Sashe 52
Ba Sonta Nake Ba Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
Ni kuwa tunda ya fita nake kuka wanda nima ban san dalilin shi ba amma can kasan zuciya ta soyayyar shi ce dankare a ciki yana dawainiya dani hakan yasa kowani irin hali ya shiga sai naji dumbin tausayin shi tare da jin zan iya taimaka mishi ta kowani hali dan ya samu farinciki.
Sabon yanayin da nake ganin shi ciki yana matukar damuna duk da wani b'angare na zuciya ta yana tunasar dani cewa yaudara ce sai nake kokarin karyatawa, har aka Kira sallah mariba bai dawo ba.
Ina zaune akan sallaya bayan na idar da sallah magriba ina jiran inji shigowan shi amma shiru gaba daya hankalina yayi kan shi domin ko lokacin da muke 'yar tsama dashi ya kan shigo da yamma sai bayan anyi sallah sannan in zai fitan ma ya kara fitan, gaba daya hankalina yana kan shi na kasa natsuwa I was so restless sai kallon agogo nake.
Jin an fara kiran sallahn isha'i yasa na tashi nayi sallah harda shafa'i da wutri but na kasa mikewa wa akan sallaya sai kara kallon agogo nake Ina jin kaman in fita in nemo shi zuciya ta sai kara ingizani take akan in sassauta muyi zaman mu tunda abinda nake buri kenan nima tunda shima duk girman kanshi ya sauke yana bi na harda roko.
Gajiya nayi da zaman na tashi na shiga wanka Ina fitowa na kama shirn bacci riga da wando na saka na wani yadi mai tsanti rigan da botira a gaban, gashi na kuwa tattare su nayi parking a tsakiyan kai na shafa humra na da aka ce min sai zan kwanta in rinka shafawa, na kuwa bulbulawa shi a jikina domin nima sosai kamshin sa da sanyin sa take tsaya min a rai.
Wutan d'akin na kashe na bar dim light bayan na hau gado ina ta sake-sake a zuciya ta har bacci yayi nasaran sace ni.
Zafar a nutse ya shigo gidan without making any noise ya shige d'akin shi ya rufe kofa ya zauna akan couch dake d'akin na wani lokaci yana tunanin anya yayi abinda yaji zuciyar shi take ingiza shi yi ko Kuma ya bari yabi komai a sannu?.
Haka ya hakura ya tashi ya shiga wanka ba tare da ya tsaida wani mataki da zai d'auka ba, wanka yayi with his bath gels masu bala'in kamshi ya fito ya shirya cikin singlet da boxers sabbi Kuma farare kal ya fesa body perfumes sannan ya shige cikin bargo tare da fatan Allah yasa yayi bacci da wuri ko zuciyar shi zata huta da wannan sabon al'amarin.
Rage karfin Ac yayi dan wani sanyi yake ji duk da yana cikin bargo, figigit ya bud'e idon shi domin yana lumshe ido da niyan bacci fuskata ya fara cin karo dashi ina dariya.
Tashi yayi zaune ya saka hannun sa cikin lallausan gashin kan shi Yana yamutsawa tare da rutse idon da karfin gaske domin yanda yake jin wani abu yana fisgar shi, yama rasa ya zaiyi da rayuwar shi.
Ya kai good 40 mins a haka tsam ya mike kaman wqnda aka tsikare shi da allura ya fita, kai tsaye d'aki na ya nufo dan a yanda yake jin shin nan gwara ayi ta ta kare dan in ya cigaba da zama a haka kila zuciyar shi ce zata buga.
A hankali ya turo kofan ya shigo yana tafiya a hankali cikin hasken dim light da ban kashe ba,yana hango ni cikin bargo da alamu bacci nake a hankali ya karaso ya tsaya ta wajan fuskana yana kare min kallo yanda nake bacci na cikin kwanciyar wanda shi ya gagare shi cikin kwana 2 nan.
