Sashe 74
Mar'adam's Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 8 min read
ya tsura mata tsumammun idanunshi kafin ahankali ya soma magana cikin izza "taya zan iya yarda da hakan bayan kece da bakinki kika furta hakan kuma kika aikata ? "wallahi wallahi !! idan ka yarda da rantsuwata bani bace sam sam ban aikata abinda kake zargina akai ba hasalima ni yau tsawon kwanaki goma sha biyar kenan kafafuwana basu taka haraban gidan nan ba ina kwance bani da lafiya ."yadda take maganar zaka fahimci tana cikin rud'ani da tashin hankali kamo kafafuuwansa tayi cikin kuka tace "please yaya try to understand me bazan ta'ba aikata hakan ba kawai dai na fad'a maka haka ne dan ka tausaya min ka aureni amman ka yarda dani ban san komai akai ba ."
"Bazan ta'ba yarda dake ba domin nasan zaki iya aikata taadanci makamancinsa koma fiyye dashi a halin yanzu ba wannan magiyar bace ta kamaceki ki fara shirin yadda zaki aiwatar da aikin dana baki idan kuma zaki tonawa kanki asiri né tun yanzu bismillah ." jikinta da muryarta na rawa tace "baxan damu ba koda asiri zai tono dan ban aikata komai ba bare naji tsoron fallasa kuma Allah shine sheidata ban aikata ba amman zaka iya bincike akan wanda ya aikata abinda kake zargina akai amman ni bani bace kuma duk inda zaa kaini zan tsaya ne akan gskyta bazan ta'ba karban laifin da bani na aikata ba ."
a natse ya soma daga kafafunsa dan wucewa ya barta dan ya gaji da jin sautin muryarta da kukanta yana shiga kanshi over ,yaga tana qoqarin jan gwiwowinta domin biyosa ya kalli securities din dake tsaye a wajen "karku sake ku barta ta shigo ciki "okay yallabai an gama ya shege ciki ya barta durkushe tana kallonsa tmkr wani sabuwar halittta a wajenta ."mikewa tayi tare da cure hannayenta waje daya tana bugawa da juna bata ta'ba shiga tashin hankali da nadama irin ta yau ba har ga allah bata san haka abun zai rikice ya dawo kanta ba ta dauka idan ta fad'a masa haka zataci bulus ne ashe masefa zai zame mata ashe bazataci bulus ba wahala zata sha ?"me yasa batayi shiru da bakinta ba ?me yasa ta gaza hakuri har sai data fito ta fad'a masa shirinta gashi ta kai kanta ta baro ? kaicona ni nuzla bakina ya janyo min matsefa na tarowa kaina bala'i da kaina ta sauke ajiyar zuciya tare da furzar da zazzafar iska daga bakinta ."
"Ai kam wallahi sai dai yayi mata duk abinda zai mata idan ta kama ma ya mikata ga hukuma amman bazata ta'ba aikata abinda yake bukata ba sannan bazata ta'ba karban laifinta ba sai dai idan kasheta zaayi akasheta ta yarda amman bazata cika masa burinsa ba, shi idan har da gaske yake baya qaunar maryam din ya aikata lahira da kashi ba sai ya had'a daita ba da sauri ta juya ta soma tafiya kamar zata tuntsura kasa sai kace mahaukaciya ta shigo gidansu inda ta iske mahaifiyar tsaye cikin zullumi ."
Tana ganinta ta qaraso gareta tana tmbyrta nuzla ta zauna akan kujera jagwaba tana fidda numfashi duk tmbyr da mahaifiyarta take mata bata kulata ba illa hawaye dake zubar mata "wani laifi kikayi wa adam ?tayi shiru kawai batare da tace uffan ba hjy salema tace "to da alamun laifin mai girma kikayi masa yasa har ya biyoki "kamar ta bayyanawa mahaifiyarta halin da take ciki kafin ya damkata hannun hukuma a kashe mata ita a banza a wofi amman ta kasa dan gaskiya bazata iya ba domin tasan irin qaunar dake tsakaninsu kasancewarta auta a wajenta ,banda kalmar inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun babu abinda take furtawa tare da dafe kanta dake mata wani irin sara Kmr zai rabe gida biyu hjy salema ta barta ta koma dakinta dan ta fahimci laifi tayi masa mai girma wanda yasa ta kasa furta wa ."
