fara

mayar masa
martani
shi kam
daman a hannu yake
tuni ya fara aika mata
da manya
sakoninsa
ganin yadda take
mayar
masa
da martani
yasa
shi sake
rikicewa
daga nan suka lula duniyar ma'aurata byn ta gamsu ta soma
kokarin
turesa ajikinta
amman ta
kasa
haka
dinga
daurewa
yana
canza
stly
zuwa wanda
yafi
,yana zuwa
kan
dog stly hankalinta
tashi
saboda
bata son wannan
stly
din ,
dan
ita kadai
tasan
yadda
take jin
joystick dinsa idan yayi
dog
stly
daita ,tana son
hanashi
hade
da yi masa
hauka
amman
tana
jin
tsoron
yayi fushi
daita ,gashi ita
bazata
iya
aukar fushinsa
ba , wanda yayi daita
ta sha wahala
, gara
ta daurewa
wahalarsa har
idan
nawal
zata
iya daurewa
d'aukesa batare
anji
kansu ba ita
yasa
bazata d'aure
tunda
dai
ba finta
tayi
ba kuma
kowace
mace
da haka
take
sabawa ?
idan ma tace
bazata d'aure
ba karshe
gurin
nawal
din zai koma
d'aura
daga inda
suka
tsaya tana son
zubar
da hawaye amman
dinga
danewa
tare
da sanyawa
jikinta
jarunta da karfin
zuciya,
shi kansa
tausaya mata sai dai ya kasa barinta wani
irin qara ta saki jin yana
tabo mata inda bataso
muryarta a sanyaye ta fara magana "dan
Allah
cire
zan mutu
...." yi
hakuri baby love
sauran kadan nayi reliz
kiyi hakuri yanzu zan gama
kin san yadda nake
jin dadinki
baby
love da kince na cigaba ,
babu
wata mace data
kai ki dadi
a duniya ,kin fi kowace mace dadi a duniya ina sonki fiyye da yadda nake son rayuwata Allah yayi miki albarka ! Allah yayi miki albarka !! sambatu kawai yake furtawa yana saka mata
albarkan data tsana.."
shiru
tayi
kawai
hawaye na gangaro mata
yana
samun
natsuwa
barta
koma gefe yana
mayar
da numfashi
,itama numfashi me zafi
take fiddawa
kyar
idanwaunta
na runtse,
zazza
mai
zafi
ne ya rufeta
sai
rawar sanyi take
daga
kwance da take ya
auketa cak
suka
shiga
bayi
tare suka
wankan tsarki
natota
acikin
towel ya
fito
shiryata
ya kwantar
daita
akan
bed sannan
ya shirya kansa
hau
kan gadon ya
kamota
jikinsa
yana mata
sannu nan
yaji ilahirin
jikinta
ya
auki zafi
sosai
fiyye d'azu gashi
jikinta
ya
sake
alamun
gajiya atare
daita
tana
fitar da
numfashi
kasa kasa , da
sauri
yaje
kawo mata
maganin
zazza
i da ciwon jiki dan ya lura da
kyar
take motsa jikinta
ya bata ta sha ya sake
kwantar
daita tare da
lullu'be
gbdy jikinta da bargo
iya
kanta kawai
bari a waje ya d'aura
hannunsa
aya a
kan
sumar
kanta
dake hargitse
ya fara shafawa
hankali
yana mata
"sorry
dinsa na gado
tana
jinsa
tayi masa
banza
taki kulashi saboda
numfashi ma da kyar
take
fitarwa bare aje ga magana ."
kuwa
kallonta kawai
yake yana mamaki
irin
ni'imar da Allah
yayi
mata
zumarta
akwai dad'i a tun
farkon aurensu ya fahimci
haka
,bai
sake sanin
mata
suna
suka tara
sai
da suka zamo
biyu agurinsa
,tunda yake
auratayya da nawal bai
jin zumarta kamar
kisna ba, amman
dai
tana
da daidai
nata
but na
kisna
daban ne
, kisna mace ce
har
mace,
mace ce da
duk wani
namiji
zai sota
iya
cikar mace ta cika
har
ta zarta , ni'imarta
ta dabance da sauran
mata ga tsafta ciki da waje
ko'ina ajikinta kamshi ne na musamman
ke tashi da tsuma zuciya ,hamdala yayi
bai
cutar da kanshi
gurin dawo daita rayuwarsa , wani qaunarta
yake
ji yana qaruwa.
