Sashe 71

“Anyway na zo na na gargade ka, kuma na fada maka, idan har Abdull ya sake ni to ni ce zan maye gurbin Yusura, na san kai ma ba zaka so mutuncinka ya zube ba, ba zaka so a san ka haihu da matar aure ba, kuma na zo na gargade ka ne, ka fadawa Noor ta fita daga rayuwarka, kuma ta yi taka tsantsan da nata rayuwar domin Wallahi ba zan bar wannan ba”

Tsakanin rufe bakinta da kai hannunsa a wuyanta ba za a oya fadar wanda ya riga wani ba, shaketa yayi sosai har sai da idanuwanta suka fito.

“You're hurting me Kareem you're hurting me”

Baya baya take yana binta.

“Karki, taba yarinyar da bata miki komai ba saboda ni, kin cutar da ni that's enough, you have no idea what she's going though, because of your stupid husband, and yanzu kuma ke ki ce zaki saka ta gaba, kuma duk a kaina, ya ishe ki haka”

Ta fara bugun hannunsa da karfinta jin da gaske kokarin kasheta yake, she's fighting for her life. Sai da wayarsa ta fara ringing sannan ya sake ta fuska a hade, ita kanta bata taba ganinsa cikin bacin rai irin na yau ba. Tari ta fara tana hakki kamin ta juya da sauri ta fice daga falon.
Wayarsa dake ringing ya nufa ya dauka number Yusura ce, for the first time take kiransa bayan rabuwarsu, be haddace number duka ba but ya rike karshen numberta tun a lokacin da take gidan.

“Hello”

“Sallamu Alaikum”

“Wa'alaikumussalam, Lafiya?”

“Tine ce bata da lafiya, tun shekaran jiya, an bata magani amman abun be yi ba, jikinta ya tsanani yanzu”

“Ganin nan zuwa”

Ya sauke wayar ya dauki wayoyin duka biyu ya nufi stairs keys dinsa ya dauko ya sauko ya fita daga falon. 30m ya isa family house dinsu be faka ko'ina ba sai a bangaren da Yusura take tare da kanensa da yaransa. A falo ya same su daga Yusura har Tine din da aka yi ma shimfida a falon. Tun da ya shigo Yusura take kallonsa har ya karaso falon da babu kowa sai yarsa da tsohuwar matarsa dake sanye da katon Hijab domin a yanzu shi din ba muharraminta ba ne.
Ya kai hannu ya taba jikin Tine sai ya ji shi da zafi sai dai ba sosai ba, domin bachi ma take.

“Me yake damunta?”

“Zazzabi ne kawai sai ciwon kai da take cewa ta yawan tari da ciwon ciki”

Ya saka hannayensa ya tallafota ya maidata jikinsa yana taba cikin nata, a nan ta bude ido ta kalleshi.

“Dady ka zo?”

“Eh baki da lafiya”

“Eh amman da sauki”

“Fada min abun da kike ji”

Ta nuna masa gun da ke mata ciwo ta fada masa.

“Okay zan siyo miki magani yanzu, idan baki ji sauki ba daga nan zuwa gobe sai mu auna ki mu gani kin ji?”

Ta daga mishi kai tana kwantar da kanta jikinsa.

“Dady i miss you i miss our home, yaushe zamu koma?”

Ya kama hannunta ya rike yana wasa da shi.

“Tine akwai abun da ya kamata ku sani, the thing is...”

“Yara ne ba za su fahimta ba”

Yusura ta tari numfashinsa sai ya daka mata tsawa.

“We have to make them understand...”

“Are you Okay?”

“I'm Not...”

Nan ma ya amsa mata a tsawace, Tine ta dago daga jikinsa ta kalleshi

“Dady why are you shouting?”

“Am... Uhm..”

Ya rasa me zai ce, sai ya maida ita kirjinsa ya rumgume. Kamin ya kwantar da ita ya mike tsaye ya fice daga falon.

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Ta faka a harabar gidanta misalin karfe goma daidai na dare. Kanta ta jinginar a kujerar dake bayanta tana kuka.

“So cuta ne Allah ka cire min son bawan Allah nan, shi baya ganina ba ni ce a gabansa ba, ina kaunarsa amman baya gani”

Ta fada tana kuka sosai, ta bugi gambun motar.

“Ba zan kyale mutanen ba, taya za su lalata rayuwata su kuma su zauna a free? Ni na rayuwa a bakinciki shi kuma ya auri wacce yake so ya rayuwa cikin farinciki? Na san duk shi ya shirya wannan ai daman yana cire ciki, ta kashe aurenta ta fito yanzu ya aureta ko? Tun fa ya rabu da matarsa, bayan ni tawa rayuwar ta gama lalacewa, shiyasa ya fada mata sirrina, to ba ni kadai zai shafa ba har da kai Kareem, ganin yake idan yayi haka zai wanke kansa zai tsira ko? Okay zamu ga ni ai”

Ta bude motar ta fita sannan ta share hawayenta ta nufi cikin gidan cikin zafin zuciya tana taba wuyanta da dayan hannunta, dayan kuma yana rike da key din mota.Na dauki awa hudu ina nakudar da ban san da zuwanta sai da muka tafi asibiti, na wahala iya wahala har na yi zaton rai zai yi bankwana da duniya ne.
Suka can na yi nishi na yunkura ina ta kokarina, amman kamar bana yi, ban yi zaton haka haihuwa take da da wahala da ciwon fa azaba ba sai da na kai matakin.