Durkusawa yayi a gaban gadon yana mai cigaba da kallon fuskata kaman mai neman wani abu akai, wani masifan kyau yaga ina yi mishi ya fara kallo tundaga goshina da kananan gashi ke kwance kaman na jarirai har zuwa kan ido na da eye lashes suke a mike kaman wacce ta Kara da na kanti, hanci na da yayiwa fuskata kyau shima yabi da kallo ji yake kaman ya lashe ni.
Cak idon shi ya tsaya kan tsukakken lips d'ina da suke pink gwanin sha'awa bai san lokacin da ya duka a hankali ya min light kiss ba ganin na dan motsa yasa ya dan ja baya kad'an ya tsaya na wasu seconds yana kallo na yana jin yanda zuciyar shi take ingiza shi kan ya hau gadon ya rungumo ni ya saka ni a jikin sa.
Samun kanshi yayi da zagayawa ya haura kan gadon ta dayan side d'in a hankali kaman mai tsoron gadon.
Cikin tsanda ya daga bargon ya shiga ya lulluba shima yana kallon baya na so yake ya manna ni a jikin shi amma yana gudun kada in farka in kore shi yasa ya kwanta shiru yana sauke ajiyan zuciyan samun relief na ya kasance kusa dani.
Sai dai me ko cikakken minti 2 baiyi ba wannan fitinannen kamshin ya fara ruguza mishi lissafi ya fara manta a ina yake shi dai burin shi ya jini a jikin shi yana shak'an wannan daddadn kamshin mai tada hankalin ko wani lafiyayyen namiji daya shaka.
Cikin fitan hayyaci ya fara shashhafa duk inda hannu shi ya kai a jikina tare da kissing duk inda bakin shi ya kai yana shinshina ni kaman wani maye, cikin bacci na rinka jin bak'on al'amari mai rikitarwa da farko na zata a mafarki ne dan haka gyara kwanciya nayi na bashi access mai kyau yanda zai ji dad'in sarrafani.
Shi kuwa ganin haka yasa ya kara kaimi dan ya zata ido na 2, kwanciya da na gyara yasa botiran gaban riga na wasu suka bud'e har ana iya hango farin fatan jiki na da kuma kirji na a sarari, wani irin wahalallen numfashi yaja ya sauke yana kare musu kallo , damka da yayi musu na fitan hankali yasa na bud'e ido na babu shiri.
Mutum na gani mak'ale dani sai wasu abubuwa take min wanda suka girmi tunani na, kara na saka na ture shi da dukkan karfi na sannan na wani irin hansulowa na koma can karshen gado na kankame jikina Ina karkarwa tare da hawaye da suka fara ambaliya kaman an bud'e famfo.
Rub da ciki ya kwanta yana maida numfashi kaman wanda yake jinya idon shi kuwa a kulle suke gam, bai min magana ba nima banyi mishi ba sai kuka na da nake yanzu harda shasshek'a, munfi minti 5 a haka sannan ya yunkura da kyar ya tashi zaune ya d'ago idanun shi da sukayi wani masifan ja yana kallo na sannan ya bud'i baki da kyar ya fara magana da muryan shi da bata fita sosai.
"Meye haka wai, ya kamata ki tsaya ki nutsu muyi magana yau kwana nawa Ina binki muyi magana amma kin ki sauraro na at least ya kamata ki bani dama ko?" Ya dan yi shiru yana jiran in bashi amsa yaga ko dagowa banyi ba balle in bashi amsa hakan yasa ya cigaba da magana.
"Na san abinda nake miki kwana 2 nan baya cikin agreement d'in da mukayi tun farko, but ba yanda zanyi ne saboda its beyond my control , abinda nake ji akan ki ban tab'a jin shi akan kowacce mace ba anytime I feel like..... Huuuh no need to explain everything to you" yace yana shafa goshin shi.
" But abinda nake so dake just name any amount da kike ganin zai miki ni Kuma nayi miki alkawari zan ninka miki duk abinda kika bukata, just once ki yarda in kasance dake sau d'aya tak kawai besides ba zina muka aikata ba kin ga time da mukayi alkawari ya kusa I can let u go sai in nemi luv of my life, so ya kika ce?"