tabbass idan babu
kisna
a rayuwarsa bazai iya rayuwa ba , sai daya
bacci ya
auketa
sannan
tashi ya
fita zuwa part dinsa
dake
hade dana
nawal
yana
shiga
nawal
taji ajikinta dan nan
take
zuciyarta
ta amsa ta shiga
bugawa
matsanancin
karfin gaske
kamar
tashi taje
garesa
sai kuma
taki
tashi
ta cigaba da zaman
jiran
fedy dan tayiwa
kanta alkwarin duk
runtsi
duk wuya sai ta
raba
tsakanin
kisna da
muradi
,sai
kisna
ta bar rayuwarsa
gbdy , dan dole
barsu
suyi rayuwarsu
kamar
yadda suka
tsara
ita
dashi ka
zasu rayu muddin rai , dan
haka
zata iya yin komai akan wannan sihirtaccen
soyayyar
da yake
ma kisna
a yanzu
domin a yanzu
itace
matsalar
rayuwarta
zata
iya
sadaukar da rayuwata
dan raba tsakaninsu
sai dai kowace
hakura dashi
duk
maganar
take
a fili
take yinsa saboda ta kasa hakurin
yinta
a zuci bayan
dauko system
dinsa
kamar
ya shiga su gaisa sai kawai
ya fasa dan baya son damuwa ya kuma san muddin ya shiga sai ta kusan
kasheshi da matsalolinta, juyawa yayi
fita
ya koma part din kisna ."
a parlour
kisna
yayi
branch
ya soma shigar da sakonni masu
mahimmanci
can wayarsa tayi ringing ya d'auka ya manna a kunne
yana cigaba da aikinsa "wa'alaikis salam ya furta a natse sannan ya cigaba da magana "alhamdulillah mumy ina kokarin na karasa shigar da mahiman bayanai
na kiraki fatan duk kuna lafiya?
subhanallah me ya same aryan
okay inshaallahu gani nan zuwa nan da minti goma
amman dai kamata yayi a qara masa ,
shinkenan
sai na shigo suka yi
sallama ya karasa aikinsa ya shiga d'aki
inda kisna ke kwance ko numfashi bata iyawa har saman gadon ya hau yana riko laulausan tafin hannunta cikin nashi yaji zafi
ya sake , saurin tarairayota yayi yana kallonta ya taba wuyanta zuwa qirjinta
yaji wani irin zafi ya ratsa tafin hannunsa saurin kwantar daita yayi yana mata sannu
ya shiga bayi ya fito
rike da roba
dake dauke da ruwa da
karamin towel ya fara goge mata sansar jiki
ganin yadda numfashinta yake
fita da kyar ya kai bakinsa ya ha
e da nata
ya dinga tsotsa dan saisaita numfashinta duk dai ita bata so hakan ba dan gbdy tsoro jarabansa
take ,
mutun sam bai gajiya sai taji ina ma irin
rayuwar aurensu na farko suke sam baya damuwa da wani sex iyakarsa daita romancing
amman yanxu ya maida ita kamar
wata machine
wannan ai sai
ya zuge mata ni'imar da yake fadan tana da, kamar ta fixge bakinta sai dai babu dama abinka da jarumi kuma
an kwallon
ita kuma jiki babu kwari ."
a hankali ya dinga tsotsar bakinta
har numfashinta ya daidaita ta dawo tana saukewa a hankali wunin
ranar yana tare daita yana lalla'bata da bata kulawa gbdy ya manta da
batun aryan
bashi da lafiya
,dan
gbdy hankalinshi na
kan
kisna alokacin ,
dai
duk
tattali da kulawa da yake bata
zazzabin yaki barinta
sai kukan
ciwon maranta ciwo take masa dan
haka yayi tunanin
gara
ya dangana hospital daita sai
dai
sai hakuri
yake
bata
"I'm sorry baby love duk nine na
haifar miki da ciwo yi hakuri yanzu zamu hospital bazaki kwana da wannan ciwon ba
..."
auketa ya fito daita a lokacin da biyar da rabi ta buga
ya sakata cikin mota ya kwantar mata da kujera
ya jinginata yana
mata sannu lumshe idanuwanta kawai tayi ya zagaya da
sauri ya shiga mazaunin
direba batare daya kira direba ko bi ta kan
escout
dinsa ba ,
suna kokarin fita motar nawal na kokarin shigowa
gidan
ganin motarsa ce tayi
saurin yin baya
har sanda ya wuce
nan taji wata mummunar faduwa gaba sai dai ta sanyawa jikinta jarunta ta shigar da hamcin
motarta ."