Nuzla ta rufe idanunta gam tana jin yadda maganarsa ke tashi acikin kunnuwanta da zuciyarta so take ta sakawa gangar jikinta hakuri da jarumta har zuwa waadin daya dibar mata ya cika amman ta kasa bata jin zata iya, a halin yanzu ma ba mgnr aurensa bace a gabanta illa mafuta lallai tana bukatar mafuta ta mike tsaye tana zariya acikin parlour'n "ko na gudu ne na bar gidan ne ?ta tmbyi kanta ,gudunki bashine mafuta ba nuzla hakan ma qara min laifi zai yi idan kuma maganar ta fito shikenan kin tabbata mai laifi a wajen kowa dakinta ta shiga tayi zaman dirshan tana saqa da warwara ni dai wallahi nasan bani na kashe mubina ba haka zalika banyi yunkurin kashe mrym ba ,"shin ta ina zan fara ?ni kaina ina bukatar gano wanda yayi hakan , ta lumshe idanunta tana tunani dan dole tayi bincike dan gani wacce tayi yunkurin kashe mrym kuma ko wacece acikin estate dinsu take km itama tana son adam ne Kmr yadda take son shi jikinta ya dauki zafi sosai ."
Zaune mr ata yake akan kujera kushin dake d'akinsa yayi zurfi cikin duniyar tunani yayinda hankalinsa gabadaya ke sake tashi a duk sanda ya tuna da maganar aurensa da mrym sai ya dinga jin hankalinsa na sake tashi , yayinda a kullum ya daura kwayar idanunshi akan yarinyar sai ya dinga jin tsananin tsanarta ,shi da kansa ya kasa sanin takamaimain dalilin dayasa yake jin tsananin tsanarta haka dan bazai ce dan rashin tsawonta bane da kuma kasancewar ta fara bane ya janyo haka yanayinta dai ya taimaka wajen tsanarta ne ,duk yadda yake qoqarin yakice tsanarta da sanyata ko kadan acikin ransa zuciyarsa taki amince da zamanta a tsakaninsa tafe tafe har tunaninsa ya kawo kan zanen wukar dake ajiye akan bedside dinsa wanda aka kashe mubina daita kuma ake qoqarin kashe mrym dashi shine ya zana ya ajiye a wajensa kafin a mika wukar ga hukuma ."
ahankali ya sauke naunauyen ajiyar zuciya ya sake gyara zamansa sosai akan kujerar da yake zaune tunanin duniya yayi akan wacce tayi karfin halin shigo masa gida da taadanci , baya da tabbacin ko nuzla ce domin kuwa har ya gama kallon mai shi ta camerar d'akinsa bai iya gane ko wacece ba zargin nuzla kawai yake bisa yanayin jikin wacce ta shigo da kuma furucin bakinta amman bashi da tabbas akanta bincike ne kawai zai tabbatar masa daita ce ko kuwa wata ce dabam ta kashe mubina km tayi yunkurin kashe mrym "idan wata ce dabam meye dalilinta ?meye hujjarta ? me yasa take yunkurin aikata hakan ?iya tunaninsa yanzu ya fara gane wasu abubuwa akan me kisan wala akanshi ake yi kisan kmr yadda kwakwaluwarsa take haska masa wala kuma wani laifin suka aikata mata take masu dauki dayday ,cikin sanyi jikin nan nasa tamkar mara laka ya matso ya kunna CCTV camera .
idanunsa kawai ya zubawa camerar yana kallon wacce ta shigo masa gida cikin bakaken kaya wondo da riga gabadaya babu inda ta bari wanda zai kafa hujja akanta amman dai tabbas yanayinta ya nuna macece "to wacece wannan yarinyar ?tunaninsa ma yadda ta iya shigowa securities din bakin kofar shigowa basu ganta ba ? ko da yake ta yuwu wani abun tayi masu amfani dashi domin gusar da hankalinsu dan kuwa duk tashin hankali daaka shiga bacci suke basa ma cikin haiyacinsu har sai da aka taimaka masu ,tunda yake a rayuwarsa bai taba ganin mai kaifin baseera irin na yarinyar ba Sannan tunda yake bai taba samun kansa cikin damuwa irin na lokacin ba ,sam sam ya qasa kwanciya yayi bacci sai wurin karfe biyu saura bacci barawo yayi awon gaba dashi ."
