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HAFSAT SODANGI

(Mrs. Yusnusa Abdullahi Dabai)


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Hakkin Mallaka (M)
HAFSAT C. SODANGI

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HAFSAT C. SODANGI




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GODIYA
Godiya ta tabbata ga Allah majibincin
dukkan al'amura mai kowa mai komai
mahaliccin sammai bakwai da kassai bakwai
tare da abin da ke cikin su.
Tsira da amincin Allah su tabbata ga
cikamakin annabawa shugaban manzanni
annabin karshe annabi Muhammad SAW tare
da alayen sa da sahabban sa da wadan da suka
bima tafarkin sa na gaskiya har zuwa ranar
alkiyama.

SADAUKARWA
Sadaukarwar littafin ta kuce makaranta
littafi na cikin kasa da waje ubangiji ya saka da
alheri ya kuma kara karíata zumuncin da ke
tsakanin mu.

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FADAKARWA
Don Allah a lura da littafin don na bayar
da addu'a wacce ayace ta Al-kur'ani mai
Girma, alura ina yin bayar da addu'o'i saboda
sanin ba kowanne yake iya kulawa da littafi ba
in ya shiga hannun shi, to amma saboda yawan
tanbayar da mata keyi- shi yasa na bayar da
addu'ar cikin littafi na biyu da kuma wannan na
ukun (3) akiyaye fatan alheri gare nmu duka na
gode da kulawar ku.

JINJINA
Jinjinar takune Hajiya Lubabatu Shehu
Illelah Gidan Rediyon Beijing, China. Da
Jamila Usman Lamir Gidan Rediyon tarayya
Kaduna, na gode kwarai da kulawarku.

FATAN ALHERI
Fatan alherin nakune Hairat Muhammad
Muhammad G. Biu da Mrs. Lawan lai-lai
Kankiya. Zaliha Abu Datti. Na gode.

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GORO
Shafa'atu Yahaya Sani mai nagge
Maimuna Sani daga Katsina, Amina Adamu
Garba a Maiduguri, Maimuna S. Musa, Nusaiba
M. Abubakar, Zainab Dodo a Katsina, Binta
hashim a Shanera, Amina Abdullahi 'Mee-
Mee na gode da kulawar ku.

KUNA RAINA
Hafsat Lamara Azare, Zainab Dauda
Benue' da Salamatu Dauda Rashida Dauda
dukan ku iyalan gidan Alhaji Dauda dan
Malikun Ikara, Hauwa isa FGC Nusaiba M.
Abubakar, Zakiyya Abdullahi Katsina, Hadiza
lalundi Hadejia, Amina 'Mee-Mee. 

YABO
Yabon nakune Hajiya Salima Sulaiman
mrs. Usman Maraya na huche Zamfara state,
Allah ya raya mana takwarata 'Hafsat'.

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INA SANE DA KU
Murja maman Sultan, Army Barrack
Warri da Zainab Zubairu bello, Amina Jafar
Gumel, Zuwaira Muhammad Ibrahim, Zulaikha
Musa yabubihd Zainab Rufa'I a Katsina,
Zainab Abubakar liman, Zainab Sabo Sale
Rijiyar-Lemo. Na gode da sakomin ku Allah ya
bar zumunci. Amin.
Na gode Hadiza Muhammad Sokkoto da
Shawarar ki.

TA'AZIYA
Ina mika ia'aziya tag a Saudat Usman a
Taraba, bias rasuwar yar-uwarta, ubangiji ya ji
kanta da rahamar sa, mu kuma in tamu tazo da
Allah ya azurtamu da cikawa da imani amin.


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BAN MANCE DA KU BA

Maimuna Muhammad kwanar
Aforestation Yamadawa a Kano, Yasira Ahmad
Lagos Yakubu Yahaya Azare Walida Aliyu
Sokkoto, Uwani Bashir Abubakar Ummul-
Khairi Umar mezun di Ummi Waziri Gidado,
Fatima alheri ssgareku tare da iyalan ku.

GAISUWAR SADA ZUMUNCI
Gare ki da iayalan gidan ki duka. Hajiya
Zainab Barau Patiskum, Ubangiji ya saka miki
da alheri ya kuma kara kaunar dake tsakanin
mu na gcde.

HAKKIN MALLAKA
Hakkin mallakar littafin na
marubuciyar shi ne HAJIYA HAFSAT
CHINDO SODANGI 08025078968

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DAGA LITTA1TAFAN SODANGI
1. Uwar miji
2. Naga ta kaina
3. dabon wando
4. cikar alkawari
5. tabbataten al'amari
6. waiyo ya
7. yiwa
8. abu na
9. kifi na ganin ka
10. mata masu duniya
11. nufin Allah
12. me zamuce da maza?
13. da kamar wuya
14. shamaki
15. hattara
16. Biyan bukatar rai
17. Gani gareka
18. Mata da Kicin Din Su
19, Duk daya

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Littatafan dukan su anyi sune kawai don
fadakar wa da nishadantarwa ana neman uwa
ga duk wanda yaga wani abin da yayi kama da
al'amarin shi bada shi ba dole ne kawai, na
gode.



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Tsananin hakurin da maizube ke baiwa Ardo
kan shirmen da na tabka ya sanya shi juyawa ya
tafi ba tare da yace komai ba, shi kanshi
Mahmud wai wayawa kawai nayi naga ya bar
wurin tsugunon shi, amma bansan sadda yayi
hakan ba.
Bansan yanda Ardo yayi da su Mahmud
da iyayenshi ba, na dai ganshi kawai yana yi
musu rakiya zuwa inda suka ajiye motar su.
Hakannan naci gaba da zama na a gida
ina gudanar da al-amura na cikin nutsuwa da
kwanciyar hankali a dalilin babu wanda ya sake
taso mun da maganar data shafesu, nima kuma
dama nafi son hakan don kuwa duk yanda nakai
da son auren mutanen in har na tuna auren su
yana tayar mun da hankali, yana nufin na bar
Arco, wannan shi kadai ko da a yanzu yana da
wasu 'ya'ya-mazan amma kuma ai basu 1sa
komai ba, gashi zan bar zuwa Cin kasuwa zan
bar zuwa farauta zan bar hasswa doki na, in
dena zuwa wasan kirgel sai in tsinci kaina da
tanbayar kaina anya sudin zasu iya debe min
kewar abubuwan da zan raba dasu? Na riga na

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saba dasu sun zama bangaren rayuwa ta gashi a
birni nasan babu wurin yin sharo ba'a cin
kasuwa balle su farauta.
Bodejo kuwa gaba daya ya fito fili ta
nuna mun bata son barina gida don haka zuciya
ta ta zamo cikin kai kawo mai tsannani.
Yan kwanaki kadan da tafiyar su
Mahmud sai kuma ga sa'id ya sake dawowa da
nashi iyayen, gaban na ya rinka faduwa gannin
irin tashin hankalin da ya same shi wancan
karon a lokacin da Mahmud da iyayen shi suka
zo. Ina kwance kan gadon bodigo na rufe ido na
ina barci don bana son tayi mun wata Magana
akan zuwan nasu sai naji shigowar maizube ta
samu wuri a bakin gadon bodijo ta zauna tace
bodijo wurin ki na zo, ta kalle ta cikin natsuwa
tace mata lafiya dai ko? Tace lafiya man, akan
zuwan mutanen nanne Ardo yace inzo in
sameki muyi shawara ga sa'idu da iyayen shi
sun sake dawowa shi kuma yana so ya basu
auren don ya hutar dasu dukan su zirga-zirgar
da suke yi,.kuma koda tace ita dukan su tana
son su a fahimtar da yayiwa mu'amalar ta dasu
dukan su yana ganin sai' idu ne ya dace da

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auren ta, domin kuwa akwai kunya da
girmamawa mai yawa a tsakaninta da shi ko
kuwa ke me kika gani?
Bodejo tayi kamar ba ta ji abin da takc
fadi ba, balle ta bata amsa, maizube ta gaji da
jiran amsar ta, da ta gaji ta tashi tayi tafiyar sta,
saboda ta gane ba zata amsa ba. Washegari,
kuwa da safe ina jin Ardo yana gayawa
maizube ya shedawa iyayen sa'idu cewar
daurin auren zai zamo biyu ga watan Sha'aban
don inyi azumi a daki na, maizube tace mishi
yayi dai-dai. Jin labarin sanya buki na da Ardo
da wani can wanda shi din ba cikin Kabilar mu
ta bodii yake ba, ya jawo cece-kuce mai yawa a
cikin kabilar tamu, su kuwa hausawa da yake
mu mu'amala dasu cizon yatsa suke yi suna
fadin inda sun san hakanne ai da suma sun shiga
cikin maneman seungel.
Kwanakin bukina suna matsowa cikin
sauri tunda dama ba wani dibansu da yawa aka
yi ba, rannan da sassate Ardo ya ware garke
hudu na manya-manyan bijimaye yace aje a
sayar da su a kawo kudin ayi musu suyaiyar
kayan daki da dasu, maizube da sarkin fawane

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suka hana Ardo yin hakan sukace ai bijimaye
goma ma sun isa in yaso in anje anga ana
bukatar kaii sai a kara da biyar aka samu ya
yarda. Tun daga ranar 27 ga watan Rajab aka
soma hidimar bukina a gidan mu wato tun
kwanaki biyar kafin ranar daurin auren cikar da
akayi a gidan mu ya wuce a tsaya ana bada
labari, 'yari-uwa da abokan arziki na nesa da na
kusa duk sun iso, ko ina ka duba a gidan mnu
jama'a ne daga can kuma hidimar yanka da
girki a keyi. shi kanshi sarkin fawa da iyalin
shin sun dawo gidan mu da zama har sai an
gama biki kafin su koma gidan su. Ranar
Laraba 30 ga watan Rajab ranar ne akayi bukin
saukar Al-Kur ani na, ranar ne kuma Ardo yayi
alkawarin z2'a yi mun zaen asali na wato
zanen da zai baiyanar da asalina ga kowa abin
nufi shi ne dasu ko ina ka ganni ka gane ni din
yar kabilar :caii ce. A wannar ranar ne kuma
sa'id da tawagar abokan shi suka iso cikin su
kowa har da Mahmud sune kuwa suka hana shi
zanen da za' ayi mun ta hanyar biyan kudi masu
yawan gas ke. Washegari da safe aka sanyani a
lalle ko ban fada ba kuwa ansan madara aka
fesa mun ran jumma'a da sassafe mahaifin sa' id

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ya iso cikin tawagar mutanen tanfar ba daga
nesa suka taho ba. Bayan san kowa daga sallar
jummaa ne aka daura aurena da sa id ana gama
daurin auren kuwa aka goce da wasanni iri-iri
cikin su kuwa har da na sharo da daddare ganin
duk jama'a sun nufi wurin kallon wasa saura
dagani sai maizube, sai nayi nufin fita in tafi
dakin bodigo don kuwa nasan in dai ba wannan
damarce zanyi amfani da ita ba to kuwa ba ko
shakka za'a tafi dani ba tare da munga juna ba,
ni da ita ina fitowa na biyo ta bayan bukkar
maizube ina tafiya a hankali cikin nutsuwa sai
kawai naji wata mury1 mai sanyi ta kira suna na
a hankali cikin rada-rada 'seungel' tun kafin in
wariwaya in ganshi nasan wannen ne mai
wannanmuryar naga na tsaya cikin mamaki da
kadiwa ganni da matsanan cin tsoro da ya
haddasa mun haduwa cikin rawar murya mai
tsananin nace mishi Mahmud me kakeyi anan 
dukkansu suna wurin kallon wasa?
WASAA..'ya fadi hakan da kakkaurar murya
data fahintar dani kuskurena kana bin da na
gaya mishi. Kina nufin kallon wasan anren ku
da sa iduune ya kawoni? Zuwa nayi don in
sheda miki cewar kinyi kuskure da kika zabi

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sa idu akai na, kinyi kuskure da kika watsamun
kasa a ido a kan sa'idu, kinyi kuskure da kika
auri sa'idu kika barni bayan kin san ni din na
riga shi ganin ki, na rigashi cewa ina son ki, na
fishi son ki, na fishi bukatar ki, amma dole da
hakan baki ji kunya taba kiak mun irin wannan
cin zarafin, to nima kuma ba zanji kunyar gaya
ba cewar zaman lafiya da zaki samu a gidan
takaitacce ne, kwarai don kuwa zanyi ruwa inyi
tsaki wajen ganin baki sami zaman lafiya da
kwanciyar hankalin da kike bukata ba, na kai
matukan wajen tsorota da kalaman na shi *ban*
in sam in in dan mai * yazre* har in ganza mishi
cewar *bunice na zabi sa'idu na barshi ba tuni
haryayi nisa don kuwa cikin sauri yake tafiya
ina hangen shi harya bata cikin jama'ar dake
kallon Sharon da akeyi, neman wuri nayi na
tsuguna in wani iridn matsanancin kuka me
zaisa Mahmud yayi nun haka? Me zaisa ya
zargeni da cewarna zabi Sa... sunan ya kasa
karasawa a bakina. Maizuabe ta iso wurin cikin
sauri tana mai haskani datachil,me ya fito dake
nani ta tambayeni tana mai zuba mun ido, ban
iya cewa komai ba,in bandakukan danakeyi,
tasa hanu sta kamoni ta dawo dani dakin ta tana

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tambaya ta nace mata Mahmud ne na bata
labarin irin magan-ganun da ya gaya mun,
hannu biyu ta saka ta rufe baki cikin salati, tace
shi din ? ai kuwa da dai bai kamata ace ya
fadihaka ba, shi aure ai ikon Allah ne, amma
bari inje in gayawa ardo don a kira shi a bashi
hakuri tun da ba asan me yake nufi da fadin
hakan ba, da sauri ta juya ta fita ba'a wani dade
ba saiz gata ta dawo, ardo yana biye da ita suka
shigo, ardo ya zuba mun ido yana kallo na cikin
natsuwa, yace a ina kika ga Mamuda sengel?
Cikin muryar kuka na gaya mi shxi sai da ya
gama jin ba ani na sai ya kalli mai zusbe yace
mata ni ina da tabbacin ba Mamuda ta gani ba,
domin shi akan idox na ya shiga mota tare
damahaifin sa'idu suka kama hanyar tatiya gida
bayan daurin aure, sauka yayi a hanya ya dawo
ko kuwa ? kuma a irin mutuncin mahmudu ace
ya fadi irin wannan maganganu, amma dai bari
na tura samari ta ko ina su dubo mun shi, in shi
din ne nan da wasu yan mintoci za'a zo da shi
tun da bazai yiyu ya tsere musu ba, tun da
tafiyar ta kafa ce.

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Har gari ya waye babu Mahmudu babu
wani wanda yace ya gan shi, duk wanda aka
tanbaya sai yace ai ana gama daurin auren shi
ya tafi tare da mutanen da suka tafi a wannan
lokacin, wannan dalili yasa maizube ta kafe kan
cewar wai wata kila wani cikin aljannun dake
dajin na gani, shi ne ya fito mun cikin siffa
dakamannin Mahmud,nikam kara firgita nayi
da bayain na maizube, menene gani na da
aljanin dajin da zai zomun cikin kamannin
Mahmud yana mun irin wannan maganar ?
Washe gari, ranar Asabar ne aka shirya
za'a tafi daasuba na sake fitowa inje in sadu da
mahaifiya ta ko akwai wata maganar da zata
gaya mun nayi sa'a na sameta ita kadai tana
zaune bakin gado tana shayar da Yusuf,
durkusawa nayi a kafa, nan da nan kuma
hawaye suka kama zubowa daga idanu na, cikin
kuka nace mata inna ki yafe mun ta dan kalle ni
kadan ta kawar da kan ta gefe takce nikam me
kika mun ? ki danje ki roki ardo gafara, nace
mata to, mun danyi shiru na lokaci kadan, sai
naji ta soma yimun magana in kinje can din sai
kiyi hakuri,  saboda zama cikin bare

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ba karami bane, rayuwar yau din nan dakike
gani shi aure kayi shi cikin dangin ka ma yaya
ka kare dasu ? balle kayi shi cikin mutanen da
basu san asalin ka ba, basu san dangin ka
ba, daga ganin mutane kawai kin kama kan ki,
'yan uwanki a dalilin su jikina ya sake yin sanyi
jin maganganun ta nan take na katse kukan da
nakeyi nacemata inna bakice mun kar inyi ba,
tace to, akan me zan fadi hakan tun da ardo bei
hana ba 2 tsawon lokaci tana mun nasiha game
da zaman aure da kuma zama da mutum, shi
kan shi data gama sai tace min in harkika bi
magangannun dana gaya riki ka daici zại miki
sauki don ba zaki rasa abokan mu'amala ba,jin
dadin ganin yandata saki jiki tayi magana da ni
zai yasa na gaya mata abin da ya tsaya mun a
rai, game dadan uwana nace mata inna don
Allah ki taimaki yaya jauro ki sa ido kan
al'amarin zaman shi da matarshi kar kuce ku
manya ne, babu ruwan ku da su, jume wahala
take ba shi dana ga bata kwabeni kan maganar
tawa ba,sai na bata labari tun farkon zuwan
jume gidan har kawo abin daya faru tsakani na
daita na bina rafi da tayi da kalaman da ta gaya
mun da nayi shiru sai ta kalle ni tace mun jeki

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kargari ya gama waye wa,mutane su fito su gan
ki anan, nace to, na tashi na fita, na kasa
wucewa in nufi dakin mai zube, a dalilin shima
yaya jauro ina son ganin shi, ina dosowa kusa
da bukkar su na hango shi a rakabe jikin dakin
ganni ba, sai dana iso wurin shi nace mishi
yauma ta kore ka ne ? yayi zunbur alamar bai yi
zaton gani na ba, 'seungel' yana kiran sunan
nawa sai kuwa hawaye suka zubo sharrrrrr daga
idanu shi, nayi maza na sa hannaye na biyu na
share mi shi ina fadin karkayi kuka yaya jauro,
maza basa kuka, barni ni inyi ni dazan tafi in bar
yan-uwa na in barku dan sukan ku inje in
gamu dawasu mutane can da ban da bansan
komai nasu ba, jume ta leko ta gan mu tayi
wani lalataccen murmushi tace za kuma ki tafi
ki barni da shi yaya kenan ? na tayata
murmushi nace zaki ci karen ki babu babbaka,
amma na dan takaitaccen lokaci ne na
kamahannun yaya jauro na ja shi-muka koma
bayan bukkar mai zube muka tsuguna don kar a
hango mu, mu kayi ta magana, tausayin shi
yayi matukar kama ni, na kalle shi nace mi shi
ka yafe min abin da nayi maka, yaya jauro
kudin ka da ka binne a yashi ni na dauka.

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Da sauri yace kai! Aradu jume akwai
wayo dama tashe kene kika sace nache mata
kul dangin mu bama sata, tome yasa kiaka min
haka, sengul gashi yanzu danban bata kudin
buki da yawa bata hanani bar shi tun da akafara
bukin nan ban yi barshi sosai ba, to yanzu ina
sauran suke ? ko kin kashe duka ? nace mi shi
ban kashe ko kwabo ba, na dai cusa sune cikin
ciyawar dakin goggo, ta barin kudu, in ka cusa
hannuka zaka ciro su, ya zuba min ido cikin
takaici yace to yaya za ayi in dauka a nan me
yasa baki cusa a dakin goggo na ba ? wato
bodejo' race to, kayi hakuri, yaya jayro ka
yafe mun, yace babu komai, sengel aike yar
uwata ce yanzu dai damuwar itace sai yaushe
zan sake ganin ki? Na daga ido na kalle shi,
hawaye suka zubo mun a ido na nace ban sani
ba, yaya jauro na dai san kawai na kwaremu
dana yarda na bar auren korijo da kullum sai
mu rin ka hadawa arafi muna hirar mu mai zube
ce ta sake fitowa tanan wurin ta dakamun tsawa
me ya sake fito dake? fitinanniyar yarinya
kawai, nayi maza na tashi na koma dakin ta, shi
ma yaya jauro ya nufi nashi wurin.