A lokacin da likitoci suka bada shawarar a shiga ni tiyata domin ceto rayuwata da rayuwar abun da yake ciki ganin na kasa haihuwar, na katse sosai na yi zaton idan ana shiga da ni ba zan fito da rai ba. Sun fada idan ba ayi haka ba zan iya samun matsala ko abun da ke ciki ya samu, domin haihuwar ce ta zo min babu abun da ya isa ya tare, ma'ana dai zan yi haihuwar bakwaini kamar yadda aka haife ni.

Cikin ikon Allah da rahamarsa kamin asuba wani karfin ya zo min, yunkuri daya biyu a uku kan yarinya ya fara fitowa, da na sake yunkurin ta kara fitowa, likitan da ya karbi haihuwata ya yanka gurin ya janyo babyn, azabar sai ta zame min kala biyu, ba ma kamar lokacin da ake dinkewa. Ko ba a fada min na sani yata bata so da rai ba, domin ban ji kukanta a lokacin da ta fado duniya ba. Sai dai ban tabbatar da sai bayan da aka min wanka aka gyara min jikina aka canja tufafina. Sannan Mama ta sake shigowa domin da taimakonta aka yi min komai. Ta shigo dakin da fuska a kumbure da alama ita ma ta yi kuka kamar ni.

“Sannu ya karfin jikin na ki?”

“Alhamdullahi”

Na amsa ina jin maganar ma kamar ba zan iya ba. Domin babu ragowar karfi a jikina kamar ba na da kashi haka nake ji.

“Mace kika haifa, amman bata zo da rai ba, na bada ita can gurin dangin mahaifinta, saboda Mahaifiyarki Abdull ta karba”

Abu ne da na riga na sani kuma na fahimtar da kaina. Amman da Mama ta fada min sai na ji wani irin babu dadi. Duk wahalar da na sha babyn bata zo da rai ba. Tea mai kauri Mama ta miko min na karba na sha rabin kofin sannan na aje sai ta miko min wayarta.

“Kin ganta nan”

Na karbi wayar na kalli hoton yarinyar mai kyau da jiki kamar ba yar wata bakwai ba, fara kyakkyawa kamar na kirata ta amsa amman babu rai, an lullube ta da zane gwanin sha'awa.

“Yi hakuri, Allah ya baki wata mai albarka, ita kuma Allah yasa mai ceto ce, na tsorata da nakudarki kin wahala har hankalina ya tashi”

Na share hawaye na mika mata wayarta.

“Mama baki ga waya a jakata ba?”

“Na gani, kuma na ga kira na amsa sai na ji muryar abokiyar zamanki wai zaki kashe mata aure Wallahi sai ta ga bayanki, da ta ji muryarta ina mayar mata da martani sai ta kashe bata sake cewa komai ba, fada kuka yi?”

Ta banbare magani ta miko min na karba na sha.

“Aa ba ni wayar na duba abu”

Ta bude jakarta ta dauko wayar ta miko min, sannan ta dauko ragowar tea da na aje ta ba ni.

“Daure ki shanye Noor kamin anjima sai ki ji jikinki ya sake, wata kila zuwa gobe su sallame ma idan ba wata matsalar ta biyo ba, yau dai sun ce zaki wuni a nan ki samu bachi”

Ba tare da na musa ba na karba na shanye na aje cup din sannan na duba wayata ko zan ga sakon Hana amman shiru.

“Ina kika bar Hana ya aka yi kika zo a tare da ita ba? Na kira wayarta kashe mijinki kuma na yi ta kira be daga ba, shiyasa na kira kanwarsa da uwargidanmu na fada musu, su suka kira mahaifiyarsa suka fada mata, kanensa ma jiya duk suna nan mahaifiyarsa kuma a nan ta kwana, ita ta tafi da jaririyar ma, shi din ne dai be kira ba”

Wata zuciyar tace na yi mata karyar cewar Hana tana makaranta shiyasa ban zo tare da ita ba. Sai dai tunawa da shawarar da Kareem ya ba ni ya saka na yanke shawarar fada mata gaskiya.

“Daman kin ji alamar haihuwar ne kika dawo? Ai kara da kika yi haka a can babu kida kowa sai Hana ita kuma yarinya ce ba sani komai kuka yi ba, ko da yake likitoci ne suke yin komai, amman dai hankali ba zai kwanta ba kara da kika haihu a gida”

Na daga kai a hankali na kalli fuskarta, wani tea take kokarin hada min.

“Mama”

“Na'am”

Ta kalleni.

“Hana bata tare da ni”

Ta kalleni da sauri.

“Kamar ya?”

“Wani abu ne ya faru, shiyasa na dawo gida ba haihuwa na dawo ba, kuma na dawo ne da takardar saki, Abdull ya sake ni”

Ta dauke hannayenta daga tea da take hadawa na biyu tana kallona.

“Ya sake ki? Me ya faru? Me kika masa?”

“Ban masa komai ba...”

Bata bari na karasa ba ta fara min fada.

“Karya ne, ba zai sake ki ki dawo gida da ciki wata bakwai haka kawai domin jindadi ba, akwai abun da kika yi?”

Na kalleta idanuwana na cika da kwalla.

“Me yasa kullum ni ce mai laifi Mama?”