bangaren nuzla ma yadda taga safiya haka taga dare ga wani zazzafan zazzabi daya rufeta kafin gari ya waye ta sake yin wata doguwar rama jikinta ya dauki zafi kamar garwashin wuta dan haka dole da gari ya waye aka kira doctor ya dubata nan ya tabbatar masu da damuwa ce dan har jininta ya hau ya wuce kaida yayi ja hankalinta akan yawon tunani sannan ya daura mata drip ya kama gabansa hjy salema ta tsura mata ido kawai tana kallon yadda numfashinta ke fita da kyar ta riko hannunta cikin nata zafin jikinta ya ziyarci tafin hannun hjy salema bata son ganinta cikin damuwa da tashin hankali duk sai taji itama ta shiga damuwa yanzu da tana da dama data cire mata ciwon ta dawo dashi kanta "nuzla !."ta kira sunanta ta bude idanunta dake lumshe ta zubawa mahaifiyarta "meke damunki ko akan hisham ne ?ta gyada mata kai kawai alamun "eh! .
"Halan akan maganar adamu yazo jiya ?ta sake gyada mata kai kawai dan bazata iya magana hjy salema ta numfasa kana ta cigaba da magana "me yasa zaki saka maganar aranki har haka ?tunani shine abu na farko dake fara nukurkusa rayuwar dan adam ,kiyi hakuri ki fallawa allah komai shi keyi a lokacin da yaso haka shi Ke hanawa alokacin daya so fatana Ki barwa allah lamarinki Kiyi addua abinda yafi zama alkhairi atsakaninki dashi Allah ya tabbatar mana, amman ina kyautata zaton zaki ji dadi agidansa zaki samu kwanciyar hankali a hannunsa domin hisham yaron kirki ne amman dai mu cigaba da addua mu barwa allah komai nuzla ta runtse idanunta kawai tana ji da abinda ya dameta ."
tun safe mami da mrym har ma da nana hauwa'u suka shiga kitchen suna had'awa ata breakfast suna hira ,mami ta fito tana amsa wayar hajiya nuriyya wanda adaidai lokacin ata ya sauko hannunwansa duka acikin aljihun wondonsa, sanye da riga brown colour mai hannun long sleeve da dogon wando baki "eh ke dai nuriyya abinda ya faru kenan wallahi acikin estate din nan ne amman yanzu tunda ya dawo in sha allahu bazai wuce a saka sati uku zuwa hudu ba ba ,eh babu damuwa tunda open ticket zakuyi nan ata ya wuce yayi nufi hanyar dakin jim dinsa domin motsa jiki ."
"Bazan ta'ba yarda dake ba domin nasan zaki iya aikata taadanci makamancinsa koma fiyye dashi a halin yanzu ba wannan magiyar bace ta kamaceki ki fara shirin yadda zaki aiwatar da aikin dana baki idan kuma zaki tonawa kanki asiri né tun yanzu bismillah ." jikinta da muryarta na rawa tace "baxan damu ba koda asiri zai tono dan ban aikata komai ba bare naji tsoron fallasa kuma Allah shine sheidata ban aikata ba amman zaka iya bincike akan wanda ya aikata abinda kake zargina akai amman ni bani bace kuma duk inda zaa kaini zan tsaya ne akan gskyta bazan ta'ba karban laifin da bani na aikata ba ."
a natse ya soma daga kafafunsa dan wucewa ya barta dan ya gaji da jin sautin muryarta da kukanta yana shiga kanshi over ,yaga tana qoqarin jan gwiwowinta domin biyosa ya kalli securities din dake tsaye a wajen "karku sake ku barta ta shigo ciki "okay yallabai an gama ya shege ciki ya barta durkushe tana kallonsa tmkr wani sabuwar halittta a wajenta ."mikewa tayi tare da cure hannayenta waje daya tana bugawa da juna bata ta'ba shiga tashin hankali da nadama irin ta yau ba har ga allah bata san haka abun zai rikice ya dawo kanta ba ta dauka idan ta fad'a masa haka zataci bulus ne ashe masefa zai zame mata ashe bazataci bulus ba wahala zata sha ?"me yasa batayi shiru da bakinta ba ?me yasa ta gaza hakuri har sai data fito ta fad'a masa shirinta gashi ta kai kanta ta baro ? kaicona ni nuzla bakina ya janyo min matsefa na tarowa kaina bala'i da kaina ta sauke ajiyar zuciya tare da furzar da zazzafar iska daga bakinta ."