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An shirya tafiyar da karfe goma na safe
ne, abin da naji mai zube tana gayawa mutane
kenan tun tara bata yiba aka kaini wurin ardo
yana zaune akan gadon shi ya bani umurnin yin
hakan yaya jauro na, ya shigo ya zauna kusa da
ni,ardo ya kalle shi yace mishi jauro yau zaka
rabu da'yar uwar ka, yaya jauro yayi maza ya
sunkuyar da kai kasa, alamar boye hawaye
yakeyi, ardo yayi amurmushi yace aure kenan
karfin shi yana da matukar yawa yanzu dai ga
shi zai dauke seungel daga wannan dajin namu
ya akai ta can wani wurin da mu bamu sani ba,
ya kuma hadata da mutanen da tata sani ba,
hakane ko ba haka bane ? yaya jauro yayi maza
sssyace hakane ardo, to shi aure sunane amma
daga zarar anyi shi sai kuma wajibai su shigo
cikin shi tsawon lokaci ardo yana smun bayani
akan girma da daagrajara aure, daya gama sai
yace min kuyi matsaikaiciyar rayuwa ke da
mijin ki, kar ku tsananta kwadayin duniya
saboda wani hadisi na Manzon Rahama SAW
da yake cewa "Wani lokaci zai zowa al' ummah
ta da zasu so abubuwa guda biyar (5) zasu so
rayuwa su manta da makomar su, zasu so
dukiya sai su manta da hisabi, zasu so abin

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halitta su manta da wanda yayi halittar), zasu
sO sabi, wato aikata zunubi su mance da yawan
tuba, ma'ana neman gafara, zasu so mallakar
manya manyan gidaje su mance da kabarin
su. Ardo ya kalle ni cikin tausayawa yace
nayi miki sha'awar rayuwar da kika guda
rayuwa mai sauki, rayuwar da babu tsanani mai
yawa a cikin ta, tun da mukan ai jeji muke
zaune, to amma kowa da kaddarar rayuwar sa.
Mata biyar ne kawai ardo ya yarda suyi
min rakiya, abin yayi matukar batawa maizube
rai, kanwar ardo da suke yaya maza turai sai
yayar bodejo da suke daki daya daso kakata
mahaifiyar bodejo, ita kuma sai ta wakilta 
kanwar ta mogurun,matarz aminin ardo altine
sai ko kanwar maizube takko shikenan sai ko
maizuben kanta suka zama shida.
Motar da ta dauke mu hudu ne, ni da
maizube a baya, sai ko Hajiya daso da tasi'u
kamin sa'idu a gaba, ta biyu wanda shi ne mai
yin tukin wai sunan shi jamilu, sai sauran
motocin suka biyo baya, wandana angone da
abokan shi, da suka tsuya-ganin wasannin da
akayi.

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Tafiyar ba mai tsanani akayi ba, a dalilin
motar su sa'id dake biye da tamu suna ganin
tasi'u zai daga kafa zasuyi maza su tsawatar
mishi suna tanbayar shi saurin me kake yi
haka? Don haka tafiya akayi cikin nishadi,
muna tafe suna sanya mana kasunan wa'azi,
mafi yawan ci kuma suna magana ne kan aure
da kuma ma'auratan ga kuma kayan ciye-ciye
iri iri sai dai nikam ban iya cin komai ba saboda
kukan da nakeyi.
Mun shigo birnin Kano ne cikin dare
fitilu masu tsananin haske ko'ina akan tituna,
nikam hanken har haskemun ido ya rin kayi a
zuciya ta nace iko sai Allah, wato abirni ashe
ba'a duhun dare, babu zirgar motoci akan
shinfidaddiyar kwaltar, a haka tasi'u ya rinka bi
daga wannan kwaltar ya koma wancan har
muka iso inda ya shiga wani layi daya tsaya, a
kofar wani gida, abin mamaki ban san yanda
akayi ba ina bude ido sa'id na faragani a tsaye
tare damutane masu yawasuna jiran isowar mu
ko yaya akayi suka shige mu oho ?
Sannnun ku da zuwa, sannun ku da
zuwa, irin abin da mutanen ke ta fadi kenan, sa

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hannu akayi aka bude kofar danake aka fito
dani sai dai banga wanda yayi hakan ba saboda
a lullube nake, sai da aka kaini wani wuri mai
tsananin kanshi sannan naji ance mun zauna
anan, na zauna na dan bude ido a hankali sai
naga ashe daki ne mai matukar kyau, ganin
maizube a kusa da ni ya sani naji dadi na gyara
na tankwashe ajikin ta na kwanta sai shigowa
mutane sukeyi suna yi mana barka da zuwa,
ruwan sanyi suka fara kawo mana sannan suka
fura aka kawo mana suka shigo mana da
nau'o'in abinci iri iri, wadan da ma nikam ban
taba ganjn su nayi ba, an dai yi sa'a sun yi
dabara sun hada mana da fura da nono mai
kyau, abin da yawancin mu muka ci kenan, sai
ko naman kajin. Ranar lahadi itace ranar da
iyayen sa'id suka yi wunin bukin su, abin da ya
tabbatar mun da cewar lalle sa'id dan dangi ne
daga yawan matan dake zuwa suna tsokana ta
alamar abokan wasane su na gane yawan su ba
na kadan bane.
Washegari litinin, baki na kusa kusa sun
tafi, duk wani wanda ya saura a lokacin to daga
nesa yake, mahaifiyar sa'id wacce naii suna

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kira umma ta shigo ta kira iyaye na cewar
baban su sa'id yana son ganin su, suka tashi
suka fita suka barni kadai, sai naga wata
yarinya mai fara'a da murmushi ta shigo dakin
da saurin ta tazo ta tsuguna a gabana, ni kuwa
nayi maza na gyara lullubina na juya mata
keya, sai naji tace mun kinga ai nice sahurar da
yaya sa'id ya baki labari na wanke-wanke,
mukayi na bari nazoi don ki gan ni in gan ki,
ina jin ta fadi haka na juyo nima na kalleta
mukayiwa juna murmushi, kama da sa'id takeyi
sai dai ta fishi haske tace mun nayi murna da
kik a yarda kika auri yayan mu, kin nuna mana
kauna da son mu dama kuwa ya bamu labarin
irin taimakon da kikayi mishi mu kuma.....  bata
gama ba su maizube suka shigo da gudu ta tashi
ta fita ta koma wurin aikin ta.
Maizube ce ta ban labarin abin da akayi
cewar baban su sa'id ya roke su su tsaya suga
an gama shiryamun dakina kafin su tafi, tunda
shi ardo ya dankawa kudin a hannu yace mishi
yaje ya saya mun irin abinda yake saiwa yayan
shi mata idan zai yi auren su, shine tace mishi
a'a ba sai sun tsaya sun ga wannan ba, su

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kwana biyu ardo ya basu don lhaka gobe in
Allah Ya kaimu zasu tafi.
Umma ta shigo ta nemi wuri ta zauna
tace gaskiya maizube bai kamata kiyi haka ba,
ai in kun tsaya an gama komai shima zakuje ku
bashi labari, maizube tayi murmushi tace
seungel ai ta fita hannun ardo ta zama taku, ba
zai damu da sai yaji abin da aka yi mata ba, ku
dai kuyi hakuri da ita, saboda dalilai guda biyu,
na farko ita din yarinyace da ta fito daga jeji,
bayan haka kuma bata da kowa anan tana fadin
haka hawaye suka zubo mata, nima ina ganin
awayen maizube na kama wani sabon kukan.
Umma ta shiga baiwa maizube hakuri
tana fadin ai kuwa in Allah Ya yarda maryam
gida tazo, babu abin da zai faru sai alheri, ita
amana ai dayace, sannan in nasan bazamu iya
yiwa yarinyar nan adalci ba bazan bari sa'idu
yaje ya rabota daku ba, don haka don Allah ku
kwantar da hankalin ku, kuma ina ganin zaku
daga tafiyar gobe zuwa jibi,don ku din huta
tukunna.
Maizube tace a'a ai shima maigidan yayi
wannan maganar na gaya mishi bazai yiyu ba,

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don umurnin da ardo ya bayar kenan tace
hakane.
Bayan salar isha'I, ina kallo umma ta
shigo da manyan jakankuna guda biyu, tace wa
maizube baban su sa'id ne yace akawo musu, ta
kuma kawo manyan kwallaye guda biyu na
kayan tsarabar buki da sukayi, tunda sun san
mu bayi zamuyi ba, don bamu sanda shi ba tace
ayi tsaraba na kalli maizube nace mata goggo
tafiyan zakuyi? tun kan taban amsa na fara y1
mata kuka ita da umma sukayi ta rarrashina sai
dai kuma na kasa yin shiru, tasi'u ya sake
shigowa dakwando nar. goro guda uku da
dabino cikin kwarya da kuma kwalayen minti
ya ajiye yace wai gashi na ardone maizube sai
faman godiya takeyi tana fadin irin dawainiyar
da akeyi dasu, shikam tasi'u murmushi kawai
yayi yace shi kuwa yaya sa'id cewa bai taba
ganin inda ake dawainiya da mutumin da ba'a
sani ba, ba asan inda ya fito ba irin rugar su,
maryam in kuwa hakane, goggo to mu me
muka yi kunyi hidima da dan uwan mu kun
kuma bashi aure ai mu bamu da abinda zamuce
muku da alheri kuma gobe in Allah Ya kaimu

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daga yin sallar asuba ne zamu tafi, maizube da
sauran sukace mishi to Allah ya nuna mana.
Tun kafin ayi sallar asuba har sun gama
wanka sun shafa mai sun kintsa, umma ta kawo
musu abin karyawa ga kuma wasu manya-
manyan kuloli guda biyu wai maganin yunwar
hanya,nikam tunda naga haka na kama kuka,
umma ta shigo dakin tace mun ga ruwa can na
kai miki maryam, shiga kiyi wanka,nace mata
to, ta juya ta fita maizube tace mun to sengel
kin dai san mutanen da kika zabi zama dasu, 
mutanene dabaki hada komai da su ba, na
zumun ci, halin ki mai kyau ne kadai zai
taimake ki a zaman da zakiyi da su, na umarce
ki da ki rike al'anura guda biyu, hakuri da
kunya, ban iya amsawa ba, saboda kukan da
nakeyi, ta dan sakaici idon mutane tasa hannu
cikin aljihun silet din ta ciro wani dan kwalban
turare ta mika mun nasa hannu biyu na karba,
tace a kirji zaki dan rinka mustsukawa, duk
lokacin da kika san zakije kusa da mijin ki
nace to, umma ta sake shigowa maryam ruwan
nan sai yayi sanyi ? nace mata to, na tashi na
shiga wanka, abin takaicin shine sai fitowa nayi

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na samu babu su maizube, babu dalilin su, ai
kuwa ban shafa mai ba dikunkunewa nayi cikin
zani, nayi ta saman kuka, kuka kuwa mai
tsananin gaske, umma tayi ta rarrashi na har ta
gaji ban dena kuka ba, sahura ma ta shigo ta
zauna kusa da ni haba anti maryam ba aure kika
Z0 yiba? dama zaki sake bin sune ku tafi tare?
Kiyi hakuri mana, kar ki jawa kanki wani ciwo,
yauwa ni gam,a yay sa'idu ya shigo ina jin ta
fudi unan shi ban san yanda akayi ba sai kawai
naji kukan ya tsaya cak, rashin banji wani
motsiba ya sa na dan dago kaina wai in gani ko
zolayata take yi sai kawai muka hada ido da shi
yana tsaye a bakin kofar cikin dakin, sanye da
doguwar riga, jallabiya mai ruwan madara me
ya saneta take kuka sahura? yayi tanbayar
cikin wata irin murya mai cike da nutsuwa.
Sahura tsace don iyayen ta da 'yan
uwanta sun tafi sun barta yana matsowa cikin
wata irin tafiya mai cike da takama yana
magana a hankali gaya mata mana sahura nan
gidan ma akwai umma da su tasi' u sannan
kema gaki ko kuwa ? tayi murmushi tace
hakane yaya. ummata shigo yayi maza ya ja

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baya nuna alamar girmamawa yace mata ni zan
fita tayi maza ta waiwaya ta kalle shi tace da
sauri hakan? Yace eh umma zan jene in kaiwa
masu zanin nan zanin su, tun shekaran jiyan can
ya kamata akai musu, tace hakane amma sai ka
tsaya ka karya tukuna don haka kake yi kace
zaka fita yanzu ka dawo inka fita sai an ganka
ya danyi murmushi yace bazan dade ba umma
ai ma kinga rigar dake jiki na kiyi hakuri ki
barni inje in dawo sai in karya a natse tace to
maza jeka ka dawo yace to yayi maza ya fita ya
tafi.
Umma ta kalli sahura tace ke.haka zaKi
bar yayar taki ba komai? Bazaki dauko dan
abin kallo kikawo mata ba? Nan da nan sahura
ta mike ta fita taje sai gata ta dawo rungume
daT.V. Karami flat screening ta ajiye ta koma
ta dauko D.V.D. ta jona ta sanya mana kallo
abin yayi matukar burgeni, saboda ban taba
ganin shi ba gaba daya na zuba idanuwa na kan
T.V., ina kallo baki da hanci duk abude, sahura
ta tashi taje ta kawo mana abin karyawa, masa
ce da miya ga kuma kunun gyada dana tsamiya
ta kuma sake fita taje ta kawo flask cike da

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rowan zafi da kuma kayan tea nan ma ta ajiye
sannan ta nemi wuri ta zauna tace da wanne
zaki fara? Ni dai masa zanci da kunun gyada
don zafi nake ji, bazan iya shan tea ba, na
kalleta kawai nace kema kenan da garin kune
kike jin zafin to balle ni kuma dana fito
manbila' yankin da kowa yasan irin niimar
dake cikin shi, me zaki karya shi? Ta bukaci
sani nace ni na koshi ta zuba mun ido tana kallo
na to ai mu ko bako baya cewa bazai ci abinci a
gidan mu ba, umma ta karbi bakuntarshi ba kale
ke umman ta shigo dakin da alamar wani abu
tazo dauka tace me kika zukawa yayar taki
sahura? Naji dadi da sahurar bata ce mata nace
mata bazan ci koma1 ba, tace waina zan fara
zuba mata da kunun gyada ta zuba tace muci a
tare in kin ki mu in cinye ince tare mukanci
kinga ba mai gane cewar ke kadan ki ka ci.
Muna ci muna kallo sahura na mun
bayanin firm din tana kuma gaya mun sunayen
mutanen na asali da wanda suka fito suna
amsawa wanda nikam gani nake tankar mutum
daya ne kawai yake ta faman caccanza kaya irin
sakin jikin da sahura tayi dani da kaunar da ta

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nuna mun na farat daya, gashi kuma dama ban
girme taba, bata girmen ba, sa'o'in juna muke
sai nayi matukar jin dadin mu'amala da ita.
Sa'idu ya dawo dakin alamar shigowan
shi kenan daga inda ya tafi kannen shi sukayi
mishi sannu da zuwa, banji abinda ya gaya
musu ba na dai ga kawai sun yi maza sun tashi
sun fita ya karasa shigowa cikin dakin yace
sahura yaya bakuwar taki dai? Tayi murmushi
tace lafiyar ta kalau ya dan kalle ni da gefen ido
ya kawarda fuskar shi yace sai dai banga
alamar kin iya saukar bako ba. Tayi maza tace
da nayi me yaya? Yace to bikuwa a takure? Ta
makure wuri daga ido duk hawaye da gani
kasan ta tasa abubuwa masu yawa atare da ita?
Tace to ai ita taki shafa mai yadan tabe baki
yace to zuba mun kunun tsamiya a kofin can ki
bani ki kumate ki samo mun abin nan tayı maza
tace to ta zuba ta bashi ta fita ta tafi dauko
abinnan din da yace mata wanda nayi ta zuba
ido inga dawowan ta inga menene abin nan
din? Yana ganin ta fita ya ajiye kofin kunun ya
matso gabana ya tsuguna ya sakan mun wani
irin murmushi daban taba sanin ya iya ba a

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hankali cikin Magana mai sanyi da natsuwa
yace Allah sarki, yau maryam din yaya jauro ta
zama maryam din wannan mutumin ko ba
sunan da kike kirana da shiba kenan? Na kara
sunkuyar da kaina kasa ba tare da nace mishi
komai ba, ya dan rage fara'arshi yace hidimar
bukin nan ta sanyaki matsananciyar rama
maryam gashi kuma banga alamar kina shirin
yin abinda zaki daidaita da umma cikin sauri
ba, ita umma da kike gani zaka ji dadin zama da
ita in har zaki kiyaye al'amuran ta, nayi maza
na dago kai na kalleshi don inji al'amuran ta
yace ita din Fata son musu da taurin kai duk
abin da tace miki kiyi ki rinka yin kokari kina
yinshi nace mishi to ya sake kallona yace zaki
ci abinci kuwa ko kuwa kin fiso inje nemo miki
gittere? Na kawar da kaina kawai ya mike tsaye
ya kwallawa sahura kira nan da nan ta dawo
yace mata kizo kuyi kallon ku bari in karo
muku yasu kasunan tace mishi to.
Muna nan a daki da sahuira kallon mu
mukeyi ko abinci aka gama turowa akeyi 
 akawo mun inma Sallah zamuyi tare muke
alwala muzo muyi sallar tare amma kuwa duk


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lokacin da zata shigo dakin zata miko wani abu
tare ko nono ko nama ko dai yayan itace.
Washegari da yanma su tasi'usuka dawo
daga kai iyaye na gida da sukayi sun kuwa
dawo cikin farin ciki tare da fadin alherin da
ardo yayi masu na baiwa kowa kyautar saniya,
tasi'u ya shigo har inda nake ya durkusa ya
gaisheni sannan ya miko mun wani dan kurlin
abu cikin tsunma yace wai gashi inji yayan ki,
nayi maza na sa hannu biyu na karba, na
kwance shi zoben yaya jauro ne na azurfa daa
yake matukar so ya aikomun da shi nan naji
kewar yaya jauro ta sake kamani nayi ta kuka
sahura tana ta bani hakuri har ta gaji ta mike
tace bari inje in kira umma ko yaya sa'idu don
kar suzo suce ban iya kula da bakuwa taba
sannan ne na share hawaye na.
Kwana biyu muna nan a haka aikin mu
kenan ni da sahura kallo sai ko ciye-ciye wanda
bai da lokaci kowanne lokaci ci mukeyi, saboda
abubuwa ne ba masu nauyi ba, su inabi tuffa
kankana cob-cob ganyaki kowanne lokaci
zakaji umma tana cewa sahura dauko abu kaza.

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Kwana na hudu a dakin umma, rannan
ma nayi wanka na jawo kaya na na manbila na
sanya sahura ta kalle ni tace Allah Ya sauwaka,
kullum kina cikin wadannan matsastsun kayan
masu kama da ajikin ki aka dunka su sai kace
bamu miki kayan aure ba? In baki sani ba in
gaya miki akwatuna hudu yaya sa'id ya shake
da kaya, gudumowan da akayi mishi ko tsinke
biai samu shuga ba bagasu can a wancan dakin
umma ta tarasu, ban san sa'id yana falon a
zaune ba sai da naji yace sahura bakuwar taki
kikewa wannan carin? Tace ai yau ba bakuwa
bace yaya tunda ta wuce kwana uki na kuma
yimata alkunya na wadancan kwanakin yayi
dariya yace kina da gaskiya, to in karbo muku
dinkunan ku dai kenan? Tayi maza tace mishi
eh ya kuwa tashi ya fita zuwa can sai gashi ya
dawo da kaya har da kayan shafe-shafe da na
gyaran gashi da turaren ka dukan su na kayan
kwąlliyar jojo ba, kai rinka gani sai kayi zaton
bai yi kayan aure ba.
Sahura tazo ta zauna tana dubawa cikin
murna da farin ciki kai kace itace matan.