Tunda ya fara magana na tsaida kukana thinking of Allah ya amsa addu'an na hasashe na ya zama gaskiya kan shima ya fara sona, sai dai me kalaman sa na karshe su suka kusa tarwatsa min zuciya, dama nima yaudaran kai na nake tayaya mutumin da ya sha nanata min baya so na zai soni rana tsaka?......
Gutun hawaye da suke fuska ta na goge ina kallon shi da murmushi akan fuska nace " do you think I'm that so cheap da har kake ganin kana da dukiyan da zaka bani dan kasancewa dani...... Ni ZAREEFA" girgiza kai na nayi ina hana hawaye na zubowa na cigaba " a duk fad'in duniyan nan babu mai wannan dukiyar da har zai iya sayan martaba ta kaima sanin kan kane ko auren Baba nane ya tilasta ba wai wani abin hannun ka yasa na amince maka ba.
Mutum daya yake da wannan daman shine masoyi na mai sona tsakani da Allah ba wai sura ta ko sha'awa ta ba dan haka this should be the last time da zaka shigo min d'aki cikin dare or try something stupid with me and see wallahi zan kira Abba in sanar mishi duk abinda ya faru tun daga farkon auren har zuwa yau".
" Shut up just shut up ke har kin isa ki bani rules in my own house' who do you think you are?" Ya katse ni cikin tsawa da har saida na firgita na d'an ja baya.
"Ni zaki kalla kiyiwa maganan wani katon banza da aure na akan ki, how dear u?" Yace yana zaro min ido yana huci kaman zai buge ni.
Nuna ni da yatsa yayi cikin dacin rai kaman zai ce wani abu kuma naga yayi hanyan waje fuuu tare da banko min kofa kaman zai b'alla ta, dabas na zauna kan rug dake shimfid'e gaban gadon ina mai fashewa da kuka mai cin rai shikenan ni kuma haka tawa kaddarar take daga wanda ya gudu ya barni da syayyar sa sai kuma mai gasa min aya a hannu saboda skyayyar sa, a yau na gama tabbatarwa Zafar ba zai tab'a Sona ba kaman yanda ya sha fad'a min.
Kaico na inama zai iya sona koda rabin yanda nake son shi ne da na more rayuwa amma da alamu banida sa'a a rayuwa haka zan mutu ina dokon soyayyar shi a zuciya ta.
Sabon yanayin da nake ganin shi ciki yana matukar damuna duk da wani b'angare na zuciya ta yana tunasar dani cewa yaudara ce sai nake kokarin karyatawa, har aka Kira sallah mariba bai dawo ba.
Ina zaune akan sallaya bayan na idar da sallah magriba ina jiran inji shigowan shi amma shiru gaba daya hankalina yayi kan shi domin ko lokacin da muke 'yar tsama dashi ya kan shigo da yamma sai bayan anyi sallah sannan in zai fitan ma ya kara fitan, gaba daya hankalina yana kan shi na kasa natsuwa I was so restless sai kallon agogo nake.
Jin an fara kiran sallahn isha'i yasa na tashi nayi sallah harda shafa'i da wutri but na kasa mikewa wa akan sallaya sai kara kallon agogo nake Ina jin kaman in fita in nemo shi zuciya ta sai kara ingizani take akan in sassauta muyi zaman mu tunda abinda nake buri kenan nima tunda shima duk girman kanshi ya sauke yana bi na harda roko.
Gajiya nayi da zaman na tashi na shiga wanka Ina fitowa na kama shirn bacci riga da wando na saka na wani yadi mai tsanti rigan da botira a gaban, gashi na kuwa tattare su nayi parking a tsakiyan kai na shafa humra na da aka ce min sai zan kwanta in rinka shafawa, na kuwa bulbulawa shi a jikina domin nima sosai kamshin sa da sanyin sa take tsaya min a rai.
Wutan d'akin na kashe na bar dim light bayan na hau gado ina ta sake-sake a zuciya ta har bacci yayi nasaran sace ni.
Zafar a nutse ya shigo gidan without making any noise ya shige d'akin shi ya rufe kofa ya zauna akan couch dake d'akin na wani lokaci yana tunanin anya yayi abinda yaji zuciyar shi take ingiza shi yi ko Kuma ya bari yabi komai a sannu?.
