Sashe 72

“Saboda baki jin magana, ba ki tunani kamin ki aikata abu, gaba daya ke ba rayuwar aure ce a gabanki ba, shiririta kawai kika saka a gaba, wacan auren na farko ma be dade ba ya sake ki, yanzu kuma wannan da ciki ki dawo ki haihu ina murna ki ce min wai ya sake ki? Kin san farincikin da uwa take ji idan ta aurar da yarta Noor? Zaman aure nake son ki ji ba jeka ka dawo ba, yanzu mutane za su fara magana, ba ki gudun abun fada, daman an raya cewar ba zaman aure zaki yi ba, ke dai kin ki zaman aure Noor kin ki zauna”

Ta karasa tana kuka, ni ma kukan nake marar sauti.

“Ni ma ina da buri, ina da mafarkai irin na kowace mace, sai dai kuma kaddara ta shata min liyi, yadda alƙalamin ya zana dole haka zan bi...”

Na lumshe idanuwa.

“Daga lokacin da na fahimci haka, sai tsoro da fargabar me zai faru a gaba ya fice a zuciyarta. Tafiyar da babu dawowa ta zama dakuna a yanzu, gashi har kaddarata ta shafi yar'uwata”

A take ta daina kukan da take.

“Me ya faru me ya samu Hana?”

“Abdull ya keta mutuncinta, har ciki ya shiga....”

Faduwa Mama ta yi kasa zaune a lokacin da na labarta mata abun da ya faru, ba kuka take ba tagumi ta yi tana kallon kasa.

“Yanzu tana ina?”

“Ban sani ba”

Ya cije baki ta rumtse ido sosai tana girgiza kai. Tashi ta yi ta fice daga dakin ban sake ganin kowa ba sai misalin bakwai wata nurse ta shigo ta yi min allura ta ba ni magani na sha, sannan ta ce anjima likita zai zo ya duba ni, wata kila a sallame ni yau.

Haka kuwa aka yi likitan ya zo ya duba na fada masa bana jin komai a yanzu sai rashin karfi sai kuma gurin da aka min dinki ne kawai ke zafi. Magani ya rubuta da allurai masu yawa sannan ya bani takardar sallama misalin karfe biyu na rana. A lokacin Gwaggo Saude da Anty Larai suna asibitin sai kuma kanen Mama biyu. Kai tsaye gidan Baba aka wuce da ni a can ko da muka je mun samu Umma ta dora ruwan zafi, babu bata lokaci ta zuba min a zuba na shiga bandaki na xauna a cikin ruwan da ta zuba shirina na zauna, ga azabar dinki ga na zuwan dake taba gurin ga kuma na zuciya da tunanin yar'uwata.

Kowa tambayar yake ina Hana take, sai karya na yi nace jarabawa suke shiyasa ba zai yiyu ta zo ba, kuma na fada musu a hostel take zama ba a gidan ba gudun zargi. Makota suka fara shigowa suna duba ni tare da addu'ar Allah ya ba ni wani mai albarka. Bakinciki be kara min yawa ba sai da dare yayi na gwada number Hana har lokacin a rufe ga kuma bakinciki na haihu amman abun da na haifa babu rai. Kofin ruwan zafin dake hannuna na je na lalabo wayar da Kareem ya ba ni na kira Mama.

“Mama”

“Noor kina lafiya?”

“Ba lafiya ba Mama, na san ke ma kina cikin damuwa”

“Ina ciki Noor Kaddara ta riga fata, ni daman ban so tafiyarta, kawai saboda kun matsa ne ke da shi, kuma da san hakan zai kasance da ban bari an yi auren nan ba, ina masa kallon mutumen kirki ne mai sanin ya kamata, jindadi nake hango miki shiyasa na goya masa aka yi auren ina farinciki”

Hawaye na zubo ido.

“Hana ta kira ki?”

“Aa, tashin hankalin kenan, ban san wane hali take ciki ba”

“Kareem yace min zai iya kokarinsa ta dawo, amman har yanzu shiru”

“Alhaji ma yace zai yi iya kokarinsa za a samota”

“Kin fada masa ne?”

“Na fada masa cewar daga tafiya makaranta ta bata, ban fada masa abun da dansa ya aikata ba, idan maganar nan ta fita Noor Hana ba zata taba aure ba, babu wanda zai aureta abun yayi muni, fyade kuma har ta yi ciki? Babu wanda zai karbi wannan kadarar, kuma zata kunyata a unguwa zata zama abar kwatance”

“Shiyasa ni ma ban fadawa Baba ba, na masa karyar cewar tana hostel din makaranta, saboda bana son Umma ta ji ta yada, amman kuma Mama haka zamu bar Abdull ya tafi a free?”

“To ya zamu yi? Sai hakuri, ni dai Allah ya kawo min Yata”

“Ameen”

Kiran Mama na fita wayata kiran Hana ya shigo, jiki na rawa na daga.

“Hana”

“Noor”

Na daga sai na ji muryar Kareem, fashewa na yi da kuka.

“Dan Allah karka ce wani abu ya same ta, dan Allah karka ce ta mutu ka, na haihuwa yata bata zo da rai ba, i lost my baby, bana son sake jin bad news, ya isa haka yanzu”

Ina maganar ina kuka sosai sai ya kashe wayar hakan ya tashi hankalina sosai, domin na fahimce ba ya tafe da labari mai dadi, idan ba haka ba me ya kai wayar Hana hannunsa? Me yasa ita ba zata min magana ba? Na dafe zuciyata ina numfashi daker.