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Da daddare umma ta shigo tazo ta zauna,
abinda bata taba yi ba don haka nima na kara
natsuwa na kuma rasa yawan hankalin da yake
wurin kallon da nake ganin tanfar har abada
bazan gaji da shiba tace mun maryamina wuni ?
nayi maza na gyara zama cikin natsuwa kasa
amsa gaisuwar da tayi mun don haka ni na
shiga gaishe ta tana amsawa da aka sake
natsuwa sai tace mun inaso ki dauka ke da
sahura duk daya kuke awuri na babu wani
banbamci in Allah Ya yarda kuma ni bazan
banbanta ku ba sai in kece kika ki yarda da
hakan. Duk wani wanda yayi mili wani abu a
gidan nan da bai yi miki dai dai ba ki gaya mun
in kinga abinda kike so inyi miki shima ki gaya
mun ina kuma so in gaya miki bakuntar ki ta isa
haka nan gidan mijin ki ne, kiyi walwalarki ba
ayi ta ganin ki a takure ba, nace mata to.
Ranar juma'a da safe bayan mun idar da
sallah, umma ta shigo dakin na gaishe ta sai
tace ke sahura taimaki maryam ta tsefe wannan
kitson nata, tace to muka zauna da kibiya gudu
biyu ni ina tsefe gefen dama ita tana tsefe gefen
hagu, kitson amare mai matukar kyau ne akan

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nawa wanda sai da aka zabo gwanar makitsiya
tayi mun shi inda cikin dangin mu nayi aure
wannan kitso da yasha manshanu kafin a tsefe
shi.
Sahura ta kidime ganin gashina, tace
waw!!!, dama ashe boye gashin kitson yayi?
Don Allah anti maryamwai manshanun da kuke
shafawa kankune yasa gashin ku yake tsawo da
kyau haka? Nace mata eh kema sai kiyi ta
shafawa umma tana daga falo tace ai kuwa kin
bata amsa mai kyau. Maryamn Sahura ce ta
taimake ni na wanke kaina da ruwan shampoo
yayi fes, sannan a sanya dirayar hannu ta
lousar mun da gashin bayan an tajeshi tsaf, ya
bushe ta shafe mun shi da mayuka kala-kala
sannan aka shafa nayi wanka na fito na dawo
daki na zauna na shafa mai na shafa hoda
la'akari da 'yanmayin kwalliyar mutane da
nake gani ya sanya dana shafa sai kawai na
saka kwalli na bari haka, sahura ta sake
warware gashin nawa tana tajewa tana fadin
kai, umma zo ki ga gashin indiya kawai, yaya
sa'id yaje ya auro mu gani dama kike kama? Ta
sake dawowa gabana ta tsura mun ido cikin

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nazari, jimawa kadan tace 'manisha patel' tace
cikin dinkunan da yaya sa'idu ya karbo miki
zaki sanya ko cikin' kayan auren ki? Bari in
kawo miki kayan auren ki gani nayi maza tace
mata a'a sahura, a'ina kika ga mutum yana
kallon kayan auren shi? Ta kelkele da dariya
tace to wa zai sa miki in aki kalla ba? Hi'um ai
nikam dani za'aje yin soyaiyar kayan aure na,
nace tafdi, siket da pant din dana sanyan sune
na farko dana taba sanya irin su don haka ba
karamin dadi suka mun ba, sahurace ta tilastani
sanya brazier tunda ban taba sanyawa ba,
sannan na zaka /ata doguwar riga mai rowan
madara tasha ado ko da ban san darajar kaya ba
nasan rigace mai daraja na dinko gyaran tana
yafe a kaina bayar, sahurata nade mun gashin
ya zama tanfar gammo abaya ta dauko turare
tana fesa min tana fadin kai ashe dai yaya
sa'idu yasan abin da ya gani, bari Allah Ya
kawo yaya babba yau ta ganshi itace mai cewa
bata ga abinda ya gani ba ajikin ki da yaje yayi
wannan wahalallen aure na cin mutuncu nace
mata waye yaya babba? Tace itace babbar
yayar mu nan take sai na tuno da maganar su da
Mahmud dana taba ji ina cikin wannan tunanin

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Sahura ta katseni ta hanyar gaya mun kinga
wadannan dogayen rigunan duk da tsadar su
Buda goma sha biyu yaya sa'idu ya zuba miki a
Cikin kayan ki, ai zaki sha ado tayi maza ta juya
ta dauko madubi ta miko mun kalli kanki don
Allah kiga irin kyan da kika yina karbi madubi
na kalli kaina ni kaina da kyar ya rage ince
mata ko dai bani bace na dai daure nayi shiru.
Sa id yayi sallama ya shigo dakin wata
yar rigance kawai kawai a jikin shi sai wani
wando tirikwata, yayi matukar yin kyau ga
kanshi shin a koyaushe a tare da shi ya danyi
Waige-waige tanfar yana neman wani abu,
sahura tana kallon shi tana murmushi ya dan
gaji yace sahura ina amar yata fa nake nema
tace ai gatanan ya bata fuska yace ina wasa
dake ne? Amarya ta ta manbila maryam nake
gaya miki ta kelkele da dariya tace ai itace ta
zama 'manisha yaya ya dan rage fara'a yace
mata ina umma? Tace mishi vanzu baba ya kira
ta tana can yace to,  jeki ki gyara mun dakina,
tace to, ta karbi makullin a wurin nashi taná
barin dakin yasa hannu ya saki labulan
windunan hasken da ke dakin ya ragu ya matso

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kusa da ni ya kamani nan take naji tanfar
nunfashi na zai dauke, saboda tsorata da nayi na
bude baki zan mishi ihu ya zare min ido yace
shhhhh!!! Nayi maza na koma cikin natsuwa ta
yace ne kike nufi da man da zakayi? Umma ta
san an daura mana aure mene ne? a tsorace
nace mishi me zaka mun saboda ganin irin
rukon da yayi mun, yace ba komai zan dan
mutsustsuka kine kawai don in fahintar dake
cewa yanzu da dah ba daya bane. Yana fadin
haka ya shiga aiwatar da wasu al'amura a
kidime na kwala kira umma!!! Yace ki kira ta
mana in ta zoma yi zatayi kamar bataga abindda
nake yi ba, da sauri umma ta shigo alamar taji
kiran da nayi mata tana shigowa taga sa id yana
kokarin maida labulayen yanda suke, tace mishi
kai sa' id kar in sake ganin ka a dakin nan, yace
to, umma tayi waje, ita kuma ta karaso cikin
dakin tace mun muje ki gaida baban ku ko?
Nace mata to, na biyo bayan ta zuwa falon shi
yana zaune kan kujera mai zaman mutum uku,
ita kuma umma ta koma kan wata kujerar ta
zauna, ni kuma na durkusa a kasa na gaishe shi,
yayita sa mun albar ka daya gama sai umma
tace mun kije ki gyara mana dakunan suyi kyau

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ki debo gaushi a kicin ki sanya mana turaren
wata nace mata to, naje na kama aikin da tasani
sa'id ya sake shigowa zai sake yimun irin
abinda yayi mun dazu, nace mi shi zanyi ihu,
yace kiyi mana, sai ta gane na matsa dake tayi
gaggawan mayar mun da ke wurina ba shikenan
ba?
Ranarda na cika sati guda a gidan ranar
ne su yaya babba da yaya balaraba suka zo suka
hadu suka kayi aikin gyaran wuri na suka jera
mun kayan da babana ya bayar da kudi yace a
saya mun, wuni sukayi suna aikin sai bayan
sallar magariba suka tafi gida.
Kamar kullum, sa'id ya shigo yayi hirar
shi a falon umma da ya tashi zai tafi sai ya dan
rage murya yace mata umma tace na am, ya
danyi shiru jimawa kadan sai ya sake ce mata
umma tace mene ne? yace uma inace dama
rashin gyaran wurin tane yasa take zaune anan?
Tace a'a ba shine dalili ba, yace ai to sai da
safe, tace Allah Ya tashe mu lafiya. Ina zaune a
wurin umma cikin kwanciyar hankali tayi mun
hikimar dana saki jiki da ita yan kananan
aikace aikacen ta ni take sanyawa bani ruwa in

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sha maryam, dauko mun wancan kawo mun
wannan in anyi baki tace inzo in gaishe su,
wani lokaci ma in sahura bata kusa tace inje
kicin in kawo musu abinci, shima sa'id din
yanzu in ya shigo ni take sawa inyi mishi
abinda yake bukata, tana bani umurnin inyi
mishin kuwa zata kauda jiki ta barmu mu biyu
shi kuwa yana ganin ta fita zai fara Magana
yanzu nan ke umma gata tayi miki data rike ki a
wannan tsohon dakin? Kinga yanda aka gyara
miki wurin ki kuwa? Kice mata zaki shiga ki
gani na makale kafada nace uh uh yace to muje
yawo a mota zaga gari ki ga birnin Kano daga
nan sai muje insaya miki abin nan na
shekaranjiya tunda naji kina gayawa sahura
yayi miki dadi. tace uh'uh banaso ya bata rai
yace to kiyi ta zama a cikin dakin nace mishi to
ya tashi ta fita da daddare ranar ma sai da ya
sake tanbayar umma, umma ni sai yaushene ita
maryam din zata koma wurin ta? Tace mishi sai
Allah ya kaimu anyi sallah lafiya kannan ta
gama wastsakewa ta zama 'yar-gida, yace to
Allah Ya kaimu, ya tashi ya fita ko sai da safe
baice ba, alamar ya fusata.

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Washegari kuwa wajen karfe takwas da
rabi na dare muna cikin kallon wani fim mai
matukar kayu ni da sahura, umma ta lekoi tace
mata jeki ki hadawa maryuam rowan wanka,
taje tayi ina zaue a wurin ina jin kanshin
abubuwan da ta zuba a ciki ta fito tace mun in
shiga nace to, a tsaida kallon sai na fito, tace
gaskiya sai dai in kin fito a mayer baya nace to,
naje nayi wanka na mai kyau ga dadi saboda
irin kanshin nayi matukar fita, gashi kuma
dama tuni na kara kayau na kara 'yar-kiba a
dalilin hutun dana samu na fito na shata mai,
sahura tn tayani gyara gashi na wanda nake
ganin tanfar kullum karuwa yake yi, saboda irin
kulawar da yake samu, wani boil mai matukar
kyau umma ta baiwa sahura ta pani na sanya
dinkin shi ma yayi kyau har bai yiwu in tsaya
kwatan tawa siket ne da doguwar rigan sai
dankwali dan karami, a dalilin rigar taci yadi
maiyawa, gashi tasha adon zare abin gwanin
sha'awa, ta cire mun 'yankunne abin wuya da
wara-warai duka na zinariya na sanya tunda
nazo gidan ban taba kyau irin nayau ba, dana
gama na feshe jiki na da turare don na riga na
saba kuma na koma na zauna sahura ta na cewa

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kan uban can, ke aima ni yau sai naga kamar
kin fiye mun manisha patel din kyau, bari in
sake kallon ki in gain dawa kuma kike mun
kama? Umma tace mata ke matsani ki bani
wuri mara kunya kawai, umma ta nemi wuri ta
zauna tace mun ga gyale mahadin kayan nann a
gefen ki yafa zan kai ki wurin baban ku yasa
miki albarka daga nan kuma sahura zata raka ki
dakin ki sai muyi fatan ubangiji ya baku zaman
lafiya dafahintar juna ke da mijin ki, inajin
umma ta soma wannan bayanin na soma kuka
ita kuwa sai rarrashi na takeyi bafa wani wuri
. ne mai isa na,ga gidan can ga kofar shigannan
a tsakar gida, duk lokacin da kike so zaki shigo
don haka bamu rabu ba, muna nan tare ina kuka
nace mata kiyi hakuri ki barni anan, kawai tace
bazai yiwu bane nima bay au naso komawan
naki ba, naso ne sai anyi sallah tukunnah, to
sa'idu yaje ya kaini kara wurin baban ku sai
kuma yace yau din nan in baiwa sa'idu
matarshi ai kuwa kin ga babu hali in kin bi
wannan umurni tashi muje yayi muna gardama
dake yayi zaton taurin kai ke gare ki akan dole
na mike na biyo bayan umma zuwa dakin

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babana, durkusa a kasa ko gaishe shi ban samnu
yiba saboda kukan da nakeyi.
Baba yayi gyaran murya ahankali yace
mu karanta Salatin Manzon Rahama 'S.A.W
da aka shafa fatiha sai yace maryam sai kiyi 
hakuri wurin sa'idu, danan duk dayane na bada
umurnin ki koma can ne yau saboda shi din yafi
kowa hakki da son ki, kuma taya shi mukayi a
zaman da zakuyi in har tana so mijin ta yasota
kinj ko? Nace mishi to in kinje dakin ki duk
abin da kika gani nakine, mahaifin kin e ya bani
kudi bisa amana yace inyi miki irin yanda nake
yiwa yayana to nasa yayan ka sun zo sun je
miki siyaiyar san kuma zo sun gyara miki
komai har yanzu kuma kudin ki basu kare ba,
su da sunje a kara suya miki zinari tunda ajiyar
kudine bayan haka kuma abin adone nace to sai
shawara mijin ki takuna tunda shike da hakki
kan fadin abinda ya dace ayi miki da dukiyar,
to shi da na gaya mishi sai yace kar asuya miki
Zinari tunda shi ya sanya miki kala biyu a cikin
kayan auren ki, kudin ki yace a ajiyesu ya kai
miki ajiyar su a banki kin gane ko? Yace tashi
ku tafi, sahura Ubangiji Allah Yayi muku

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albarka, umma tace amin. Suka fito tsakar gida
na dan tsaya kadan tanfarb azan tafi ba, sai naji
umma tace kuje mana,sahura sai ki tayata
kwana tace to, na danji dama-dama na bita
muka shiga kofar.
Faffadan tsakar gida mai cike da furanni
masu ban sha'awa muka fara tararwa can nesa
kadanne gidan yake, harabar gidan cike yake da
fitilu masu kama da bishiyoyi ta ko'ina
haskene, nan take maganar da sa' id yayi mun a
manbila ta fado mun 'ni talaka ne maryam bani
da komai amma ina son ki ina kuma da sanar
dake azan iya rike ki. Muk nufi inda ginin
gidan yake, a bakin kofar shiga sahura tayi
sallama daga can ciki na jiwo muryar shi yana
amsawa, shigo mana, sahura tace ai ni da anti
maryam ne nan da nan ya fito kice kin
kawomuun amarya ne to ga wurin kin an ku
shiga muka shiga muka tarar falone da dakunan
kwana biyu sai kicin da toilet guda biyu daya a
babban bed room din daya kuwa a cikin falon
anyi matukar kawata wurin da kayan alatu da
furanni mai kyau gashi duka dakunan guda biyu
Suma ansanya musu gadaje sun kuma sha

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shinfida sai kamshi wurin yake yi, nayi mamaki
cikin zuciyata da baba yace komai na gani ardo
ne ya bada kudin shi harma wasu kudin sun
ragu ko nawa ya bayar oho? Kai wurin yayi
kyau inji sahura, su tasi'u da jamilu suka shigo
alamar dama suna tare da shine a falon shi sa'id
ya biyo su yace ke sahura ga kicin ki kawo
muku dan abinda zaku citare to, ta tashi ta shiga
taje ta kawo suka hadu suka ci, suna kira nikam
nace na koshi su tasi'u sukayi mnun sallama tafi.
Sa'icl ya sake shigowa ya gan yace au ke
baki tafi bane sahura? Tace ai ni tayata kwana
zanyi yace au to yana da kyau to zo in aike ki
suna fita na dauko turare na cikin faduwar gaba
na mustsuka a jiki na kamar yadda maizube ta
gaya cewar inyii da zarar an kaini daki na, sa'id
ya dawo babu sahura nace mishi ina take? Yace
taje gida ban taba ganin inda akayiwa ango irin
abinda umma take mun ba, ta rike mun ke
kwana goma sha daya, sannan yanžu ta kawo
mun ke tare da yar taya kwana, tashi kiyi
alwala muyi sallah, banyi musu ba, koni ardo
yasha gaya mun muhinmancin wannan sallar,
mun idar ya zauna yana mun yan hire-hire,

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yawanci akan manbila ne, ina bashi amsa
can sai yace mun kina tunawa da dokin ki
kuwa? Nace mishi eh yace to zo muje kiga
zanen shi da nayi-nayi hamzarin yarda da bin
sa'id don inga zanen dokina da yace mun yayi
sai muka wuce falon shi, wanda yake babbane
kwarai don ya kusa biyun nawa nan din ma dai
fa fatin shi kusan irin na wuri na ne can cikin
dakin shi, muka shiga wanda yayi matukar
kayatawa ga hoton dokin naki yaya ki ka gani?
Ya dauko shi ya bani nace kai amma Allah Ya
san kaiya zane ai komai na jikin yidi akwai shi
a zanen nan. yayi murmushi yace to na gode
Allah tunda kika gaya mun haka da bakin ki ya
karbi hoton ya ajiye na juya zan tafi yayi maza
ya tsare kofar yace kira na kira ki muyi bawai
don kiga dokin bane kawai... ya tsareni ya
shiga aiwatar da wasu al'amura a tare da ni
dana gane abin da yake nufi sai na bijire mishi
gaba daya saboda kashedin dana sabaji maizube
tana mun cewar yin hakan ba karamin laifi bane
maimakon yayi kokarin fahintar dani a natse sai
kawai yayi anfani da karfi abinda ya hardasa
tsoro mai tsanani a tsakani na dashi, na zama
babu abinda nake tsoro kamar shi, duk lokacin

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dana ganshi sai jikina ya dauki rawa a rinka
kuka ina rokon a mai dani manbila wurin iyaye
na, abinda yayi matukar daga mishi hankali shi
dakanshi ya lura sahura yace mun in bita mu
koma wurin umma, da sauri nayi hakan na
koma kan gadona da dama muke kwana ni da
sahura sai dai ya shigo nan ya ganni a yanzu
kan ma ko gaisheni yayi ban amsawa.
Umma kuwa ta tasani agaba kowanne
lokaci rarrashi na take yi tana gaya mun
maganganu masu dadin gaske da zasu kwantar
mun da hanakali ince mata to in tace to yau
zaki koma dakin ki ko? Sai yace mata a'a
nibazan sake komawa wannan gidan ba, ta zuba
mun ido cikin damuwa tace to yaya za'ayi ayi
auren a haka? Maryam bafa mu muka auro ki
ba, shi wannan da kike tsoro shine mijin ki, ban
san tunanin da tayi ba sai ta soma aikena ni da
sahura in mun shirya zamu tafi sai tace bari
sa'id ya kaimu a motar shi, shi kuwa in muka
fita sai ya biya damu ta shagunan sai da
kayaiyakin ciye ciye iri-iri, wani lokaci har
wuraren yawon shakatawa yake kai mu sai mun
gama sai ya kaimu wurin aikan umma,kafin mu

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dawo gida, a haka har sai umma ta fara aikena
ni kadai tace ya kaini in muka fita sai yayi ta
yawo dani gidajen abokan shi masu aure, in
muna dawowa a hanya ya rinka mun Magana,
kenan ke maryam yanzu ke a ina kika ga mata
tana tsorosn mijin ta in ba ke ba? Yanzu
gidansu wane da wane da muka je baki ga irin
mu'amalar da suke yi ba? Amma ke kullum
kina tsoro na, kiyi hakuri ki dawo dakin ki kin
ji? Ince mishi uh uh.
Rannan dai ana gobe za'a fara azumin
watan Ramadan umma ta sake zaunar da ni a
gaban tat a shedamun cewar zan koma daki na
don bai kamata ace har acikin wannan wata mai
albarka bazan iya zama da miji na in samu
ladan shi ba, kuma bata so taga hawaye a ido na
in har na yarda cewarita din uwace a wurina.
Don haka banyi kuka ba, tashi kawai nayi nayi
sallah na kuma ce mata sai da safe, sahura tayi
mun rakiya ta dawo ina zuwa na nufi wuri na
sa'id ya leko yana murmushi kin dawo ne
maryam? Nace mishi uh bai sake kulani akan
wani alamari sai dai da asuba kawai zai tashe
ni inyi sahur.

