Sashe 81

Shiru sukai na dan lokaci ta sake sunkuyar da kanta kasa tana wasa da yatsun hannunta ko zan iya tmbyarki ?kai kawai ta gyada masa tare da yin shiru tana mai jin tsanani kunya most especially idan ta fahimci sanar daita kalmar só zaayi ko mgnr aure dan ma wayewar karatuta ta rage mata wasu abubuwa ,amman duk da hk a shirye take da irin tmyr da zai mata dan kallon yayanta take masa tunda mahaifinsa yace ta daukesa tmkr mahaifi kunga kuwa dole ta daukesa matsayin yaya agareta muryata a sanyaye tace "nima ina da tmby idan kayi naka ka gama ?ya danyi taku kadan yana shirin barin wajen domin canza waje" muje daga can ta biyosa cike da natsuwa cikin tafiyarta kamar bata son taka qasa ."

Ya tsaya tare da tsura mata idanunshi ya gyara tsayuwa hade da rungume hannunwansa a qirji "Kinsan tambayar da nake son nayi miki ?ta girgiza masa kai tana mai sake dukar da kanta "kina da saurayin da kike so ?ta dan dago idanusu suka tsarke cikin juna tayi saurin dauke nata tana cewa "acikin ranta kar dai abinda nake tunani ne zai tabbata ?kamar tace tana da mlm yahuza dan saukakawa kanta sake shiga wata rayuwa amman sai ta tsinci kanta da ce masa "a'a bani da kowa kin san kuwa kina da kyau sosai ?tace ina dai ji mutane na fad'a amman ni dai nasan bani dashi ,kiji tsoron allah yadda yayi maganar yasa tayi murmushi har fararen hakoranta da wushiryarta suka bayyana ."

"Kina da matukar kyau ,Ke rayuwarki ce kawai a irin wannan area amman siffar ki da halinki suna manyan unguwa ne kinfi dacewa da zaman acan nasha mamakin dana ganki anan ?tayi murmushi "to saboda me zakayi mamaki dan na kasance a irin wannan unguwar ?",su mutane dake rayuwa acikinsa su ba mutane bane ?ya sake tsareta da idanunsa ganin karfin halinta akan maganarta "har wani dagewa kike da tmby okay ai an kusan daukeki tunda baba ya amince ?

Shiru tayi tana nazarin maganarsa ai an kusan daukeki tunda baba ya amince domin kawar da maganar tace "dady yace zaka fahimtar dani wani abu me zaka fahimtar dani ?yayi shiru murmushi akan fuskarsa yace "matsalarki kunya ni kuma tsoro ta dan yi Jim ,a ina na zama matsala ?bai bata amsa ba sai kallon gabansa daya cigaba da yi daga bisani yace "ni baki tmbyeni ko ina da yammata ko bani dashi ba ?ta dan daga kafadanta alamun babu ruwanta da hakan domin wannan babbar maganace tama fi karfinta me ma ya kai ta ga wannan tmbyr ? "kodan saboda baki damu da yayanki ba ?

"A'a?
"Ya a'a da kin damu dani nasan zaki tmby ko yaya abinda ya shafi rayuwata mussaman Kiyi koyi da irin tmbyr danayi miki akan samari " nan da nan taji wani iri da alamun zai yi rigima da jan magana idan ba haka ita ina ruwanta da wasu yammatansa "karkiji da wai sai kin mun irin tmbyr da na miki zaki bar nan idan ba haka sai dai na tasa keyarki na wuce dake " ta zaro ido tana kallonsa da mamaki wannan shi ake kira karfin hali barawo da sallama "to shikenan bari na tmbyeka sai dai ba tmyr ka zanyi akan kana da yammata ko baka dashi ba dan nasan kana dasu aruru wata killa ma kullum sai kayi budurwa sama da hudu "dariya mai dan sauri yayi yana kallonta "lallai sai kace wani na mamajo yadda ya fadi mgnr ya bata dry dan hk daga dryr bata sake cewa komai ba sai shine ya cigaba da cewa "ni nan da kika gani matsoraci ne tsoron mata ne dani ban ta'ba cewa ina son ko mace daya ba ,ba dan kuma bana ganin wadan da nake so ba sai dan kawai dana tunkaresu da maganar só sai naji gabana yana faduwa ."

Murmushi tayi "lallai ka cika matsoraci ta fad'a acikin ranta ya dan kyaleta amman gashi momy ta gaji da zamana haka ta samomin wacce zan aura "gsky kaji kunya kai yanzu mata ma kake jin tsoro a yadda zamani ya samu cigaba,sai kana yiwa mace kallon macen arziki sai kaga ashe ba haka bane ta dan yi jim ,"ina tmbyrka a ina matsalar take kace matsalarka tsoro ni kuma kunya a wani fannin kenan ?shiru ya biyo byn tmyrta har ga allah bata kawo komai ba saboda bata tunanin hadadden saurayi kamarsa zai ji wani abu akanta har ma ta burgesa sam bata kawo akanta ba haka take biyewa zancensa ."

