BABI NA BIYU.
Farar Wuta Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel · about 24 min read
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"Kowanne ɗan adam yana da tarin ƙalubale a rayuwarsa, amma ga wanda suke da cutar 'Bipola disoder' nasu ƙalubalen daban ne. Bipola disoder cutar ƙwaƙwalwa ce dake canja yanayin mutum a lokaci guda, ta canja ƙarfinsa, yanayin tunaninsa har da ɗabi'arsa. Cuta ce dake iya taba rayuwar mutum ta bangaren aikinsa, karatu, zamantakewa har ma ta iya dakushewa mutum hanyar cigaba a rayuwarsa, don tana yawan tashi ne akai-akai.
Cutar tana farawa ne daga lokacin ƙuruciya, kuma duk da cewar babu takamaimai maganinta ana samun saukinta ko kuma ƙaruwarta idan har ba'a bin ƙaidojin magani daidai. Tana da matakai huɗu kuma na ƙarshen da ake kira da "Mania" shi yafi kowanne hatsari.
A matakin 'Mania' mara lafiya yana jin tsananin ƙarfi da jin cewa zai iya komai, da kuma tsananin fushi da yawan tunanin abubuwa barkatai, wanda ke jawo mutum ya harzuƙa ta yadda babu mai iyawa dashi, mara lafiyar yana samun ƙarancin bacci da kuma rashin nutsuwa sannan wasu ƙwaƙwalwar su tana buɗewa ta yadda za su yi abinda idan a lafiyarsu ne baza su iya ba. Matakin dake bi wa wannan kuma shine 'HypoMania'...."
Duk wannan bayanin yana fitowa ne daga wata Tv dake kafe a saman harabar wajen, ƙaton wajen jira ne na asibiti inda tarin ma'aikata ke wucewa wajen wasu gadaje daga can baya da aka kwantar da marasa lafiya, labulayen da aka sassaka a tsakanin kowanne gado sune kadai abinda ya raba gadajen.
Bayanin dake fitowa daga Tvn, na irin rashin lafiyar ƙwaƙwalwar da ake dubawa a wannan ɓangaren asibitin ne, masu jiran kuma na zaune suna saurarar bayanan da ake yi mai dauke da hotuna don sauƙin fahimta ga marasa lafiyar da kuma masu jinyar, Ishaq yana ɗaya daga cikin masu jiran, yana zaune daga karshen kujerar kamar mai jiran ƙiris! Ya mike, kafarsa ta bangaren dama yake faman bubbugawa yayin da gefen bakinsa yake a cije.
A bayyane yake ga duk wanda ya kalle shi cewa jira kawai yake likitocin dake tsaye a wajen gadon É—an'uwansa su fito daga bayan labulen da aka zagaye gadon dashi. Sun taru kusan su bakwai a ciki har da Nurses don hankalinsu ya tashi jin cewar daga police station aka taho dashi bayan an neme shi an rasa.
Ya sani cewar dukkaninsu tsoro suke yi game da ciwonsa, don Ma'aruf ya riga ya kai mataki na karshe a ciwon ƙwaƙwalwar tasa, ya riga ya kƙure komai a Bipolar Disoder, don idan har akwai wani mutum a duniya da baya taimakon kansa to Ma'aruf ne. A shekaru goma da cutar nan ta same shi babu irin fadi tashin da ba'ayi ba daga kowanne ɓangare na iyaye da kuma ƴanuwansa amma rashin tasa tallafawar ya haɓɓaka ciwon har sai da ya ƙaraso matakin ƙarshe, 'Mania Stage'.
A baya bai fi ƴan awanni ko kwana ɗaya zuwa biyu ba yake yi idan ciwon ya taso masa, amma a yanzu sati guda cur, har suka zo ƙasar nan Ma'aruf ba'a hankali sa yake ba, hakan yasa dole aka kwantar dashi a asibitin da alluran bacci wanda suka taimaka, ya farka cikin hayyacinsa yanzu.
Don duk da cewar a police station suka je suka same shi, idanunsa kawai ya kalla ya san cewar ya dawo hayyacinsa tun kafin likitocin ma su gane, shi yasa ya matsu da fitowarsu a yanzu don yaje ya same shi, ya sauke maganganun dake zuciyarsa tun daga ranar da Mami ta kira shi muryar ta na rawa taje ya taho gida Ma'aruf ya shigo musu da gawar wani.
Likitocin duka fito a daidai wannan lokacin, kuma bai tsaya jiran komai ba ya zagaya ta É—aya hanyar da wandanda ba ma'aikata ba ke wucewa ya nufi wajen gadon.
"Minti biyar! minti biyar kawai na fita Ma'aruf amma kayi tsalle daga asibitin nan zuwa police station!"
Ya faɗi hakan da harshen hausa daidai sanda ya bankaɗa labulen da aka zagaye gadon. Dama abinda Ma'aruf ɗin yake jira kenan, ya riga ya sani cewar ya daɗe a waje yana kaɗa ƙafa yana jira likitocin su fita ya shigo da tarin ƙorafinsa, don haka hankalinsa a kwance ya ɗago da idanunsa ya kalle shi.
"Kaima sani bana iya rike yunwa, na tafi in samu abinda zanci ne and you left me with nothing, ba dole su kaini police station ba."
Ishaq ya girgiza kansa.
"Ma'aruf ba a Nigeria muke ba, ko baka gane bane da ka farka? me kake tunani idan suka kama ka a ƙasar nan?"
Maimakon ya bashi amsa kai tsaye, sai ya koma da baya a jikin gadon, ya zura hannayensa duka biyu cikin gashin kansa sannan yace.
"Na sha gaya maka kana damuwa da yawa Ishaq, kana damuwa akan abubuwan da suke faruwa dama wanda basu zo ba."
"Kuma matsalar kenan, kai da baka damuwar, baka damuwa da kanka balle kuma na kusa da kai, shi yasa har muka zo wannan matakin Ma'aruf! Mania!"
Ya faÉ—i sunan mataki na karshe a cutar da Ma'aruf É—in ke fuskanta, kuma ga mamakinsa, a lokaci guda Ma'aruf É—in ya juyo ya kalle shi, sannan a cikin sakan biyu idanunsa suka haska da wani abu da Ishaq É—in zai rantse da ubangijin dake busa musu numfashi cewar bai taba gani a idanunsa ba. Tsoro da kuma fargaba! Sai kawai ya girgiza kansa sannan ya cigaba da faÉ—in.
"Shekara biyu da suka wuce a asibitin nan ko HypoMania test É—inka basu kai ba, baka da lafiya amma babu wanda ya sani babu mai ganewa, muna É“oye komai daki-daki don rayuwarka ta tafi daidai. Amma yanzu ka gaya min me kayi kafin mu taho nan Ma'aruf? Daniel ka yiwa dukan da har ya suma akan baiyi maka submitting takardu a office ba, ka dake shi har ya suma Ma'aruf sannan ka sako shi a mota ka kaishi gida, ka shiga dashi har falon Baffa kana gaya masa wai ka kawo shi ya kore shi daga aiki!" (Mahaifinsa.)
Yanzu ka gaya min a duk kamfanin Bakori da ɗaukacin jama'ar da suka sanka, waye bai san kana fama da ciwon ƙwaƙwalwa ba Ma'aruf?
Yanzu ka gaya min a duk kamfanin Bakori da duk ɗaukacin kewayen da mutane suka sanka, waye a yanzu bai san cewa kana fama da matsala a ƙwaƙwalwa ba? Waye bai san cewa kana da wannan nakasar ba Ma'aruf?"
Muryar Ishaq ɗagawa take a lokacin da yake fadar hakan, sautin ta na fitowa cike da wani irin daci da takaicin duk abubuwan da yake faɗa din, kuma har a lokacin yana ganin adadin kifta idanun da Ma'aruf ke yi alamun cewa kowacce kalma tana bada ma'anar da yake son ya gane a ƙwaƙwalwar sa. Bai ce komai ba ya cigaba.
"Ka san me ya fitar dani É—azu? Ka san abinda yasa na bar É—akin har kaje ka aikata abinda kayi?..."
Ya tambaya kamar yana jiran ya bashi amsa.
"... Office din likitan ka naje, shi ya kira ni personally Ma'aruf! Yayi min dukkan bayanin halin da kake ciki, kuma albishirin ka abinda kake so zai faru, idan komai ya cigaba da kasancewa yadda yake tafiya kana gab da rasa hankalinka gabaÉ—aya Ma'aruf! Kana gab da rasa komai gabaÉ—aya..."
"And so what idan na rasa?!"
Yadda Ma'aruf ɗin ya katse shi a lokaci guda da tasa sautin muryar ya bashi mamakin da har sai da ya haska a idanunsa. Kallonsa yake har a lokacin da nasa idanun da suka canja, yanayinsu na kara lumshewa kamar kodayaushe idan yana cikin ɓacin rai.
"Nace sai me idan na rasa komai? Idan dai har ragowar lokacin da nake dashi zai bani dama na iya cimma abinda ke gabana sai me idan na rasa hankalina?"
Sai ya girgiza kansa kawai yana cigaba da kallonsa.
"Nasha gaya maka Ma'aruf ya mutu shekaru goma da suka wuce Ishaq, kaƙi ka yarda dani ne, amma Ma'aruf ya riga mutu, babu shi anan."