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Rannan ranar shabiyu ga watan azumi na
tashi cikin wani hali da ban saba da shi ba,
shine na ganin wani abu a tare dani, hankali na
yakai matuka wajen tashi, nayi ta kuka yazo ya
same ni yana tanbaya ta mene ne? na gaya
mishi ya dan tabe baki yace to ai duk lefin ki
ne, maryam ana zaune tare kince sai kowa ya
rinka kwana a dakin shi, kinga da muna tare ai
da haka bai faru ba, nayi maza nace mishi
Ciwone ya kama ni? Yace a'a ba ciwo bane sai
dai inajin rashin kula da aure ne ya kara kawo
hakan daga yanzu ni zan rinka zuwa nan ina
taya ki kwana don br zai yiwu muyi ta zama a
haka ba, yanzu tunda abin da kike ciki kenan
sai kici abinci kawai inya so bayan sallah sai ki
rama azumin, na kalle"shi nace nifa rabon da
insha azumi har na manta yace to wannan dai
kici abincin ki kawai tun da ai bazan saki kiyi
wasa da addinin ki ba, gashi kuma naji iyayen
mu duk suna cewa kiyi mun biyaiya da irin
wadannan kalaman sa'id ya sani na karbi tea
din da ya hada mun nasha. 
Tun daga rannan sa' id ya dawo da kwana
daki na, kullum mukan fara kwanciyar ne ina

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karshen gado shi yana farko, sai dai in na
farkane sai ingi lamarin ya canza, a haka - a
haka har na saki jiki da miji na.
Ranar sallah bayan sakkowa daga Sallar
Idi sa'id dawani abokan shi da suke yawan
harka tare Umar da Tasi'u suka nufi manbila
bayan sun jibgawa motar tasu tsaraba mai
matukar yawa tasi'u ne yake tuka su, ni kuwa
suna tafiya na dawo wurin umma da zama,
mukayi hidimar sallar mu tare, amma kuma
nayi matukar jin dadin sallah ta, saboda irin
kayan kwalliyar da aka tara mun ga kuma
abubuwan-ciye ciy gashi jamilu yayi ta kaimu
yawo da gidajen yan-uwa duk abinda aka zo
dashi kuwa sai umma tace wai ni in dauki kashi
biyu sahura da jamilu kashi daya, sai nice nace
a'a umma,muyi raba dai dai kawai, sahura tace
a to, mun gode miki kinji, antin mu ita umma
bata san mun fiki son kudi' ba, tunda ke aikin
riga kin kama yaya sa'idu a hannun ki me kuma
kike nema? Nace ai haka kika ce? To na fasa
raba dai dai din, sahura tayi maza fa shiga bani
hakuri ita kam umma dariya tayi ta tafi ta bamu
wuri.

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Kwana biyu da tafiyar su sa'id suka
dawo lokacin kuwa da yanma ne muna dakin
umma muna hira, sai kawai naji wata yar
siririyar murya tayi sallama cikin sauri na dago
kaina don tabbatarwar da nayi mai muryar tawa
ce gani nayi tasi'u yana tashe daita da karfi na
bugi kirjina nace hiii malle.............. . sai
kawai na soma kuka gaba daya dakin suka
kwashe da dariya ita kuwa umma kamo malle
tayi tanata faman yi mata sannu da zuwa har
sa'id ya shigo ban dena kuka ba har ya gama
abinda zai yi ya fita yace zaije yayi sallah.
Bayan sallar isha'I, Tasi'u  ne ya fara
shigowa yayin da sa'id yake wurin baba, Tasi' u
suka gaisa da umma tace kai kun sha tafiya ina
umar dim yake? Yace ai sai da muka iso tace to
yaya baku sauke mishi nashi tsarabar ba?
Tasi'u yace komai da kika gain raba shi biyu
muka yi, muka ajiye mishi rabi muka dauki
rabi, umma tace madalla Allah Ya saka musuu
da alheri.
Tasi'u ya kalle ta cikin natsuwa yace
mata umma ban taba ganin karanci irin wanda
akayi mana agidan su maryam ba, ardo ya

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tanbayi yaya sa'id abin da yake so ya bashi?
Yaya sa'id yace malle yake so a bashi yayi
shiru alamar baiyi zaton abin da za'a tanbaye
shi ba kenan, jimawa kadan sai yace to sa'idu
ka wuce ka tanbaye ni wani abu, komai
tsananin shi in hanaka in banda haka babu babu
abinda zai sa in baka malle don kuwa itace
madadin 'yar-uwarta a wuri na, duk da nace
bazan hanaka ita ba, hakanan kuma ba kai zan
baiwa ita ba, kai tsaye sai dai in baka ita ka
kaiwa mahaifin ka, shin abáiwä rikon ta da
mahaifiyar ka, amma ba kai da suengel ba,
Lurma tayi murmushin girmamawan de ardo
yayi musu tace Ubagiji ya raya mana ita, yaci
gaba, mu kuwa nan da kike gaNn mu fulani ne
don ni da yaya umar shanu hudu ardo ya bamu
ya kuma kaiwa yaya sa'idu shanu goma ya
kuma tsaya akan sai mun dauko su mun taho da
su, da kyar ya yarda da rokon da yaya Sa'idu
yayi mishi na cewar ya bari muzo mu debe su a
lokacin da ya dace muyi hakan.
Umma ta shiga godiya tana fadin
Ubangiji Allah Yayi mishi sakamako da gidan
Aljannah, da aka dan natsu sai umma tace mun

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Jeki wurin mijin ki, ina jin bazai dawo nan ba,
kuma don ya riga ya gaji banyi musu ban a
tashi na tafi banga sa'id a falo ba, ban kuwa
ganshi a dakin shi ba, ashe bayan kofa ya buya,
ina cikin dube-dube sai kawai naji caraf ya rike
ni, nayi matukar tsorata har na kwala ihu ya
kelkele da dariya, na bata rain ace bukatar ka ta
biya ka tsorata ni, yayi murmushi yace
mifuitala' ma'ana wai bazai sake ban a taya
shi murmushi nace kace mun in ka juri zuwa
manbila wata ran zaka zama bafulatani, yayi
murmushin gamsuwa da jin maganar da nayi
yace ga dukkan alamu na riga na zama, kin dai
ji bayanin irin alherin da baffa yayi mana
maryam har ga Hafsat nan nazo da ita amma
bamu ya baiwa ba nayi murmushi nace kai dai
Allah Ya saka maka da alheri da kayi dabara ka
tanbayO mana ita.
Ana natsuwa da su hidimar shagalin
sallah da akayi sa' idu ya sanya ni a makarantar
koyon girke girke da yaki da jahilci, kullum zai
saukeni da safe hakan nan zai dai-daici tashin
mu yazo ya daukeni in muna dawowa kuma
zamu biya kasuwa muyi cefene na abincin da

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aka koya mana, in mun dawo gida shi zan girka
mana a matsayin abincin dare, dama kuma na
daren kawai nakeyi, ita kuwa malle wacce
yanzu aka hana ni kira malle sai dai Hafsat tuni
ta soma zuwa nmakarantar boko da Islamiyya,
ko'ina tare da sahura suke zuwa komai nata a
dakin umma take yi, tuni ta mai zama ta zama
yargida, kullum umma cikin saya mata kayan
kwalliya take in zata unguwa kuma itace 'yar
rakiyar ta, takan shigo wurin na da safene
kawai ta gaishe mu ni da sa'id ta tashi tayi
tafiyar ta, malle tayi matukar shiga ran umma a
dalilin ladabin ta da biyaiyar ta, gata mai aiki in
dai tana wuri to babu yanda za ayi kaga wurin
da datti.
Zan iya cewa ban taba ganin ko inji
labarin uwar miji mai hali irin na umma ba, sai
ta hana sahura abut a bani, sai dą nayi wayo, shi
ne in ta bani abinda nasan sahura tana so sai
ince naci girma a bata ko kuma in karba ita in
saya mata wani.
Ni da sa'id kuwa babu abinda zance sai
godiya zan iya cewa ya same ni ayanda yake
so, shi sa'id mutun ne mai tsananin tsabta

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wanda bai raina kazanta komai kankantar ta, ni
Kuwa daman na riga na horu da aiki don haka
komai.zanyi bana ganin wahalar shi.
A wannan lokacin nayi nufin in burge
miji na ta hanyar tsara girke girtke masu ban
sha' awa a lokacin hidimar babban sallah. Tun
ana jibi sallah ni da sa'id muka shiga kasuwa
don yin sayaiyar kayaiyakin da nake bukata don
yin abincin sallah, mun dawo gida na zauna ina
kallon tulin kayan sallar da aka tara mun,
lesuna biyu masu tsada dama dai wadannan
nasan na sa'id ne tare da gyale da takalmi da
jaka ga turaruka tare da under wears babama
ankon leshi yayi mana ni da sahura, umma ma
tayi mana ankon atanfa classic yaya babbama
tayi mun atanfa yaya balaraba ma haka nace kai
dadi kasheni ni yasu. 
Ana gobe sallah kuwa tun safe muka
soma aikin abinci ni da sahura muka fara da
kwabe-kwaben fulawa na cin cin da na cake,
muka gama sannan muka shiga shirye shiryen
nau'o'in da zamuyi wuni mukayi rannan a kicin
har wajen karfe goma na dare, a lokacin nan
kuwa gidan gaba daya ya gauraye da kamshi

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har wajen su umma aiken jamilu biyu yana
karbar tabi wai yaji wani sabon kanshin yana
tashi.
Sa'id ya leko kicin din cikin nuna dama
kosawa yace aikin nan faya isa haka, ke sahura
jeki ki kwanta ki huta na kalle shi nace ai anan
zata kwana don mu tashi da asuba mu karasa
baiyi magana ba, ya juya ya tafi nima ban
tsaya a nayi maza nabi bayan shi yana shiga
dakin shi ya juyo ya rufeni da fada, haka ake yi,
sai kawai ki zartar da hukunci ba tare da kin
shawarce ni ba, ban son kwanan nata anan, Ta?
Ko kuwa neman sanadin kice tunda tana
nan... .. nayi maza nace mishi ko kadan ba
haka bane, tana wurina ni kuwa ina nan yace to
jeki ki kawo mun cake din dana gain nace wane
a ciki? Yace oho ina nasan sunan su? Ke dai
kawo kawai in gani nace to nayi maza naje
kawo mishi, yana kallon na cikin murmushi to
gaya mun sunanyen su tukun na kafin in ci na
tayashi murmushi nace mishi wannan sunan shi
spiced honey cake, wannan family fruit cake,
wannan surprise cake, ga kuma speedy orange
cake, ga sponge cake, wane zaka ci a ciki?

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Yace duka nayi dariya nace ba dai yanzu ba
yayan sahura tunda nasan yanda cikin naka
yake, kai dai bari in dan yankan maka a wannan
kaci dandan in mai da saura.
Duk da tsawon daren ba wani rantsuwa
mukayi ba ni da sa'aid hakan kuma bai hana ni
jaruntakar tashin sahura ba karfe biyar na
asuba, muka cigaba da aikin mu kan gari
yagama wayewa tuni mun kamala aiyukan mu
har mun gyara kicin da gidan gaba daya, ko ina
sai kamshi yake yi tanfar ba'ayi aikin komai ba,
na shiga dakin sa' id na samu y agama kwalliyar
shi hularshi yake gyarawa zai sa.iya na kalle shi
nayi murmushi ya harareni, yace yau sallah ma
bazaki iya bude bakin ki kice ma mijin ki yayi
kyau ba, a hankali nace mishi kayi kyau, Allah
Yasa yawan rai akayiwa yace t0 amin, ko kefa?
Allah dai yasa abincin ya kammala kafin
sakkowa daga masallaci.
Nace aim un riga mun gama har na
zuzuba dama zuwa nayi in gaya maka ko zaka
zo ka gani ya biyo ni zuwa kofar kicin din na
miko mizhi naman miyar a cokali yasa hannu
ya karba tare da fadin kokarin ki dai bai wuce

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ki koya mun cin tsame ba, in yaso 'yanmata
suyi ta tsamenina kale shi kawai nayi
murmushi ya dan lumshe ido nuina alamar jin
dadin abin da yake ci sai ya sosa kunnen shi da
dan yatsa sannan yace uh, lalle ne maryam na
yarda kin iya girki, kin zama gwana ko maggi
menu conpetition na kai ki nasan bazan ji tsoro
ba, to bubbude in gani na shiga bude mishi
manya-manyan kulolin dake rufe ina mishi
bayanin su, sai da n agama sai yace to na cikin
gida fa? Nace ai na riga nasa sahura ta shigar
tuni don ina so baba yafara cin namann kafin
yaci na saura yayi murmushin jin dadi yace kin
keuta maryam Allah dai yayi miki albarka, nace
amin, nan da nan ya kira jamilu da tasi'u yace
musu maza kuje sukai su dawo kafin lokacin
tafiya masallaci yayi, su kace to, suka tafi ya
sake kallona aiki yayi yawane ya hana ki yiwa
baba danbun namar da nace ko? Nace ai anyi
duka na hada an kaiwa umma, yace to sannun
ki ke dai
Ni kam daga kan sa'id ne na dena yarda
da cewar fari yana fin baki kyau, saboda farar
fatar shi sa'id dogone baki mai kwarjini bakar

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fatar shi sheki takeyi ma'abucin iya sanya
sutura ne, zai yi wuya kwarai in ya sanya kaya
kaga wani wanda ya fishi dacewa da irin
wannan kayan.
Nayi wanka na zauna nayi matukar gyara
jiki na da gashi na don kuwa a yanzu nayi
matukar kwarewa da iya gyara a dalilin kullum
idan ya kaini saloon akayi mun gyaran kai kona
faratu in muna dawowa gaya mun yake yi ki dai
rinka kula da abinda suke yi nan ba da dadewa
ba kayan zan suyo miki ki rinka yiwa kanki a
gida ince mishi to.
Kayan sailar da baba yayi mana anko ni
da sahura na sanya sunyi matukar karbata na
feshe jiki na daturare na kara gyara wurin gaba
daya na fesa air freshner mai kamshin dadi
sannan na fito na shiga wurin umma a kicin na
sameta tana tuyan masa, na tsuguna kusa da ita
na gaishe ta nayi mata barka da sallah ta masa
cikin murmushi, tace mun ga abincin sallah
maryam Allah Yayi muki albarka, na matsa can
gefe ina zuba miya a kwanukan da sahura ta
ajiye, umma ta kalleni tace kin yi kwalliyar ki
zaki zauna cikin kicin din nan, banyi Magana

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ba, naci gaba da zubawa ina tanbayar ta wannan
yayi koa kara? In ta duba wani tace yayi wani
kuwa tace kara nama da ruwan miyar, matar
gidan mai iyali ce, ince to.
Malle ta shigo rungume da kwano alama
ta kai masune gidajen makwabta tasha kwalliya
cikin wani leshi mai ruwan malmo, dinkin yan
gayu umma ta sa akayi mata ga 'yankunnen tan
a zinari a kunnen ta ga warawarai sun kama
hannunta kanta yasha kitso da adon ribbon abun
gwanin sha'awa dadi ya kamani cikin raina
nace ina madai ardo yaga malle yau a irin
kwalliyar nai da aka mata malle tace umma
bakin ce zanbi su yaya tasi'u sallar idi ba?
Umma ta bar abin da take yi tace kwarai kuwa
tace to na ganshi a waje nace zan bishi yace wai
a'a ba zaije dani ba tace yigudu ki kira mun shi,
malle ta juya da sauri taje ta kirashi suka shigo
tare shima tasi'u yasha kwalliya cikin manyan
kaya ya kalle ni yayi dariya, anti a bamu barka
da sallah na Harare shi nace Allah ya kiyaye
kana irin wannan sabon rigar kace in baka
barka da sallah in bayar.

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Umma tace kai tasi'u ka tafi mun da
hafsat masallaci mana, yace nifa masallacin
gidan mai martaba sarki zani ba kuma zan
dawo ba sai naga hawan sallah tace eh nima ai
don nasan can din kake zuiwa shi yasa nace
kaje mun da ita yace to tazo mu tafi.
Sahura ta fito daga dakin umma itama
tasha kwalliya irin kayan jikina ta sanya nayi
murmushi nace kingan ki kuwa/ sahura kin
zama tanfar.....,.... .. zan fasda tayi maza ta
katseni tace uh uh ban san zuga wai don kar
ince kin cionye kwalliyar ta shigo ta debi
saurian abincin da aka zuba taci gaba da
rabawa.
Muna tare da umma a kicin har aka
sauko daga sallar idi baba yana shigowa ta fita
ta bar aikin ta nufi wurin shit a dan jima kadan
kafin ta fito tace mana kije ki gaishe shi da ni
da sahura muka shiga muka mishi barka da
sallah shi kuwa yasa mana albarka da zamu
fito sai yace sahura ga barka da sallar ku ta
tsaya karba ni kuwa na fita.
A cikin umma tana shirya abincin da zata
kaiwa baba sahura tazo ta miko mun mikakkun

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kudi na karba na kirga nace duba daya ne,
sauran fa? Ta dan yi wani murmushi na sakarci
alamar wai dabara take son yimun tace kin ga
aika baba ko bah aka ba da yake mudin mun
riga mun shiga hannun ki ko bakya shafa komnai
mun riga munji mun gani ko kuwa anti? Umma
ta kwalkyale nda dariya ni kuwa nace ban
kudina ban yarda da wannan wayon ba, tace to
ke dai Allah dudu hudu ne kin gani? Umma
tace dubu hudun ne aka baku kika bata dubu
daya bata kudin ja'ira mai waton banza in
banda itama ai shi Allah dari biyar zai baki
goron sallah, sahura ta yamutsa fuska tace a'a
unmmau ni da anti mun fi kusa har kince ta mata
da miji ba'a shiga tsakanin mu.
Umma ta dauki tiren data gama jera
abincin ta fita tana fadin karbi kudin ki maryam
dari biyar zaki bata, shima sai kin miko dama
tana fita sahura ta miko mun kudin nace mata
rikesu sahura tace Allah? Tayi Tsalle cikin
murna tace na gode Allah Ya kara girma.
Wajen bayan salalr azahar ne sa'id ya
samu shigowa cikin gida a dalilin tsayawar da
yayi a a wajke aka yanka dabbobin da aka yi

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laiyan da su a gidan, nima sa'id yayi mun laiya
da tikekken rago lokacin nan kuwa mun hadu a
falon umma muna ta hra dasu jamilu da yayan
yan uwansu da suka zo barka da Sallah sai da
ya shiga wurin baba sannan yazo falon umma
har zai zauna sai umma tace ma shi ai da wurin
ka kaje ka dan huta, Allah dai Yasa baka manta
da wani cikin mutanen cikin gari ba a rabon
naman yace aiban tsaya an gama ban a shigo su
tasi u suyi rabon in sun dawo tace to ya wuce
zai tafi nayi maza na wuce shi a dalilin da nayin
na kulle wurin nayi maza nasa key na bude
mishi waui ya shige i kuwa in dawo wurin
hirar mu tunda tana mun dadi sai kawai naga ya
turani cikin gidan ya jawo kofar ya rufe na daga
ido na kale shi yayi matukar daure fuska kekam
Allah Ya ta:make ni kiyi dabara da wuri a ina
kika ga ana zama wurin hira a kyale miji shi
kadai? Baki bani abinci ba, banga kwalliyar ki
ba, amna kina sauri ke zaki koma nace to kayi
hakuri na biyoshi muka shiga na kawo mashi
abincin na shirya mushi wanda baici ba sai da
yayi wanka ya canza kayan jikin shi sai ma nayi
zama na nan mukayi wasannin mu da sukafi
hirar da na baro dadi da daddare da nayi wanka