"Ai kam wallahi sai dai yayi mata duk abinda zai mata idan ta kama ma ya mikata ga hukuma amman bazata ta'ba aikata abinda yake bukata ba sannan bazata ta'ba karban laifinta ba sai dai idan kasheta zaayi akasheta ta yarda amman bazata cika masa burinsa ba, shi idan har da gaske yake baya qaunar maryam din ya aikata lahira da kashi ba sai ya had'a daita ba da sauri ta juya ta soma tafiya kamar zata tuntsura kasa sai kace mahaukaciya ta shigo gidansu inda ta iske mahaifiyar tsaye cikin zullumi ."
Tana ganinta ta qaraso gareta tana tmbyrta nuzla ta zauna akan kujera jagwaba tana fidda numfashi duk tmbyr da mahaifiyarta take mata bata kulata ba illa hawaye dake zubar mata "wani laifi kikayi wa adam ?tayi shiru kawai batare da tace uffan ba hjy salema tace "to da alamun laifin mai girma kikayi masa yasa har ya biyoki "kamar ta bayyanawa mahaifiyarta halin da take ciki kafin ya damkata hannun hukuma a kashe mata ita a banza a wofi amman ta kasa dan gaskiya bazata iya ba domin tasan irin qaunar dake tsakaninsu kasancewarta auta a wajenta ,banda kalmar inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun babu abinda take furtawa tare da dafe kanta dake mata wani irin sara Kmr zai rabe gida biyu hjy salema ta barta ta koma dakinta dan ta fahimci laifi tayi masa mai girma wanda yasa ta kasa furta wa ."
Nuzla ta rufe idanunta gam tana jin yadda maganarsa ke tashi acikin kunnuwanta da zuciyarta so take ta sakawa gangar jikinta hakuri da jarumta har zuwa waadin daya dibar mata ya cika amman ta kasa bata jin zata iya, a halin yanzu ma ba mgnr aurensa bace a gabanta illa mafuta lallai tana bukatar mafuta ta mike tsaye tana zariya acikin parlour'n "ko na gudu ne na bar gidan ne ?ta tmbyi kanta ,gudunki bashine mafuta ba nuzla hakan ma qara min laifi zai yi idan kuma maganar ta fito shikenan kin tabbata mai laifi a wajen kowa dakinta ta shiga tayi zaman dirshan tana saqa da warwara ni dai wallahi nasan bani na kashe mubina ba haka zalika banyi yunkurin kashe mrym ba ,"shin ta ina zan fara ?ni kaina ina bukatar gano wanda yayi hakan , ta lumshe idanunta tana tunani dan dole tayi bincike dan gani wacce tayi yunkurin kashe mrym kuma ko wacece acikin estate dinsu take km itama tana son adam ne Kmr yadda take son shi jikinta ya dauki zafi sosai ."
Zaune mr ata yake akan kujera kushin dake d'akinsa yayi zurfi cikin duniyar tunani yayinda hankalinsa gabadaya ke sake tashi a duk sanda ya tuna da maganar aurensa da mrym sai ya dinga jin hankalinsa na sake tashi , yayinda a kullum ya daura kwayar idanunshi akan yarinyar sai ya dinga jin tsananin tsanarta ,shi da kansa ya kasa sanin takamaimain dalilin dayasa yake jin tsananin tsanarta haka dan bazai ce dan rashin tsawonta bane da kuma kasancewar ta fara bane ya janyo haka yanayinta dai ya taimaka wajen tsanarta ne ,duk yadda yake qoqarin yakice tsanarta da sanyata ko kadan acikin ransa zuciyarsa taki amince da zamanta a tsakaninsa tafe tafe har tunaninsa ya kawo kan zanen wukar dake ajiye akan bedside dinsa wanda aka kashe mubina daita kuma ake qoqarin kashe mrym dashi shine ya zana ya ajiye a wajensa kafin a mika wukar ga hukuma ."
