Matar Damusa Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel

Matar Damisa Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel 
 
An old woman was sitting by a tree, leaning her back against the tree and stroking the hair of the girl who was lying on her lap. 
The girl, no more than 20 years old, was lying as if she was sleeping when she heard her mother crying softly! In shock, she sat up and said, "Mother, are you okay? What happened to you?"
 The old woman cried and said, "Ayush, I want you to help me seek forgiveness from God. I have made a big mistake in my life. I am afraid I will die. Ayush! I will die without seeking Junaid's forgiveness." 
At one point, she burst into a heart-wrenching sob.
"O Allah, stop crying, I don't know, I don't know how you see yourself in this state.
Who is this JUNAID? And who did you do this to him that you are saying such bad things about yourself because of him?" Ayush said in tears, "Om, if you don't tell me what you are thinking, I will not help you. I will pray for you after I know the crime you have committed."
In frustration and anger, Umma looked at Ayush, who was also looking at Umma,
"Ayush! I hate myself, if you hear my story I am sure you will hate me, I will tell you But before that I want you to forgive us, Son of God" she looked at Ayush with compassion.
With surprise on Ayush's face in a weak voice she said "And me Uma? I know you didn't do anything to us, I know everything you did was in love, you can't hurt me Mama, that's why I forgive you in this world and the hereafter". Smiling sadly Umma choked up and said "Ayush now my life is useless, I am ready to die, but I feel sorry for you if I die I don't know what state you will be in, Ayushh I don't have a mother I don't have anyone, people are running away because I didn't do anything good, that's why my guilt has affected you, everyone hates us," she said👉 she pointed to a 'Dakin Kara' and continued saying "I know you said this is 'Our room, we slept in this forest since you were a baby! You asked me where I am your father, who are your mother but I couldn't answer because you didn't avoid me, but now I am ready to face any 'Challenge'"
She took a deep breath and said "AYUSH"
In a cold voice she replied "Yes Uma I am listening to you" her face was all covered in tears as she was attracted to you and the white woman.
She continued saying "I want to see you get married and have children, Ayush you have a good heart, you are compassionate, Sam I don't want you to take on my character even a little bit, and I don't want you to take on your father's character too, tirrr our characters" she burst out with a new heartbreaking cry!
Ayush was also crying and hugged Uma while rubbing her back her body was in pain, in a soft voice she said "Uma tell us this story where it will make you cry, I don't want what will make you cry Umma nah I love you so much" 
Umma separated her body from Ayush Tears welled up and she said "no Ayush if I don't tell you what's bothering me, I won't be able to find peace,
I'll tell you who I am.
 
 First of all, my name is *AGATHA* and I am not a Muslim, I am originally from Ghana, I lost my parents in a car accident, I have no one besides them because of the lack of relationship between them and their siblings that is why they never told us that I have a sister, and I don't care about knowing that, I only know that my father is a Christian, and my mother is a Muslim but my father converted her to Christianity that is why she never came between my father's siblings and my mother,
As a result of no one taking care of me, I got into prostitution through this way that I eat, drink and wear clothes on my own, 
I was in this situation when God met a rich servant of God, he took me out of this situation that I was in,
He helped me in life and encouraged me to Islam, I converted to Islam because of him, he changed my name to *BARA'ATU* he is from Nigeria and he took me to Ghana for business,
I was with him for about a year but I didn't do anything Between me and him, I tried all sorts of ways to make him want me and have sex with me, but Sam refused, and I had a strong desire for him. I fell in love with him so much,