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kayan da sa'id yayi munna sanya kayan da
kwalliyar tawa tayi mishine ya sanya yace mun
dauki gyalen ki muje ki kira sahura da Hafsat
suyi mana rakiya zuwa ungwa ne dani sai dai
ina matukar boyewa tunda na nuna zumudi na
a sarari kan zuwa wata ungwa yace ya fasa.
A falon umma ne naji yana ce mata zamu
je gidan yaya babba da yaya balaraba da Alhaji
sunusi wanda duk wadan nan gidajen an kai
musu abincin sallah tace to sai kun dawo.
Gidan yaya balaraba muka fara zuwa don
shi ne a kusa, hannu bibbiyu ta karbe mu cikin
murna da farin ciki ita da mijin ta da kishiyar ta
abin gwanin sha'awa aka danyi hira da bar
kwanci har kishiyar ta tan ace mishi ashe dai da
hikimar ka da kaje can ka samo matar ka gyara
abinka, sukayi rahar su da zamu tafi mijin su
alhaji baba yayi mana alheri itama kishiyar ta
haka hakannan yaya balaraba kayan shafa ta
bamu cikin leda mai giwa shi kuwa sa'id sai
mita yake yi waibasu gajiya da hidima, ga
kayan sallah sunyi ga kuma irin wannan
dawainiyar. A gidan alhaji sunusi kuwa wanda
na fahinci abokin harkokin sa'id ne, sai dai ya

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girme sa'id din, matarshi hajiya salma hannu
bibbiyu ta karbemu cikin mutunci da
karramawa tayi ta juna da hira dama kuma mun
riga mun dan saba da ita, saboda duk lokacin da
alhaji sunusi zai zo wurin sa'id tare suke zuwa,
ai ke kam maryam abin naki gwanin sha'awa
gashi har sa'iusu yaje ya dauko miki yar
kanwar ki tana debe miki kewar gidan ku, gashi
ya rike miki ita gwanin sha'awa nace aima ba'a
wurin mu take ba, a wurin umma take ta rike
baki tace ke don Allah nafa dade inajion labarin
kirkin mahaifin su a wurin mutane ko da yake
wasu suna cewa wai mallake mijin nata tayi ta
hanashi yin ayre, murmushi kawai nayi ban
bata amsan komai ba, da zamu tafi itama kayan
shafa ta bamu, mijin ta kuma kudi, mukayi
godiya mun fito tana mana rakiya take tanbayar
sa'id irin wannan iya tsakina da amarya, tayi da
zaka yarda ai da sai ta rinkayi ana kawowa
super market dina ana saidawa yayi maza yace
Allah Ya sauwaka tun bat agama amarciba ta
soma wata sana'ar kwabe-kwabe gaba daya
akayi dariya, mijin ta yace rabu da ita tanace
kowama irin tane tun bata shekaraba a giudan
nan ta hana kanta sakat wai to ga mai sana'a

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tace a'a ya daifi ai in zauna ina jiran  sai an bani.
A gidan yaya babba kuwa muna shiga
gidan zumudi na ya ragu a dalilin irin kallon da
tayi mun na sheke sheke na samu wuri na zauna
cikin natsuwa na gaisheta sai wani kallona take
yisama da kasa jimamwa can ta gaji tacewa
sa'id iko sai Allah, yau ga inda baki suka zo
suka fi 'yangida kyan gain ji yarinyar da aka
kawo kamar za' a hure ta ta fadi tazo ta zama
wata dindimemiya in ba wanda ya sani bama ba
zaice itace ba to ga kanwarta ma.
Sa'id yayi maza ya rage fara'ar dake
fuskar sshi, yacemata ina maigidan da amarya?
Tace suna saman su, ai ni gaskiya kaci mutunci
na sa' idu ace a baka yarinya a gidan nan amma
kayi mun irin abinda kayi to ni dai in gaya har
yanzu ban gaya nusu tasawa lenyi ba cewa nayi
wannan din sadaka aka baka don haka in ka dan
huta kadan za'ayi wannan din. Bai ce mata
komai ba, ya mike yace in sun sauko kya gaishe
su kuma munga kayan sallah Allah Ya kara
girma.

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Mun iso gida wajen sha daya ne ammna
duk da haka sai da muka kara wata hirar a falon
urima kafin muka iso wurin mu
Anyi sallah kwana uku rannan na caba
kwalliya cikin wata shadda ta kayan aurena ina
falon umma muna hira bayan sallar azahar sai
sa'id yayi mun waya wai inzo in kawo musu
abinci yayi bakin cikin sauri na mike na taho
nayi maza na shiga kicin dina na shirya abinci
tire daya kaya ciye ciye na motsa baki tire
daya ga ku.na abin sha nayi Magana da shi
yazo ya debi tirarrukan guda biyu yace mun
biyoni da guda biyu yace n.un biyoni da guda
daya ana dauka nabi bayan shi zuwa falon na
shi, ina shigo mukayi ido biyu da Mahmud, nan
take naji lanfar zuciyata tana neman tsayuwa
saboda firgita da tayi jikina ya dauki rawa har
bansan lokacin da na saki tiren dake hannu na 
ya kife ba, da gudu na fita na nufi dakina nayi
maza nah au gadona na ruhu sai karanto
addu'o'i na keyi saboda tsorata da nayi
mutufmin da na gani a matsayin Mahmud da
kuma maganganun da ya gaya mun suka dawo
mun shin Mahmud na gani ko kuwa dai ta


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maizuben ne da tace wai cikin aljanun dajin
mune wani yazo mun cikin kamannin Mahmud
din, ina cikin wannan hali-sai ga sa'id ya shigo
dakin a fusace wai mene ne wannan abin da ki
keyi? Fusatar da yayi ya kara tayar mun da
hankali nayi matukar kankame jiki na cikin
wani Karin tsoron saboda ban taba ganin shi
cikin wannan halin ba, nan take naji zazzabi
mai tsananin zafi ya kama ni kwana biyu ajere
ina kwance amma sa'id ko lekawa yace mun ya
jiki? Baiyi ba bal;le ya wani muna mun kulawar
shi sai umma da sahura ne suka yi taji dani ita
umman ce ma tasa tasi' u ca jamilu suka kai mu
asibiti aka saman mun magunguna har naji
sauki bai sauko ba, nima kuwa na shareshi
muka koma zaman kowa harkar gaban shi
kawai yake yi, ni kam na gaji da gabar, a dalilin
ban saba ba, ban taba samun kai na cikin halin
da wani baya Magana da ni ba, na girma ne a
giodan mu bani da abokin fada balle a/ce ga
wata rana da wani zai ki Magana dani, sai da na
bari ya gama shirin say a fita ba tare da yayi
mun saliama ba, kamar yarda ya tsiri yi, sannan
na tashi na shiga wurin umma ta daga ido cikin
natsuwa ta kalleni tace zazzabin nan ya ramar

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dake da yawa maryam ko kuwa kina da wata
damuwar ne baki gaya mun ba? Na kale tan ace
a a umma sai dlai duk da a'an da nace sai da
hawaye suka zubo mun sharrr daga idanuwa na.
Umma tayi maza tace yi hakuri, kiyi
hakuri maryam, aure kenan kowa kika ga yana
zaman shi hakuri yake yi, hakurin data rinka
bani sai yasani tsanan ta, kukan da nakeyi sai
naji baba abinda nake os irin in ganni a
manbilka gaban iyaye na da yan uwa na da
basu iya fushi dani, tashi ki je ki kwanta banyi
mata musu ba, abin da naji kenan don kuwa
nasan shin ya dace dani har dare yayi ina
dakin umma, ta shigo tace mun yaya maryam,
zaki yi hakuri ki koma dakin kine ko kuwa?
Nace mata a'a, tace to yi kwanciyar ki,
zaki sha tea ne? nace a'a na riga na koshi ta
juya ta fita na koma falo ta zauna tana hirarta
da Hafsat.
Sa'id yayi sallama ya shigo ya nemi wuri
ya zauna ya sake gaishe ta sannan yace mata
maryam tana nan ne? tace mishi eh, ya cigaba
da zama jimawa can yace mata akwai abinci
ne? tace banyi da kai ba don haka duka na bawa

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almajirai, ya dan yi shiru jimamwa kadan sai ya
sake cewa to maryam zo ki san 2binda zaki
girkamun da sauri don yunwa nake ji, tace a'a
ba zata ko'ina ba, yanzu ta riga tayi wanka ta
kwanta bai sake cewa komai ba sai jimawa can
yace anan zata kwanane? Tace mishi eh.
Malle ta tashi ta fita, jimawa kadan ta
shigo rungume da food flask ta ajiye ta sake
komawa ta kawo miya da plate da ruwan wanke
hannu ta ajiye fhishi ya kalli,  malle yace mata
ina kika samo mun abincin? tace na dumamen
baba ne na safe na kwao maka zanje in sa ruwva
yanzu sa: a sake tuka wani tuwon, ta juya ta fita
sa' id ya kama cin abincin sai da ya koshi sai
yace unmma dama akwai abincin kika hanani ?
tace to bazan hanaka ba akan me? ai ni
kwanakin nan ma da kake zuwa kana cin abinci
anan ina baka ne don ban san yajin cin abincin
matar ka kake yi ba, sai dazu da Isahura yake
gaya mun yace ai laifi tayi mun tace eh ai dama
hakan da kayin shine dai dai ya gama hirar shi
ya tashi yace sai da safe tace Allah Ya tashe mu
lafiya.

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Tun sa'id yana zuwa yayi hira ya tashi
yace sai da safe yayi tafiyar shi a dalilin wai shi
laifi nayi mishi har ya gaji ya yiwea umma
magan kan bai san dalilin dawowa na nan
wurin ba tace tro ai ka makara tun da baka
nemibayani ba, tun farkon dawowanta sai yau
kaje kayi ta zaman ka kai kadai ba sai kuna tare
zata rinka bata maka rai ba, sa'id juyin duniya
da umma akan in koma dakina, shi abin ya
wuce a wurin shi, tace ai ita wanda tayi
baiwuce ba a wurin ta, ganin haka yasa ya
dawo ta wurina yanaso mu sasanta in yaso ni
ince zan koma nima nayi matu'ar share shi
takaici ya kara kama shi in ya shigo ya gai da
umma sai ya nemi malle ta kawo mishi abinda
yake bukata ko gaishe shi nayi baya ansawa.
Rannan ranar wata lahadi ne da hantsi sai
da ya kammala, sannan ya shigo wajen karfe
goma da rabi muma mun kammala har nayi
wanka nasha kwalliya ta cikin wata doguwar
riga yana gama gaida umma ya kira sahura tazo
ta tsuguna tace mishi gani ya mika mata sako
yace ita da hafsat suje su kai inda ya gaya musu
sukace to, suka tashi suka tafi suna fita sai ya

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Kalli umma yace umma ban san abin da nayi ba
kika rike maryam anan kwanaki da yawa har
kuma banga alamar zaki ce ta koma ba don
Allah in wani laifi nayi miki a gaya mun tace
a'a nikamme zaka mun tsaka ninka dai kai da
matar ka yace to umma indai ni da itane da ta
kawo kara na ai sai akirani a gaya mun ba'a
rike taba ni a hakan sai naga kamar an mara
mata baya kan wulakancin da ta mun.
Wulakancin me tayi ma ka umma ta
bukaci sani bai boye mata abin da ya faru ba
har lokacin kuma da alamar bai rabu da
sakaicin abin ba, saboda yanda yake jadda da
fadin ina samin ta dashi, mene ne dalilin da
jikin ta zai dauki rawa saboda ta ganshi ? in har
tasan tana mishi irin wannan Son me yasa....
umma ta katse shi ta hanyar yi mishi tsawa kai
karfa ka kawo mun shirme, kai meysa ka shigo
mata da shi cikin gidanta? Yaya kake nema ka
takurawa yarinya? Dama akan wannan ne ka
tsira gaba da ita? Umma ta rufeshi da fada ta
inda take shiga ba tanan take fita ba, yayi ta
saman bata hakuri da kyar ya samu tayi shiru

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yayi maza ya tashi ya fita don kar yaci gaba da
zama ta sake taso wata maganar.
Washegari da safe bayan nayi wanka na
gyara jiki na nazo na samu umma don in gaishe
ta sai ta kalleni tace mun yau kam zaki koma
dakin ki don kar mijin ki ya maidani wata iri ko
kuwa? Ban amsa mata ba, sunkuyar da kaina
kasa kawai nayi ki rinkayin hakuri ki kuma
rinka girmama mijin ki kina mishi biyaiya nace
mata to umma sa' id yayi sallama ya shigo ya
nemi wuri ya zauna ya gaida umm anima na
gaishe shi ya amsa farai farai na tashi naje
kawo mishi abin karyawa na same shi yana
cewa umma to ai yau sai ta koma ko tunda
maganar ta kare, tace zata koma amma zan
gaya maka ban yarda da irin wannan fushin
naka ba, in ta maka laifi kawai ka rinka gaya
mata ai na san zata baka hakuri yace to umm
azan kiyaye ya dan kallen ai zaki dawo wuri
kiyi girki ko ba sai dare ba? Kan in bashi amsa
sai umma tace mishi a'a ba kin cin abincin kake
yi ba inta girka? Na dan sunkuyar da kaina kasa
cikin ladabi nace mata kiyi hakuri umma ki
barni kawai inyi mishi, ya dan kale ta cikin

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murmushi don Son ganin yanayin ta bata canza
ba, sai kawai naji tace to tashi ku koma can din
yanzu, nayi maza nace kiyi hakuri umma tace
a'a ai. kinga yanzuma ba wani karyawa yayi ba
kuje .can ki shirya mishi abin karyawa Allah Ya
kiyaye na gaba yace amin, umma Allah Ya kara
girma ta tashi ta fita yace to tashi muje mana
maryam nace a'a sai da yanma yace haba
maryam bayan umma tace mu tafi yanzu nace
gaskiya ina jin kunyar umma yace to bari in
leka miki tsakar gida in gani in bata nan sai
kawai ki wuce abinki a hankali ba mai jin takun
kin ace mishi to yayi maza ya tashi ya leka yą
gani sannan ya dan yafutoni da hannu nazo kin
gani ba kowa yi ki wuce nace to nayi maza na
lwuce na shiga wurin mu.
Sa'id yana shigowa yasa makulli zai
kulle kofar da dan key nace a'a yaya zaka kulle
kuma? Yace sai kinyi adadin kwanakin da kika
yi can baki shiga gidan ba, nima ramawa zanyi
badai ke komai aka miki sai kije ki kai kara
gurin umma ba? Ita kuwa tace miki kiyi
zamanki ba tare da tayi binciken abinda kikayi
ba, saboda ke tana son kin a zuba mishi ido ina

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kallonshi cikin tsoro yai yi muirmushi yace kar
ki rinka jin tsoro na maryam girmamawa ne
tsakani na da ke, kin gane? Nace uh ba tare da
na saki jiki ba muje kiyi mun abin karyawa,
kinji ko? Baki lura kwanakin nan na dan ragu
ba? Ban tanka mishi ba na shiga kicin ina
shirya mishi shima ya shigo yana tayani, wunin
ranan bai fita ko'ina ba, muna tare a gida duk
kokarin shi bai wuce nason ganin dashi mun
koma kamar da ba wanda ba'a wani dauki
lokaci mai tsawo ba, hakan ya yiwu.
Kammala karatuna na yaki da jahilci da
kuma koyon girki sai na zama babu abinda
nakeyi in banda zaman gida naso kwarai ace
sa'id ya bar ni na shiga makaranta, don ina
matukar sha'awar karatu amma sam yaki bisa
hujjar da bai wuce kishi ba. Wai wannan ma
abinda yasa naga ya sanyani don matane ke 
tafiyar da dukkan al'amuran inna tashi da safe
kan kace meye wannan? Na kanmala dukkan
aiyuka na bani da wani abinyi sai ko in dan
dauko littafi ina karantawa wajen buda baki,
wannan dalili ya sanya shawarar da hajiya
salma take yawan bani na in nemi sana' ar da

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zan rinka yi yayi matukar karbuwa a zuciyata
sai dai sa'id ne bai yarda ba, babu yanda banyi
da shi ba, babu irin rartashin da ban yi mishi ba
yaki, rannan dai na yanke shawarar zuwa in
samu umma kan maganar nayi mata bayani tace
to bari sai ya dawo zata hadamu muyi maganar
nace mata to.
Da daddare kuwa yana falon ta malle
tazo ta kirani nasan maganar ne don haka da 
zan tafi sai na tafi mishi da abincin shi ina shiga
na ajiye mishi tare da yi mishi sannu da zuwa
sannan na nemi wuri na zauria nace wa umma
gani, umma tace maganar da kikazo kika mun
ne nayi mishi maganar shine yace yana son
sanin abin da yasa kika matsu sai kinyi sana' ar
akwai wani abinda ya rage miki ne?
Na sunkuyar da kaina kasa cikin ladabi
nace mata a'a, umma ba abinda nake nufi kenan
in ranshi y abaci yayi hakuri ni dai kawai na
gane wuni nake yi a zaune bana aikin komai, ni
kuma ban saba haka din ba, bana jin dadin
zaman ina bukatar wani abinda zan rinkayi don
in rinka motsa jikina, ni shine kawai bukata ta.

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Umma tace to kai kaji bata raina abinda
kake mata ba, saboda haka in kaga baka son yin
sana'ar iat a to ka barta mana ta rinka zuwa
makaranta tare da su sahura tunda gashi hart a
dan fara iya karatu da rubutu, ai ina ganin ba
zai mata wahala ba, yace zanyi tunani tukuna
akai, tace to Allah Yayi mana zabi na alheri
yace amin.
Rannan da yanma ina tare da shi a dakin
shi, shagwaba nake mishi ya zuba mun ido yana
kallo na cikin natsuwa, jimawa can sai yace ke
maryam muyi zaman mu haka kina taraita ta
baifi miki dadi. ba? Ki fiso sai kin kinkimo
wani aiki da zai dauke hankalin ki daga gare ni?
Kofa amarci baki gama ci ba, kwata kwata yau
watan ki tara ne a gidan nan, na sake langwabe
a jikin shin ace mishi sana'ar da nake son yin
ba zata shafi komai game da abinda na saba yi
maka ba shi ya sa ma nake so in gaya maka
aduk lokacin da ka amince da yin sana'ar to
zanyi tane bisa sharuddan da zaka kafa mata,
kuma maganar amarci yayan sahura ai kace
mun amarcin nawa ba zai taba karewa ba, yayi
murmushi yace haka ne maryam, amarcin kin a

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har abada ne, nace to ai nima bazan yarda ya
shafi amarcin mu ba, kana ganin za'ayi hakan
sai ka dauki matakin hanawa yace to shike nan.
To da haka na fara sana'ar yin cake, meat
pie, cin-cin da dai sauran abubuwa da suka
shafi bekin, ana kaiwa shagon hajiya salma ana
ajewa duk da akwai kudi na wurin sa'id bai
yarda nayi anfani dasu a matsayin jari ba, kudin
shi ya zuba ya saya mun dukkan kayaiyakin da
nake bukata, wai in sana'ar taci gaba shike nan,
inma ta tsaya a hanya sai kayan su zama kayan
anfanin gida, hakanan su flour, sugar, butter da
dai sauran su duka da kudin shi ya saya.
Mun fara ne da kadan sai gashi tana
aiken a kara yawan abin da akeyi, kowanne sati
kuma zata aiko mun da kudi na, ni kuma duk
kwana uku zuwa hudu nake aikawa da sabo a
hankali sai ya zamo ana bukatar in bayar
kowanne kwana biyu, na hada kudin ajikin da
akayi na watanni biyu na kawa sa'id nayi mishi
bayanin komai yayi matukar jin dadin ganin
yanda abin yake tafiya ya kalleni cikin 
murmushi yace dadi na dake ke din jarumace,
na taya shi murmushin nace mishi sai dai

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gaskiya bukatar taimako, don aikin ya soma
mun yawa, inka yard azan nemi mai aiki zan
kuma sanya sahura da jamilu a cikin abin ya
kalleni kamar yaya? Nace tunda akwai samun
alheri a ciki zan jawo sahura mu rinka yi tare
muna raba ribar da ake samu shi kuwa jamilu
ya zama shine mai zuwa kasuwa ya rinka sayo
mun abubuwat da nake bukata, in an gama
kuma ya dauka ya kai mana, shi sai a rinka
bashi nashi kason.
Sa'id ya kalleni cikin jin dadi da alama 
yaji dadin yanda zan jawo yan uwanshi cikin
lamarir yace bari kiji yanda zakiyi, zaki rinka
tara riba ne a wata kiga nawa aka samu, sai ki
cire kudin ma'aikata tunda kince kina bukata
har da masu aiki in kin biya su abin da ya saura
sai ki kasa shi kashi hudu daya ki ajiye, saboda
kayan aiki kin san dole wata rana kya bukaci
sabbi ko kuma kari nace eh yace to kashi daya
ki rabawa sahura da jamilu sauran kashi biyun
kuwa sai ki rike tunda kece mai sana'ar nace to
amma in ka yarda a rinka rabawa kashi uku
kawai kayan aikin daya, ni daya, sahura da
jamilu daya, yace to shike nan.

