Sashe 83

Numfashinta ne yasoma ƙoƙarin ɗaukewa gaba ɗaya, alokacin da ya soma sucking ɗinta,  bazata iya jurewa ba, tanajin kamar kanta zai fashe, bazata iya jure yanda yake tsotse cikin jikinta ba, tanajin kamar zata shiɗe, hakanne yasa ta sakar masa kuka irin na fitar hayyaci,  sam kukanta baisa yadaina abun da yakeyi ba, itakuwa Zieyaderh da gaske ta shiɗe, saboda da ƙyar take iya fusgo numfashinta, bata taɓayi ba, batasan ya daɗin abun yake ba, saboda haka brain ɗinta baikai ɗaukan wannan daɗin da yakeson jiyar da ita ba, ahankali ya ɗan janye bakinsa, sake shigewa cikin jikinta yayi, hakan kuwa yayi daidai da ɗaukewar numfashinta, take komai najikinta ya daina motsi, haka idanunta suka rufe ruf,  bayacikin hayyacinsa, ba kuma ya tare da nutsuwarsa, saboda haka baisan da cewa tadaina motsi ba,
Shikansa bai iya tantance wanene shiba sai aranan, koda wasa bai taɓa tunanin ƙarfin lafiyar daya samu har takai haka ba.

Cikin matsanancin shiɗewa haɗi da zaucewan da yayi ya kwanto gaba ɗaya jikinta, sosai jikinsa ke rawa, bakinsa ya ɗaura adaidai saitin kunnenta, cikin wani irin yanayi dake bayyanar da fitar hayyacinsa a fili, ya sakar mata wani irin zazzafan numfashi haɗi da nishi, hugging ɗinta yayi sosai tare da ƙara shigewa cikin jikinta, wasu irin kiss yake yi mata, wanda da ace tana cikin hankalinta babu abun dazai hanata zaucewa, dan kuwa adaidai wannan lokacin duk wani zafi da takeji sai ya kau.  Kwantar da kansa yayi akan wuyanta tare da lumshe idanunsa, still wasu hawaye ne suka fito daga cikin idanunsa, inda suka sauƙa akan skin ɗinta.
Ajiyar zuciya yake sauƙewa akai akai, tare da ƙara shigewa cikin jikinta kamar wani ƙaramin yaro.
Jikinsa gaba ɗaya rawa yake, babban blanket ɗin dake aje gefen gadon ya jawo tare da rufa musu ya rufe gaba ɗaya jikinsu,  sam yamanta dacewa itaɗin ƙaramar yarinya ce, hakan yasa yasake mata gaba ɗaya nauyinsa akan jikinta, bakomai ke zautar dashi agame da ita ba kamar fitinannen ƙamshin turarenta, sosai yakeson ƙamshin, har idan yanajin ƙamshin jiyake ajikinsa kamar yayita sucking skin ɗinta.
Aƙalla 15 minute ya ɗauka yana huce gajiyar da yayi ajikinta, ɗago kansa yayi ahankali ya kalleta, ƙirjinsa ne ya buga da ƙarfi, sai alokacin ya lura da cewa babu alamar fitar numfashi atattare da ita ba,  atsorace yakai hannunsa kan hancinta, shiru haka yaji babu alaman tana shaƙan numfashi, hannunsa yasanya ya dafe forehead ɗinsa, cikin ruɗewa yace.
"Oh My God.''  da sauri ya yaye blanket ɗin inda ya ɗauketa yasata cikin jikinsa,  kaitsaye ya nufi toilet da ita.
Tana ajikinsa ya haɗa musu ruwa acikin jakuzzie mai matsanancin ƙamshi,  yana rungume da ita haka ya shiga cikin babban jakuzzien ya kwanta,  wani irin ƙatuwar ajiyar zuciya ta sauƙe alokacin da ɗumin ruwan ya gama kama jikinta, take numfashinta ya daidaita, ahankali ta buɗe idanunta wanda sukayi luhu luhu dasu, cikin 2 second gaba ɗaya abun daya faru ya dawo cikin brain ɗinta, azabure ta yunƙura zata tashi, cikin hanzari ya riƙo waist ɗinta.
Idanunta taÉ—an waro tana masa kallon tsoro.
Cikin yanayin haɗe fuska, wanda idan yayi yake ƙarawa fuskarsa kyau yace.
"Shall we?"