Ya ƙarasa yana nuna ƙirjinsa, daidai lokacin da labulen dakin ya buɗe, wani bature ya leƙo fuskarsa a murtuƙe yace.
"What the in the world are you two talking abou..."
Bai karasa ba sakamakon kallon da su duka biyun suka juyo suna yi masa kowanne ransa a É“ace, sai kawai yayi sauri ya maida labulen ya juya, dukkaninsu suka yi ajiyar zuciya alokaci guda.
Shiru ya ratsa wucewar sakan ɗaya, biyu, uku... kafin Ishaq ya ƙaraso a hankali ya zauna a gefen sa.
"Kwana na nawa a asibitin nan?"
Ma'aruf ya katse shirun da sautin muryarsa da ya koma daidai, mai zurfi dake fitowa can kasa.
"HuÉ—u, you were unconscious for three days a Nigeria kafin mu taho."
A hankali ya haɗiye yawu cikin maƙogwaronsa sannan ya ƙara tambaya.
"Me Baffa yace?"
"Ransa ya É“aci sosai, ransa ya É“aci fiye da duk yadda kake tunani, kullum sai ya kira waya ya tambaya idan ka farka, kuma yace da zarar ka dawo hayyacinka mu koma gida."
Yaji lokacin da ya zuƙi numfashi ya fitar sannan ya koma da baya ya jingina da gadon bai ce komai ba, don haka shi ya cigaba da cewa.
"Mami kusan duk bayan awa guda take kira Ma'aruf, suna can ne amma hankalinsu anan yake, kowa ya damu, Hajiya tace hatta Abdurrahim jiya gidanka ya tafi ya kwana, dan Allah Ma'aruf, dan Allah ka taimaka ko don waÉ—annan mutanen ka tallafi rayuwarka, dan Allah."
Kai tsaye maganganun suka shiga har wani waje dake can ƙasan zuciyar Ma'aruf, kuma yana jin yadda tasirin su ya shiga bin kowacce jijiya ta jikinsa yana tafiya tare da gudun jinin cikinsu, sai kawai ya sake cusa yatsunsa cikin gashin kansa sannan ya runtse idanunsa.
Ishaq yana kallonsa, yana jin yadda tausayinsa ke bin zuciyarsa kamar kullum, ba sauki bane rayuwa da irin wannan cutar ya sani, ba sauki bane daurewa irin abinda ke zuciyar Ma'aruf din, ba sauki bane yadda yake iya daurewa abubuwa tsawon shekarun nan, ba sauki bane ba zama Ma'aruf din da yake gabaÉ—aya ya sani... Shi yasa fatansa a kodayaushe bai wuce Allah ya tallafi rayuwarsa ta wata hanya daban da take sabuwa ba, domin Allahn ya sani cewa su sun gwada duk wata hanyar da take a tunaninsu amma babu wani sauki.
Ya haɗiye yawu a hankali cikin maƙogwaron sa yana cigaba da kallonsa yace.
"Nayi mana booking flight, gobe zamu koma."
Kuma ba don kallonsa yake ba ya tabbata ba zai ji sanda ya amsa da 'Allah ya kaimu' ba.
Saboda haka kai tsaye sai ya sake tambaya.
"Yaya kake ji?"
Ma'aruf yasa yatsu biyu ya shafo saman hancinsa har a lokacin bai buÉ—e idonsa ba yace.
"Ina ji ne kamar zan mutu saboda yunwa, nace ka taimaka min da abinci amma kana ta masifa, Idan na sake fita daga nan kar barni kawai kar kaje beli na."
Ba shiri wani guntun murmushi ya suɓuce a fuskar Ishaq ɗin na tabbas ɗin da yake dashi cewar ya dawo daidai, don har abada irin Ma'aruf guda daya ya sani a duk tsayin rayuwarsa.
Ma'aruf yaji lokacin da ya fita amma duk da haka bai bude idanunsa ba, hoto ɗaya ne ke yawo a cikin kansa, hoton ɗakin bincikensa, yana hasko tarin takardu da kuma hotunan da suke cikin ɗakin nan, sannan yana hasko yadda hanya ta ƙarshe da yake tunanin zata kai shi ga nasara bayan shekaru huɗu ta rushe har garinta, wanda takaicin haka shine sanadiyar tashin ciwon nasa da abinda yayi har suka taho nan.
Wata jijiya daga gefen kansa ta bullutso cike da wani sabon takaicin da ya sake ratsa shi, sabon takaici... Don wannan É—auke yake da wani layi na fargaba da kuma tsoro, tsoron da bai taba ji a ransa game da ciwon nasa ba tsawon shekaru goma da suka wuce, maganganun Ishaq suka sake haskawa a cikin kansa.
...idan komai ya cigaba da kasancewa yadda yake tafiya, kana gab da rasa hankalinka gabaÉ—aya Ma'aruf!
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Alhaji Muhammad Mansour Bakori, sanannen mutum ne wanda yake da babban Kamfanin yin robobi a garin Kano tare da ƙaninsa Alhaji Usman, wanda su biyu ne kacal a wajen iyayensu, mahaifinsu ya rasu shekaru da daɗewa amma mahaifiyar su tana raye.
Alhaji Mansour Bakori yana da mata biyu da ƴaƴa goma sha ɗaya, yayin da Alhaji Usman bai taba haihuwa ba tsawon shekaru talatin da aurensa, wanda hakan ya faru ne sakamakon wani hatsari da yayi tun kafin tun yana saurayi har ya zame masa sanadin hakan, shi yasa kowa a danginsu yake girmama matarsa Hajiya Madina da kuma jinjina mata na zaman da take dashi a duk shekarun nan alhali ita lafiyarta ƙalau.
Matan Alhaji Mansour biyu, Uwargidan itace Hajiya Maimuna, wata mata mai kirki da kuma alkunya, É—anta na farko Jamal ya rasu shekaru goma da suka wuce, daga shi sai Ma'aruf wanda shi a wajen kishiyarta ya girma, sai Shukra, Munaya, Abdurrahim wanda shi tun yana shekaru biyu a duniya ya kamu da matsalar rashin magana amma yana ji kamar kowa, sai kuma autarsu Zahra.
Hajiya Kilishi itace mata ta biyu a gidan, wata mace ce mai tsananin kirki da kyautatawa, don faɗa ko da na rana guda bai taɓa haɗa su da Hajiya Maimuna ba tun zuwanta gidan, wani irin zaman lafiya da mutunta juna ne a tsakaninsu tun farkon zuwanta gidan, hakan yasa basu kaɗai ba ko wanda yake nesa ba zai taba cewar su ɗin kishiyoyin juna bane idan ya gansu tare.
Ita ta raini Ma'aruf tun daga watannin da aka yaye shi har zuwa girmansa na yanzu. Hajiya Maimuna, mace ce mai hali irin na mutanen da, tsananin kawaici akan abinda suke ganin shine daidai, don haka tun daga ranar da Hajiya Kilishi ta karɓe sshi bata ƙara nuna cewa shi nata bane, a suna kawai Ma'aruf ya santa a matsayin mahaifiyarsa, amma a wajen Hajiya Kilishin da suke kira da Mami ya samu dukkanin wata kulawar da ɗa ke samu daga mahaifiyarsa.
Ita ta raine shi da ƙarfin jikinta da kuma na zuciyarta, har zuwa girmansa kuwa ya zama tsakaninsa da Hajiya Maimuna gaisuwa ce kawai amma Mami ce komai nasa, duk da ƴadda wasu daga cikin ƴanuwan Hajiya Maimunan suke nuna rashin jin daɗin su akan hakan a yanzu da ya zama shine kaɗai namiji babba a gidan.
Ƴaƴan Hajiya Kilishi biyar ne, dukkaninsu mata kuma dukkanninsu harafin sunansu ya fara ne da harafin S, Safiyya, Salma, Surayya, Samira da kuma Sahla kamar yadda take so, don a wajen Daddy babu ruwansa da raɗin suna, duk wanda iyayensu mata suka zaba shi zai saka ba ruwansa. Zahra ce ma kawai taci sunan Inna Danejo 'Fatima' kamar yadda Hajiya Maimunan ta nuna tana so a saka.
Hajiya Maimuna ta sami matsalar shanyewar ƙafafu bayan ta haifi ƴarta ta ƙarshe Zahra, kuma babu irin maganin da ba'ayi ba a ƙasashe daban- daban amma ba nasara, don haka a dole yanzu sai akan Wheelchair take yawo.
Gidan Alhaji Mansour dake unguwar NNDC quarters a garin Kano, ƙaton gida ne mai ɗauke da bangare-bangare, akwai ɓangaren iyalansa guda biyu wanda kowanne iri daya ne, ƙaton falo da ɗakuna hudu kowanne da banɗakinsa a ciki da kuma sauran wajaje irin Kitchen, store, courtyard da dai sauransu, sai bangarensa inda shine waje na farko a gidan mai ɗauke da ɗakuna biyu da falo da kuma wajen meeting ɗinsa inda yake ganin baƙi a gida.
