Sashe 112

“Na siyo miki turare duk da ban san choice dinki, amman ni nafi son irin wannan wanda na siyo miki, na mata ina son na ji mace ta saka shi”

“Na gode Allah ya saka da alheri”

“Ki dai shirya komawa aiki on Monday, tun da lafiya ta samu sosai”

Na gyada masa kai sannan na ce.

“In-Sha-Allah, amman dan Allah ina neman wata alfarma”

Kashe motar yai gaba daya, ya fito daga ciki ya zagayo inda nake ya saka hannayensa duka biyu aljihu yana min wani irin kallo wanda da ace akwai wani kusa da ni da sai na ji kunya, domin idonsa ya sako min sosai kamar zai cinye ni.

“Name it”

Ya fada kamar mai rada. Kasa nai da kaina ina wasa da ledar da ke hannuna.

“Lims..... ”

Ya kira sunana cikin wata irin siga wacce ta saka sigar jikina tashi, da na kalleshi kuma sai na kasa jure irin kallon da yake min.

“Okay Babe mu shiga mota sai ki fada min idan ba zaki iya fadi in public ba....”

Idan ban yi kuskuren fahimta ba kamar yace Babe right? Mistake yai ko kuma da gangan ne?

“You know bani da wannan hurumin da zan rumgume ki na kallashe ki na tambaye ki abunda kike so, so please just tell me idan ba so kike ki wahalar da zuciyata ba”

The way da yai maganar kamar yana rokona ta shigar lallashi akan na fada masa abunda ni nake da bukata.

“Daman ina son na tambaya ne ko ana barin mutum ya ga Abdulhamid”

Na fada cikin tsoro da fargaba, runtse ido yai ya bude ya sake kallona.

“Abdulhamid....”

Ya maimaita sunan.

“Why?”

“Akwai tambayar da nake son masa, ina son naji amsar daga bakinsa ne kawai”

“It's necessary?”

Na yi kasa da kaina, sai yai saurin matsawo kusa da ni.

“Okay Okay Okay... Kin san irin criminals din nan ba kowa ake barin yana shiga ganinsu ba, saboda gudun abunda zai faru, tun da suna tare da miyagun mutane ne, but idan kina son ganinshi i can talk to my friend sai yai mana hanya ki ganshi, idan ya bada date zan fada miki sai ki shirya na kai ki”

“Thank you so much”

“No Lims dadi nake ji idan kika bukaci wani abu nai miki, so thank you so much for the offer”

Ya fada sound so serious, sannan ya zagaya zuwa side dinsa yana kallona tare da fadin.

“But make sure ba wani kalma mai dadi za ki fada masa ba, ba zan jidadi ba idan kika furta wata kalma mai dadi ga wanin Ahmad, saboda Ahmad yana da kishi sosai idan yana da da dama ma, ko a unguwarku ba kowa za ki yi wa magana ba i swear”

Ya bude motar yana min murmushi.

“Take care of yourself”

Sannan ya shige motarsa yai mata key ya bar ni tsaye a gurin ina mamakin kalamansa. Yace Baby at first, and second to the last sentence ya fadi wasu abubuwa da ban gane ma kansa ba, i thought ba soyayya muke ba, but why yake irin wannan behaviors din? Na san ko bw fada min ba abunda yake min da kuma kulawarsa akaina tana nuna damuwarsa ne, kuma akan damune ne da abunda ake so, ko kuma ya zama muhimmin a rayuwa. Sai dai ni din a yanzu ban shirya ba ban kuma san ranar da zan shirya din ba.
  Ko da na koma cikin gidan an tarar sun bude abubuwan da ya siyo musu suna ci, sai labarin abubuwan da suka gani suke badawa, ni kuma an zauna saman tabarma na bude ledar, kananan cakes a ciki sai wata kyakyawar sarka mai ruwan zaiba, turare ya fi yawa sai man shafi cream and lotion, da shower gel, kana ganinsu kasan masu tsada ne.
  Ina jin yadda kannen suke kamgama shi ni dai bance komai ba, har suka ci suka shude sannan na dauki kayan bayan na basu cake din na nufi daki na aje.
Kamar wasa da dare Ahmad ya kira ni a waya ya fada min crwarna shirya gobe misalin ten zai zo ya dauke ni ya kai ni can abokinsa yace zai bar ni na shiga nai magana da shi, a lokacin kuma dai na ji kamar bana son zuwan wata zuciyar tai ta raya min cewar miyasa na bukaci haka? Ban kwanta ba sai da na fadawa Mama abunda nake da kudiri akai.

“Amman dole ne sai kin yi magana da shi? A iya tunani na Halima, ya kamata ki nisanta kanki da yayan Hajiya, ba nuna nufin ki yanke alaka ba, a a ki yi nesa nesa daga duk wani abu da zai iya sakawa a zarge ki, iyakar cin mutuncin da nuna kiyaya Hajiya ta yi miki shi”

“Na sani Mama kawai ina son na masa wata tambaya ce, wacce nake son amsar ta daga bakinsa”

“To Allah ya tsare, tare za ku tafi da Ahmad din?”