Haka ya hakura ya tashi ya shiga wanka ba tare da ya tsaida wani mataki da zai d'auka ba, wanka yayi with his bath gels masu bala'in kamshi ya fito ya shirya cikin singlet da boxers sabbi Kuma farare kal ya fesa body perfumes sannan ya shige cikin bargo tare da fatan Allah yasa yayi bacci da wuri ko zuciyar shi zata huta da wannan sabon al'amarin.
Rage karfin Ac yayi dan wani sanyi yake ji duk da yana cikin bargo, figigit ya bud'e idon shi domin yana lumshe ido da niyan bacci fuskata ya fara cin karo dashi ina dariya.
Tashi yayi zaune ya saka hannun sa cikin lallausan gashin kan shi Yana yamutsawa tare da rutse idon da karfin gaske domin yanda yake jin wani abu yana fisgar shi, yama rasa ya zaiyi da rayuwar shi.
Ya kai good 40 mins a haka tsam ya mike kaman wqnda aka tsikare shi da allura ya fita, kai tsaye d'aki na ya nufo dan a yanda yake jin shin nan gwara ayi ta ta kare dan in ya cigaba da zama a haka kila zuciyar shi ce zata buga.
A hankali ya turo kofan ya shigo yana tafiya a hankali cikin hasken dim light da ban kashe ba,yana hango ni cikin bargo da alamu bacci nake a hankali ya karaso ya tsaya ta wajan fuskana yana kare min kallo yanda nake bacci na cikin kwanciyar wanda shi ya gagare shi cikin kwana 2 nan.
Durkusawa yayi a gaban gadon yana mai cigaba da kallon fuskata kaman mai neman wani abu akai, wani masifan kyau yaga ina yi mishi ya fara kallo tundaga goshina da kananan gashi ke kwance kaman na jarirai har zuwa kan ido na da eye lashes suke a mike kaman wacce ta Kara da na kanti, hanci na da yayiwa fuskata kyau shima yabi da kallo ji yake kaman ya lashe ni.
Cak idon shi ya tsaya kan tsukakken lips d'ina da suke pink gwanin sha'awa bai san lokacin da ya duka a hankali ya min light kiss ba ganin na dan motsa yasa ya dan ja baya kad'an ya tsaya na wasu seconds yana kallo na yana jin yanda zuciyar shi take ingiza shi kan ya hau gadon ya rungumo ni ya saka ni a jikin sa.
Samun kanshi yayi da zagayawa ya haura kan gadon ta dayan side d'in a hankali kaman mai tsoron gadon.
Cikin tsanda ya daga bargon ya shiga ya lulluba shima yana kallon baya na so yake ya manna ni a jikin shi amma yana gudun kada in farka in kore shi yasa ya kwanta shiru yana sauke ajiyan zuciyan samun relief na ya kasance kusa dani.
Sai dai me ko cikakken minti 2 baiyi ba wannan fitinannen kamshin ya fara ruguza mishi lissafi ya fara manta a ina yake shi dai burin shi ya jini a jikin shi yana shak'an wannan daddadn kamshin mai tada hankalin ko wani lafiyayyen namiji daya shaka.
Cikin fitan hayyaci ya fara shashhafa duk inda hannu shi ya kai a jikina tare da kissing duk inda bakin shi ya kai yana shinshina ni kaman wani maye, cikin bacci na rinka jin bak'on al'amari mai rikitarwa da farko na zata a mafarki ne dan haka gyara kwanciya nayi na bashi access mai kyau yanda zai ji dad'in sarrafani.
Shi kuwa ganin haka yasa ya kara kaimi dan ya zata ido na 2, kwanciya da na gyara yasa botiran gaban riga na wasu suka bud'e har ana iya hango farin fatan jiki na da kuma kirji na a sarari, wani irin wahalallen numfashi yaja ya sauke yana kare musu kallo , damka da yayi musu na fitan hankali yasa na bud'e ido na babu shiri.