Akwai bangaren boys quarters inda masu a gidan suke zaune sai kuma wajen Inna Danejo kakar gidan, wato mahaifiyarsu Alhaji Mansour inda itama take da ƙaton falo, ɗaki ɗaya da kuma toilet, sai ɓangaren ƴan aiki, sai kuma bangare na karshe daga gefen hagu na harabar gidan, wato bangaren Alhaji Usman da suke kira da Alhaji Baba, wanda shima da a gidan yake tare da matarsa daga baya sai ya siyi wani gida gaba dasu kaɗan ya koma, don haka wajen a ƙulle yake babu kowa.
Ishaq abokin Ma'aruf ne kuma É—an'uwansa, don da Mahaifiyar Ishaq É—in da Hajiya Maimuna iyayensu É—aya, asalin mahaifinsa É—an Kaduna ne kuma shi kaÉ—ai iyayensa suka haifa, mahaifinsa ya daÉ—e da rasuwa amna mahaifiyarsa sai da yazo matakin shiga Jami'a ne sannan Allah ya É—auki ranta, don haka da shawarar Mami, Hajiya Maimuna ta tambayi Alhaji Mansour da kowa ke kira da Baffa, Ishaq ya dawo gidansu da zama daidai lokacin da Ma'aruf ke kokarin shiga Jami'a.
Mamin tayi haka ne don ganin ta samowa Ma'aruf sauki akan halin alhinin ɗanuwansa da har a lokacin bai gama warkewa daga ransa ba, don haka tare da Ishaq ɗin Baffa ya ɗauki nauyin karatunsu a wata Private University dake London har suka kammala, kuma hakan ya sanya shaƙuwa sosai a tsakaninsu duk da cewar ɓangare daban-daban suka karanta. Ma'aruf ya karanci harkar Kasuwanci ne yayin da Ishaq ya karanci ɓangaren aikin lawyer kamar yadda yake da buri tun yana yaro.
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Washegari...
No. 58 Mafara Street, NNDC SharaÉ—a Qauters.
.07:30 Pm.
Tun daga ƙofar gidan zaka gane cewar anyi wani taro ne a gidan an watse, don hatta gate din a bude yake gabaɗaya sannan ga motoci daga ciki suna kokarin fitowa.
Idan ka biyo ta cikin mutanen, zaka wuce ko'ina hanya ta kai ka har ɓangaren Hajiya Maimuna inda taron mutanen yafi yawa musamman a ƙaton falon ɓangaren da zaka tarar wanda yake cike da tarin mutane gabaɗayansu mata, kowa na zaune da abokin hirarsa yayin da ƙamshin turarukansu ya haɗe da ƙamshin daddaɗan abincin da aka gama ci a falon, don ga tarin plates nan wasu ma har da ragowar abincin sannan kuma a can gaban Tv stand na ɗakin akwai wasu manya-manyan flasks cike da snacks kala-kala ga duk wanda yake so ya diba.
Sai dai duk wannan ba shine abin kallo a dakin ba, tarin akwatunan dake zube a makeken carpet din tsakiyar falon ne, an buÉ—e kowannensu dake cike da kaya fal.
Lefen Babbar ƴar Hajiya Maimunan mace da suke kira da Shukra ne, amma ba zaka banbance adadin yawan ƴanuwan Hajiya Maimunan ko kuma na Hajiya Kilishi a falon ba, sun riga sun zama ɗaya dukkanninsu don ko a sati biyu da aka karbi lefe biyu na ƴaƴan Hajiya Kilishin Safiyya da Salma, duk sune dai a wajen, shi yasa a yanzu ma rabi hirarsu ta shirye-shiryen bikin da aka saka nan da wata guda mai zuwa ce.
Hajiya Kilishi ta ratso ta cikin mutanen, sanye take da wata doguwar rigar lace daya sha adon stones sai wulgawar kyalli yake a cikin hasken fitulun dakin, ta karaso inda Hajiya Maimuna ke zaune akan kujerar Wheelchair dinta tana hira da wata Æ´aruwarta, ta sunkuyo daidai saitin fuskarta sannan tace.
"Hajiya su Ma'aruf sun iso, yanzu na tura Malam Sani (direba) ya É—auko su daga airpot, mukullin store dinki zan karba na ajiyemusu abinci É—azu, Hajiya Madina ce tace zata tafi nace idan direban nata ya sauke ta sai ya karasa ya kai musu abinci don na san baxa su shigo yau ba."
"Toh Alhamdlilah, Muƙullin yana hannun Sameera ita ta karba dazu wai sun ajiyewa ƙawayenta abinci su ma."
Hajiya Maimunan ta amsa a hankali itama. Dukkaninsu sun sani cewa a duk tarin jama'ar gidan babu wanda bai san abinda Ma'aruf ɗin yayi ba da kuma cewar baya ƙasar don labari baya taba ɓuya, amma duk da haka gwara ace basu fallasa zancen ba duk kuwa da cewar duk ƴanuwa ne a gidan, amma hakan ba zai hana cece-kuce ba.
Daga nan É“angarenta ta nufa, inda babu mutane sosai, kuma Æ´anmatan gidan da wasu kawayensu suka tare suna ta hayaniyar da jiran a ragu don suma suje su buÉ—e nasu babin kallon kayan. A falo ta tarar da Zahra da Sahla Æ´an autan gidan kuma sa'annin juna sun baje litattafansu suna ta aiki kamar basu san da bidirin da ake yi a gidan ba, dama yayyensu sun riga sun manna musu sunan Allazi boko 1 da kuma Allazi boko 2, don mayun karatu ne kamar ba gobe, yanzu suka shiga SS1 amma abinda suka sani ko Abdurrahim da yake SS3 bai sani ba, kwanaki har Surayya dake level three suka koyawa wani abu a Biology.
Har Hajiya Kilishin zata yi musu maganar abinci sai ta kula da plate din snacks dake tsakiyar litattafansu, ta sana aikin Mama Rabi ne hakan, wata dattijuwa ma'aikaciyar gidan da har yanzu bata daina kula dasu ba kasancewar ita ta yaye su tun suna ƙanana.
Don haka ta amsa sannu da shigowar da suka yi mata kawai ta wuce. Ta nufi kofar dakinsu Salma inda Æ´anmatan suke, hayaniyarsu tun daga falon zaka ji ta, cike da raha da kuma nishadi kamar an fara bikin, kuma duka hirar da suke ta tsare-tsaren bikin ce da suka daÉ—e suna yi tunda wannan shine karo na farko da za'a aurar da mata a gidan, kuma har guda uku a lokaci guda.
"A'a ranar kunshi ne fa za'ayi style iri daya, ranar Kamu kamar kowa zaiyi style dinsa ne ko?"
Muryar Munaya ta tambaya cikin hayaniyar.
"Ranar kunshi fa shi babu anko Munaya kin manta ne kowa kayansa zai saka, da Kamu ne za'ayi har style É—aya."
Wata kawar Salma, mai suna Aysha ta bata amsa.
Hajiya Kilishi ta buɗe kofar dakin daidai lokacin da Munayan ke gyara glass din idonta tana kallon wayar Sameera dake hannunta inda take ƙoƙarin banbace tarin atamfofi da kuma lesukan da zasu yi ankon dasu.
A ƙaton gadon ɗakin gabaɗayansu suke a baje dasu da tarin plate din snacks din da suke ci, sai wadanda basu sami waje bane suka zauna daga kan bedside drawers.
"Ni fa wallahi gani nake kamar wata É—aya ba zai isa duk wannan shirye-shiryen ba."
Shukra ta faÉ—a tana danna tata wayar.
"What?!" Salma ta mike daga kwance tana kallonta.
"... Ai Ya Shukra kar ma ki fara wannan zancen don wallahi Imran ba zai taɓa yarda a ƙara mana ko sati ɗaya ba."
Salma ta faɗa wanda hakan yasa dukkaninsu yin shewa a lokaci guda, don duk cikin amaren tafi kowa ɗokin bikin, yayarta Safiyya ba ruwanta don ita dama ba mai magana bace tun farko, kuma wanda zata aura mai mata ne da ƴaƴan sa biyu duk da cewar ba wani manyan ta yayi ba. Shukra kuma dake kan matakin masters dinta a bayyane yake cewa hankalinta yafi tafiya ga Project work din da take kan gaɓar yi fiye da bikin, duk kuwa da irin rawar kafar da Suraj ɗin da zata aura ke yi shi, wanda dan wani abokin aikin Baffa ne.
Har Salma zata sake cewa wani abu Sameera dake gefenta ta daka mata duka, wani duka da idan zata yi É“aram-É“aramarta Mamin tazo wucewa suke yi mata shi, don haka a lokaci guda ta juyo ta kalli kofa inda Hajiya Kilishin ke tsaye tana kallonsu da murmushi.
"Mami ina wuni..."Â Duka kawayensu na É—akin suka hada baki wajen gaishe ta don tun zuwansu basu ma ganta ba.
Da murmushin ta amsa musu sannan ta kira Sameera.
"Ina muƙullin store dinsu Munaya? Yayanku sun dawo yanzu, kizo ki tayani mu debo abincinsu a saka a motarsu Hajiya Madina."