Ya katse mata tunani da cewa "daace zuciyar kowa zata fitar da matsalarta dana tabbatar zamu samu fahimtar juna har ki fahimci dady da kuma kin gane zabin da momy ta tay min "tayi shiru a ganinta mgnrsa bata dace daita ba bata san komai akan rayuwarsa ba ya sake katse mata tunani "kin shirya cire kunyar ki ni kuma na cire tsoro dan ki samu amsar tambayoyinki .?ta dan tabe baki " ni wai waya fad'a maka ina da kunya ya zaro ido "Subhallah Au baki da kunya ?tayi murmushi "to ai kaine wallahi ni ne wallahi me ?"wai na cire kunya sai kace kunyar takalmi ce ya danyi murmushi ya tsaida idanunshi akanta ita ma shi take kallo dan tana tunanin zai fadi matsalarsa ne ganin yaki dauke idanunshi akanta yasa tayi qasa da idanunta ta fara shan jinin jikinta domin irin kallon da yake mata mai fassara ne ."

"Maryama wacce momy na ta zabar min ita ce daidai da rayuwata kuma tana kusa dani yardarta abbana yake nufin a matsayin na fahimtar daita soyayyata ya dan gyara tsayuwa "kece zabin abbana kece zabin momy sannan kece zabin kanwata ta sauke kanta ta qasa tsayuwar da kafafuwanta wata shuumar kunyarsa ta mamayeta ji take tmkr ta nitse a wajen daman manufarshi kenan agareta amman ta tsayar dashi tana ta dogon zance dashi ya qara fuskantarta "kece kadai naji duk duniya tun a kallon farko soyayyarki ta doki zuciyata da wani shauki ganinki a karon farko kaunarki ta mamaye ni yardarki itace yarda da abba yake nufi ki bani yardar soyayyarki ni kuma zan nuna miki hallacin so zan fayacce miki irin soyayyarki da take cikin raina ."

Kamar ruwa ya cinyeta haka ta koma a wajen tmkr ba itace Ke hira ba ita kanta hirar datayi a awaanin abaya datasanin yinta take ,da kyar ta daga idanunta ta kallesa ganin gbdy idanuwanshi suna kanta yasa ta sake gyara mayafinta "ki daure ki sanar dani abinda zanjewa da momy domin ta samu sukuni momy na tana matukar qaunarki kullum tana kewarki da alfahari da halinki domin tace bata ta'ba ganin diyar talakawa da irin jarumtarki ba fannin hali da tarbiya da ina ganin momy ta dauki abun da zafi amman ganinki ya tabbatar min ni kaina zanyi alfahari dake idan kika kasance mata agareni kin dace da rayuwata ."

Hakikanin gsky sai dai taki yusif saboda gudun rashin tabbacin samunsa ba dan bai cancanta ba har zuciyarta kalamansa sun dan wanke mata mikin dake daskare a zuciyarta na rashin mlm yahuza da abinda akayi mata amman duk da hk bazatai ganganci amsar wata soyayya a yanzu ba ina ma tana da tabbacin samunsa ? kinyi shiru kice min wani abu "batare dasanin ba kawai taji kalmar allah ya tabbatar mana da alkairi,kenan kin amince zaki auri matsoraci ?kai ma ka yarda zaka auri mai kunya tana gama fadar hk ta bar wajen da d'an saurinta ta boye abayan windowsu tana sauke numfashi ita ba wai tana jin sonshi bane aa ta gaji da rayuwar gidansu km tana son ta dauke mahaifiyarta daga cikin gidan suyi rayuwar farinciki kuma taga alamun zata samu a wajen Yusif ,"

Da zasu wuce aka shigo da kayan abinci masu uban yawa umma ta kara masu godiya yayinda maryama bata bari sun qara yin wata hira da Yusif ba duk da shi yaso suyi sallama amman taki duk mutanen gidan suka fito har yammatan gidan a tunaninsu zai ce yana só nan kuwa basu san tuni ya gama amayar da abinda ke ransa ba, suna tsaye a tsakar gidansu daga nan maryama bata qara taku daya ba ta koma side dinsu har bakin mota suka rakasu baba gali bai saba boyewa aunty salma komai ba dan ya kwashe abinda ya faru ya fad'a mata sakina na zaune tana jinsu aunty salma tayi shiru hankalinta a matukar tashe tace kai wani irin mutun ne da bai san ciwon kanshi ba ? ga sakina bazakayi mgnrta ba gsky wannan hadin bazai yuwu ba kenan rasa yahuza ma cigaba ya kawo mata ? "to ai kece da baki ruguza mgnrsa ba ai da dole cikin yayanki zaa aura shiyasa naso ki barta dashi Ke kuma kika matsa ."

"Tô ai sai ka nuna masu akwai wanda take so idan yaso duk abinda akayi akan mlm yahuza sai a kwance kaga dole nasan zai dauki shukura ko sakina tunda iyayensa anan suke son ya zabi matar aure baba gali yayi shiru aikin gama dai Ya gama shiyasa komai nake gaya miki ki dinga bi ahankali gashi nan da kanki kin rusa rabon yayanki dan da tuni yusif rabon yayanki ne aunty salma tayi shiru tare da cewa "yanzu ma bata baci ba nan da dan wani lokaci kadan zai fasa ya kalleta ai nasan zaki iya amman hakan zai sa iyayensa su gane akwai wata sannan mutane ma zasu zagemu ."tsaki taja kai ka damu da wannan in har kana son yayanka da arziki ya zama dole wannan karon ka bani hadin kai baba gali yayi murmushi to ai ki bada himma da haka suka kawo karshen hirarsu tá tashi ta dauki mayafinta ta nufi gidan alfa