ahankali ya sauke naunauyen ajiyar zuciya ya sake gyara zamansa sosai akan kujerar da yake zaune tunanin duniya yayi akan wacce tayi karfin halin shigo masa gida da taadanci , baya da tabbacin ko nuzla ce domin kuwa har ya gama kallon mai shi ta camerar d'akinsa bai iya gane ko wacece ba zargin nuzla kawai yake bisa yanayin jikin wacce ta shigo da kuma furucin bakinta amman bashi da tabbas akanta bincike ne kawai zai tabbatar masa daita ce ko kuwa wata ce dabam ta kashe mubina km tayi yunkurin kashe mrym "idan wata ce dabam meye dalilinta ?meye hujjarta ? me yasa take yunkurin aikata hakan ?iya tunaninsa yanzu ya fara gane wasu abubuwa akan me kisan wala akanshi ake yi kisan kmr yadda kwakwaluwarsa take haska masa wala kuma wani laifin suka aikata mata take masu dauki dayday ,cikin sanyi jikin nan nasa tamkar mara laka ya matso ya kunna CCTV camera .
idanunsa kawai ya zubawa camerar yana kallon wacce ta shigo masa gida cikin bakaken kaya wondo da riga gabadaya babu inda ta bari wanda zai kafa hujja akanta amman dai tabbas yanayinta ya nuna macece "to wacece wannan yarinyar ?tunaninsa ma yadda ta iya shigowa securities din bakin kofar shigowa basu ganta ba ? ko da yake ta yuwu wani abun tayi masu amfani dashi domin gusar da hankalinsu dan kuwa duk tashin hankali daaka shiga bacci suke basa ma cikin haiyacinsu har sai da aka taimaka masu ,tunda yake a rayuwarsa bai taba ganin mai kaifin baseera irin na yarinyar ba Sannan tunda yake bai taba samun kansa cikin damuwa irin na lokacin ba ,sam sam ya qasa kwanciya yayi bacci sai wurin karfe biyu saura bacci barawo yayi awon gaba dashi ."
bangaren nuzla ma yadda taga safiya haka taga dare ga wani zazzafan zazzabi daya rufeta kafin gari ya waye ta sake yin wata doguwar rama jikinta ya dauki zafi kamar garwashin wuta dan haka dole da gari ya waye aka kira doctor ya dubata nan ya tabbatar masu da damuwa ce dan har jininta ya hau ya wuce kaida yayi ja hankalinta akan yawon tunani sannan ya daura mata drip ya kama gabansa hjy salema ta tsura mata ido kawai tana kallon yadda numfashinta ke fita da kyar ta riko hannunta cikin nata zafin jikinta ya ziyarci tafin hannun hjy salema bata son ganinta cikin damuwa da tashin hankali duk sai taji itama ta shiga damuwa yanzu da tana da dama data cire mata ciwon ta dawo dashi kanta "nuzla !."ta kira sunanta ta bude idanunta dake lumshe ta zubawa mahaifiyarta "meke damunki ko akan hisham ne ?ta gyada mata kai kawai alamun "eh! .
"Halan akan maganar adamu yazo jiya ?ta sake gyada mata kai kawai dan bazata iya magana hjy salema ta numfasa kana ta cigaba da magana "me yasa zaki saka maganar aranki har haka ?tunani shine abu na farko dake fara nukurkusa rayuwar dan adam ,kiyi hakuri ki fallawa allah komai shi keyi a lokacin da yaso haka shi Ke hanawa alokacin daya so fatana Ki barwa allah lamarinki Kiyi addua abinda yafi zama alkhairi atsakaninki dashi Allah ya tabbatar mana, amman ina kyautata zaton zaki ji dadi agidansa zaki samu kwanciyar hankali a hannunsa domin hisham yaron kirki ne amman dai mu cigaba da addua mu barwa allah komai nuzla ta runtse idanunta kawai tana ji da abinda ya dameta ."
tun safe mami da mrym har ma da nana hauwa'u suka shiga kitchen suna had'awa ata breakfast suna hira ,mami ta fito tana amsa wayar hajiya nuriyya wanda adaidai lokacin ata ya sauko hannunwansa duka acikin aljihun wondonsa, sanye da riga brown colour mai hannun long sleeve da dogon wando baki "eh ke dai nuriyya abinda ya faru kenan wallahi acikin estate din nan ne amman yanzu tunda ya dawo in sha allahu bazai wuce a saka sati uku zuwa hudu ba ba ,eh babu damuwa tunda open ticket zakuyi nan ata ya wuce yayi nufi hanyar dakin jim dinsa domin motsa jiki ."