Dingishin Kwado Book 1 Complete Hausa Novel

Did Sahal actually divorce her? Could he really divorce her? Even though she had realized he was tired of her, she never imagined his weariness would lead them down this path.
She had never envisioned that if they were to separate, it would be in this manner. She had assumed he would show her some respect and part ways with her with dignity, hiding behind destiny.
Yet, here he was, delivering a deeply humiliating divorce alongside taunts that were enough to trigger high blood pressure. However, she thanked God that she too had retaliated with taunts capable of causing heart failure. If the mouth knows what to say, it also knows how to talk back.
No matter how much this divorce hit her like a whirlwind, she summoned the courage to swallow her pain right in front of him.
With a smile, she kept saying, "Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! My Lord, I thank You for what You have done to me, I thank You for what You are doing to me. And I thank You for what You will do for me in the future."
She looked at him and thought she saw a flash of instant regret pass over him. His entire body went completely limp. Meanwhile, she could no longer make sense of anything.
He went back to sleep. For a long time, she sat there listening to the slow, steady rhythm of his breathing, her mind completely blank.
Seeing that she could not sleep by two in the morning, she performed her ablution and began to pray voluntary night prayers. In her prostration, she wept, praying for her children—asking God to protect them and decree a good life for them filled with faith and good health.
She remained awake until dawn, her mind caught in an endless cycle of conflicting thoughts. Where would she go?
Only now did she truly realize the magnitude of the challenge that lay ahead of her. She wept bitterly, offering prayers for her parents and Yaya Sulaiman.
It wasn't until the pre-dawn call to prayer began that he woke up. He went into the bathroom, performed his ablution, and also observed voluntary prayers.
Once he finished, he said, "Bilkisu, I advise you to retract the words you hurled at me, and I order you to apologize to me. I don't want to let you leave only to end up wandering aimlessly, since I know you have nowhere else to go."
A bitter anger rushed up to her throat, making her feel like unleashing a barrage of insults because of the immense frustration that welled up inside her. Yet, she acted as though he wasn't speaking to her, because she knew that the moment she opened her mouth, she would definitely insult him—and that was not the behavior of an upright, educated woman.
Therefore, she maintained a stony silence. Even as the regular call for the dawn prayer began, she did not utter a single word to him.
He left for the mosque, saying, "Consult with your heart before I return."
She followed him with a gaze full of astonishment. Perhaps he didn't grasp the magnitude of the humiliation he had inflicted upon her. He failed to realize that telling her she had nowhere to go was an insult in itself. He had already forgotten the exact words he used when divorcing her:
"Go back to your selfish parents, I divorce you with a double divorce!" Her heart pounded furiously. She burst into open tears because Sahal had subjected her to the ultimate form of degradation and disrespect. As if that weren't enough, he was now returning to insult her dignity further. Did he honestly think his house was her only refuge? No wonder he had served her different variations of mistreatment while she continuously endured, overlooked his flaws, and made excuse after excuse for him. So, all along, he viewed her as someone who was helpless and lacked anyone to support her?
She shook her head, declaring, "Even if our entire lineage were wiped out, I will never live under your authority again. Even if it means I have to sleep on the streets. Moreover, the Almighty has already shielded me from shame."
She wept intensely—not out of grief for the divorce, but out of sorrow over how her family home in Funtua had now become deserted. If only Baba Babba were still around, she could have simply gone to their section of the house, opened it up, and stayed there until she found peace of mind.