yana tuki yana
mata sannu sannan yana mamaki
nawal
karfin halin nawal a cikin zuciyarsa "lallai yarinyar nan ta bala'in raina shi
,fita
ma tayi batare da neman izininsa ba to ko gidan uban taje?
da wannan tunani ya karaso asibiti , ya fito ya bude murfin bangaren da take ya cicibota
ya rungumeta , hankalinsa yayi matukar tashi jin tana furta zan mutu wayyo marata , daya sanin kusantarta da
yayi da safe yake
"Please ki daina furta mutuwa idan kika mutu nayi yaya
byn kece mahadin
rayuwata
yana tafiya tana
sambatu
ya nufi cikin hospital
da
ya badamasi
ya fara cin karo yana
tafiya yana
kallon fuskarta yana
mata
sannu"kiyi hakuri mun zo inda magani yake zaki samu sauki cikin kankanin lokaci
mutane sai
kallonsu
suke sun burge mutane
sosai
dan kulawarsa mai tsayawa
a rai ce ita kanta sai data ji kashi ashirin acikin ciwon ya ragu
ba tare da bata lokaci ba ya badamasi
ya hadasu da doctor
faiza
suka shiga office dinta yajawa kisna kujera ta zauna tana runtse idanunta doctor
ta fara da
tambayar ta
yanayin yadda take ji
da kyar kisna
take fada mata yadda take ji" yaushe rabonki da ganin period dinki ?tayi shiru
tana fidda numfashi da kyar muradi ya tsura mata ido yana kallonta yana shirin yin
magana yaga ta
motsa
bakinta "junuary
26 ya kamata na gani
sai
dai gashi
har march 14 yanzu
bai
zo ba
,kafin doctor
tayi komai ta
bukaci
ta hau saman gado zata dan dubata
"bazan
iya hawa
ba,ta fada da kyar
muradi ya
auketa cak ya kwantar daita yana cewa "meye amfanina
? .
yana tsaye akanta yana mata sannu yayinda likita
ke aikinta cikin kankanin lokaci ta fahimci
kisna na dauke da ciki
har ta gama mata
scan muradi na tsaye
sannan tace ya sauko daita ya zaunar daita yana lalla'bata kamar kwai
suna zaune har magarib ta kawo kai doctor ta nade
result a cikin envelope tare da zagayowa kan kujerar ta ta mika masa envelope din tana cewa
"congratulations matarka na dauke da ciki har na tsawon
wata biyu juyowa
yayi
da sauri ya fuskanci
kisna yana sakar mata murmushi
tare da
rike hannuwanta duka cikin nashi can kuma ya kai hannu ya tura cikin rigarsa yana shafa marata "Allah na gode maka da ka sake nuna min wannan rana kisna dauke
da cikina na gode
na gode !!! a she zan sake ganin wannan ranar ?ya rungumota gbdy
kamar zai mata numfashi saboda tsananin so da farinciki "tabbas kece mahadin rayuwata kisna rayuwar da babu ke babu farinciki "me kike son nayi miki ?ki fada min duk abinda kike bukata zan miki shi ya karasa fada yana sausata rikon da yayi mata hawaye ya zubo mata na tausayin kanta dan baza taba manta irin wahalar data sha a haihuwar su aryan ba amman duk da haka tayi karfin halin cewa "bana bukatar komai daga gareka da wuce kulawarka da soyayyarka ,sannan duk runtsi karka canza min daga yadda kake wannan shine abinda nafi bukata "bazan taba canza miki ba , inshaallahu zaki cigaba da rayuwa dani cikin tsananin farinciki da kulawa
amman duk da haka ki fada min abinda kike so wallahi zan miki kuma zan siya miki koda ya kai mizanin kudin dake cikin asusuna ya k'arasa maganar yana
lumshe idanunsa tare da
kai lip's dinsa daidai bakinta
"thank you so much baby love da
wanna farincikin da kika bani itace tayi karfin halin janye jikinta kar yayi abun kunya abgaban doctor ."
