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The Silent Love
Graduation Day
With overflowing joy, I saw him leaning casually against the car that came to pick me up. Today, we had completed our secondary school journey. I had been boarding for years, and now, at last, freedom awaited.
But inside me, there was a storm. My heart pounded wildly at the thought of revealing what I had buried deep within—my love for Yaya Abdulhakeem. From childhood until now, I had nurtured this secret. Yet I had never gathered the courage to utter it aloud.
All night, I had rehearsed the words I wanted to say. Abba had already told me on the phone yesterday: “Ya Abdul will come to pick you up.” That meant this was my chance.
The Long-Awaited Moment
“Oyoyo, Ya Abdul!” I called, dropping my bag and hugging him from behind. He turned, eyes fixed on me, phone still in his hand.
“Oyoyo, Heedaya,” he replied, his voice melting every bone in me.
The way he pronounced my name—giving each syllable its right—was music I wanted to hear forever.
He teased me gently: “So, Heedaya is grown now, finished with school.” He pulled my nose, and my heart nearly leapt from my chest.
We loaded my luggage into the boot, said goodbye to the few friends left behind, and got into the car. As the gate closed behind us, my heart was wide open but my lips were sealed with fear.
The road stretched before us. Silence filled the car, except for the hum of the AC. I stole glances at him, fighting the weight of the words I wanted to say.
He broke the silence with a smile. “Why so quiet today? Missing your friends already?”
I forced a weak smile. Inside, my heart screamed: Tell him now, Heedaya. This is your only chance.
“Ya Abdul, I… I want to tell you something,” I finally whispered.
“Go on, I’m listening,” he replied calmly, slowing the car slightly.
But when the moment came, fear betrayed me. Instead of love, I blurted out nonsense: “You didn’t even buy me candy.”
He laughed warmly. “Candy? You know you’re my right hand. I brought something special from India for you. I saved it so I could give it to you myself.”
That laughter, that warmth—how it pierced my soul. Yet he still didn’t know the truth: that my heart had belonged to him for years.
Returning Home
We reached Dutse, my hometown. Before he parked, I saw Aunty Rabeea—my half-sister—rushing out with joy. As soon as I stepped out, she hugged me tight. But I turned away, sulking at her for not coming to pick me up.
She pleaded softly: “Heedayata, forgive me. I had a headache. And besides, Ya Abdul wanted us to stay and prepare things for your welcome.”
I couldn’t resist. Her love for me had always been unmatched, more than even for her own sister, Na’eema. Our bond was unshakable, despite the tension between our mothers.
We entered the house hand in hand. But from afar, Hajiya Baturiya, her mother, spotted us. Her eyes burned with hostility. She had never hidden her hatred for me.
“Momma, ina yini,” I greeted respectfully. She ignored me completely, pretending not to hear. I swallowed the pain. I was used to it.
Aunty Rabeea squeezed my hand. “Don’t mind her. Nothing will ever separate us. Not her, not anyone. You’re my sister, Heedaya, and I’ll always protect you.”
Her words wrapped my heart with comfort.
Dreams and Secrets
Later, in my room, I unpacked my luggage and found the photo of Ya Abdul. I stared at it, whispering silently:
“One day, I’ll tell you. I love you more than life itself. I’ll fight for you. No woman will ever take you from me. If any tries, she’ll regret it for the rest of her life.”
I smiled at the photo, kissed it, and placed it carefully back in my bag.
Umma’s Venom
By evening, Aunty Rabeea returned carrying a large bag for the welcome preparations. She greeted my mother, Umma (Hajiya Zainab), politely. Instead of returning the courtesy, Umma spat venom:
“So, the hypocrite is here again. My daughter just returned, and already you’re planning to poison her with your cursed influence. You’ll make sure she ends up like you—no husband, no future!”
Her words cut like daggers.
Ihsan, my younger sister, overheard and chimed in with mockery. “Umma, I’m also in day school. Two more years and I’ll be done. Unlike her, I’ll marry quickly.”
Umma sneered. “At least you won’t end up like this one. Even your father will pay her bride price if he must, because otherwise, no one will marry her.”
Aunty Rabeea bowed her head, silent tears flowing. She was only twenty-one. But because Abba forbade further education after secondary school, people assumed she was undesirable. suitors came but disappeared the moment she mentioned marriage.
From my room, I heard everything. Anger boiled inside me. I rushed out, grabbed Aunty Rabeea’s hand, and faced Umma.
“Haba Umma! You know she came here for me. Doesn’t the love she shows me count for anything? Can’t you show her just a little kindness?”
I glared at Ihsan, sending her a silent warning.
But Umma only folded her arms, eyes blazing. The war in this house was far from over.
The Unspoken Love
That night, lying in bed, my heart wrestled with regret. I had failed again to confess my love to Ya Abdul. Every moment with him was torture—sweet torture that chained me in silence.
But deep inside, I made a vow: one day, no matter the cost, I would tell him.
For if I lost him to another, my world would shatter forever.
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