“Eh In-Sha-Allah”

“To yayi kyau”

Shiru ne ya biyo baya kamin ta kalleni tace.

“Ba zan matsa miki ki yi aure ba, kamar yadda ba zan hana ki sauraren kowa ba, sai dai duk wanda kika san ba aurenshi za ki yi ba, to ki sallame shi da wuri ba sai yayi ta wahala a kanki ba”

Ko bata fito fili ta fada min ba, na san Mama tana magana ne akan Ahmad kuma tana da gaskiya, ya kamata na dakatar da shi daga abubuwan da yake min ko ya fara min, kar abun yai nisa ya zame min wata sabuwar matsala.
  Kamar yadda ya fada min zai zo da ten ya dauke ni, sai nai gaggawar yin duk wani abu da nake kamin lokacin na sallami yarana suka tafi Islamiyarsu kasacewar yau Sunday suna zuwa makarantar safe ne, sannan ni kuma na shiga nai wanka na shirya cikin bakar abaya, na yafa farin veils karama wanda ya tsaya min iya wuya, ban shafa komai a fuskata ba bayan powder sai dan man baki dana goga, na feshe jikina da turaren da Ahmad ya akwa min jiya, turare ne mai dadin kamshi ina jinsa a gurin manya mata idan na shiga buki ko office.
Sako ya turo a waya cewar yana waje yana jirana.

“Hey Beb ina jiranki a waje idan kin shirya”

Bayan na karanta sakon na samu kaina da faduwar gaba, ina ta jin tsoro zuwa bayan kuma ni na bukaci haka, sai da na sanarwa Mama sannan na fita ina addu'ar fita daga gida. Ina fito daga cikin gidan ya sauke gilashin motarsa yana kallona har na karaso, da kansa ya fito ya bude min motar ni kuma ban shiga ba sai da na fakaici idon mutane, bayan na zauna ya maida motar ya rufe sannan ya zagayo side dinsa ya rufe gilashin motar yana kallon.

“Kin san Allah? Da kika fito daga gida na hango ki ji nai kamar naje na rumgume ki? And the way you're walking wow Ma-sha-Allah”

Na yi murmushi ina kallon yadda black suit din da ke jikinsa yai masa kyau sai mu ka yi anko kamar na fada masa nima bakin kaya zan saka. Ya bata minti goma a gurin baya aikin komai sai kallona can kuma ya shaki kamshin turaren da ke jikina ya lumshe ido, kamin yai ma motar key mu kama hanya. Kamar wacce tai masa maganin kallo haka ya saka min ido yana ta kallona yana murmushi kamar ba driving yake ba, har tsoro na rika ji kar ya mu yi accident. Mun yi tafiya mai nisa sosai sannan muka isa gurin daga ba a bar mun shiga cikin ba sai da abokin nasa ya fito, the way da abokin ya rika min magana sai na fahimci cewar Ahmad ya fada masa cewar ni matarsa ce wata kila, domin a cikin kalamansa har da zancen wai mijina yana so na sosai duk yabi ya dame shi shi dai matarsa matarsa. Kallona kawai Ahmad din yai ya kashe min ido yana murmushi, can kuma muna sake hada idon sai ya sake kanne min ido daya ya leko da halshensa kadan yai min gwalo still yana murmushi.

“Gaskiya Ma-sha-Allah ka yi dace mata, Allah....”

“Na sani, zamu iya shiga ciki?”

Tun kamin mutunen ya karasa Ahmad ya katse shi yana hade rai kamar ba shi ba. Dariya mutumen yai ya juya muka nufi cikin gurin, nesa da ni Ahmad ya tsaya dan bani damar yin sirri, ni kuma na karasa ciki na zauna a gurin da aka tanada, ta ko'ina akwai security amman hakan be hana ni jin tsoro ba, gabana sai faduwa yake, duk bayan minti daya sai ya juya na kalli Ahmad sai ya dago min hannu ya aiko min da sakon murmushi. After like 14 minutes aka fito da Abdulhamid daga shi sai vest da gajeren wando, gaba daya ya canja, daman can ba jikin ne da shi sosai ba sai ya kara ramewa fuskarsa tai kamar wanda ya shekara be ci abinci ba. Har ya zauna a kujerar dake facing dina be kalleni ba.
  Yana ta murza wuyan hannunsa, tsakanin ni da shi sai aka rasa wanda zai fara yi ma wani magana, sai da na sake juyawa na kalli Ahmad ya dago min hannu yai min murmushi sannan na ji karfin guiwa fara ambatar sunansa.

“Abdulhamid....”

“Miyasa kika zo nan?”

Na tari numfashina ba tare da ya kalleni ba.

“Kin jidadin abunda ya same ni ko?”

A lokacin ne idona ya soma cika da hawaye.

“Mi zai saka na jidadi? Ko da ban san ka ba, ballantana kai din dan'uwana ne jinina”

Sai a lokacin ya dago ya kalleni.

“Ina son nai maka wata tambaya wacce nake son jin amsarta daga bakinka”

Na hade yawun bakina sannan na ce.

“Miya hadinka da Abraham?”