Da wani irin murmushi mai faɗi Sameeran ta amsa, don Allah ya sani duk da kowanensu yayi waya dashi tun a jiya, da kuma hayaniyar gidan ta yau, suna cike da tunanin halin da Ma'aruf ɗin ke ciki, don abinda yayi wani abu ne da basu taɓa gani ba tsawon rayuwarsu duk da sun san cewa kuwa yana da wannan cutar.
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Mallam Aminu Kano International AirportÂ
08:30 PM.
"Wata nawa aka saka bikin yaran nan ne Malam Sani?"
Ishaq ya tambaya a lokacin da yake kokarin saka jakar kayansu cikin boot É—in motar da Malam Sanin ya buÉ—e.
"Wata É—aya aka saka wallahi, ai gidan ma har yanzu yana nan a É—inke, shi yasa Hajiya tace ba sai kunzo ba, kawai in wuce daku gida."
Ishaq ya gyaÉ—a kansa yana rufe boot É—in.
"Ai dama bamu da plan din zuwagidan nan yau, amma Lallai su Baffa sun shirya, har su uku ne fa a wata É—aya kawai."
"To ai rufin asirin Allah ake ciki kullum kuma shi ke rufawar." Cewar Malam Sanin yana dariya.
Duk maganar da suke yi, Ma'aruf na zaune a cikin motar daga baya, wayarsa na riƙe a hannunsa haskenta na haska siririyar fuskarsa da a cikin ƴan kwanakin ta ƙara ramewa, message ne kawai ke tururuwar shigowa da kuma tarin emails tunda ya kunna wayar har zuwa yanzu, ya lumshe idanunsa kawai sai kallonsu yake a lokaci guda kuma yana jin hirar su Ishaq ɗin daga waje.
Allah ya sani gabaÉ—aya ya manta cewa shirye-shiryen bikin akeyi sai a jiya da Mamin ke tuna masa cewa yau ne za'a karbi lefen Shukra, kuma jin cewa gidan a cike yake yasa shima baiyi tunanin ya kamata su je É—in ba, amma kuma ya kamata yaga Baffa a yau, idan yana gidan kuma fa? Sai yasa yatsan sa É—aya ya share dukkan messages É—in sannan ya lulubo nambar mahaifin nasa amma sau biyu ya buga bata shiga ba, don haka ya nemo ta Mami.
Bugu É—aya kuwa muryarta ta shiga kunnensa.
"Mai gaskiya na, kun taho?"
Ta kira shi da sunan data laƙaba masa tun yarintarsa.
Sai ya sake lumshe idonsa ya koma da baya jikin kujerar lokacin da Ishaq da Baba Sani suka buɗe ƙofofin motar suka shigo.
"Eh Mami, Baffa yana gida kuwa?"
"A'a yana office shima har yanzu. Na bayar direban Hajiya Madina zai kawo muku abinci yanzu, wataƙila ma kuyi daidai dashi."
Wani abu ya motsa a kirjinsa, don yayi kewar irin wannan kulawar tata a Æ´an kwanakin nan, sai dai kafin ya saurari abinda ta cigaba da cewa hankalinsa ya kai ga abinda Ishaq ke cewa cikin wayar sa da aka kira ya amsa.
"To shikenan gamu nan insha Allahu..."
"... Akwai maganar da zamu yi Ma'aruf, nima nafi son ka samu hutu sosai zuwa goben."
Sauran maganar Mamin ta shiga kunnensa bayan Ishaq ya kashe wayar da yake yi."
"Ma'aruf, kana jina kuwa? Da kaci abinci ka sha magungunan da aka baka "
Yaji ta sake faÉ—a lokacin da Ishaq ke cewa Malam Sani...
"Sakataren Baffa ne yakira, wai Baffan yana son ganinmu a office É—insa kafin muje gida, ka juya ta wanna U-turn É—in sai mu koma."
Ba shiri Ma'aruf yaji wani abu ya zarce cikin maƙogwaronsa, don tun bayan farkawar sa sau ɗaya kawai yayi waya da Baffan, a jiya daya kira ta wayar Ishaq, ya tabbatar masa da cewar lafiya yake jin kansa shikenan bai kara nemansu ba, amma ko Baba Usman ya sake kira a safiyar yau kafin su taho.
Yana jin yadda Mamin ke cigaba jero masa tarin tambayoyi ta cikin wayar amma hankalinsa sam baya kanta har Malam Sani yasha kan U-turn din da Ishaq ya nuna wanda zai komar dasu baya zuwa hanyar Office ɗin Baffan, wani ƙaton branch na kamfanin su inda iya ma'aikata ne kawai a wajen.
"Muhammad..."
Muryar Baffan ta kira shi kuma a lokaci guda amonta ya ratsa har cikin kansa bayan sun isa Office ɗin, bayan sun shiga ciki kuma Baffan ya sallami wasu mutum biyu da yake tare dasu a lokacin, sannan bayan Ishaq ya dauki wata wayar ƙarya ya fita don dukkaninsu sun fahimci cewa dashi kadai yake son magana. Don haka ba shiri Ma'aruf yaji maƙogwaronsa ya bushe a lokaci guda, saboda Baffa baya taɓa kiransa da wannan sunan sai idan har wani zance mai muhimmanci zasu yi, kuma rana ta karshe da zai iya tuna ya kira shi da hakan shine ranar da aka daura auren sa.
Ya gyara zama a hankali yana jin yadda Baffan ya cika masa office din ta koina saboda kwarjini.
"Sun turo min da takarda wadda take bayanin ciwon naka."
Ya san takardar shima, sun tura ta email É—insa sannan sunyi printing É—inta a cikin tarin takardun da aka sallamo shi dasu.
"Sun ce a cikin shekaru biyu kawai ciwon ka ya kara haɓɓaka har ya kai matakin karshe, shi yasa abinda kayi ya faru..."
Baffan ya faɗi haka sannan kuma yayi shiru, wannan dai al'adar ta manya. Ƙarar sautin shigowar saƙo daga wayar dake aljihun Ma'aruf ya cika shirun dakin kafin ya cigaba.
"Ko zaka iya gaya min a shekaru biyun baya kana ina Ma'aruf?"
Sai ya gyara zamansa a hankali, yana tuno ranar da Baffan ya naÉ—a shi a matsayin manajan kamfanin 'Bakori Enterprises' ranar da burinsa na farko ya fara cika a duniya.
"Baffa... Shekaru biyu baya shine lokacin da ka bani matsayin manaja a kamfanin nan."
Bai kalle shi ba, amma yaji sanda ya girgiza kansa.
"Ba wannan ba, rayuwarka personally Ma'aruf, kana ina?"
A yanzu ya rikice, yana jin kamar ma bai warke ba gabaÉ—aya, kamar ya sake bin jirgi ya koma asibitin nan ya kwanta.
"Ka manta?"
Ya tambaya amma bai bari ya amsa ba ya cigaba.
"... Bari ni na tuna maka, shekaru biyu baya kana tare da iyalinka Ma'aruf, shekaru biyu baya kana tare da matar da naje na karba maka aurenta har ma da yarinya, a shekaru biyu baya kai cikakken mutun ne mai kamala da mutunci a idon mutane, kuma a tsawon shekarun da kayi cikin wannan mutuncin, hankalinmu da naka bai taba tashi kamar yadda yayi a yanzu ba."
Wani abu ya zarce a maƙogwaron Ma'aruf, yaji wani ɓangare na ƙwaƙwalwar sa na gaya masa cewa wannan ce damarsa, yau shine lokacin da zai gayawa Baffa abinda shi da ishaq suka dade suna ɓoyewa, yau ya kamata ya gayawa Baffa cewa ba haka bane, abinda ya faru a zamansa da Ruƙayya har zuwa rabuwarsu ba yadda suke tunani bane sam.
"Na san da wannan tunin da nayi maka ka fahimci abinda ni dama duk sauran al'umma suka fahimta Muhammad, don haka kaje ka fara shirye-shirye, nan da wata guda zan karɓa maka wani auren tare da na ƙannenka."
Sai da aka shafe sakanni kafin maganar ta shiga cikin ƙwaƙwalwar Ma'aruf, da wani irin ƙarfin da sai da yayi da gaske kafin ya iya jawo iska ta shiga ƙirjinsa, sannan a karo na farko tun bayan fitar Ishaq ya ɗago idanu ya kalli mahaifin nasa.
Sai dai me? Maimakon fuskar Baffan, sai hoton wajen ya canja a idonsa da wani lokaci da ya faru a shekaru biyu da suka wuce...
Lokacin daya shaƙe wuyan Rukayya da duka hannyensu biyu, yaji ƙarar sautin karkarin da take fitarwa a lokacin da kuma yadda hawaye ke zuba daga idanunta yayin da take kallon ƴarsu da bata fi watanni shida a sannan ba... Babyn da ya karɓe daga hannunta ya wancakalar da ita a cikin falon, kanta ya bugu da kujerar gefe ta shiga ƙwallara kukan daya karaɗe gidan gabaɗaya, wannan sautin kukan da a kowanne daren duniya, dashi yake kwana a kunnuwan sa!
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Me ya faru shekaru goma da suka wuce?
Wane bincike Ma'aruf ke yi da har ya kai ga tashin ciwonsa?
Wacece Rukayya? Me ya faru da ita da kuma Æ´ar ta?
Sannan wacece amarya ta huÉ—u a bikin iyalan gidan Alhaji Mansour Bakori?