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Shigarda sahura da jamilu da nayi cikin
harkar ba karamun dadi yayi mun ba,na farko
dai ni da sahura sai muka kara dunkulewa muka
zama abu daya ko umma bata sanin abin da ke
tsakanin mu, shi kuwa jamilu sai ya zama
kullum a cikin nemo mana sabbin kostomomni
yake, kan kace meye wannan sai abu ya zama
gagarumihar bai yiwu wa kazoo kai tsaye kace
kazo saye yau ka samu sai dai kayi bukin, nan
da nan sai gani da yan aiki har guda biyar, aikin
yayi matukar bunkąsa, kasan kowanne sati sai
na baiwa sa'id kudi nace akai mun banki. In
wata yak are kuwa dauko takardąr da mke
rubuta ciniki abinda muka saya da wanda muka
sayar nakeyi inji lissafi in san biyan ma'aikata,
ta nawa ya kamata in baiwa su jamilu na maida
umma ta zama tanfar mahaiti yata, kusan
kowanne lokaci a cikin yi mata hidima nake, in
mata dinki in bata kudi in sai mata abin da na
gani ya bani sha'awa.
Rannan sa'idu ya dawo gida da yamma
kamar kullum nayi maza na wanke hannu na
cire rigar sApron dake sagale a wuya na, na
rataya na barwa sahura aikin da nakeyi nazo na

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same shi yana tsaye da alamar dai wani abu
yadan sosa mishi zuciya, nayi mishi sannu da
zuwa tare da tanbayar shi lafiya? Naga kamar
yadan canza? Yace mun lafiya kalau, banyi
baki yi baki ba bayan fita na? nace mishi a'a a
sanina dai babu wanda yazo, zaka ci abinci
yanzune ko sai ka huta? Yace sai na huta nace
to, na zauna tare da shi ina yi mishi abubuwan
da suka dace inyi mishi don wastsakar mishi da
damuwar dana hanga tare da shi sai dai banga
alamar gamsuwa ba a tare da shi, na gaji nace
mishi me ya faru ne naga kayi wani iri? Ya
daga ido a hankali ya kallen cikin natsuwa a
hankali ya bude baki cikin wani yanayi mai
kama da na maijin tausayin kanshi yace mun
jna Sonki maryam wata irin matsananciyar
soyaiyar da nake bukatar gaskiya da amana a
tsakanin mu na danja jiki daga gare shina koma
gefe na zauna ina kanllon shi cikin natsuwa
nace abin da kake bukatar shine a tsakanin mu
yayan sahura in banyi maka gaskiya ba ban rike
maka amana ba to wa zanyi wa? Yayi maza
yace yauwa, abin da nake so ki gane kenan don
haka gaya mun gaskiya daga shekaran jiya
zuwa yau su waye suka zogidan nan? Na lissafa

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mishi kamar yanda damana gaya mishi tun
zuwan su, shikenan din su? Na sake cewa eh, a
sanina dai shike nan yace to naji jeki wurin
aikin kin a tashi na fito cikin rain a ina tunanin
irin wannan hali na sa'id kullum cikin bincike
da kidaddiga kuma amsa daya bai gamsar da
shi, un kuma kace mene ne yace bä komai.
Nikam hidimata nakeyi mai dadi babu
abinda ke faranta mun rai irin mu'amala ta da
umma da kuma 'yar wan sa'id ko da yake a
fili yake ina da mas'ala a tsakanina da yaya
babba, kiyaiyar da take nuna mun tana da yawa
don wani lokaci ma na taba jin umma tana gaya
mata cewar da kin bar wannan abinda kike yi
don kuwa ba gane ki zata raina ki, kinga kuma
ba laifin ta bane, in hakan ya faru gashi kuma
ina matukar samun kudi nayi sa'a sana'ata tayi
matukar karbuwa, in har ina da wani abinda
yake muntsinin zuciyata bai wuce dabi'ar sa'id
ba ta yawan tuhuma gashi kuma wani lokaci a
sarari yake nuna rashin yarda kan amsar da aka
bashi hakannan duk da gaya mishi da umma
tayi in nayi mishi laifi ya gaya mun in bashi
hakuri maimakon yayi ta fushi da ni, hakan bai

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yiwu ba, sa'id yana shafe kwanaki goma koma
fiye da haka baya magana da ni baya kuma cin
abinci na sai dai kuma duk da zafin da hakan
yake yi mun na dena zuwa in kai karar shi a
wurin umma saboda komai kankantar abin da
yayi mun ta rinka yi mishi fada kenan wannan
dalili yasa nayiwa kaina fada don banga anfanin
kullum in rinka sanyawa mahaifiyar shi tana yi
mishi fada ba don haka sai na dauki matakin
zuba mishi ido, bance mishi komai ba, sai randa
naga alamar fushin nashi zai zo karshe ni kuma
sai in tsiri nawa daga ranar wanda shi kuma ba
jura maimakca ya fahinci nima so naake in
rama abinda yake yimun sai kuma yace wai zai
sa karfi wajen kawo karshen abin, to a haka
zaman namu ya kasance yau fari gobe tsumma,
babu kuma mai iya cewa ga wani takamanman
abinda ke hada mu, na dai sani kawai yana
yawan fadin wai ina cutar da shi, ni kuma nace
ya gaya mun cutar da nakeyi mishin, ba zai
fada ba don haka sai kawai na dauka yana fadin
hakan ne don bakar magana.
Rashin cikakken zaman lafiyan dake
tsakanin mu shin e yayi dalilin da sa'id yaki

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yarda da rokon da nakeyi mishi na ya barni inje
in gano iyaye na, kuma na riga na kudurawa
raina bazan sake kai kararshi wurin umma ba,
kan wani abin da yake yi mun kokuma yaki
yimun don haka sai mukayi ta zama a haka.
Rannan muna zaune a falo na muna hira
ranar kuwa bana mantawa dasawa mukayi sosai
mun kai azumi ne muka yi buda baki tare,
azumin kuma na watan Rajab ne, na kalli sa'id
Cikin natsuwa nace mishi yayan sahura in Allah
Ya kaimu daya ga watan Sha'aban zan cika
shekaru biyu rabona da inga iyaye na, amma
har. yanzu taka ce mun ga ranar da zaka barni
inje ba, yace ko baki jeba aini ina zuwa daga
bikin mnu zuwa yanzu naje manbila sau uku,
kwanannan ma kuma zanje to mene ne na dole
ke sai kinje tunda ni ina zuwa? na daga ido na
kalle shi nace bance dole ne sai naje ba tunda
ba kaso kuma ban san dalilin ka nayin hakan
ba, amma na dauka koni baka tausaya mun ka
barni naje saboda ni kaina ba zaka 
tausayawa baffa ka barni inje saboda ya ganni
tunda ka sani ya dauki duk abinda yake so ya
baka, hawaye suka zubo sharrr a idanu na,

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tausayin ardo ya kara kamani da nayi tunanin
yayi kewata har ya hakura.
Sa'id ya matso kusa dani ya shiga
rarrashi na kiyi hakuri ki bar kukan hakan
wannan karon in Allah Ya yarda dake zani
manbila.
Tunda daaga ranar na soma shirye
shiryen zuwa manbila nayi shiri, nayi tsaraba
na adana kudi saura sati guda muyi tafiyar sa'id
ya kawo kudi masu yawa ya bani yace inyi wa
mutanen da nake ganin sun dace tsaraba, bance
mishi na riga nayi ba don kar yace nayi gaban
kai na sai kawai na karba nayi mishi godiya an
shirya tafiyar ne akan zamu jene mu kwana
biyu mu dawo, ummace tace a'a tunda na dade
banje gida ba, haka ba sai abarni inyi sati biyu
ko uku kafin in dawo don in samu damar
ziyartar dangi so sai, don haka sai sa'id yace to
in shi zai jene a lokacin zai dawo dai dauko ni
don haka tasi'u ne zai je ya kai ni, ni kuwa sai
na roke shi nace to ya bani izini in tafi da
sahura da jamilu tun da dukan su suna cikin
hutu bai hana ba, itama umma murna tayi da
taji na fada haka dan banda kudin daya bani

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babu kuma wanda bai yiwa dinki ba a rigar mu,
ya kuma kawo kudi yace in basu kowa da nashi
ga kuma tsarabar su doya su kayaiyakin
masarufi iri-iri haka nan umma da baba sumna
dukan sunyi mun tsaraba.
Daga yin sallar asuba muka bar gida duk
da nauyin motar da irin karfin tafiyar da aka yi
mun isa rugarmu ne bayan sallar magariba
rannan kusan babu wanda ya gane n1 a gidan
mu, abinda kawai suke fadi shi ne 'yan-uwa
mijin sengel ne suka zo kuma ;da yake basugaa
malle ba sa id yace wai za'a bar umma ba kowa
sai zai zo zai taho da ita, ardon yazo wurin
yana y1 musu sannu da zuwa ya ganni yace ikon
Allah "din seungel hande to wuro gun? "
Ma ana seungel ce yau a gidan, nace eh baffa
sai kuwa gaba daya yara suka fara ihu suna
oyoyoyoyo, kai tsaye dakin ardo na shiga yayin
da su tasi'u suka nufi masaukin da akayi musu
ardo yana kallo na yana murmushi yace seungel
ta zama matar hausawa, na taya shi murmushin
Cikin yanayin jin kunya nace mishi a'a baffa, ai
ni kullum bodice ina kuma alfahari da hakan ya
sake wani murnmushin yace hakane seungel

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amma fa kar ki rinka dauka ko bodi yafi wanda
ba bodi ba kin gane ? nace eh baffa muna nan
wurin muna hira ni da ardo har yaya jauro ya
dawo daga cin kasuwar kara daya tafi ya shigo
ya durkusa yana gai da ardo, daya gama sai
yace mishi naga mutanen su seungel ne sukazo
don na hangi mota, ardo yace mishi eh ba gata
ba yaya jauro ya gyara tsuguno ya shiga gaishe
ni ina amsawa cikin zuciyata kuwa kamar in
kyalkyale da dariya don na tabbatar bai gane ni
ba sai daya gama gaisuwar sai yace kai to ita
seungel din fa? na kyalkyale da dariya nace
haba yaya jauro in owa bazai gane niba kuwa
ai ya kamata kai kam ka gane ni ardo yace
kwarai kuwa seungel tunda yana iya sheda
saniyarshi duk inda ya shiga ai ko ya kamata
yafi sheda ki nace yauwa baffa ni da ardo
mukayi dariya shi kuwa jauro sai kallona yake
yi yana fadin Aradu kamar ba seungel ba.
Rannan kwana mukayi ni da ardo da
yaya jauro muna hira, sai da akayi sallar asuba
sannan nikam na nufi dakin maizube na
kwanta, ita kam sahura tana dakin bodejo su
tasi'u da jamilu kuma suna bukkar da aka sauki

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sa'id suma aka sauke su, hidima sosai akayi
tayi masu.
Bayan sha biyu ne na tashi nayi wanka
nayi sallar azahar sannan na karya naga su
tasi'u sannan na dawo dakin maizube muna hira
bayan naje na gaida innan su yusuf da yakubu
suka shigo dakin na jawosu jikina na zauna
dasu ina cewa ikon Allah, baffa yayi yan
tagwaye maizube tayi murmushi tace aj kuwa
dai shima abinda yake fadi kenan muna cikin
hirar maizube tace mun ai kuwa kunzo dai dai
yau saura kwana goma ayi bukin sumaye, na
rike baki.cikin nuna alamar mamaki nace wato
goggo inda bamu zo ba da shike nan sai ayi
bamu sani ba, tace eh to dama dai ardo yana
cewa watakila mijin ki ya samu daurin auren
don kusan lokacin zuwan shi kenan mukayi
hira da maizube sai famar tarairaya ta take yi
tana taji dani ina fitowa daga dakin ta na nufi
dakin jume tana ciki ta mulmula kiba tayi
gwanin kyau da ita shi kuwa yaya jauro yana
gefe sai dogon wuya na samu wuri na zauna
muka gaisa muka kuma shiga hira ina tanbayar
ta mutanen gidan su da kasuwa tana bani labari

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tanfar dai babu wata rashin jituwa a tsakanin mu.
Kwanan mu uku da zuwa na soma kai
ziyarar dangi babu inda banje ba cikin dangin
ardo da na bodejo har da na maizube duk wani
tanadi na tsaraba da nayi kuwa dama tun daga
nasu bodejon danan 'yan-uwan su duka ban
bantaba har kasuwar manbila da gidajen su
sarkin fawa duk naji inda duk muka je kuma
yaya jauro ne mai yiwa wadan da basu gane
niba bayani, seungel ne fa, wannan da tayi sharo
da majo din nan sai kuma a kama fadin kai
jau.o shi kuwa yayi ta fadin Aradu, to zan
muku karya ne ? suce a'a a'a jauro ai ba sana'ar
ka bace, abin mamaki ne dai yake da yawa har
shagon idi tela naje.
Na kai mishi shima tashi tsarabar tare da
iyalin shi.
Muna zaune a gida ni da yaya jauro a
bayan bukkar maizube muna hira na kalli yaya
jauro cikin kulawa nace mishi yaya jauro me ya
same kane? Naga duk ka fita haiyacin ka kamar
ba kai ba, dubi yanda ka rame ka kare ka zama
sai dogon hanci.

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Ya dan kalleni yace kar ki gayawa kowa,
nace haba yaya jauro ai yanzu nib a yarinya
karama bace, yanzu yace hakane seungel, jume
ne take damuna da fitina, gashi yanzu tace wai
ni din bani da lafiya bana haihuwa har ma ta
matsamun sai da muka je wurin wani mai
magani ya bamu magani yace in dinga sha ni
kadai wai abin a wuri na yake, ya sake dan
waiwaya don ya rada mun magana kuma mai
maganin yace wai shanu biyar za'a bashi nace
bazan iya ba, don ardo ba zai yarda ba, ita jume
tace wai za'a iya diban shanun shi ardo bai sani
ba, to kuma naga kamrr kafar shanu tayi cikin
duwatsu shin e nace ko har sun diba ne? ban
sani ba shi yasa rannan naje kasuwar kara don
in gani ko zanga shanun a can ban gani ba.
Na zubawa yaya jauro ido cikin
tausayawa nace kai yaya jauro kai kam baka
dace dasamun mata ta kirki ba, ina ganin
maganin abin kawai shi ne akara aurar maka
wata matar su zama su biyu watakila kadan
Samu sassauci, yaya jauro ya kama ihu yace kai
seungel wannan shawaran naki na banzane, ni
inacema zaki ce ne a mayar mun da kitso na

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kawai dama jume ta koma gidan su amayer? 
Maka da kitsonka yaya jauro? Ka koma
saurayifa kenan? A ina kaga ana yin haka
bayan ka riga ka tsufa kuma kace kana son ka
dawo saurayi, ai bazai yiyu ba, kai dai bari
zanyi tunanin abin da zamuyi akai yayi maza
yace amma kar kice zaki zage ta don tace inna
hadata dakewa wai zaki tafi ki barmu nace to
yaya jauro.
Ina hira tare da bodejo dadi ya kamata sai
faman murmushi take yi tace mu muna nan
muna jiye miki zama cikin bare ashe ke kina
can abinki Allah Ya hadaki da miji mai kirki,
na kalli bodejo kawai na taya ta murmushin
cikin zuciyata ji nake tanfar in dan fada mata
wani abu game da irin zaman da muke yi da
sa' id, amma na kasa fada mata, ji nake tanfar
zan huda ciki nane in yiwa kaina, su dai su
bodejo a yanzu babu wani wanda suke so fiye
da sa' id in an tanbaye su mutumin da yafi kowa
kirki a duniya yanzu zasu iya cewa sa'id ne, to
in gaya mata laifinshi wuri na to akan me? Nayi
maza na sake tsuke baki na nayi shiru muka ci
gaba da hirar mu mai dadi har na samu na sako

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maganar dake damu na ta yaya jauro da matar
shi, inna tayi maza ta yamutsa ido tace kul!!
Kar ki sake kawomun maganar shin ace Allah
sarki inna in baki taimaki yaya jauro ba wa zai
taimake shi? Tace uh uh zai sa raini ya shiga
tsakanina dasu kan fitowar da yakeyi yana
kwana a waje dana mishi fada sai yaje ya
kwashe ya gaya mata haka da nayi mishi
maganar yaje yaga wata yarinya yar gidan su
takko innace zan rinka sa ido akan su raina ni
kawai zai sa ta rinka baci na sake lankwashewa
ina baiwa inna hakuri nace in kin yi niyyar
taimakon shi inna kinsan abin da zakiyi.
Satin mu guda a manbila sai ga sa'id da
malle sun iso maimakon sai munyi sati biyu da
yace, gaba daya hankalin mutanen gidan mu ya
koma kan malle saboda yanda ta canza musu
tayi matukar yin kyau ta girma ta zama 'yar
gaye kwalliyar English wears take yi, don shi
sa'id irin kayan da yake sai mata kenan, ga
kanta akowane lokaci bai rabo da kanannan
kitso ga ribbon masu kyan gaske.
Na samu sa'id a sabon dakin da ardo ya
gina don saukar shi nace yaya akayi kuma yau

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na gan ku? Ni da na dauka sai sati mai zuwa
zaka zo ya kalleni cijkin natsuwa yace ai gidan
ba dadi in bakya cikin shi, basa hakuri, nayi
nace bari dai inzo muyi zaman bakuntar tare na
kalle shi kawai nayi murmushi cikin zuciyata
kuwa cewa nayi kamar da gaske, in ina nan
kaki yarda a zauna lafiya yanzu da na barma
gidan kabiyoni kana fadin gidan babu dadi.
Duk da sa'id baizo da shirin bukin
sumaye ba amma hidima sosai yayi ya kuma
kyaleni dai da aka gama bikin sarai na raka
sumaye gidan mijin ta har muka maida ita daga
yada sawun da tayi wanda tun daren farko tayi
shi sannan yayi mun maganar yaushe nake
ganin zamu tafi? Nace aiko gobe kace mu tafi
sai kawai mu daga, tun da an gama komai yace
to zanje in samu baffa zan gaya mishi ina so
zuwa jibi in Allah Ya Kaimu sai mu tafi, nace
mishi to ina shiga gida na gayawa maizube don
nasan itace zata shirya mun tsaraba.
Ina zauna tare da inna ta a cikin dakin ta
dambun naman da nazo musu da shi na samu
tanaci na bude jaka ta na debi kudi masu yawa
na bata ta karbesu tana kallonsu tace a wannan