Da sauri ta girgiza kanta tare da fashewa da kukan shagwaɓa, murya na rawa tace.
"No!."
Murmushin gefen baki yayi tare da É—age mata giransa É—aya, sosai yanda ya hango tsoro akan fuskarta ya bashi dariya, saidai kuma yin dariya sakaka bata É—aya daga cikin É—abi'unsa, yafi ganewa murmushi, murmushin ma ba ko yaushe ba.
Jawota jikinsa yayi tare da kwantar da ita akan faffaɗan chest ɗinsa, ahankali yake typing bayanta,  kasancewar ruwan nada ɗan ɗumi sannan gefe guda kuwa ga yanda yake shafa bayanta, yasa hakan sosai keyi mata daɗi, luf ta kwanta ajikinsa, tun tana fitarda sheshsheƙan kuka har wani irin kasala da bacci suka kawo mata ziyara. 
Shima lumshe idanunsa yayi tare da ɗaura kansa bisa kafaɗanta, sama da mintuna 15 suka ɗauka ahaka, tuni wani bacci mai daɗi ya ɗauketa, sai ajiyar zuciya kawai take sauƙewa, tana me fitar da numfashi slowly.
Ahankali yaɗan zameta daga jikinsa, jingina bayanta da jikin jakuzzie'n yayi, tare da fita acikin jakuzzie'n, wanka yayi, kana ya tasheta itama tayi, sai shagwaɓa kawai take ta zuba masa,  shidai idanu kawai ya zuba mata, don sam baya taɓa gajiya da kallonta, akasalance tajawo wani towel ta ɗaura ajikinta,  Cikin yanayi na shagwaɓa haɗi da magagin baccin dake fusgarta, tasoma tafiya ahankali aƙoƙarinta nason fita daga cikin toilet ɗin batare da tayi aune ba, ta buga kanta ajikin bango,  ɗan ƙara ta sake tare da sakin kuka, zip ɗin wandonsa ya zuge, tare da ƙarasowa gareta  ɗagota yayi zuwa jikinsa inda ya buɗe ƙofar bathroom ɗin ya fice.
Kwantar da ita yayi akan gado tare da ƙarasawa gaban drawer, wata light purpule nighty gown ya zaro wanda gaba ɗayan jikinta ya kasance net ne, ɗagota yayi daga kwancen da take tare da sanya mata rigan ajikinta, maida ita yayi ya kwantar kamar ƴar ƙaramar yarinya tare da rufa mata blanket, zama yayi agefen gadon tare da jawo laptop ɗinsa yaci gaba da aikinsa, yayinda hakanan yakejin wani irin nishaɗi cikin ransa.
Sama da awa ɗaya ya ɗauka yana danna laptop ɗin kafun daga bisani ya rufe laptop ɗin, light off yayi na hasken ɗakin tare da hawowa kan gadon, tuni bacci yayi mata daɗi har takai ga nighty gown ɗinnata ya tattare gefe, yayinda santala santalan cinyoyinta suka bayyana, hannunsa yakai jikinta inda ahankali ya zare rigar, kwanciya yayi tare da jawota jikinsa, ya rufe gaba ɗaya jikinsu da blanket, daddaɗan ɗumin jikinta ne ke ratsa nasa jikin, hakan yasa yaƙara hugging ɗinta sosai, sakamakon haɗewar da ƙirjinsu yayi waje ɗaya, yasanya har cikin jikinsa yakejin wani irin feeling nataso mai, itama acikin bacci tajita cikin daddaɗan jikinsa, take taƙara shige masa tana me sake maƙalewa ajikinsa,  kiss yayi mata akan forehead ɗinta, kana ya lumshe idanunsa,  jin soyayyarta yake na ratsa jini da jijiyansa, wani irin zazzafan ƙaunarta yakeji,  baisan yaushe ne kuma tayaya yafara sonta ba, saidai yayi imani cewa itace mahaɗin rayuwarsa, sannan itaɗin kamar numfashine agaresa, duk randa yakasance babu ita to tabbas babu numfashinsa.
Cikin mintuna ƙalilan wani daddaɗan bacci ya ɗaukesa.

Ƙiran sallan asuban fari akan kunnuwansa,  ahankali ya buɗe idanunsa, inda ya sauƙesu akanta, baccinta take sosai yayinda ta ɓoye fuskarta acikin ƙirjinsa,  ɗan janye jikinsa yayi tare da ƙara gyara mata kwanciya, ahankali ya zuro da ƙafafunsa ƙasa daga kan gadon, kaitsaye bathroom ya wuce inda yasakarwa kansa shower, yana gama wanka ya ɗauro alwala.
Koda ya fito wani long jeans ya sanya,  tare da ɗaura wata black t-shirt akai,  turarensa mai sanyin ƙamshi ya fesa,  ahankali ya murɗa handle ɗin ƙofar ya fice, kaitsaye ya nufi masallaci.