ya juya ya kalli doctor yana mata godiya tayi murmushi "ka dan rake kusantatar idan ba haka zaku iya rasa babyn saboda shine ma ya haddasa mata
jin ciwon mara naunayen ajiyar zuciya kisna
sauke a ranta tace"shinkenan sauki yazo min daga Allah "shinkenan doctor zaa kiyaye
doctor tayi rubuce rubuce sannan ta basu farar laida da wasu magungunan suka yi mata sallama suka dauki hanyar dawowa gida tun a hanya ya kira samir
da sadiq
ya sheida musu
da aunty ummi ai kuwa sun ji dadi sosai suka tayashi murna yana shigowa gidan ya
kaita
akinta yana lalla'bata ya tambayeta abinda zata ci "indomie " ta fada muryarta can kasa
amman kar a saka
komai zallarta
kawai
nake so , ya juya ya fita zuwa kitchen
yana fita ta sauko ta shiga bayi tayi alwala ta fito tayi sallah magrib da isha'i ta koma kan gado ta kwanta
da kanshi ya dafa mata ya kawo mata ya ajiye akan karami stood ya d'agota zuwa
jikinsa sannu kinji baby love ta gyada masa kai , a baki ya dinga bata har ta kawar da kanta ya bata magani ta sha "muje kiyi alwala kiyi sallah ,nayi ta fada da kyar ya kwantar daita ya fita zuwa gidan mumy duk farincikinsa kasa fad'awa mumy da dady yayi hakan ya tsinci kansa da jin kunyar fada mata .
ya zauna kusa daita ya daura hannunsa kan nata
"mumy ina yini murmushi ta sakar masa tare da dafe hannunsa dake kan nata ta kallesa da kyau taga yanayinsa yana cikin farinciki
byn sun gaisa ya tambayi jikin aryan mumy tace "yana
daki
yaji
sauki sosai "Allah ya qara sauki lumshe idanunsa yayi ai tun lokacin da muka yi waya
naso zuwa duba jikinsa to itama kisna bataji dadi
sai da muka je hospital "ya rabbi to ya jikin nata ? "alhamdulillah taji sauki yayi maganar yana shafa keyarsa Allah ya bata lafiya
tashi yayi yana cewa "ameen ya
shiga dakin mumy inda su aryan suke,
kwance yaga ar
yan duk ya zuge yayinda arif ke rubutu
a takarda aryan na daura idanushi akansa ya soma kwabe fuska alamun zai yi kuka muradi ya zauna yayi crossing legs dinsa ya dagosa ya daurasa akan cinyarsa "sannu babana ya jin naka ?naji sauki sannu kaji yace "to! ganin aryan kwance ajikinsa shima arif
ya rarrafo ya kwanta akan kafafunsa yana cewa "papa Ina mumymu take ni ina son ganinta ka kaini na ganta ta gudu ta barmu
yayi shiru tare da
tsura musu ido ,sun saba da mahaifiyarsu sosai fiyye da shi ganinta kawai nasasu farinciki kuma yasan rashinta ne yasa aryan ciwo yaji kamar ya wuce dasu amman ya kasa
ganin
sune ke
ebewa
mumy
kewa
, haka yayi ta jin shirmensu na tsawon lokaci sai karfe goma ya bar gidan yayiwa mumy sallama ya
koma
gida
kai tsaye bangaren nawal ya shiga
tana ganinsa ta hau shan kamshi dan
tasan cikin kwana
biyu
kacal zai dawo tafin kafafunta sai yadda tayi dashi
kamar yadda mlm ya fada musu tun sgjigowarta ma ta fara aiwatar da wasu ayyukan da'aka bata ."
ya tsaya akanta yana magana can kasar makoshi
" da izinin wa kika fita daga gidan nan
? an daukeni da darajan da zan tsaya tambayar wani izinin
fita ne ?ta bashi amsa da haka yayi shiru kawai yana nazarin maganarta batare da yace uffan ba " ka fadi wata maganar ban da maganar
fita dan daga yanzu na dinga fita duk inda raina yake so kuma babu wanda ya isa ya hanani dan ... "Enough nawal ya fada a tsawace yana mata irin kallo tare da nunata da dan yatsa
, ni saaniki ne da zaki fada min haka ? Ko
kuma ance miki
ina jin
tsoronki ne?
ki shiga hankalinki fa
tun wuri sannan
ki dawo da hankalinki jikinki dan ni ba lusarin namiji bane nasan abinda nake sannan
ba a gidana zaki dinga fita
a sanda kika so ba sannan ki dawo a
sanda
kika ga dama ba ,wannan ya zamo karo na karshe da zanga fitarki daga gidan nan
batare da sanina ba
sai magana ta karshe bazan samu damar kwana anan
saboda kisna bata jin dadi
shiru
tayi tana sauraronsa
zuciyarta na wasi
wasi abinda ya fada tasan wani sabon makirci ne kawai ta sake kirkirowa
amman dake tasan abinda zai biyo baya
sai kwabe baki
tayi
tace "babu komai Allah ya bata lafiya tana gama fadar haka ya juya ya shiga