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jejin namu me zanyi da wadannan kudin in dai
ba shanu kike so in kara ba, nayi maza nace
mata a'a inna ina baki kudi ba shanu nake so ki
kara da suba, kashe su nake so kiyi ki rinka cin
dadi ta kalle ni tayi murmushi tace in rinka cin
irin wannan abin kenan da kika kawo mana?
Nasan inna gatse tayi mun don kuwa babu
abubuwan dana kawo musu ariga takaici ya
kama ni ina ma dai kusa dasu nake da kuwa na
jiyar da su dadi da irin girke-girken da na iya.
Rannan a dakin ardo na tare don hira,
kusan raba dare muka yi mu biyu, muna zaune
ardo ya kalle ni yace mun yaya dai seungel ke
da jauro shiru babu wani motsi? Allah dai Ya sa
mas' alar ba daga wurin ku take ba, bance mishi
komai ba sai da naji yayi shiru sai nace mishi
baffa baza ku taimaki yaya jauro ba? Ardo yayi
murmushi yace ai jauro bani a cikin al' amarin
shi kuma tun da bodejo ta zuba mishi ido kowa
ma zai gaji ya zuba mishi ido. Sannan ina so ki
gaya wa mijin ki yayi kokari ya dibi shanun shi
a wannan lokacin nace mishi to.
Sa'id da kanshi ya samu ardo yayi mishi
bayani kan shirin da yake yina zuwa diban

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shanun nashi, sai dai yana bukatar ardo ya dan
kara hakuri kadan yace to Ubangiji ya nuna
mana lokacin yin hakan yace amin.
Tsarabar ruga sosai aka shirya mana nayi
sallama da yaya jauro cikin tausayawa na kawo
kudi masu yawa na bashi nace mishi ya kai
cikin yashi ya boye ya rinka diba kadan kadan
yana bata kar ya yarda ya bata lokaci daya yace
ai ba zaiyi haka ba.
Mun dawo gida da kwana uku nayi barin
ciki wata uku hankalin sa'id yayi matukar tashi
baran ma da likita ya bayar da dalilin barin
akan tafiya mai nisa da nayi da 'dan karamin
ciki ina kwance kan gadon asibiti amma bai
fasa fadanda yake yi ba, wannan ma ai
ganganci ne da rainin wayo, ai kin san kina da
shi kika kama hanya kika luluka wannan tafiyar
kikaje kina ta kaiwa da kawowa a jeji.
Umma tace to maryam kuwa inda tasan
da haka ai bana zaton zata yi wannan tafiya
tunda ita ma ai zata so ta ga kwanmta yaya
babba tace a'a umma infa yarinyar nan tayi laifi
ki rinka bari ana nuna mata kuskuren ta, hauka
kenan take yi in har zata dauki ciki wata har

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uku a jikinta bata san da shi ba, haka fa
kwanakin baya akace mun wai tayi barin sati
shida sanadin barekatan da ta sha, shima
kuskure ne? bata fi kowa sanin irin wannan
abin a tunda ita ai "yar magori ce.
Umma ta mike tsaye tace mata bar
asibitin nan tunda ke baki iya kwantar da fitina
sai dai tayar da ita, wuce ki tafi ki bani wuri,
yaya babba ta wuce ta tafi tana fadin soyaiyar
da kike yiwa wannan yarinyar tana sawa kina
rufe idonki kan cutar sa idu da takeyi inma
hidimar da take yi kike dubawa ai tana wanke
kaifi.ne da ruwan jikin shi, tana fita umma ta
koma kan sa'id ta rufe shi da fada kai kam
abinda kake yi har kunya yake bani ni ban san
abinda yake bani in ban san abinda yarinyar
nan take maka ba da kowane lokaci kake fusace
da ita me take maka ne? Me take maka da yake
hanaka tausayin ta? A irin wahalar da maryamn
tayi yau ace wai bar kana iya yi mata tashin
hankali ai kuwa abin da ban mamaki yace
umma cuta ta takeyi tuni kuma na dade da sanin
tana nadamar aure na wannan bari-barin da
takeyi duk da gangan take zubar da cikin don

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bata son haihuwa da ni, umma ta kama salati
cikin kaduwa da jin mamakin kalaman shin ai
kuwa cikin rai na naso ta tanbaye shi cutar da
nake yi mishi sai dai batayi hakan ba. Nima
kuma banyi ba don kuwa ba dani yake maganar
ba bayan hakan kuma tun farko ban nuna musu
ido na biya ba ni kaina al'amarin sa'id yana
matukar bani mamaki, ban taba zaton inna aure
shi irin zaman da zamu yi da shi ba kenan,
kulluma cikin kokacin kyautata mishi nake
amma kuma duk a banza bana burge shi ko anyi
kamar zai dan lafa sai kuwa abin ya dawo wani
lokacima kiri kiri ya rinka nuna manr tsana da
kin jinni a sarari ni dai ina kallon shi ina kuma
yin addu'a kwana biyu nayi a asibitin sannan na
dawo gida har lokacin bai fasa fushin da yake
yiba, nima kuma ban kula shi ba ina cika kwana
bakwai na koma kan sana' ata sai dai ban bari
hakan ya hanani shirya mishi abin shan ruwa
akan lokaci ba har akayi sallah ba, ba wani shiri
muke yi da shi ba sai dai kuma hakan bai
hanashi yimun dukkan abubuwan da suka dace
ba, tun daga wannan lokaci sai na samnu kaina
cikin halin yawan yin balri akai akai abinda
yayi matukar sanyani cikin wani hali ga dai

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wahalar da nake ciki gashi kuma duk lokacin da
hakan ya faru sai mun shiga wani hali na fitina
tsakani na da sa'id, saboda zargina da ya keyi
da cewar ni nake zubar wa don bana son
haihuwa da shi. Rannan ya same ni a dakina ina
kwance akan gadona ya nemi Wuri ya zauna a
gefen gadon yace mun maryam wurin kin a zo
inaso muyi Magana ta gaskiya dake, kin san dai
Allah ne ya hada mu ko ba haka ba? Nace
mishi haka ne, yayi bayanai masu gamsarwa
sannan yace mun ina so  ne kiji tsoron
Mahaliccin mu ki gaya mun gaskiya mene ne
laifi na a wurin ki da kike nuna mu kiyaiya da
tsana? Nace da nayi maka me? Yace kin fini
sanin abin da kike yi da dalilan ki na yin hakan.
Ko ba komai dai kina gwadamun kiyaiya ta
hanyar boye mun kina da ciki sai in kin kasa
zubar da shi cikin sirri sannan in sani na kalle
shi cikin natsuwa nace mishi yanzu yayan
sahura da gaske kake yin maganar nan cewa ni
ke zubar da cikin da nake da shi? Yace to in
bake bace wane ne? Tunda nayi-nayi dake in
kinga kina dashi ko wata daya ne ki gaya mun
ni zan san matakin da zan dauka akai amma kin
ki.

101
Nace to ina sanin ina da shi ne? ni ina
al'ada kowanne wata uku uku ne ta yaya zanyi
in san da shi? Ya danyi shiru jimawa can yace
to shikenan kiyi hakuri, daga wannan lokacin
zaki rinka zuwa yin test kowanne wata don in
kina dashi a gane da wuri nace mishi to.
Tun daga wannan lokaci na fara zuwa
gwaji duk karshen wata, rannan likita ya
tabbatar ma sa'id ina da shigar ciki sati uku ya
fadi abubuwan da zan kiyaye cikin su kuwa har
da yawan aiki ya kuma shawarci sa' id daya dan
saurara mun a wannan dan tsakanin yace to,
muka dawo.gida sa'id yace in barwa sahura
gudanar da al'amuran, aikin mu gaba daya in
yaso sai arage yawan abinda akeyi nace mishi
to, ya kira sahura yayi mata bayani tace mishi
aima ba sai an rage ba tunda akwai masu aiki
sosai ni da shi muka koma cin abincin umma
safe, rana da dare don kuwa bana aikin komai
daga kwanciya sai ko sallah ko ruwan wanka
ma shike hada mun wata ran ma ya tsaya ya
cudani muna cikin haka har cikina ya wuce
wata biyar ya shiga na shida ya riga yayi kwari
sai na gayawa sa'id ina so in rinka taya su
sahura aikin da suke yi don aikin yana yi mata

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yawa sai takai goman dare bata kwanta don ma
tana da kokari yace to kar dai taimakon ya
zama mai yawa, nace mishi to. Abinka da
kaddara kwana na hudu da komawa kan aiki na
sai na wayi gari ina Ciwon mara nayi maza na
gayawa umma ta hanzarta kaini asibiti shi kuma
sa'id jamilu yayi mishi waya ya sheda mishi
cewar ina asibiti ya iso asibitin ne dai dai
lokacin da aka fito da ni daga dakin haihuwa
aka kawo ni kan wani gado aka kwantar da ni
yava dai umma? Cikin kotsawa ya tanbaye ta,
kan ta bashi amsa sai nos din nan ta sake
shigowa tana tambayar ame zaku karbe shi?
Sa d yayi maza ya mika mata babbar rigar gi
anan nos ta juya ta tafi ba tare da ta karbi rigar
ba taje ta kawo shi cikin tasan da suka sanya shi
tun farko umma ta zubawa tasar dake hannun
sa id ido tana kallon shin an take hawaye suka
soma zuba daga idanun ta tana fadin iko sai
Allah, na miji ne an gama mishi halittar shi har
ya fara girma ji hannuwan shi komai nashi irin
naka ne. a hankali yace ba komai umma, kiyi
hakuri bari in kaiwa baba shi sai abinne shi,
yasa hannu ya dauke ya nade shi cikin rigar shi
ya juya ya tafi ya barni tare da umma wacce ba

103

sai an gaya mun ba ita kanta hankalin ta yayi
matukar tashi da abinda ya faru wannan karon
sa'id kam tunda ya sa kai ya fita da yaron da
aka bashi bai sake dawo wa ba, har bacci ya
sake dauke ni sai farkawa nayi naji yaya babba
tana fadin a'a umma, tunda dai hakane ni na
tafi zan iya cewa a wannan lokacin sahura da
tasi'u ne kawai basu juya mun baya ba, na
shiga wani hali na kuncin rayuwa, kalaman
mahaifiyata na game da auran bare ayi nesa da
gida sukayi ta dawo mun inda ba kusa da
dangina da iyaye na nake anya irin wannan zata
sam ni? Na kasa hana hawaye na zuba nayi ta
kuka nan take naji babu abinda nake so irin in
ganni gaban iyaye na, ganin ina kuka ya sanya
umna ta sassauto daga bacin ranta ta shiga bani
hakuri kwana daya da wuni nayi aka sallame ni.
Muka dawo gida ban yarda na zauna a dakin
umma ba, kamar yadda tace dakina kawai na
wuce a wannan lokacin naji ina bukatar zaman
kadaici, tunda abinda na zabanwa kaina kenan
tunda naki zama cikin dangina.
Ina zaune a dakina sa'id dai kullum
yakan gaishe ni ne da safe, sai kuma wata
safiyar ita kuma umma dama ba shiga wurin

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mu take yi ba tunda ta shiga ta duba ni sau biyu
bata sake ba sai ko ita da baba su turo malle ko
sahura suzo suce suna gaisheni, yaya jiki? Ince
da sauki.
Rannan ina kwance a dakina bayan
azahar inajin shigowar sa'id da yaya babba ga
dukkan alamu da ga gidan ta suke sai naji tana
cewa ina matar gidan take? Yace ai inajin bacci
take yi tunda babu motsin tat ace to ai gara
kasan abinda kake ciki don wannan yarinyar ba
sonmu take yi ba, aure shekara hudu amma har
yanzu bata yi sha'awar ta bar mana konmu mu
gari ba shekaran jiya dana je gidan mansura
naga yan ta gwayen ta sai da naji kamar kwalla
zata zubo mun nace da yanzu wadannan
kyawawan yaran mu aka haifawa su yace
yantagwaye fat a Haifa ko? Tayi maza tace eh
baka gamsuba kyawawa ga lafiya mace da na
miji amma ita wannan sai aukin neman kud
tunda yake ita dama fatauci tazo yi ta samnu
kudi ta hura gida ayita kara mata shanu sa'id
yar dariya yace kina yawan fadin maryam
tama sayen hanu a garin su ina ganin don baki
taba zuwa gidan su bane da kin san ita mai
shanu ce, shaņu basa cikin abinda zata saya.

105

Tace shanu suna ransune ba dukiyar gado
bane? Ai daga gan wannan ne su koma gun
wancan ba iya cinsu suke yi ba sai dai suyi ta
wahala dasu kuma ni koma dai mene ne ina so
in gaya maka yana da kyau ka kara aure ko don
kaji dadin zama da ita tunda ka nace kana son
ta in taga wata tazo bayan ta tana goya danta ai
watakila tayi sha'awar ita ma ta haifa, ita mace
in ka gane ba so take ka karu da ita ba ai sai ka
kama kanka, yace mata hakane.
Mas'alar da ta ke tsakani na da sa'id sai
ya baiwa yaya babba alamar shigowa cikin
lamarin aure na tayi ruwa teyi tsaki kullum tana
tare da shi tana cikin gaggaya mishi maganganu
yana kara fushi akan fushin shi na da nima inna
fara sana'ata tun safe sai na kanmala komai
nake tashi bani da wani lokacin barin aiki na
saboda inyi na gida sai wajen umma yake
aikawa a kawo mishi abinci ko kuma yaje can
yaci.
Rannan ranar lahadi ne ya wayi gari yana
gida ban tsaya na shirya mishi abin karyawa ba
ina cikin aiki na sai naji yana kwala mun kira
na dauraye hannuna naje na same shi nace
mishi gani ya tsura mun ido wai ke me ya same

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kin e kike wani cika kina batsewa ana kallon
ki? Nace shi ne dalilin kiran nawa? Yace eh ko
yayi kadanne? Nace shi ne dalilin kiran nawa?
Yace eh ko nayi kadan ne ? nace a'a ba ka yi
amma kasan ina da abin yi in shike nan ina so
zan tafi yace to ba laifi jeki, na juya na fita na
koma wurin aiki na sai kawai na ganshi ya fito
da saurin shi yan matan da suke tayani aiki ya
kira yana rabawa kudin wata bayan banfi
kwana hudu da biyan su ba, da ya gama basu
sai yace kuje gida sai an neme ku ko, sukace to
suka kama hanyar fita ya leko dakin da nake
yace fito daga nan na hana wannan sana'ar
daga yau, sahura ta ruga da gudu ta shiga cikin
gida wurin su umma sai gasu sun shigo tare
meke faruwa ne sa'idu? Yaya zaka koran mata
ma'aikata ka hana ta sana'ar ta? Ya fito daga
ciki ta samu ta shiga ta ganni a tsaye ina kuka
kuzo nan ku biyoni muje can ni da shi muka
bita sahura kuwa ta tsaya tana kokarin ganin
munyi cake din da aka riga aka kwaba don kar
muyi asarar shi. Muna gaban umma sa'id yana
bayanin sana'ar ta ishe shi, baya anfanin taba
don taja mishi asara iri iri da bacin rai don
haka daga yau bai yarda ba, bai yarda a sake

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yin wani abu don sayarwa ba, tunda ya lura ma
sana ar tawa tana kara bani damar raina shi,
umma ta juyo gare ni ban iya ce mata komai ba,
kuka kawai nake yi ta gaji tayi mana nasiha
tasallame mu muka tashi muka tafi bayan sa'id
ya dage kan cewar zan koma kan sana'atane
kawai bayan mun zauna mun ajiye sabbin
sharuda ni da shi.
Shikenan daga wannan lokacin na koma
irin zama na na farko bana komai daga wanka
sai yan aiyukan da basu taka kara sun karya ba,
sai ko kwanciya, a haka dai sa'id ya lallabani
muka shiry a a dalilin bani da wata hujja ta kin
daidaitawa da shi, abubuwan da suka faru
maganar sana ata kuwa yace shikam a yanzu ya
zama mishi wajibi ya kiyaye duk wani abinda
zai iya kawo mun mas'ala inna sake samun
wani cikin tunda shikam ya matsu yaga ya
samu kwanshi, to ni kaina haihuwar nake so
duk da nikam ina boyewa amma da za'a tona
cikin Zuciyata babu mamaki a tarar na fishi 
matsuwa da ita, don kuwa gani nake tanfar
haihuwar itace kadai zata rage mun mas'alar da
nake ciki, gani kuma anan daga ni sai malle
kullum kuwa inna ta kan gaya mun cewar in

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Allah Ya baki haihuwa kiyi tayi ki tara yaya da
yawa sai kiga kin fita cikin kewa.
A wannan lokacin sai muka yi matukar
zaman lafiya ni da sa'id lokaci mai tsawo babu
wani abun da ya sake faruwa a tsakanin mu
abinda bai taba faruwa ba nikamna saki jiki na
sosai ganin irin yanda yake tarairaya ta da ji
dani sai na zama akowane lokaci in banda kara
son shi babu abin da nake yi.
Rannan ya dawo daga wurin harkokin shi
da yamma naje na same shi a dakin shi nayi
mishi sannu da zuwa ya amsa na tanbaye shi
za'a kawo abinci yanzu ne? yace a'a ai, kin san
na karya kenan na fita nace eh yace yanzu dai
zo tukuna in miki bayanin fili na, nayi maza na
matsa kusa da shi na zauna yace to wannan
dana gaya miki na hanyar dan batta kudin shi
sunyi yawa don kin san na gaya miki babba ne
kwarai dari da dari wajen goma sha biyu ne
aciki ni kuma zan sone in sayi flin da zan iya
katangewa in gyara komai don in tura manbila
a debo mun shanuna in zuba in kuma bude
wurin kaji don haka zan bar wannan inje in
duba na can hanyar wudil in naga zan iya sai in
saye shi.