6:00 am daidai alarm ɗin dake gefen gadon yasoma ƙara, akasalance ta buɗe idanunta tare dakai hannunta takashe alarm ɗin, tashi tayi zaune tare dakai dubanta makwancinsa, ganin babushi yasanyata lumshe idanunta,  ahankali sassanyan ƙamshinsa dake tashi ajikinta ke shiga hancinta,  nighty gown ɗinta dake gefe tajawo ta sanya, sam bacci bai isheta ba, gawani uban ciwo da jikinta keyi, saida tayi wanka kafun ta ɗauro alawala,   koda ta fito wata brown ɗin jallabiya irin ta mata ta sanya, hijab ta ɗaura akai kana ta tada sallah, koda ta idar da sallan bata tashi akan sallayan ba saida tayi azkar, komawa kan gadon tayi ta duƙunƙune tare da rufawa kanta blanket,  har yanzu kalmarnan ta
"I love you!" Da ya furta mata nayi mata yawo acikin ƙwaƙwalwarta,  lumshe idanunta tayi tana mejin sabon ƙaunarsa na ratsa jiki da jininta, sannu ahankali moment ɗinsu na daren jiya ke dawowa cikin brain ɗinta,  haka ta dinga sauƙe ajiyar zuciya akai akai,  ko cikakkun mintuna goma batayi da kwanciya ba bacci ɓarawo ya ɗauketa.

Tunda yafita baidawo gidan ba sai 7:00 am daidai,  yana shiga cikin ɗazin cikin hanzari ya nufi bathroom wanka yayi, kana yafito jikinsa duk danshin ruwa, towel yaɗauka yashiga goge jikinsa, koda ya gama body lotion ɗinsa ya shafa, cumb yasanya ya taje lallausan tarin gashin kansa, lallausan sajen dake kwance akan fuskarsa kuwa dama koda yaushe akwance take luf, ga wani irin shinning da take, kasancewar bakaɗan ba ake kashe mata kuɗi, wajen sayen mayukan da zasu gyarata.
Body spray ya fesa ajikinsa inda ya ƙarasa gaban makeken sif din da yake ajiye duk wani suit ɗinsa,  wani haɗaɗɗen suit black colour ya ciro, wandon irin pencil ɗinnan ne, sai kuma long sleeve ɗin ciki da ta kasance fara ƙal,  ƙarasawa gaban mirror yayi inda ya ɗaura black colour necktie awuyansa, koda ya ɗaura black suit  akan long sleeve ɗin sosai yayi kyau,  wasu tsadaddun takalma ƙiran company'n Italy toms ya sanya aƙafafunsa, sosai yayi kyau, tare da ƙara wani kwarjini da burgewa, komai na jikinsa shinning yake, kama daga kan suit ɗinsa harzuwa kan lallausan gashin kansa.
Ahankali ya taka zuwa jikin gadon, hannunsa yasanya yaÉ—an yaye blanket É—in da ta rufe jikinta dashi.
Sunkuyo da kansa yayi inda ya bata wani kyakkyawan kiss akan forehead ɗinta,  hannunsa yasa yaɗan shafi gefen fuskarta, sake jawo blanket ɗin yayi ya rufe mata jikinta, jakar laptop ɗinsa dake kan bedside ya ɗauka, cikin takunsa mai ɗauke da nutsuwa ya murɗa handle ɗin ƙofar ɗakin ya fice.
Cikin nutsuwa ya fito daga part É—in nasu yana me duba tsadadden wrist watch É—in dake É—aure a tsintsiyar hannunsa.
Sam baikula da Oummu dake zaune cikin falon ba,  har yakai bakin ƙofar fita daga cikin falon, Oummu taƙira sunanshi cikin sanyin murya.
Tsayawa yayi da tafiyan tare da É—an juyowa ya dube ta.
Cikin kulawa Oummu tace.
"Harkayi warkewan da zaka fara fita wajen aiki? jiya jiyannan fa aka sallamoka daga asibiti, ai dai kabari ka huta."
Fuska yaɗan kwaɓe tare da cije laɓɓansa, akasalance yace.
"Am okay."
Murmushi kawai Oummu tayi domin tasan yayi hakanne don kawai ya katse maganan da takeyi, duk da cewa ita ta haifesa amma har yau tana mamakin halin miskilancinsa, tarasa wani irin murÉ—aÉ—É—en mutum ne shi, magana ma wahala takeyi masa.
Ganin yana ƙoƙarin fita daga cikin parlour'n ne yasanya tayi saurin cewa.
"Ya maganan makarantar Zieyaderh? kafasan yanzu ne yakamata ace tabada himma akan karatunta, saboda yanzu suke S.S , yanzune kuma karatun nasu yaÉ—au zafi."