#Aysha Shafi'ee.
#FikraWriters
#FararWuta.
"Kowanne ɗan adam yana da tarin ƙalubale a rayuwarsa, amma ga wanda suke da cutar 'Bipola disoder' nasu ƙalubalen daban ne. Bipola disoder cutar ƙwaƙwalwa ce dake canja yanayin mutum a lokaci guda, ta canja ƙarfinsa, yanayin tunaninsa har da ɗabi'arsa. Cuta ce dake iya taba rayuwar mutum ta bangaren aikinsa, karatu, zamantakewa har ma ta iya dakushewa mutum hanyar cigaba a rayuwarsa, don tana yawan tashi ne akai-akai.
Cutar tana farawa ne daga lokacin ƙuruciya, kuma duk da cewar babu takamaimai maganinta ana samun saukinta ko kuma ƙaruwarta idan har ba'a bin ƙaidojin magani daidai. Tana da matakai huɗu kuma na ƙarshen da ake kira da "Mania" shi yafi kowanne hatsari.
A matakin 'Mania' mara lafiya yana jin tsananin ƙarfi da jin cewa zai iya komai, da kuma tsananin fushi da yawan tunanin abubuwa barkatai, wanda ke jawo mutum ya harzuƙa ta yadda babu mai iyawa dashi, mara lafiyar yana samun ƙarancin bacci da kuma rashin nutsuwa sannan wasu ƙwaƙwalwar su tana buɗewa ta yadda za su yi abinda idan a lafiyarsu ne baza su iya ba. Matakin dake bi wa wannan kuma shine 'HypoMania'...."
Duk wannan bayanin yana fitowa ne daga wata Tv dake kafe a saman harabar wajen, ƙaton wajen jira ne na asibiti inda tarin ma'aikata ke wucewa wajen wasu gadaje daga can baya da aka kwantar da marasa lafiya, labulayen da aka sassaka a tsakanin kowanne gado sune kadai abinda ya raba gadajen.
Bayanin dake fitowa daga Tvn, na irin rashin lafiyar ƙwaƙwalwar da ake dubawa a wannan ɓangaren asibitin ne, masu jiran kuma na zaune suna saurarar bayanan da ake yi mai dauke da hotuna don sauƙin fahimta ga marasa lafiyar da kuma masu jinyar, Ishaq yana ɗaya daga cikin masu jiran, yana zaune daga karshen kujerar kamar mai jiran ƙiris! Ya mike, kafarsa ta bangaren dama yake faman bubbugawa yayin da gefen bakinsa yake a cije.
A bayyane yake ga duk wanda ya kalle shi cewa jira kawai yake likitocin dake tsaye a wajen gadon É—an'uwansa su fito daga bayan labulen da aka zagaye gadon dashi. Sun taru kusan su bakwai a ciki har da Nurses don hankalinsu ya tashi jin cewar daga police station aka taho dashi bayan an neme shi an rasa.
Ya sani cewar dukkaninsu tsoro suke yi game da ciwonsa, don Ma'aruf ya riga ya kai mataki na karshe a ciwon ƙwaƙwalwar tasa, ya riga ya kƙure komai a Bipolar Disoder, don idan har akwai wani mutum a duniya da baya taimakon kansa to Ma'aruf ne. A shekaru goma da cutar nan ta same shi babu irin fadi tashin da ba'ayi ba daga kowanne ɓangare na iyaye da kuma ƴanuwansa amma rashin tasa tallafawar ya haɓɓaka ciwon har sai da ya ƙaraso matakin ƙarshe, 'Mania Stage'.
A baya bai fi ƴan awanni ko kwana ɗaya zuwa biyu ba yake yi idan ciwon ya taso masa, amma a yanzu sati guda cur, har suka zo ƙasar nan Ma'aruf ba'a hankali sa yake ba, hakan yasa dole aka kwantar dashi a asibitin da alluran bacci wanda suka taimaka, ya farka cikin hayyacinsa yanzu.
Don duk da cewar a police station suka je suka same shi, idanunsa kawai ya kalla ya san cewar ya dawo hayyacinsa tun kafin likitocin ma su gane, shi yasa ya matsu da fitowarsu a yanzu don yaje ya same shi, ya sauke maganganun dake zuciyarsa tun daga ranar da Mami ta kira shi muryar ta na rawa taje ya taho gida Ma'aruf ya shigo musu da gawar wani.
Likitocin duka fito a daidai wannan lokacin, kuma bai tsaya jiran komai ba ya zagaya ta É—aya hanyar da wandanda ba ma'aikata ba ke wucewa ya nufi wajen gadon.
"Minti biyar! minti biyar kawai na fita Ma'aruf amma kayi tsalle daga asibitin nan zuwa police station!"
Ya faɗi hakan da harshen hausa daidai sanda ya bankaɗa labulen da aka zagaye gadon. Dama abinda Ma'aruf ɗin yake jira kenan, ya riga ya sani cewar ya daɗe a waje yana kaɗa ƙafa yana jira likitocin su fita ya shigo da tarin ƙorafinsa, don haka hankalinsa a kwance ya ɗago da idanunsa ya kalle shi.
"Kaima sani bana iya rike yunwa, na tafi in samu abinda zanci ne and you left me with nothing, ba dole su kaini police station ba."
Ishaq ya girgiza kansa.
"Ma'aruf ba a Nigeria muke ba, ko baka gane bane da ka farka? me kake tunani idan suka kama ka a ƙasar nan?"
Maimakon ya bashi amsa kai tsaye, sai ya koma da baya a jikin gadon, ya zura hannayensa duka biyu cikin gashin kansa sannan yace.
"Na sha gaya maka kana damuwa da yawa Ishaq, kana damuwa akan abubuwan da suke faruwa dama wanda basu zo ba."
"Kuma matsalar kenan, kai da baka damuwar, baka damuwa da kanka balle kuma na kusa da kai, shi yasa har muka zo wannan matakin Ma'aruf! Mania!"
Ya faÉ—i sunan mataki na karshe a cutar da Ma'aruf É—in ke fuskanta, kuma ga mamakinsa, a lokaci guda Ma'aruf É—in ya juyo ya kalle shi, sannan a cikin sakan biyu idanunsa suka haska da wani abu da Ishaq É—in zai rantse da ubangijin dake busa musu numfashi cewar bai taba gani a idanunsa ba. Tsoro da kuma fargaba! Sai kawai ya girgiza kansa sannan ya cigaba da faÉ—in.
"Shekara biyu da suka wuce a asibitin nan ko HypoMania test É—inka basu kai ba, baka da lafiya amma babu wanda ya sani babu mai ganewa, muna É“oye komai daki-daki don rayuwarka ta tafi daidai. Amma yanzu ka gaya min me kayi kafin mu taho nan Ma'aruf? Daniel ka yiwa dukan da har ya suma akan baiyi maka submitting takardu a office ba, ka dake shi har ya suma Ma'aruf sannan ka sako shi a mota ka kaishi gida, ka shiga dashi har falon Baffa kana gaya masa wai ka kawo shi ya kore shi daga aiki!" (Mahaifinsa.)
Yanzu ka gaya min a duk kamfanin Bakori da ɗaukacin jama'ar da suka sanka, waye bai san kana fama da ciwon ƙwaƙwalwa ba Ma'aruf?
Yanzu ka gaya min a duk kamfanin Bakori da duk ɗaukacin kewayen da mutane suka sanka, waye a yanzu bai san cewa kana fama da matsala a ƙwaƙwalwa ba? Waye bai san cewa kana da wannan nakasar ba Ma'aruf?"
Muryar Ishaq ɗagawa take a lokacin da yake fadar hakan, sautin ta na fitowa cike da wani irin daci da takaicin duk abubuwan da yake faɗa din, kuma har a lokacin yana ganin adadin kifta idanun da Ma'aruf ke yi alamun cewa kowacce kalma tana bada ma'anar da yake son ya gane a ƙwaƙwalwar sa. Bai ce komai ba ya cigaba.
"Ka san me ya fitar dani É—azu? Ka san abinda yasa na bar É—akin har kaje ka aikata abinda kayi?..."
Ya tambaya kamar yana jiran ya bashi amsa.
"... Office din likitan ka naje, shi ya kira ni personally Ma'aruf! Yayi min dukkan bayanin halin da kake ciki, kuma albishirin ka abinda kake so zai faru, idan komai ya cigaba da kasancewa yadda yake tafiya kana gab da rasa hankalinka gabaÉ—aya Ma'aruf! Kana gab da rasa komai gabaÉ—aya..."
"And so what idan na rasa?!"
Yadda Ma'aruf ɗin ya katse shi a lokaci guda da tasa sautin muryar ya bashi mamakin da har sai da ya haska a idanunsa. Kallonsa yake har a lokacin da nasa idanun da suka canja, yanayinsu na kara lumshewa kamar kodayaushe idan yana cikin ɓacin rai.
"Nace sai me idan na rasa komai? Idan dai har ragowar lokacin da nake dashi zai bani dama na iya cimma abinda ke gabana sai me idan na rasa hankalina?"
Sai ya girgiza kansa kawai yana cigaba da kallonsa.
