Sashe 43

tana cikin wannan halin taji an turo ƙofar ɗakin a razane Mommy ta ɗago tana kallon wanda ya shugo, a tunaninta Ayush ce! da sauri Junaid ya ƙarasa shugo wa ya zauna a bakin gado daf da Mommy yana faɗin "Mom why are you cying?.." yana riƙe da hannayenta, ya kuma cewa "please Mom ki sanar mun mana, kinsan bana son ganin hawayen ki..."
cikin kuka tace "Ayushhhh."
ƙirjinsa ne yayi wani irin bugawa, juyar da ƙwayar idonsa yayi ta gefen ido ya kalli saman gadon ba tareda ya juyar da kansa ba,
tsabar kiɗimewa har zuwa yanzu bai ɗauke idonsa akan gadon ba sai gumin dake gangaro masa, lokaci guda yaji garin yayi masa zafi, duk da sanyin A.C dake ɗakin amma gumi ya yi masa sharkab, a hankali ya miƙe tsaye leɓensa na kakkarwa daƙer ya iya cewa "Where is her? Mom where is my Yushert?.."
Idonsa ya sauƙar akan Mommy ya durƙusa ƙasi hannayensa suna kan lap ɗin mommy ya kuma cewa "Yushert ta warke ne? ina taje ta? and meyasa kike kuka? kada fa ki sanar mun cewa ta mutu ko an sace ta..." ya ƙarasa maganar yana zaro Manya-manyan eyes ɗinsa waɗanda suka cicciko da ƙwalla..

Mommy ta ɗago da hannayenta biyu suna kakkarwa ta riƙe fuskar Junaid tace "am sorry my son, Ayushert we are lossed her..." kafin ta kai ƙarshen maganar ya katseta da cewa "whattt?" ya tashi a gigice yana ja da baya yana huci yace "Mom yanzu ba lokacin wasa bane, inaso ki faɗa mun ina Yushartttt take..?." cikin wani irin gigitaccen tsawa yake maganar har saida Mommy ta toshe kunnuwanta da hannaye biyu, tana kuka a cikin ranta kuwa tana tunanin taya zata fara sanar da Junaid abunda ta gani, tasan ba lallai ne ya yadda ba..

haka tayi ƙarfin halin taso wa tana faɗin "ka ƙwantar da hankalinka zan sanar maka amma saika nutsu, ta ɗora hannunta saman ƙirjinsa tana bubbuga masa a hankali tana ce masa "kayi haƙuri karka tayar da hankalinka kaga baka daɗe da tashi ba, inaso kabi abun a hankali..."

"toh mom ki sanar mun mana tana ina?.."
Mommy gaba ɗaya ta rikice ta rasa ya zatayi, tana kuka tace "Haske ne ya ɗauke ta.."
cikin rashin fahimta Junaid yake kallon mommy, yamutsa fuska yayi yana mata wani irin kallo yace "bangane haske ya ɗauketa ba, ni ƙwata-ƙwata ban fahimci abunda kike nufi ba, try to understand me please🙏.."

Hukunci ɗaya Mommy ta yanke a ranta tinda har ya kasa fahimtar ta,
rufe idonta tayi ta tafi luuu zata faɗi ƙasi Junaid yayi saurin taro ta yana faɗin "Mom! Mom!! Mom please wake up,." yana jijjigan ta amma ko alamar motsi babu, ya ɗauke ta ya kwantar da ita saman gadon da Ayush take kwance before, gaba ɗaya ya ruɗe ya kiɗime zama yayi a bakin gado yana harhargutsa gashin kansa da hannayensa biyu, daga bisani ya riƙe kansa sosai yana kallon ƙasi,
shi kaɗai yasan irin raɗaɗin da yake ji a ransa,
badan ya warke ba babu abunda zai hana ciwonsa tashi...

ita kuwa Mommy da saninta tayi sumar ƙarya saboda ta tsira daga tashin hankalin Junaid da kuma yawan tambayoyin da zai biyo baya wanda bazata iya amsa su ba..

yana zaune yana tunanin neman mafita ga babban damuwarsa shine aina zai ga Ayush? shin farfad'owa tayi ne ko kuma sace ta akayi?,
abubuwan nan suna masa yawo a kwakwalwarsa, tunaninsa yana shirin juyewa,
tashi yayi da sauri kamar wanda aka zabure shi ya nufi hanyar fita daga cikin room d'in,
Bayan fitarsa kuwa bud'e ido Mommy tayi tana ajiyar zuciya tare da dafa 'kirjinta tana fad'in "washh nagode Allah dana tsiratar da kaina, domin nasan wannan yaron inya dinga mun kururuwa har saina shiga uku, bansan mezance masa akan Ayush ba, nima kaina bansan meya faru da ita ba, hasken daya bayyano ma ban iya ganinsa ba balle nasan abunda ya faru, wayyo kaina Ina aka kaimun Ayush d'inta..." ta 'karasa maganar tana kuka,
jin motsin mutum yana shirin turo 'kofa ne yasa Mommy tayi saurin kwanciya ta koma yanda take daman tayi tunanin Junaid ne,.

Shi kuwa Junaid da sauri ya shugo kamar zai fura yayo kam Mommy da wasu manya-manyan Allurai a hannunsa , yana tsaye yasa Allura yana zu'ko ruwan magani dake cikin 'karamin kwalba,

Mommy ido d'aya ta bud'e tana kallon abunda Junaid yake shirin yi,
juyo wa yayi yana daideta dantsen hannun Mommy, yazo zai burma mata Allura tayi saurin ri'ke hannunsa ta d'ago tana fad'in "ha'a Junaid ya rayuwarka a haka, ya za'ayi baka karanci 6angaren likitanci ba kace zakayi wa majinyaci Allura.."