Mutum na gani mak'ale dani sai wasu abubuwa take min wanda suka girmi tunani na, kara na saka na ture shi da dukkan karfi na sannan na wani irin hansulowa na koma can karshen gado na kankame jikina Ina karkarwa tare da hawaye da suka fara ambaliya kaman an bud'e famfo.
Rub da ciki ya kwanta yana maida numfashi kaman wanda yake jinya idon shi kuwa a kulle suke gam, bai min magana ba nima banyi mishi ba sai kuka na da nake yanzu harda shasshek'a, munfi minti 5 a haka sannan ya yunkura da kyar ya tashi zaune ya d'ago idanun shi da sukayi wani masifan ja yana kallo na sannan ya bud'i baki da kyar ya fara magana da muryan shi da bata fita sosai.
"Meye haka wai, ya kamata ki tsaya ki nutsu muyi magana yau kwana nawa Ina binki muyi magana amma kin ki sauraro na at least ya kamata ki bani dama ko?" Ya dan yi shiru yana jiran in bashi amsa yaga ko dagowa banyi ba balle in bashi amsa hakan yasa ya cigaba da magana.
"Na san abinda nake miki kwana 2 nan baya cikin agreement d'in da mukayi tun farko, but ba yanda zanyi ne saboda its beyond my control , abinda nake ji akan ki ban tab'a jin shi akan kowacce mace ba anytime I feel like..... Huuuh no need to explain everything to you" yace yana shafa goshin shi.
" But abinda nake so dake just name any amount da kike ganin zai miki ni Kuma nayi miki alkawari zan ninka miki duk abinda kika bukata, just once ki yarda in kasance dake sau d'aya tak kawai besides ba zina muka aikata ba kin ga time da mukayi alkawari ya kusa I can let u go sai in nemi luv of my life, so ya kika ce?"
Tunda ya fara magana na tsaida kukana thinking of Allah ya amsa addu'an na hasashe na ya zama gaskiya kan shima ya fara sona, sai dai me kalaman sa na karshe su suka kusa tarwatsa min zuciya, dama nima yaudaran kai na nake tayaya mutumin da ya sha nanata min baya so na zai soni rana tsaka?......
Gutun hawaye da suke fuska ta na goge ina kallon shi da murmushi akan fuska nace " do you think I'm that so cheap da har kake ganin kana da dukiyan da zaka bani dan kasancewa dani...... Ni ZAREEFA" girgiza kai na nayi ina hana hawaye na zubowa na cigaba " a duk fad'in duniyan nan babu mai wannan dukiyar da har zai iya sayan martaba ta kaima sanin kan kane ko auren Baba nane ya tilasta ba wai wani abin hannun ka yasa na amince maka ba.
Mutum daya yake da wannan daman shine masoyi na mai sona tsakani da Allah ba wai sura ta ko sha'awa ta ba dan haka this should be the last time da zaka shigo min d'aki cikin dare or try something stupid with me and see wallahi zan kira Abba in sanar mishi duk abinda ya faru tun daga farkon auren har zuwa yau".
" Shut up just shut up ke har kin isa ki bani rules in my own house' who do you think you are?" Ya katse ni cikin tsawa da har saida na firgita na d'an ja baya.
"Ni zaki kalla kiyiwa maganan wani katon banza da aure na akan ki, how dear u?" Yace yana zaro min ido yana huci kaman zai buge ni.
Nuna ni da yatsa yayi cikin dacin rai kaman zai ce wani abu kuma naga yayi hanyan waje fuuu tare da banko min kofa kaman zai b'alla ta, dabas na zauna kan rug dake shimfid'e gaban gadon ina mai fashewa da kuka mai cin rai shikenan ni kuma haka tawa kaddarar take daga wanda ya gudu ya barni da syayyar sa sai kuma mai gasa min aya a hannu saboda skyayyar sa, a yau na gama tabbatarwa Zafar ba zai tab'a Sona ba kaman yanda ya sha fad'a min.
Kaico na inama zai iya sona koda rabin yanda nake son shi ne da na more rayuwa amma da alamu banida sa'a a rayuwa haka zan mutu ina dokon soyayyar shi a zuciya ta.