"Nasha gaya maka Ma'aruf ya mutu shekaru goma da suka wuce Ishaq, kaƙi ka yarda dani ne, amma Ma'aruf ya riga mutu, babu shi anan."
Ya ƙarasa yana nuna ƙirjinsa, daidai lokacin da labulen dakin ya buɗe, wani bature ya leƙo fuskarsa a murtuƙe yace.
"What the in the world are you two talking abou..."
Bai karasa ba sakamakon kallon da su duka biyun suka juyo suna yi masa kowanne ransa a É“ace, sai kawai yayi sauri ya maida labulen ya juya, dukkaninsu suka yi ajiyar zuciya alokaci guda.
Shiru ya ratsa wucewar sakan ɗaya, biyu, uku... kafin Ishaq ya ƙaraso a hankali ya zauna a gefen sa.
"Kwana na nawa a asibitin nan?"
Ma'aruf ya katse shirun da sautin muryarsa da ya koma daidai, mai zurfi dake fitowa can kasa.
"HuÉ—u, you were unconscious for three days a Nigeria kafin mu taho."
A hankali ya haɗiye yawu cikin maƙogwaronsa sannan ya ƙara tambaya.
"Me Baffa yace?"
"Ransa ya É“aci sosai, ransa ya É“aci fiye da duk yadda kake tunani, kullum sai ya kira waya ya tambaya idan ka farka, kuma yace da zarar ka dawo hayyacinka mu koma gida."
Yaji lokacin da ya zuƙi numfashi ya fitar sannan ya koma da baya ya jingina da gadon bai ce komai ba, don haka shi ya cigaba da cewa.
"Mami kusan duk bayan awa guda take kira Ma'aruf, suna can ne amma hankalinsu anan yake, kowa ya damu, Hajiya tace hatta Abdurrahim jiya gidanka ya tafi ya kwana, dan Allah Ma'aruf, dan Allah ka taimaka ko don waÉ—annan mutanen ka tallafi rayuwarka, dan Allah."
Kai tsaye maganganun suka shiga har wani waje dake can ƙasan zuciyar Ma'aruf, kuma yana jin yadda tasirin su ya shiga bin kowacce jijiya ta jikinsa yana tafiya tare da gudun jinin cikinsu, sai kawai ya sake cusa yatsunsa cikin gashin kansa sannan ya runtse idanunsa.
Ishaq yana kallonsa, yana jin yadda tausayinsa ke bin zuciyarsa kamar kullum, ba sauki bane rayuwa da irin wannan cutar ya sani, ba sauki bane daurewa irin abinda ke zuciyar Ma'aruf din, ba sauki bane yadda yake iya daurewa abubuwa tsawon shekarun nan, ba sauki bane ba zama Ma'aruf din da yake gabaÉ—aya ya sani... Shi yasa fatansa a kodayaushe bai wuce Allah ya tallafi rayuwarsa ta wata hanya daban da take sabuwa ba, domin Allahn ya sani cewa su sun gwada duk wata hanyar da take a tunaninsu amma babu wani sauki.
Ya haɗiye yawu a hankali cikin maƙogwaron sa yana cigaba da kallonsa yace.
"Nayi mana booking flight, gobe zamu koma."
Kuma ba don kallonsa yake ba ya tabbata ba zai ji sanda ya amsa da 'Allah ya kaimu' ba.
Saboda haka kai tsaye sai ya sake tambaya.
"Yaya kake ji?"
Ma'aruf yasa yatsu biyu ya shafo saman hancinsa har a lokacin bai buÉ—e idonsa ba yace.
"Ina ji ne kamar zan mutu saboda yunwa, nace ka taimaka min da abinci amma kana ta masifa, Idan na sake fita daga nan kar barni kawai kar kaje beli na."
Ba shiri wani guntun murmushi ya suɓuce a fuskar Ishaq ɗin na tabbas ɗin da yake dashi cewar ya dawo daidai, don har abada irin Ma'aruf guda daya ya sani a duk tsayin rayuwarsa.
Ma'aruf yaji lokacin da ya fita amma duk da haka bai bude idanunsa ba, hoto ɗaya ne ke yawo a cikin kansa, hoton ɗakin bincikensa, yana hasko tarin takardu da kuma hotunan da suke cikin ɗakin nan, sannan yana hasko yadda hanya ta ƙarshe da yake tunanin zata kai shi ga nasara bayan shekaru huɗu ta rushe har garinta, wanda takaicin haka shine sanadiyar tashin ciwon nasa da abinda yayi har suka taho nan.
Wata jijiya daga gefen kansa ta bullutso cike da wani sabon takaicin da ya sake ratsa shi, sabon takaici... Don wannan É—auke yake da wani layi na fargaba da kuma tsoro, tsoron da bai taba ji a ransa game da ciwon nasa ba tsawon shekaru goma da suka wuce, maganganun Ishaq suka sake haskawa a cikin kansa.
...idan komai ya cigaba da kasancewa yadda yake tafiya, kana gab da rasa hankalinka gabaÉ—aya Ma'aruf!
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Alhaji Muhammad Mansour Bakori, sanannen mutum ne wanda yake da babban Kamfanin yin robobi a garin Kano tare da ƙaninsa Alhaji Usman, wanda su biyu ne kacal a wajen iyayensu, mahaifinsu ya rasu shekaru da daɗewa amma mahaifiyar su tana raye.
Alhaji Mansour Bakori yana da mata biyu da ƴaƴa goma sha ɗaya, yayin da Alhaji Usman bai taba haihuwa ba tsawon shekaru talatin da aurensa, wanda hakan ya faru ne sakamakon wani hatsari da yayi tun kafin tun yana saurayi har ya zame masa sanadin hakan, shi yasa kowa a danginsu yake girmama matarsa Hajiya Madina da kuma jinjina mata na zaman da take dashi a duk shekarun nan alhali ita lafiyarta ƙalau.
Matan Alhaji Mansour biyu, Uwargidan itace Hajiya Maimuna, wata mata mai kirki da kuma alkunya, É—anta na farko Jamal ya rasu shekaru goma da suka wuce, daga shi sai Ma'aruf wanda shi a wajen kishiyarta ya girma, sai Shukra, Munaya, Abdurrahim wanda shi tun yana shekaru biyu a duniya ya kamu da matsalar rashin magana amma yana ji kamar kowa, sai kuma autarsu Zahra.
Hajiya Kilishi itace mata ta biyu a gidan, wata mace ce mai tsananin kirki da kyautatawa, don faɗa ko da na rana guda bai taɓa haɗa su da Hajiya Maimuna ba tun zuwanta gidan, wani irin zaman lafiya da mutunta juna ne a tsakaninsu tun farkon zuwanta gidan, hakan yasa basu kaɗai ba ko wanda yake nesa ba zai taba cewar su ɗin kishiyoyin juna bane idan ya gansu tare.
Ita ta raini Ma'aruf tun daga watannin da aka yaye shi har zuwa girmansa na yanzu. Hajiya Maimuna, mace ce mai hali irin na mutanen da, tsananin kawaici akan abinda suke ganin shine daidai, don haka tun daga ranar da Hajiya Kilishi ta karɓe sshi bata ƙara nuna cewa shi nata bane, a suna kawai Ma'aruf ya santa a matsayin mahaifiyarsa, amma a wajen Hajiya Kilishin da suke kira da Mami ya samu dukkanin wata kulawar da ɗa ke samu daga mahaifiyarsa.
Ita ta raine shi da ƙarfin jikinta da kuma na zuciyarta, har zuwa girmansa kuwa ya zama tsakaninsa da Hajiya Maimuna gaisuwa ce kawai amma Mami ce komai nasa, duk da ƴadda wasu daga cikin ƴanuwan Hajiya Maimunan suke nuna rashin jin daɗin su akan hakan a yanzu da ya zama shine kaɗai namiji babba a gidan.
Ƴaƴan Hajiya Kilishi biyar ne, dukkaninsu mata kuma dukkanninsu harafin sunansu ya fara ne da harafin S, Safiyya, Salma, Surayya, Samira da kuma Sahla kamar yadda take so, don a wajen Daddy babu ruwansa da raɗin suna, duk wanda iyayensu mata suka zaba shi zai saka ba ruwansa. Zahra ce ma kawai taci sunan Inna Danejo 'Fatima' kamar yadda Hajiya Maimunan ta nuna tana so a saka.
Hajiya Maimuna ta sami matsalar shanyewar ƙafafu bayan ta haifi ƴarta ta ƙarshe Zahra, kuma babu irin maganin da ba'ayi ba a ƙasashe daban- daban amma ba nasara, don haka a dole yanzu sai akan Wheelchair take yawo.
Gidan Alhaji Mansour dake unguwar NNDC quarters a garin Kano, ƙaton gida ne mai ɗauke da bangare-bangare, akwai ɓangaren iyalansa guda biyu wanda kowanne iri daya ne, ƙaton falo da ɗakuna hudu kowanne da banɗakinsa a ciki da kuma sauran wajaje irin Kitchen, store, courtyard da dai sauransu, sai bangarensa inda shine waje na farko a gidan mai ɗauke da ɗakuna biyu da falo da kuma wajen meeting ɗinsa inda yake ganin baƙi a gida.