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Nace to amma shi wannan din zaifi
dacewa da kiwo sosai, tunda shi yayi nesa da
garin nan, hanyar wudil aiya zama cikin gar
sannan nan din a yalwace kwarai yake ina
ganin da zaka yarda sai ka dauki kudin da suke
account di na ka hada kayi amfani da su tunda
inka hada ai zasu gama maka aikin yayi maza
yace a'a a'a, bar kudin ki kawai, na kalle shi
cikin natsuwa nace mishi akan me ? akan ni ba
abokiyar rufin asirin ka bane ? yace a'a ba haka
bane, nace to na sha ganin ka kana rancen kudi
wurin su yaya babba da yaya balaraba, wato
nice da ban? Yace ba haka bane, yayi mun
bayani mai tsawo sai dai ban gamsu ba ganin na
matsa da hakan sa' id ya amince da karbar kudi
na, amma a matsayin rance in ya samu zai
maido mun su, nace mishi to kwana uku bayan
nan ya dawo gida da rana ya kirani dakin shi
ina shiga na tarar ya juye tulin kudi akan gadon
shi dukan su takardun naira dubu dubu ne,nace
kai kai ina ka samo mana kudi haka? Ya
zubamun ido yana kallona yace wadannan duk
kudin kine seungel da kika yi ta wahala kina
neman su, kusan shekaru hudu baki taba
daukan ko kwandala ba, gashi kin bani su a

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matsayin rance babu wanda ya sani, watakila
kuma kin taba jin labarin cin manar maza da
kuke cewa ko ince rashin alkwarin su na matan
su su tallaba musu lokacin da suke wani abu na
neman ci gaba in kuma bukatar su ta biya sai
suyiwa matan nasu tukuici da kishiya, bakya
tunanin nima zan iya yi miki haka? nace ban
sani ba, ni dai abinda na sani shine kawai alheri
nake nufi yace haka ne, to misali innayi miki
irin wannan din fa tunda nima miji ne ban kuma
banbanta da sauran maza masu yin hakan ba
yaya zakiyi? Nace Allah ba zai hanani yanda
zanyi ba, ya sake cewa hakane, 'n kara tunani in
gani ko zan karbi kudi na kawai a sayamun
wata kadara ko shiga na a matsayin rance, nace
mishi yayi amfani da su kawai.
Nan da nan aka sayi fili aka Katangeshi
aka gayara komai aka gama ni da umma da
tasi'u muka je ganin wurin umma, ta tara ce
mishi ai kuwa dah har kace zaka hakura da
wannan din, saboda kudin ka baza su kai ba
yace eh umma maryam ce ta bani kudin ta tace
in hada umma tace to Allah ya kara rufa asiri
yace amin.
Wata guda bayan nan tasi'u suka dawo

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daga manbila, shanun da ardo ya baiwa sa'id
sukaje daukowa suka hado da nasu, ni ma ardo
ya aikomun da yanmatan shanu wadan da basu
taba haihuwa ba guda ashirin da bijimaye uku
da akuyoyi irin na manbila masu manyan
kunnuwa, suma guda goma da bunsurayen su
uku, yace a kawo mun inyi iri, shikenan sai aka
soma kiwo an riga an sanya kaji a wurin su, an
zuba leyas an zuba buroilas.
Tasi'u sa'id ya sanya a matsayin mai
kula da gonar ya kuma dibi ma'aikata su hudu
tare da masu gadin gonar suma su hudu, a haka
aka soma. Ranran ya dawo daga gonar da.
yanma hankalinshi a tashe yake yana gaya mun
wani yanayi da ya gani a jikin shanun ya kuma
kira likitan dabbobin da yake duba su ammaa
bayanin da yayi mishi shi bai gamsu da shi ba,
nace to ko zanje ne in duba in gani gobe in
Allah Ya kaimu? Yace yau wa maryam in kinyi
hakan ai kin taimaka.
Washegari da safe nayi shiri kwalliya
mai kyau nayi cikin wata doguwar riga har kasa
dinkin senegal na daura dankwali a kaina na
kuma yafa gyale na madaidaici na sanya
takalmi na lowshoe mai kyan gaske ga

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waraiwarai da zobuna sun kama hannu na sai
daukan ido sukeyi nayiwa umma sallama muka
fita ni sa' id zuwa gonar nayi matukar jin dadin
ganin dabbobin gidan mu cikin murmushi da jin
dadi na shiga cikin su sa'id yana mun kashedin
harbi fa suke yin ace mishi ai sun sanni ba zasu
manta niba, na matsa jikin su ina duba su nace
mishi bafa wata mas'ala ban, canjin wuri ne
kawai da kuma ciwon da wasu sukayi a kofato
da za'a bani sabuwar reza da almakashi zan
gyara musu kofato da sauri, ya sa aka kawo
mun ina karba sai yace mun to bari inje nan
wurin da ake Fada mana abincin su ba bazan fi
minti taiatin ba, zan dawo sai in kaiki gida nace
ko awa daya ba laifi yace to sai na dawo nace to
Allah Ya bada sa'a.
Said yana barin wurin na shiga yin aiki
na har n agama ina kara dudduba su sai naji ina
shakkar kamshin wani turare da baimun kama
da na miji na ba, na juya maza na waiwaya don
inga waye mai wannan kamshin? Mahmud na
gani tsaye a bayana gabana yayi matukar
fadiwa don kuwa nayi ma rabon da in ganshi
tun zuwan da suka yi da sa'id nayi musu bari
sai ko yau, ya sakn mun wani lallausan

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murmushi yace sengel kenan kin kara kyau kin
kara gwarjini kin waye kin zama matar birni
banyi kokari ba dana hango ki daga nesa na
gane ki? Rabon da in ganki fa tun kina amarya
saboda na gane mai gidan bai son zuwa na
gidan shi, a zuciyata nace babu damuwa tunda
dai nasan kina so na, nayi maza nace mishi
waya gaya maka haka? Ya sake wani 
murmushin yace aiyukan ki suke nuna mun
rashin jaruntakar ki a kusa da ni shike kara
baiyanar mun da asirin zuciyar ki in daga ido
don in baiwa Mahmud amsa sai kawai ga sa id
a bayan shi yana tsaye fargaba da tscro suka a
kamani jikina ya sake daukan wani rawan ganin
yanda yanayi naya sauya gaba daya yasa
Mahmud yayi saurin juyawa don ganin abin da
ke faruwa yana murmushi kuwa bai motsa ba
daga yanda yake, hannayen shi duka biyu suna
cikin aljihun shi yace mishi barka dai.
Bansan yanda aka yi ba sai na tsinci
kaina dace mishi har ka dawo? Ya zubamun ido
Cikin natsuwa yace nayi sauri ko? nayi maza
nace mishi a'a don na gane kuskuren tanbayar
da nayi mishin, yaya in kin gama mu tafi ko?
nace to na wuce na barsu shi da Mahmud ban

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san me suka tattauna ba.
Tun daga hanya na lura shan iska yake yi
nima sai na tsira muna isa gida kuwa naje na
gaya wa uinma dawowan mu na wuce dakina
na turo kofa ta na rufe har na hau gado na na
kwanta sai gashi yazo ya tsaya mun a bakin
kofar dakina dama kun shirya zaku hadu acan
ne? bakin ciki da takaicin tanbayar yasa na
amsa cewar eh, ya zubo mun ido cikin natsuwa
yace yayi kyau, haka din ba kuma laifin ki
bane, sakarci nane ya jawomun hakan in bah
aka ba ai na dade da zargin akwai wani abinda
ke gudana tsakanin ku amma na krsa daukan
mataki mai tsanani, saboda ina tsoron abinda
zai kawo batanci a tsakanina da ke nayi maza
nace me kake nufi yayan sahura da irin wadan
nan kalaman naka? Yace abinda kika gayamun
kin san kowanne dan adam yana da jarrabawar
shi a rayuwa, ai an jarrabe ni da son wacce bata
sona duk abubuwan da kike yi tayi mun na
nuna mun kiyaiya a zahiri na kasa hakura da
ken a kasa daukan mataki mai tsanani akan ki,
saboda zuciyata ta kasa jaruntakar yin hakan to
gashi yanzu gashiii... .. yana cikin maganar ya
soma haki da sauri da sauri saboda tsananin

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bacin rai nayi maza na isa gare shi don in kai
mishi dauki tare da fadin bah aka bane yayan
sahura ina dora hannuna a jikin shi yayi maza
ya hankade ni kar ki sake kar ki sake yin
wànnan gangancin ki barni kawai ki kyale ni ki
fita hanya ta kar ki sake taba ni.
Tsoro ya kara kamani ganin yanda sa'id
ya fita cikin haiyacin shi cikin dan takaitaccen
lokaci na taso nazo kusa da shin a durkusa
yayan sahura bafa komai tsakani na da
Mahmud da sauri yace mun karki karamun
wani bakin cikin kar ki nemi ki mai da ni wani
mahaukaci sabo da rawai kinga duk abinda
kike yina kasayin komai bayan na fara zargin
wannan al'amarin bana kama wasikan Mahmud
da yawa a gidan nan sunanan kuma ina ajiye
dasu nama dauki sabon complimentry card din
shi a cikin falon nan na kuma san bani nazo da
shi ba, na zaro ido cikin matsananncin tsoro ban
taba sanin akwai irin wannan zargin a tsakani
na da shi ba, zargi a tsakanina da mijina,
wannan al'amari ya muna na Inna Lillahi Wa
Inna llaihir Raju'un' abinda kawai nake ta fadi
kenan cikin zuciyata.
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wani irin matsanancin tsananin da ban taba
tsanmanin zama tsakanin mace da mijin ta
yakan kai wannan matsayin ba, na rasa inda
zansa raina inji dadi nayi kamar inje in kai
maganar wurin umma sai kuma nayi wani
tunani nace to ai watakila su dukan su sun dade
suna mun irin wannan zargin dana zauna nayi
tunani mai zurfi sai naga ni karshen wulakanci
da tozartawan da sa'id zai mun kenan, shi ne
nay a zauna dani yana zargi na akan ina auren
shi ina mu'amala da wani can daban to akan
me? Akan bukata ta ta zarce tashi ko kuma
akan zai bani wani abin duniya? Ina zaune da
sa'id a haka rannan sai aka wayi gari da safe
ban ji motsin shi ba har yamman tayi bangan
shi ba babu shi babu dalilin shi, hankali na yayi
matukar tashi saboda ko bama kula juna ni da
shi amma kuma muna jin motsin shiga da fitar
juna, na tashi na fito cikin dare na bude kofar
dake tsakanin na da umma don inje in tanbaye
ta ko ta san wani abu game da shi ina shiga
cikin gidan sai na fasa yin hakan, saboda yanda
na same su dukkan su suna barci, na tabbatar
idan yana cikin wani hali babu yanda za'ayi
gidan yayi shiru haka, na juya na dawo wuri na

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nayi alwala nayi sallah sannan na hau gadona
na kwanta. Washegari da safe wurin malle na
samu labarin sa'id ya na Senegal sai da ya cika
sati biyu ya dawo ina jin kwarainiyar oyoyon
da akc mishi ban je ba, har ya gama zaman shi
wurin umma ban shiga ba, ya shigo wurin mu
ya nufi wurin shi ban kula shi ba, ina kwance a
dakina sai naji yana kwala nin kira na taso
nazo batare da na amsa ba.
Sau nawa mahmud yazo gidan nan da
bana nan ? ban tanka mishi ba na juya zan
koma dakina sai kawai naji ya figoni ya wurgar
dani Ian kujera nayi mummnunan faduwa, ai in
riga kinyi kuskure da kika zabe ni kika barshi
tun farko da dai kinyi hikima kin dauke shi kika
bar ni a wancan lokacin to da na nuna nuna
miki halacci na don bazan taba daga ido in kalle
ki da wani kallo ba face na matar aboki na to
amma tunda shi yaga zai keta haddin aure na ke
kuma kin yardan mishi yayi hakan to zan nuna
muku iyakar ku ke da shi, ina da hakuri da
tawakkali akan al amura na amma akan wannan
cin zarafin da kuka mun zan tsaya inga iyakar
abin da kuke nufi ya juya zai bar wurin sai ga
wata takarda a yashe a kasa ya sunkuya ya

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dauke ta ya zuba mata ido zuwa can ya juyo
yace ga wasikar ki na karba ina duba wa, ga
abin da aka rubuta:
"Na gode kwarai da alkwarin da kika
samu cika mun jiya, nima kuwa nayi kokarin
cika nawa da nayi miki in har zaki samu sarari
tsakanin gode da jibi zan so mu sake haduwa
sai dai zan shawar ce ki, da ki kula kwarai don
kin san mutumnin in har yana gari to zaisa ido
kwarai a kanki, don haka in har kinhango fitan
naki zai zamo da mas ala to kar ki damu sai mu
jira sai ya sake yin wata tafiyar
Sai mun sake saduwa
Na Gode Da Kaunar Da Kike Nuna Mun.

Na saki takardar ta fadi a kasa na daga
ido na kalli sa id nace mishi yayan sahura na
gaji da wadannan al amuran da suke faruwa, 
kafi kowa sanin inda kaje ka dauko ni, in akwai
tarbiya a gidan mu ma ka sani, in ma babu
kasani, baka da hujjar zargina da abubuwan da
kake zargina inyi mu'amala da wani na miji
bayan kai, akan wane dalili? Ban taba yin
sha'awar data zarce taka ba, kaima yaya na kare
da kai balle inje ina neman wani? Ya zubo ido

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yana saurarona cikin natsuwa lokacin da wani
sako ya shigo cikin wayar shi ya duba sakon
sannan ya miko mun wayar na karba ina
dubawa daga bankin da yake mun ajiya ne aka
turo mishi ana baiyana mishi an sake sabunta
account din da wasu zunzurutun kudi da ban
tsaya kallon sub a itama wayar na sake ta a kasa
yace wannan ba alkawarin da akace an cika
miki bane? Nace shine bazan sake musu da kai
b akan wannan al amarin abu daya dai kawai da
zan sheda maka a yanzu shine ban bukatar
zama da kai tunda har zuciyar ka ta yarda ta
amince da cewar zan 1y aikata wadannan
abubuwan da kake zargina akan su in ka manta
bari in tuna maka kaje ka daukoni ne a gidan da
ake ganin dan halal baya zina kaje ka daukoni
ne a gidan da ake gudun abin kunya saboda
kawai an baka ni ka kawo ni inda bani da kowa
kazo kana wulakan ta ni to ka maidani cikin
dangina sub a zasu taba zargina da abinda kake
yiba, hankali yakai matuka wajen tashi in banda
kuka babu abin da nake yi, sa'id ya juya zai
koma dakin shi sai kawai na mika hannu na rike
rigar dake jikinshi, a sanyaye yace mun sake ni
maryam tun ranki bai baci ba,  sannan daga yau

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zan miki kashedin inma shi ya bakı shawarar in
muna maganar dake ki rike ni to kar ki sake
sakemun rigata nace bazan saki ba sai ka
salla.....ban karasa ba ya juyo cikin sauri ya
dauke ni da wani gigitaccen mari sai da ya kifar
da ni a kasa ya wuce yayi tafiyar shi ya shige
dakin shi ya turo kofa ya rufe, na gama
kwanciyata anan har na gaji na tashi na koma
daki na kama shirye-shiryen tafiya manbila zan
koma gaban 1yaye na zan koma rayuwata ta
farko ta fimun wannan rayuwar da nake yi a
yanzu, na kara gane gaskiyar ardo da yace mun
babu komai cikin rayvwar birni in banda
kwarauniya da kwamacala na kammala shiri na
tsaf sai dai kuma abin takaicin shine ban
mallaki komai ba in banda naira dubu daya da
dari bakwai a dakina na tsaya ina tunanin ina
zan samu kudin mota'? Nayi ta tunani na rasa
sai nace to bari tunda tafiya zanyi bari inje in
tunawa sa'id rabon da ya bani kudin aiwatar da
hidimar gida kusan kwana arba' in ne in yaso in
ya bani sai inyi amfani da su kawai, ina išowa
dakin nashi sai kawai naji shi yana cewa aikin
sun da itan kika bugomun wayar a yanZu tunda
kuwa tsoron da kike magana akai bai hanaki

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bugomun wayar dare ba nima kuwa ai bazai
hanani amsawa ba da sauri na bar wurin saboda
wani abin da naji zuciyata tana yi ban taba jin
maganar sa'id da wata mata ba tsawon zaman
da nayi da shi sai ko yau har gari ya waye ina
tsaye a dakina ban samu zama ba balle inyi
tunanin kwanciya malle ta shigo ta sameni a
tsaye gaishe ni kawai tayi ta juya zata tafi nayi
maza nace mata zo mana malle ta dawo ta
tsuguna tace ganı nace mata zani manbila yanzu
kizo mu tafi amma karki gaya wa kowa tace
a'a, bazan biki ba, nayi maza nace mata akan
nme malle? Na zauna ina rarrashin ta ta yarda ta
bini mu tafi, tace mun a ajiya da daddare tayi
wa yaya sa' id alkawarin zata zauna da shi na
sake kallon ta nace alkawari malle kina
haukane? Tace mun kiyi hakurI amma na gaji
da irin sabinda kike mishi ace shi da gidan shi
amma wai jiya ya kwana a waje sabaoda gudun
fitinar da zakiyi mishi bayan daga tafiya ya
dawo kuma ai baffa yace mana abinda duk
muka san bama so ayi mana to muma kar
muyiwa wasu da matar yaya jauro take koro shi
waye yake kwana ai tashin hankali kuka rinkayi
da ita to yaya ke kuma zaki so kina Koran yaya

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sa'id? Da sauri nace mata ke malle wane irin
maganar banzane wannan nice zan iya Koran
yayan sahura daga cikin gidahnan? In baki sani
ba jiya har duka na yayi na kuma ji shi yana
waya a dakin shi suna hira da wata mata nan
take ta kama kuka dadi ya kamani don ina
ganin kukan tausayi na take yi sai kawai naji
tace mun Allah sarki da-da in zaki mance da
komai ai bai kamata ki mance da nasihar baffa
ba ko don soyaiyar da yake miki shi kuwa
nasha jin shị yana cewa mafi munin abinda dan
adam zai yi shine fadar maganar da ba gaskiya
bace kinre mun ya þuge ki kuma kin jişhi yana
hira da wata a waya bayan kumá ni yaya sa id a
dakin mu ya kwana yana gaya nmun ya bar nan
dinne sabodd gudun fitinar ki, a kidime nace
mata a wurin ku yayan sahura ya kwana malle?
Tace kwarai kuwa nace to waye ya bugenswaye
naji yana hira da mata a dakin shi? Tace uhun
ta juya tayi tafiyar ta ta barni nan a zaune tsoro
ya sake kamani ha tabbatar al'amarin dake
faruwa dani don haka babu abinda ya kamace
ni illa in koma gaban iyaye na, a yau dinnan ko
bani da kudin mata da sauri na tashi na dauki
akwatina na saci idon mutanen gidan na nufi

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tasha na dauki shatar mota zuwa manbila har
cikin iugarmu na cewa direba to ai zaka shiga
ne ka dan huta sai gobe ka tafi ko? Yace a'a ni
yanzu zan juya nace to bari in shiga in miko ma
kudin ka yace a'a aini an riga an biyani nace wa
ya biya ka? Yace a'a w2ce irin tambaya ce
wannan nace to bari ina zuwa nayi maza na tafi
na kira yaya jauro don yazo ya tanbaye direban
motar mutumin dayake cewa va biya shi muna
dawowa muka ga babu shi habu dalilin shi, na
kalli yaya jauro cikin matsanancin tsoro da
fargaba nace mishi yaya jauro anan fa direban
motar ya tsaya yace ashe har ya ar nan wurin
ya bace daga tsaunukan nan da suke kewaye da
mu? Yaya jauro vace ke suengel nifa dama ban
wani ji motsin wata mota ba ganin ki kawai
nayi kin shigo da jakar ki.
Ina jin yaya jauro ya fadi haka na yanke
jiki na fadi a kasa na suma.

Masu karatu sai ayi mun hakuri abiyo ni
littafi na hudu don jin karslhen labarin ayi
hakuri kwarai don kuwa ban so jan labarin
haka ba, bai zai kammalau bane cikin littafi
na uku ba.

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Na Gode. Taku
Hafsat Chindo Sodangi.

SADAKA GA MATA DAKE DA MAS ALA DA
MAZAJEN SU
Su yawaita karanta wannan ayar
dake cikin Suratul Yusuf (Alaihis -
Salam):
"Rabbi Kad Ataita Ni Minal Mulki
Wa Allamtani Min Ta'awilil Ahadis
Fadirus Samawati Wal Ardi Anta
Waliyyi Fidduniya Wal Akhira
Tawaffani Musliman Wa  Alhikni
Bissalihin"
Ubangijin Mu Allahu Yasa Mu
doge Amin Sunma Amin. In Kika
Dimance karanta ta Allah Zai Baki
Zaman Iafiya Da Mijin Ki.

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SAKO
Ga wadan da suka samu mas'alar
rashin fahintar wani abu cikin littafin
matn da kicin dinsu suna iya aiko da
tanbaya ta cikin wannan layin dana bayar
cikin wancan littafin. 07035586299,
Allah Ya taimake mu amin.



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