“Ke Lafiya me ya faru?”

Na kasa magana sai kuka nake...

KAREEM POV.

Yayi ending call din ya nufi wani motarsa ya dafa kamar wanda ya rasa abun yi. Kamin ya dago ya kalli gate din da aka bude motar Safeena ta doso harabar gidan, yana tsaye yana kallonta har ta karaso ta faka motar ta fito sanye da atamfa sai mayafin da be gama rufe jikinta.

“I thought i warning you karki sake na yanke duk wata alaka da ke”

“Alakata da kai ba zata taba yankewa ba, do you want us to talk about it a nan ko mu shiga ciki?”

Ya kalli Mai gadinsa da ya gama rufe gate ya kira shi, ya zo da sauri yana sassarfa.

“Ga ni ranka ya dade”

“Kalli wannan matar da kyau”

Mai gadin ya kalleta da kyau kamar yadda mai gidansa ya ba shi umarni.

“Na ganta ranka ya dade”

“Daga yau karka bari ta sake shigowa cikin gidan nan, idan ka bari ta sake shigowa a bakin aikinka”

“Toh Wallahi ba zata sake ba, ko da kuwa ita din aljanna ce, wuce Hajiya dan Allah ki wuce”

Safeena ya rausayar da kai tana kallon Kareem domin ba da wasa ta zo ba.

“Really?”

Kareem ya daga mishi hannu.

“Ban da yau, bar ni zan yi magana da ita”

“Toh ranka ya dade”

Mai gadin ya juya ya koma, sannan Kareem ya dauke kai ya nufi falon.

“Baki da hurumin shigowa gidana, na baki 2 min to talk your rubbish and go”

Cewar Kareem bayan ya shigo, sannan ya nufi Center table ya dora wayoyin dake hannunsa ya juyo yana kallonta fuska babu annuri. Safeena ta tabe baki.

“Gaskiya ne, hausawa suka ce namiji ba dan goyo ba ne, kuma na gani na tabbatar a yau, har ka manta wacece ni kake fadawa mai gadi kar ya bari na sake shigowa gidanka? Kuma ka ce bana da hurumin shigowa gidan? Saboda me? Ai Yusura bata gidan yanzu, balle ka ce kar ta gani, kuma kana ganin yanke alaka da ni zai sama kama yanci da zaman lafiya ne?”

Ya aika mata da wani kallon kaskanci da tsana.

“i don't want to see your face, kin cutar da ni iyakar cutarwa, sai yanzu nake hango abun da Momy take guje min, na gode Allah da ban aure ki ba”

“Kai ka fara cutar da ni, kai ka fara yaudara da sunan zaka aure ni alhalin kansan mahaifiyarka ba zata bari ba, ina ji ina gani ka aje ni ka auri wata, na yi duk yadda zan iya saboda na cire a zuciya na amman na kasa, bayan na samu mai aurena na yi aure kuma ka sake sabunta min kaunarka har ta kai bana iya gane komai sai naka, na yi sha'awar haihuwa da kai ne saboda ina sonka, amman yanzu na gane na yi babban kuskure domin yaudarata kake a kullum, gashi yanzu na haifi jininka kuma aurena zai lalace bata sigar da nake so ba”

Hawaye na mata zuba ta matsa kusa da shi.

“All my plan was wata rana zaka aureni, saboda ka saba min da kanka, bana da buri sai na zama da kai, bana jin dadin mu'amala da mijina sai kai, a hakan ka budewa wata zuciyarka ta shiga, kuma ka kwashe sirrina duka ka fada mata, gashi yanzu ta yake ni da shi, igiyar aurena haka ya rage ta katse”

Ta muna mishi tazarar dake tsakanin babban yatsanta da mai binsa a yayin da ta kusa hade su. Ta goge hancinta

“Ya dauki yaran duka ya auna jininsu kuma na san ya gani, amman be ce min komai ba ya koma Lagos, the next thing da zai biyo na sani saki ne da tozarci a cikin dangi”

Ta share hawayenta.

“Kanwarsa ta fada min ya fada musu ya Saki Noor amman be fada musu dalilin rabuwar ba, ta dawo gida ta haifi bakwaini, kuma be zo da rai ba, are you planning all this? It's because you love her more then me?”

“I didn't plan this, but yes i love her more then you, i love her so much”

“And think zan tsaya ina kallonku ku auri junanku ne, bayan kun gama lalata tawa rayuwar? Taya? Ka ci amanata Kareem”

Ya daka mata tsawa.

“Babu wanda ya lalata rayuwarki, ke kika lalata rayuwarki da kanki, kuma karki zargi kowa a nan”

“Anyway na zo na na gargade ka, kuma na fada maka, idan har Abdull ya sake ni to ni ce zan maye gurbin Yusura, na san kai ma ba zaka so mutuncinka ya zube ba, ba zaka so a san ka haihu da matar aure ba, kuma na zo na gargade ka ne, ka fadawa Noor ta fita daga rayuwarka, kuma ta yi taka tsantsan da nata rayuwar domin Wallahi ba zan bar wannan ba”

Tsakanin rufe bakinta da kai hannunsa a wuyanta ba za a oya fadar wanda ya riga wani ba, shaketa yayi sosai har sai da idanuwanta suka fito.

“You're hurting me Kareem you're hurting me”

Baya baya take yana binta.