Akwai bangaren boys quarters inda masu a gidan suke zaune sai kuma wajen Inna Danejo kakar gidan, wato mahaifiyarsu Alhaji Mansour inda itama take da ƙaton falo, ɗaki ɗaya da kuma toilet, sai ɓangaren ƴan aiki, sai kuma bangare na karshe daga gefen hagu na harabar gidan, wato bangaren Alhaji Usman da suke kira da Alhaji Baba, wanda shima da a gidan yake tare da matarsa daga baya sai ya siyi wani gida gaba dasu kaɗan ya koma, don haka wajen a ƙulle yake babu kowa.
Ishaq abokin Ma'aruf ne kuma É—an'uwansa, don da Mahaifiyar Ishaq É—in da Hajiya Maimuna iyayensu É—aya, asalin mahaifinsa É—an Kaduna ne kuma shi kaÉ—ai iyayensa suka haifa, mahaifinsa ya daÉ—e da rasuwa amna mahaifiyarsa sai da yazo matakin shiga Jami'a ne sannan Allah ya É—auki ranta, don haka da shawarar Mami, Hajiya Maimuna ta tambayi Alhaji Mansour da kowa ke kira da Baffa, Ishaq ya dawo gidansu da zama daidai lokacin da Ma'aruf ke kokarin shiga Jami'a.
Mamin tayi haka ne don ganin ta samowa Ma'aruf sauki akan halin alhinin ɗanuwansa da har a lokacin bai gama warkewa daga ransa ba, don haka tare da Ishaq ɗin Baffa ya ɗauki nauyin karatunsu a wata Private University dake London har suka kammala, kuma hakan ya sanya shaƙuwa sosai a tsakaninsu duk da cewar ɓangare daban-daban suka karanta. Ma'aruf ya karanci harkar Kasuwanci ne yayin da Ishaq ya karanci ɓangaren aikin lawyer kamar yadda yake da buri tun yana yaro.
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Washegari...
No. 58 Mafara Street, NNDC SharaÉ—a Qauters.
.07:30 Pm.
Tun daga ƙofar gidan zaka gane cewar anyi wani taro ne a gidan an watse, don hatta gate din a bude yake gabaɗaya sannan ga motoci daga ciki suna kokarin fitowa.
Idan ka biyo ta cikin mutanen, zaka wuce ko'ina hanya ta kai ka har ɓangaren Hajiya Maimuna inda taron mutanen yafi yawa musamman a ƙaton falon ɓangaren da zaka tarar wanda yake cike da tarin mutane gabaɗayansu mata, kowa na zaune da abokin hirarsa yayin da ƙamshin turarukansu ya haɗe da ƙamshin daddaɗan abincin da aka gama ci a falon, don ga tarin plates nan wasu ma har da ragowar abincin sannan kuma a can gaban Tv stand na ɗakin akwai wasu manya-manyan flasks cike da snacks kala-kala ga duk wanda yake so ya diba.
Sai dai duk wannan ba shine abin kallo a dakin ba, tarin akwatunan dake zube a makeken carpet din tsakiyar falon ne, an buÉ—e kowannensu dake cike da kaya fal.
Lefen Babbar ƴar Hajiya Maimunan mace da suke kira da Shukra ne, amma ba zaka banbance adadin yawan ƴanuwan Hajiya Maimunan ko kuma na Hajiya Kilishi a falon ba, sun riga sun zama ɗaya dukkanninsu don ko a sati biyu da aka karbi lefe biyu na ƴaƴan Hajiya Kilishin Safiyya da Salma, duk sune dai a wajen, shi yasa a yanzu ma rabi hirarsu ta shirye-shiryen bikin da aka saka nan da wata guda mai zuwa ce.
Hajiya Kilishi ta ratso ta cikin mutanen, sanye take da wata doguwar rigar lace daya sha adon stones sai wulgawar kyalli yake a cikin hasken fitulun dakin, ta karaso inda Hajiya Maimuna ke zaune akan kujerar Wheelchair dinta tana hira da wata Æ´aruwarta, ta sunkuyo daidai saitin fuskarta sannan tace.
"Hajiya su Ma'aruf sun iso, yanzu na tura Malam Sani (direba) ya É—auko su daga airpot, mukullin store dinki zan karba na ajiyemusu abinci É—azu, Hajiya Madina ce tace zata tafi nace idan direban nata ya sauke ta sai ya karasa ya kai musu abinci don na san baxa su shigo yau ba."
"Toh Alhamdlilah, Muƙullin yana hannun Sameera ita ta karba dazu wai sun ajiyewa ƙawayenta abinci su ma."
Hajiya Maimunan ta amsa a hankali itama. Dukkaninsu sun sani cewa a duk tarin jama'ar gidan babu wanda bai san abinda Ma'aruf ɗin yayi ba da kuma cewar baya ƙasar don labari baya taba ɓuya, amma duk da haka gwara ace basu fallasa zancen ba duk kuwa da cewar duk ƴanuwa ne a gidan, amma hakan ba zai hana cece-kuce ba.
Daga nan É“angarenta ta nufa, inda babu mutane sosai, kuma Æ´anmatan gidan da wasu kawayensu suka tare suna ta hayaniyar da jiran a ragu don suma suje su buÉ—e nasu babin kallon kayan. A falo ta tarar da Zahra da Sahla Æ´an autan gidan kuma sa'annin juna sun baje litattafansu suna ta aiki kamar basu san da bidirin da ake yi a gidan ba, dama yayyensu sun riga sun manna musu sunan Allazi boko 1 da kuma Allazi boko 2, don mayun karatu ne kamar ba gobe, yanzu suka shiga SS1 amma abinda suka sani ko Abdurrahim da yake SS3 bai sani ba, kwanaki har Surayya dake level three suka koyawa wani abu a Biology.
Har Hajiya Kilishin zata yi musu maganar abinci sai ta kula da plate din snacks dake tsakiyar litattafansu, ta sana aikin Mama Rabi ne hakan, wata dattijuwa ma'aikaciyar gidan da har yanzu bata daina kula dasu ba kasancewar ita ta yaye su tun suna ƙanana.
Don haka ta amsa sannu da shigowar da suka yi mata kawai ta wuce. Ta nufi kofar dakinsu Salma inda Æ´anmatan suke, hayaniyarsu tun daga falon zaka ji ta, cike da raha da kuma nishadi kamar an fara bikin, kuma duka hirar da suke ta tsare-tsaren bikin ce da suka daÉ—e suna yi tunda wannan shine karo na farko da za'a aurar da mata a gidan, kuma har guda uku a lokaci guda.
"A'a ranar kunshi ne fa za'ayi style iri daya, ranar Kamu kamar kowa zaiyi style dinsa ne ko?"
Muryar Munaya ta tambaya cikin hayaniyar.
"Ranar kunshi fa shi babu anko Munaya kin manta ne kowa kayansa zai saka, da Kamu ne za'ayi har style É—aya."
Wata kawar Salma, mai suna Aysha ta bata amsa.
Hajiya Kilishi ta buɗe kofar dakin daidai lokacin da Munayan ke gyara glass din idonta tana kallon wayar Sameera dake hannunta inda take ƙoƙarin banbace tarin atamfofi da kuma lesukan da zasu yi ankon dasu.
A ƙaton gadon ɗakin gabaɗayansu suke a baje dasu da tarin plate din snacks din da suke ci, sai wadanda basu sami waje bane suka zauna daga kan bedside drawers.
"Ni fa wallahi gani nake kamar wata É—aya ba zai isa duk wannan shirye-shiryen ba."
Shukra ta faÉ—a tana danna tata wayar.
"What?!" Salma ta mike daga kwance tana kallonta.
"... Ai Ya Shukra kar ma ki fara wannan zancen don wallahi Imran ba zai taɓa yarda a ƙara mana ko sati ɗaya ba."
Salma ta faɗa wanda hakan yasa dukkaninsu yin shewa a lokaci guda, don duk cikin amaren tafi kowa ɗokin bikin, yayarta Safiyya ba ruwanta don ita dama ba mai magana bace tun farko, kuma wanda zata aura mai mata ne da ƴaƴan sa biyu duk da cewar ba wani manyan ta yayi ba. Shukra kuma dake kan matakin masters dinta a bayyane yake cewa hankalinta yafi tafiya ga Project work din da take kan gaɓar yi fiye da bikin, duk kuwa da irin rawar kafar da Suraj ɗin da zata aura ke yi shi, wanda dan wani abokin aikin Baffa ne.
Har Salma zata sake cewa wani abu Sameera dake gefenta ta daka mata duka, wani duka da idan zata yi É“aram-É“aramarta Mamin tazo wucewa suke yi mata shi, don haka a lokaci guda ta juyo ta kalli kofa inda Hajiya Kilishin ke tsaye tana kallonsu da murmushi.
"Mami ina wuni..."Â Duka kawayensu na É—akin suka hada baki wajen gaishe ta don tun zuwansu basu ma ganta ba.
Da murmushin ta amsa musu sannan ta kira Sameera.
"Ina muƙullin store dinsu Munaya? Yayanku sun dawo yanzu, kizo ki tayani mu debo abincinsu a saka a motarsu Hajiya Madina."
