my babies" sai kuka ya kwace min "you killed my babies and you left me to die a asibiti".
Sai ya taho da sauri ya jawo ni ya rungume ni, na fara ture shi amma yaki sakina har na hakura nayi ta kuka na a jikinsa. Yayi kissing forehead dina yace "Diyam ba zan iya dawo da baya ba, amma nayi alkawarin gyara gaba. Kome kike so zan yi miki Diyam in dai zan goge baya, banda saki because I can't. I love you".
Knocking kofa akayi "Darling?" Fauziyya ta fada daga waje, na ture shi na hau kan gado na lulluba har kaina. Ina jinsa ya hawo yayi kissing Subay'a sannan ya fita gun darling din tasa.
Da safe tun dan tashi da assuba ban koma ba, fuskata duk ta kumbura tayi min nauyi saboda kukan da nasha jiya da dare na tausayin kaina da rayuwata. Yaushe zanji dadin aure ne ni? Na gabatar da adduoi na kamar kullum, ina rokon Allah ya bani ikon cin wannan jarabawar da nake ciki ta auren Saghir, idan har zama da Saghir shine mafi alkhairi abu a rayuwata Allah ya rage min kiyayyar sa daga zuciyata. Sannan kuma nayi addu'ar Allah ya bamu zaman lafiya da amarya. Dalilin da yasa na yarda da auren Saghir shine, ina ganin yin auren nasa wata hanya ce ta rage wa ksina tarin zunubin da nake dauka na gudunsa da nake yi, at least in da wata matar nasan wannan responsibility din ya ragu daga kaina.
Ina gamawa na sauka kitchen na fara fere dankali, sai ga murja nan ta shigo mu ka gaisa ta dauka ta fara tayani muna hirar mu, har muka gama na fara soyawa ita kuma tana soya kwai sai ga Saghir nan ya shigo, har yayi wanka yayi kwalliya, murja ta gaishe shi ta fita sai ya jawo stool ya zauna yana kallona "barka da assuba" nace ina kallon sa, yayi murmushi "good morning. Ina jin yunwa a bani abinci" nace "wai da so nake in hada muku kai da Fa'iza sai akai muku sama" yace "Fauziyya ba Fa'iza ba" na dafe kai "sorry. Fauziyya" ya girgiza kai "bacci take, ni kuma yinwa nake ji. Zubo min inci anan kawai" na zuba masa a plate na dora fork na mika masa, ya karba yace "naga Subay'a yau bacci take tayi" na hado masa tea na kawo masa na koma na cigaba da aikina shi kuma yana ci. Sai daya gama ya mike yazo bayana ya rungume ni yana shanshana gashina yace "am sorry Diyam kinji? I promise insha Allah zan saka ki murmushi more than yadda na saka ki kuka" ya juyo dani yace "da ace ina da dama da sai na bude nan" ya dora hannunsa a kirjina "na saka soyayya ta a ciki na rufe da kwado" na ture hannunsa ganin yana neman wuce gona da iri nace "stop it. Amarya tana sama tana jiranka" sai yayi murmushi kawai yace "zan fita. Sai na dawo".
Tare da murja muka gama aiyukan mu kamar kullum, sannan naje nayi wanka nayi wa Subay'a muka sauko muka fara cin abinci sai ga amarya ta sauko. Tana ta wani yayyatsina fuska, sai kawai na tsaya ina kallonta. Babu makeup din jiya, wannan ya sake fito da kamanninta sosai, sai nayi realizing ai na santa ma, tana daya daga cikin matan da suke zuwa har gida neman Saghir shi kuma yana ce min abokan aikin sa ne. Tazo ta zauna murja ta gaishe ta sai naga tana kallona irin kamar tana jira in gaisheta din nan tunda tana ganin ta girme ni. Nace "Subay'a ki gaishe da auntyn ki. Fa'iza ga Subay'a, koda yake nasan kin santa ma ai tun sanda kike zuwa" sai ta bini da kallo kawai. Na tashi na barta a dining nace "ga abinci nan Bismillah"
Na koma sama ina mamakin wannan rayuwar. Ni in nice Saghir ya zanyi in auri saura na, ai sabuwa zanso wadda ban taba testing ba, no wonder yazo yana shashshafa ni da sassafe.