Junaid tsayawa yayi ya wani tur6une fuska yana kallon Mommy hannayensa a goye ta gaban chest d'insa, shi gaba d'aya ya rasa mai zai ce mata,

Ita kuwa hannu tasa ta kar6i 'kwalbar maganin tana duba wa, sai ji yayi tace "subhanallahi, Junaid ai wannan maganin family planning ne na Allurarsa, kuma hakan ma yayi expired..."
'Dagowa tayi ta kalle shi tana turo masa baki kamar wata yarinya,

fuskarsa a tur6une yake kallon Mommy cikin yanayin tausayi yace "Mom Yushert rayuwata ce, meyasa kike son wasa da rayuwata, kodai kinaso nayi asalin mutuwa ne?.."
Girgiza kai Mommy ta shiga yi tana fad'in "a'a ka kwantar da hankalinka, Ayush zata dawo soon..."
kafin ta 'karasa maganar ya katseta da cewa "Mom bangane zata dawo soon ba, shin ina taje? abunda nake son sani kenam!."

itama Mommy ta koma kalar tausayi, domin ba 'karamin matsala take ciki ba,.
mi'kewa tayi ta kamo hannun Junaid tace "muje.."
amsa mata yayi da "Ina.." tace "gida mana"
fizge hannunsa yayi yana fad'in "I will not going anyway without Yushert.."

Bata tamka masa ba saima d'aukar wayar ta datayi tana dialing number ma'aikatan asbiti tana sanar musu abunda ya faru da Junaid na cewar bai mutu ba doguwar suma yayi, ta kuma sanar musu da su dawo bakin aikinsu saboda majinyatan da suke nan,
Daga nan kuma ta sake 'kira kuma du ta kara a kunne tana fad'in "Malam! Junaid dai ba mutuwa yayi ba, doguwar suma yayi Kuma yanzu Alhamdulillahi ya samu sau'ki sosai ma.." shima ta 6angarensa magana yayi mata tare da bayyana farin cikinsa, Mommy ta kuma sanar masa cewa "akwai matsala yazo asibiti tana jiransa.." daga 'karshe kuma ta katse 'kiran....

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Misalin 'karfe 12 na dare,
Doctor Hasheem ne ya fito daga cikin toilet d'aure da towel a kunkuminshi da danshin ruwa a jikinsa alamar wanka ya yi, daman yana zaune ya kasa rintsawa sai Mommy ta Kira wayarsa ta sanar dashi cewa suma Junaid yayi ba mutuwa ba, daga nan hankalinsa ya kwanta shine ya samu ya watsa ruwa a jikinsa ko zaiji dad'in, bugu da qari ma yau ne duty night d'insa yana son zuwa hospital a wannan daren...

fitowarsa kenam juyowar da zaiyi gabansa ya fad'i raass,
ganin Maimoon zaune a bakin gadonsa tana ta sharar kuka,
a hankali ya tako zuwa yanda take zaune, yana tsaye a kanta yace "meya fitar dake daga gida a wannan Daren?.."
ita ma mi'ke wa tayi tsaye suna fuskantar juna tace "kai ka fitar dani daga gida, because of ka 'kaurace wa rayuwata,
Doctor! wai menayi maka ne haka? meyasa ka tsane ni? wani irin laifi na aikata maka ne har na cancanci wannan hukunci..?"
kuka ne yaci ranta sosai ta dakatar da maganar ta a haka, tana son jin abunda zaice mata..

kawar da kansa gefe yayi fuska a d'aure yace "gaskiya Maimoon bazan 6oye miki ba na samu wacce zan Aura, ba wai bana sonki bane, kawai dai abunda zuciyata take so shi nake bata.."

Fuska ta d'ago tana kallonsa da rinanan idanuwanta wad'anda sukayi jawur tsabar kuka, tana motsa baki a hankali tace "Doctor karfa ka manta tin muna yara muke son junan mu har Allah ya kawo mu wannan lokacin, nima fa akwai wad'anda suke sona da gaskiya na 'kisu saboda Kai, aciki akwai 'yan 'kasar mu larabawa su sukafi yawa amma bana sauraronsu saboda Kai, akwai cousin d'ina wanda yake masifar sona amma Abul nah yace masa yayi alkawarina a kai, duba da yanda muka taso tin yarinta, haba Doctor Hasheem kar ka mun haka mana, kar kaci amanata Dan Allah, karka yaudareni please, idan kuwa kace zaka yi haka to tabbas ka cika babban mayaudari..."

Kafin ta 'karasa maganar ya daka mata tsawa yana fad'in "kije a acikin masoyanki ki za6i wanda zaki Aura ko dole sai ni? shin ni kad'ai ne namiji? nace na ha'kura dake ana soyayya dole ne?
idan kika sake cemun mayaudari you will see what am going to do..."

cikin 6acin rai Maimoon tace "na fad'a mayaudari kawai, idan kai ba mayaudari ba to menene sunanka?.."

wani irin gigitaccen mari ya d'auke ta da shi, yana fad'in "ki sake cemun mayaudari.."
ta tashi daga fad'uwa 'kasin data yi ta kuma cewa "na fad'a mayaudari kawai..."
ya sake marin ta,
ta 'kara d'agowa tana fad'in "mayaudari kawai.."
ya sake d'auketa da wani irin gigitaccen marin kuma du har saida ta dungura saman gado, bai bari ta d'ago ba shima yabi bayanta yana fad'in "kin raina ni ko? zan koya miki how to respect somebody..."
ya hau kanta tare da zamar da towel da yake kunkuminsa, ya sha'ke mata wuya sannan ya kai bakinsa kan nata yana mata wani irin socking had'i da mugunta,