Da wani irin murmushi mai faɗi Sameeran ta amsa, don Allah ya sani duk da kowanensu yayi waya dashi tun a jiya, da kuma hayaniyar gidan ta yau, suna cike da tunanin halin da Ma'aruf ɗin ke ciki, don abinda yayi wani abu ne da basu taɓa gani ba tsawon rayuwarsu duk da sun san cewa kuwa yana da wannan cutar.
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Mallam Aminu Kano International AirportÂ
08:30 PM.
"Wata nawa aka saka bikin yaran nan ne Malam Sani?"
Ishaq ya tambaya a lokacin da yake kokarin saka jakar kayansu cikin boot É—in motar da Malam Sanin ya buÉ—e.
"Wata É—aya aka saka wallahi, ai gidan ma har yanzu yana nan a É—inke, shi yasa Hajiya tace ba sai kunzo ba, kawai in wuce daku gida."
Ishaq ya gyaÉ—a kansa yana rufe boot É—in.
"Ai dama bamu da plan din zuwagidan nan yau, amma Lallai su Baffa sun shirya, har su uku ne fa a wata É—aya kawai."
"To ai rufin asirin Allah ake ciki kullum kuma shi ke rufawar." Cewar Malam Sanin yana dariya.
Duk maganar da suke yi, Ma'aruf na zaune a cikin motar daga baya, wayarsa na riƙe a hannunsa haskenta na haska siririyar fuskarsa da a cikin ƴan kwanakin ta ƙara ramewa, message ne kawai ke tururuwar shigowa da kuma tarin emails tunda ya kunna wayar har zuwa yanzu, ya lumshe idanunsa kawai sai kallonsu yake a lokaci guda kuma yana jin hirar su Ishaq ɗin daga waje.
Allah ya sani gabaÉ—aya ya manta cewa shirye-shiryen bikin akeyi sai a jiya da Mamin ke tuna masa cewa yau ne za'a karbi lefen Shukra, kuma jin cewa gidan a cike yake yasa shima baiyi tunanin ya kamata su je É—in ba, amma kuma ya kamata yaga Baffa a yau, idan yana gidan kuma fa? Sai yasa yatsan sa É—aya ya share dukkan messages É—in sannan ya lulubo nambar mahaifin nasa amma sau biyu ya buga bata shiga ba, don haka ya nemo ta Mami.
Bugu É—aya kuwa muryarta ta shiga kunnensa.
"Mai gaskiya na, kun taho?"
Ta kira shi da sunan data laƙaba masa tun yarintarsa.
Sai ya sake lumshe idonsa ya koma da baya jikin kujerar lokacin da Ishaq da Baba Sani suka buɗe ƙofofin motar suka shigo.
"Eh Mami, Baffa yana gida kuwa?"
"A'a yana office shima har yanzu. Na bayar direban Hajiya Madina zai kawo muku abinci yanzu, wataƙila ma kuyi daidai dashi."
Wani abu ya motsa a kirjinsa, don yayi kewar irin wannan kulawar tata a Æ´an kwanakin nan, sai dai kafin ya saurari abinda ta cigaba da cewa hankalinsa ya kai ga abinda Ishaq ke cewa cikin wayar sa da aka kira ya amsa.
"To shikenan gamu nan insha Allahu..."
"... Akwai maganar da zamu yi Ma'aruf, nima nafi son ka samu hutu sosai zuwa goben."
Sauran maganar Mamin ta shiga kunnensa bayan Ishaq ya kashe wayar da yake yi."
"Ma'aruf, kana jina kuwa? Da kaci abinci ka sha magungunan da aka baka "
Yaji ta sake faÉ—a lokacin da Ishaq ke cewa Malam Sani...
"Sakataren Baffa ne yakira, wai Baffan yana son ganinmu a office É—insa kafin muje gida, ka juya ta wanna U-turn É—in sai mu koma."
Ba shiri Ma'aruf yaji wani abu ya zarce cikin maƙogwaronsa, don tun bayan farkawar sa sau ɗaya kawai yayi waya da Baffan, a jiya daya kira ta wayar Ishaq, ya tabbatar masa da cewar lafiya yake jin kansa shikenan bai kara nemansu ba, amma ko Baba Usman ya sake kira a safiyar yau kafin su taho.
Yana jin yadda Mamin ke cigaba jero masa tarin tambayoyi ta cikin wayar amma hankalinsa sam baya kanta har Malam Sani yasha kan U-turn din da Ishaq ya nuna wanda zai komar dasu baya zuwa hanyar Office ɗin Baffan, wani ƙaton branch na kamfanin su inda iya ma'aikata ne kawai a wajen.
"Muhammad..."
Muryar Baffan ta kira shi kuma a lokaci guda amonta ya ratsa har cikin kansa bayan sun isa Office ɗin, bayan sun shiga ciki kuma Baffan ya sallami wasu mutum biyu da yake tare dasu a lokacin, sannan bayan Ishaq ya dauki wata wayar ƙarya ya fita don dukkaninsu sun fahimci cewa dashi kadai yake son magana. Don haka ba shiri Ma'aruf yaji maƙogwaronsa ya bushe a lokaci guda, saboda Baffa baya taɓa kiransa da wannan sunan sai idan har wani zance mai muhimmanci zasu yi, kuma rana ta karshe da zai iya tuna ya kira shi da hakan shine ranar da aka daura auren sa.
Ya gyara zama a hankali yana jin yadda Baffan ya cika masa office din ta koina saboda kwarjini.
"Sun turo min da takarda wadda take bayanin ciwon naka."
Ya san takardar shima, sun tura ta email É—insa sannan sunyi printing É—inta a cikin tarin takardun da aka sallamo shi dasu.
"Sun ce a cikin shekaru biyu kawai ciwon ka ya kara haɓɓaka har ya kai matakin karshe, shi yasa abinda kayi ya faru..."
Baffan ya faɗi haka sannan kuma yayi shiru, wannan dai al'adar ta manya. Ƙarar sautin shigowar saƙo daga wayar dake aljihun Ma'aruf ya cika shirun dakin kafin ya cigaba.
"Ko zaka iya gaya min a shekaru biyun baya kana ina Ma'aruf?"
Sai ya gyara zamansa a hankali, yana tuno ranar da Baffan ya naÉ—a shi a matsayin manajan kamfanin 'Bakori Enterprises' ranar da burinsa na farko ya fara cika a duniya.
"Baffa... Shekaru biyu baya shine lokacin da ka bani matsayin manaja a kamfanin nan."
Bai kalle shi ba, amma yaji sanda ya girgiza kansa.
"Ba wannan ba, rayuwarka personally Ma'aruf, kana ina?"
A yanzu ya rikice, yana jin kamar ma bai warke ba gabaÉ—aya, kamar ya sake bin jirgi ya koma asibitin nan ya kwanta.
"Ka manta?"
Ya tambaya amma bai bari ya amsa ba ya cigaba.
"... Bari ni na tuna maka, shekaru biyu baya kana tare da iyalinka Ma'aruf, shekaru biyu baya kana tare da matar da naje na karba maka aurenta har ma da yarinya, a shekaru biyu baya kai cikakken mutun ne mai kamala da mutunci a idon mutane, kuma a tsawon shekarun da kayi cikin wannan mutuncin, hankalinmu da naka bai taba tashi kamar yadda yayi a yanzu ba."
Wani abu ya zarce a maƙogwaron Ma'aruf, yaji wani ɓangare na ƙwaƙwalwar sa na gaya masa cewa wannan ce damarsa, yau shine lokacin da zai gayawa Baffa abinda shi da ishaq suka dade suna ɓoyewa, yau ya kamata ya gayawa Baffa cewa ba haka bane, abinda ya faru a zamansa da Ruƙayya har zuwa rabuwarsu ba yadda suke tunani bane sam.
"Na san da wannan tunin da nayi maka ka fahimci abinda ni dama duk sauran al'umma suka fahimta Muhammad, don haka kaje ka fara shirye-shirye, nan da wata guda zan karɓa maka wani auren tare da na ƙannenka."
Sai da aka shafe sakanni kafin maganar ta shiga cikin ƙwaƙwalwar Ma'aruf, da wani irin ƙarfin da sai da yayi da gaske kafin ya iya jawo iska ta shiga ƙirjinsa, sannan a karo na farko tun bayan fitar Ishaq ya ɗago idanu ya kalli mahaifin nasa.
Sai dai me? Maimakon fuskar Baffan, sai hoton wajen ya canja a idonsa da wani lokaci da ya faru a shekaru biyu da suka wuce...
Lokacin daya shaƙe wuyan Rukayya da duka hannyensu biyu, yaji ƙarar sautin karkarin da take fitarwa a lokacin da kuma yadda hawaye ke zuba daga idanunta yayin da take kallon ƴarsu da bata fi watanni shida a sannan ba... Babyn da ya karɓe daga hannunta ya wancakalar da ita a cikin falon, kanta ya bugu da kujerar gefe ta shiga ƙwallara kukan daya karaɗe gidan gabaɗaya, wannan sautin kukan da a kowanne daren duniya, dashi yake kwana a kunnuwan sa!
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Me ya faru shekaru goma da suka wuce?
Wane bincike Ma'aruf ke yi da har ya kai ga tashin ciwonsa?
Wacece Rukayya? Me ya faru da ita da kuma Æ´ar ta?
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